The Confused Chocolate Eater

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Rain

There is a bit of insanity in dancing that does everybody a great deal of good.

I love the rain.

Walking under the rain. It makes me feel different. I feel more independent, more confident, more relax, more daring. It can’t stop me from doing something, going somewhere.

I’m inspired to do everything under the rain. It makes me wanna take off my slippers and choreograph an emotional contemporary dance that reflects it. Letting out the stress in my muscles and pressure in my mind.

Right now, rain is my companion.

I love the rain.

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

Hello Again

We're fools whether we dance or not.

So might as well we dance.

I’m 20

I look 30

It’s so depressing to see lines and silicon bags under my eyes.

I got my black hair back.

According to many it makes me look younger.

Gosh I wonder how I’d look like when I’m really 30.

However..

I’m happy.

I love my new house. I get home sick everytime I’m out.

I love Naim and Paps.

I love Funky Socks.

I love my housemates.

And those who come to the house almost everyday to lepak. Especially my Mr. Lendew.

Then again..

I seriously don’t remember feeling not tired.

Girl's Night Out (The bald dude looks freaky)

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Back to ASK

This is gonna be a short post.

I’ve started college again. After 2 and a half months of pure freelance dancing holiday. It was freakin tiring but it was fun fun fun. =)

College:

- Bitchy G to the A-Y head of dance department.

- Confused hypocrites classmates.

- Hectic schedule

- Classical Indian Traditional dance

Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!!

One thing great about this semester, I’m staying with my college friends in the city. No more 3 hours traffic jam. Woohoo!

So I’ve moved out. Will post about it soon.

Monday, July 23, 2007

Wusssssaaaaa..

I don’t want the world to see me,
Cos I don’t think that they’d understand.

I noticed age factor in any business industry is pretty f**ked up.

Being the only 20 year old working with 30 year olds and above is tough. When you speak nicely to them, they’ll treat you like a little girl who doesn’t know shit what she’s doing. They’d step on your head and disrespect you.

So I can’t be myself.
I can’t jump around like a mad woman,
I can’t laugh out loud at stupid jokes people make,
I can’t Hoo Haa with my girls.

It sucks.

A friend of mine, Mr Lendew cum temporary personal assistant and human PDA had to keep telling me to,

Wussssssaaaaaaaa!

The greatest emotional punching bag, Mr Lendew!

Funky Socks did 2 shows last week. A launch for Elektrolux and TM/NTV7 EPL launch at KLCC.

Elektrolux Launch @ Hotel Maya Kuala Lumpur - It was a difficult show due to a big costume difficulties but we rock anyways. =)

TM EPL Launch @ KLCC - Stage was very small and weird looking. Doesn't matter cos Funky Socks kicks ass!

After all that...

I went for a holiday with my parents last weekend. Just to get everything off of me.

Just me and my wonderful parents.

I silent my phone and gave myself a time off from dance.

Got myself a massage and a Jacuzzi bath. Hmmmmmm…

I was pretty darn close to heaven..

Phone check: 38 missed calls, 15 messages

Thursday, July 19, 2007

I'm Still Here..

It has been awhile…

This is my first update in…I don’t know… you tell me..

Not gonna be a long post..

Just to prove to some people that my blog still exist..

Dancers aren't made of their technique, but their passion