Our day..

I'd a very nice day with him yesterday...*wink*
He came along from Penang to pick me up early in the morning, and we simply plan for our whole day... I feel pleased when he's beside me...

We'd our vegetarian lunch at Pulau Tikus, yet we go for "Chou Tian Yang Pet Shop" to look around some cute pets and of course, buy delicious snacks for his Kikko..^.^
Somehow, I always feel pretty excited when buying his Kikko's stuff together with him, but I still haven't find out where the joy come from...Maybe, I love to see the way of he's taking care of his Kikko or maybe, I like the feeling of I've involve in his part of life....Seriously, I don't mind to have Kikko as my pet too...XD

We went to Gurney to collect my money in the evening, by the way, we bought twin seat for our "Robin Hood" movie...hmmm...we just did that before the day in Sunway Carnival for "Iron Man"...teehee~^^...

Stupidly, I always feel so much happy when having movie with him...Because this is a ♥lovely♥ action which like you'll only concentrate on the movie and at the same time, there have an important man for you just stick beside you and hugging on you when you feel cold.... WAH~!!! That's my boy!!!! haha...There have only a man can give me such feeling (which cannot describe by just this simple words), and the feeling that nobody else can give me besides him...^^
(ar~hem..I know I'm narcissism but give me a chance to recall my day with him XD)

After all, we had our dinner at "Green House" where have a super duper tasty, delicious,drooool yummy "Hokkein Mee" there!!! Yeah~ Of course, I have got it! ^^

That's our simple day with a so-casual routine...
And make sure that we have our goodbye kiss before we end ups this day...^0^

♥He is the first man that I heart so much...♥
"Unfortunately, I don't know how much he heart me...But I only know he dotes on me a lots..Besides, I know I have the privilege to walk in his heart...."

Love my dear

The origin us

*wink~!
Tomorrow my boy is coming to find me in my hometown!!!
teehee~!!!!! We gonna register his company together...
So sweet when the one you love allow you to involve in his part of life...
How sweet is when his beloved one is going to help him in his part of life...
That's even sweetest when a lovely couple work hard for each others to make their future brighter... Whereas the future is for both of us...

I know he got lots of dreams...
Always being a supportive girlfriend, that's the most expensive gift to him...He neither...
Even is just giving him a little helping hand, he will feel satisfy enough...
Because, the simplest thing that he request, is just want me to stay beside him....

I know he really hope that I can be there for him, but he still always give me a chance to do thing that I wanted....Even though he hide it nicely, I will still see the real thinking from him, because I'm living in his heart.... I'm so thankful that he always give me enough freedom to do anything that I like without any unwillingness...

We have actually no much worries on each other because inside our heart, there have always a TRUST...

"Honesty is always around us that's why I don't need his password to look in his real part, he doesn't need mine neither...Because, we're the best origin us when we're together..." Everyone has their own privacy, so we are kind to allow it..

Heart him~...

Just let it be or not to be....

It's been weird that I seldom blog for happy thing, but only blog for something that influence my thinking, something make me blue...

Yes...My blog is the only thing that can express my feeling by using words, shout out everything over here to calm me down when there have no one understand me... That's the only thing I can do, that's why my blog only consists of sadness...No matter how, I just wanna find a way, to make me feel better..even it's just a little, I'll do it...

I don't know why I feel so bad on this even I know he takes dance as important thing...Since I'm a dancer, I can totally understand this....But, I know there have other reason behind that...It could be a pressure, it could be an unwillingness...I don't know which one more than either one of it... Whatever it is, I just want to appreciate everything around me especially you before everything has changed...

For me, I know there have something need to be sacrificed no matter how much you wanted to do something.... Unless, there have something you think it is not worth for you to do.... I just simply not to force you, but, if you really wanted to reject me at the first, please don't give me any expectation, or simply say "consideration"...I don't like disappointment, I don't like rejection when I thought there will have a hope...

I never give pressure to you even I'm hoping so so much that you can be there.....
Because I know, just a word, can change everything, but I know, you hold your promise all the time....That's why I didn't tell you how much my hope is...How much I can see you to be there...

You know, the truth that you keep, I always know...
That's the reason why I feel pain...


"when you feel annoyed, that's the weakest part that you showed"

I'm thinking, should I forget it? To act there have nothing happened

Appreciate you and me

The reason I blog today is because I've read someone's blog (http://gigikissu.blogspot.com) and really touch my heart.. Her bf was death....She took down every single moments of her and her bf...She wrote down the feeling that she want to express hardly.... I know, it's hard to get through all this....But she did it...she's strong, she's optimistic....She's the one who knows life...
Life goes on....

Seriously, after reading her blog, I've got a heavy impact...
She has assured the real love for me about-->
"no matter how far the distance is between a couple, the believe of love, the sincerity to each other, will make them closer... "Even if I'm a real realism, but still, I realize love..

I always worry about the day when I leave him, but I know that is a must for me...I don't mean to be selfish or realistic, but the opportunity of leaving cannot be waited...I choose to leave because I've been dreamed for years...Because I believe your love to me and mine neither...Because I know both of us will be waiting for each other.... At least, the chance of being together are still exist for both of us... There have always a "TRUST" to continue our journey...

As everyone knows, appreciate people around you, that's always the best thing to be done and believe...

When we hold our love tightly, love will not escape easily...
Our hard work, never betray us...
My real love, never lie to you...
And your love to me, I tattoo in my heart...

It's a test for our love