Behind the white lies, it's really ugly!

Feel so wanna blogging with the "I can feel a hot one" background music..

We chat as usual just now..
Sweet talks everywhere eventhough that's only sweet to listen~

Since when, I started to talk white lies..
The 3 words "I love you" for me is so so damn easy to speak it out...
And then , for me, what is a big deal of talking those 3 words?!

You know how to flirt, I know how to biatchy anyway~~

Until today, I admit that I actually forget
what is the so-call "fall in love" feeling to him...
He might shocked and he thought he was the one who make a change on me...
Apparently not...! I've became someone else since I live independently..
but I just didn't noticed that until the day we started our relationship and yet, end our relationship like just so "NOTHING",

Only I know...What a real person I am!

You're the one who make me really understand on what kind of person I actually am!

You said you're not sure on why you would tell me "I LOVE YOU" all the time..
But I don't even know what is the purpose of telling you "I love you" everytime..( that most probably people thought "the hardest word to say")..
I spoke that easily because I just want to involve myself into that situation..

Maybe...I LOVE YOU doesn't mean much to me anymore~

So now...You can clearly figure out who I am~

"White lies are always nice to hear but behind the scence,

it is actually ugly!"

I confessed to him, I don't know what is love actually, I only know the realist world...
That's why I can accept what you've done to me outside, that's in my expectation tho!...
I know it early when the 1st second that I started the decision on being together with you~

I know the real world since I'm part of them...

But I didn't do anything that betrayed you..

My sincerity is still there..

People will think that your action was actually betraying me..but as you said to me:" thats only ma...not a big deal for you gua.." " you jealous or unhappy?" HOHOHO... You're right...such thing really not a big deal for me anymore... I'm not jealous, I answered truly, since you didn't mentioned both of you end up the relationship and, I was the one who step in between yours 1st...

Nobody fault on this kind of situation....
Because...

This is the Real World....The Real human-being...The real you...and the real Me...!

p/s :Realistic is only the minor part... The real personality of yourself, don't hide as it will become black-est! Show it to the people around you, let them know..you live with it~
I myself, know my negative personality, but i treat it as the real me...

I'm not a white paper tho~

Never forget what you've told me
" You pretend not to know but actually you've already know"

* Sorry D, I don't mean to hurt you, just want to let you know my actual feeling on our relationship, but I do really treat you with my sincere true heart..I mean it...sorry..*

Frankly, we know each other....

Update Development?

Apparently, I don't know what to blog right now...Just feeling that,

DAMN! It's been a long time I never update my blog..

HAHA

Maybe it was just tiny things happen around me these few days..

Or the things might just...not a point for blogging~

Let's

Talk about last week..

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  I had a bad presentation on selling Condom last tuesday which make me moody for the whole day..I hate that kind of feeling...~DEEPLY~

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  I met him at night that he request me to have supper with him at the mamak stall nearby. We used to talk a lot, but I was hiding my actual feeling on that day..Yea...I was totally exhausted for the last few days on fighting with my assignments and the stupid last minuted presentation...Although I was actually not feeling so good at the time, still, I pretend I was just that simple tired one without other reason.

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  The next day, he thanked me on willing to accompany him last night. Besides, he still said: "...you always put a sweet smile on your face in front of me although you're sorely tired.." Yea...That's true~~~I seldom show my real expression in front of him because I don't think that the point that make me moody, is a big deal to him..Thus, I rather act nothing in front of him instead of showing my sadness face~! Maybe, he knows actually, and just also pretending in front of me?


Since he told me before that, my negative side is
" ...you pretend not to know but actually you're already know..."
Yea...He's absolutely right...He knows me...

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  Went to college as usual, and started my revision with my classmate to prepare for the coming exam...Open up the thumbdrive that he gave me last night, and watch his 1st video on playing drum...He said I am the 1st person to watch this video...Oh ya..I do really hope so~ XD Feel happy to listen that... You know, I wouldn't trust him that much! Sorry tho~

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  Saturday, it's TopShop student's discount day...A big day for me~
  AH HAH~!! 20% discount for every item for only one day..So....I bought a RM200 dress and a RM130+ top...Means I myself spend about RM300++ something and plus my sister...Overall purchase, cost us rm500++ ...YAHOO!!! That's worth right~~~~~~
  
  One of the top that I bought..It might look not that nice here...haha...But I just like it when I wear it~!
  I couldn't find another dress that I bought through the topshop website...So just show only one of this...^^
  
  The happiest day on the week..!!

Exam period start on this week...

And the day I blog, mean >>

Today, I've already taken 2 papers for this sem..and I still left one more paper and two more resit papers...DAMN!! I hate resit!!!! Promise...NO RESIT ANYMORE!!!

Tell myself, if maggie wong still have to resit, no more shopping day~!!!T.T

The following paper will be my sem3 Wed Page Design PAPER!! wakakakaka...

I aim for better result for this paper one!!

Good then~~

*GOD BLESS ME *

Wednesday--The Day And Night--

The Day

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Our business plan presentation is held on today early in the morning~..

But what really make me feel so irritated was, THERE HAD NO ELECTRICITY while presentating!! This was fucking extremely hot as I were wearing the formal wear!! I am so terrified on high temperature!! I just can't stand for sweating!!! ARRRRHHH~~

No matter how bad the situation is...Our presentation was still need to proceed..

Our business plan is to open a restaurant that provide the nutrition food knowledge depends on the individual's needs by a professional nutritionist

so-called

New Tree "shen"(should be written in mandarin) Restaurant...

Let me show off some of my presentation part..

WAHAHAHAHA


"Can't even spend one minutes of your time on having a great and healthy meal? Or you might be forget to take care of your child on providing them a healthy food? Can you imagine you or even your family are suffering on health problem one day during the young age that you couldn't expect before? We should take action before the things worse off! It is time for you to stop the roller coaster that you ride on and find a solution! Here is our business plan to help our customer to create a healtheir you! Step in our New Tree Shen Restaurant to enjoy our authentic nutrition food with the professional nutrition guidline's services. Healthy food at the affordable price is never out of style. Your health, our priority!"
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So proud of it...We done our presentation although there has no electricity!!

p/s:Professional Marketers are always be prepared to do their presentation well done regardless how good or bad of the situation is!! ^^V

Shi Chek ( who always skip class with me~) & Maggie

Here we are! New Tree Shen Restaurant Management and Organization~! XD

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The Night

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The night is for ladies to party!!!

Mois is always our choice but unfortunately, those " du gao" were fighting at the night!! They ruined the sexy dance section!

Fighting because of a girl!!!

(I guess those lala just didn't agree with that sexy dance results or maybe something else? I've heard a lot of versions anyway~ but..who cares?! XD

we just want...

SHOW TIME!!!!)

~Immatured~ Non-educational~LALA KIA~gangsterism~Act cool (someone fall down at the stage while fighting)LOL~

~Out of respect~Threw beer bottle~Blocking the toilet!!!!~

It's even cooler if someone die!!

hahahahaa~

yea I'm devil~!!

XD

Nevertheless...

Nothing else besides bleeding I guess~

Everyone in the club can enjoy the real show through our Mois clearly plasma!

haha...

Finally, they get caught by our "useful" policemen!!!

Applaus ladies!!!

yo~ make some noise!!! CHEEERRRR~!!!

Lots of people leave after that incidents

but

not us!!

*CONTINUE PARTY~!*

wo wo shake shake hot!

Mei Feng & shorty Maggie!!

While waiting for the police to catch those lala~

New friend, MeiFeng & MAG~~

End Up our party with "hello by Beyounce"