A quick one!

Just a quick update today.

Alhamdulillah, I got a pair of nephew and niece in a month. Alfun mabruk to both of my big brothers and sis-in-laws.

Little Sakinah

Cute baby boy yet to be named he3 :D

Entering the second half of my 5th sem. And it's not getting any easier at all. Got to develop anti-scolding kit to survive the next attack. I guess all the scoldings and everything, it's really never-ending hah? Haaissh, that's what we got for being young and stupid (and lazy too, hahaha). 

Student X : How long we're going to live like this?
Student Y : Live like what???
Student X : Live in FEAR!

Study laa sgt...hahaha.

Allahumma yassir! May Allah ease this journey...amin. :)

Something to Reflect on...

Read this :

http://www.themalaysianinsider.com/opinion/article/is-heaven-made-of-stupid-people/

It's her personal opinion.

She wrote based on what she sees.

Aaand she misinterpreted what she sees.

Somewhat, the beauty of Islam is obscured.

Errmm...

The least you can do is to portray a good image of Islam.

Jgn disebabkan kekurangan kita, Islam yang dpt fitnah. Huuu, na'uzubillah!


p.s. Jom puasa esk :)!

Wordless Wednesday #1

"On Wednesdays all over the internet, bloggers post a photograph with no words to explain it on their blog. Hence the ‘wordless’ title. The idea is that the photo itself says so much that it doesn’t need any description."  answers.com

I guess it's not that  'wordless' anymore. hehehe ;)

"When you love someone, you let them take care of you..."

"Hampir accident ke tadi?"
"Eh, camne baba tau?"
"Ada org bagitau baba."
 *Ooh, hebat coverage baba*
"that's it, esk nanim amik keta baba, baba guna unser."
*alaaa, nnt baba plak yg bahaya, haaaish*


p.s. "When you love someone, you let them take care of you..."  -Jodi Picoult

Begitu dekat rasanya...

Ya Allah,

hari ini,

begitu dekat rasanya...

maut itu dtg menjengah.

Terima kasih Allah kerana engkau, badan ini masih mampu bernafas mencari keredhaan-Mu. 

Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah.

p.s. Nah! Amik, hari ni peringatan sayang si DIA super-direct. So, Tasniim, what else do you need?

p.s.s. Kalau tau esok ada exam, mesti pulun gile study, takut fail. Kalau tau maut itu pasti, agak-agak kenapa xnak pulun beribadah jgak? 

"Live ur lives like u're dying..."

p.s.s.s. Musim hujan yang tak henti-henti ni, please drive carefully ye ;)

LOVEsss

Parents' L.O.V.E.

How do you measure it?

"We can only know how much our parent love us when we have one.." - Baba saya

New father and  less new father. ;p
(Obey and a bit younger version of Baba) hehehe.
Pic credit : Baba 

Hmmm, smlm ada talk from Fatimah Syarha pasal the other L.O.V.E ni. Hahaha, kelakar rase. Mcm kena brainwash pasal baitul muslim je.

Quote dr MC smlm : "Sebelum anda nak rasa cinta manusia tuh, biarlah rasa cinta kpd si DIA dulu". 

But, I dun really listened much to her talk. Half way daaah tertidoo ;p. But it was a great one. Hehehe. Thanks ye for the committee members who were working hard for this week ABJZ campaign. Jzkkumullah.

p.s. Saya xsabar nak balik sgt-sgt ni! ;p

p.s.s. Payah jgak ye nak berurusan dgn org Nilai ni...huuuu.

"When life gives u mold, make Penicilin"

;) hohoho, B-lactam....

p.s. Even fungus can make something useful for somebody else. Kita bagaimana? 

"Khairunnas anfa'uhum linnas"

p.s.s. Waiting for the baby girl to be named...hehehe ;)

Alhamdulillah, a new niece!

p.s.s.s. debat Arab, bilakah ia akan berakhir...

Morniiing!!! ;)

Credit : akuislam

Kadang-kadang,
Kita selalu melihat kehidupan orang lain yang lebih baik.
Kita melihat dia punya segala-galanya.


Kita merasa,
Dia selalu bahagia.
Semata-mata kerana dia punya apa yang tidak kita ada.


