I never knew what kind of friend i am.. often i am the one who initiates "how are you?" , continued with "let's hang!" and ended with "lots of love and i just can't wait to see you" and when things go out of hand i'll call them and wait for their replies. with hope... (damn.. im a hopeful person!)
It's holiday and i would like to spend time with my precious people. those who are close to my heart and dearly mean worlds to me. hey friends! even if we are not the bestest friends in this ever after, i still want to keep them close cause i believe true friends are meant to stay.
I begin asking them when shall we hang and today is the last free day of mine in 2011. yes.. apparently, i will be off to another asian country next wednesday! yayness! so i decided to hang out with my beloved "friends" who have been there since year 1. Unfortunately, they have events to attend. family occasion or some sorts. sigh! But hey, god has his way of showing, we passed by one of these "friends" house and found out that they are all there for a great berbeque night. yippy! wait... why don't they inform me and leya again?? so we call him.. he said "ada family function"
WHY DO YOU HAVE TO LIE TO US?
I NEVER FELT THIS REJECTED.
ani rupanya rasa kana pulaukan.... ='(
that's how a stupid friendship ends. =)