Kadang-kadang, 
Apa yang kita takde itulah,
Yang membuat kita menghargai apa yang orang lain sia-siakan.
Kekurangan kita itulah,
Yang membuat kita mensyukuri perkara2 kecil yang orang lain abaikan.


p.s. tak salah utk mengharap sesuatu yang lebih baik tapi jangan lupa utk hargai apa yang dimiliki. :)

Tasniim, sila berusaha! Biar penat fizikal tp jgn hilang semangat! 

p.s.s. Uuuh, caffeine-overdosed.

The Undo Button

For every wrongdoing,

For every bad word, 

For every bad thot, 

Wish I can just click the undo button and forget those ever happen.

Tapi Allah tak ciptakan kehidupan kita macam tu.

For everything comes with great responsibility.

Think well before lashing out anything.

And above all, think of HIM.

:)

p.s. "You can do it punya!" ;) Well, I'll try my best, InsyaAllah.


p.s.s. To those who may concern, diam sudaaaa.

p.s.s.s.

Animal's health and welfare are sooo out of our jurisdiction.
And, Eimeria is not pathogenic to man. Sekian. ;P

Oh suka sgt! ;)

Oh suka sgt.

"...Kuat usaha jujur dan amanah
Sentiasa mengharapkan keredhoan Allah

Umat islam harus cemerlang hari
ini mesti lebih baik dari semalam

Jangan buang masa
siapa kata kita tidak boleh
kita ada Allah maha kuasa
kita punya kuasa tenaga
doa sebagai senjata
umat islam sentiasa boleh..."
-credit : Paien

 Yooosh, fighting semua!

p.s.

Cuba teka ini ape? hehehe.

Alhamdulillah 2

Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah.

3 events for this week, checked! done! and Alhamdulillah! 

Thanks Allah for sending me GREAT people to help making those events happened and at least, disastrous-free. A loser like me really has a LOOOT of things to learn.

Next, report, report and report. 

Tp lappy xleh guna sbb charger rosak. Alamak. 

Taken 2 years ago. Muka yg sgt freshie. Hehehe. Time nie sy DIsambut.

Taken today. With freshies. Hehehe. Time nie sy MEnyambut.

p.s.

"In high school, they feed you with a spoon. But in medical school, they feed you with a fire hose" -Syeera

Get it? Heeee. ;p

A loss.

A loss.

Al-Fatihah.

Be strong, dear.

Ujian ni sgt berat. Tp Allah tau yg awk kuat.

And we are always be with u.

Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah.

At least we tried. 

Maybe not at our best, but under that circumstances, it was considered as okay.

InsyaAllah, hopefully, ada wakil drpd kami (bukan saya obviously) utk ke sana. Debat Arab ASEAN. Huuu, org otai je mampu, kerdil mcm saya jauuuh lg.

p.s. I quote from Sis N,

"Suka itu boleh, tapi jgn serahkan hati. Hati muslimah hanya insan yg bergelar s***i je yg boleh sentuh." Others, please keep your hands off. hahaha ;) 

p.s.s. W : "U'r an owseeem lady!" Hakikatnya, tak owseeem pn. Tp hanya owseeem-wannabe. ;) 

Yooosh, sila berusaha! 

An early morning randomness.

Saya terima amanah dan tugas saya seada nya.

Saya tak nak merungut. Saya tak nak complain.

Saya cuba lakukan yg terbaik. Terbaik setakat kemampuan saya.

Walaupun hakikatnya, mmg byk slack. Sgt byk.

Maaf ye.

Because I'm a loser...

A loser who's trying to be a less loser than she was before.

Allahumma yassir.

Yoooosh, sila fighting Tasniim.

p.s. Sahabat X : Sy tau awk bleh. Yg paling penting, awk jgn lupa muqarrab kpd Allah.

p.s.s. It's 3 am but I need to study. Yooosh!

Random pics.

Current addiction.

Ipod's apps, Lemeleme cam. (Credit : Wani for introducing it to us ;p)

Hahaha.

Yeah, go pharmaco!

Credit : Zati

Yooooosh, fightiiiiing!!! ;)

Laila's keychain

"Pink signifies romance, love and friendship. It denotes feminine qualities and passiveness" :D

Hahaha, proud with the status. Jom ABJZ!

p.s. Okay, saya tau, gambar yg amik xde la cantik sgt. Effect je lebey. Hahaha.

p.s.s. Bila saya xckp bhasa klntan, org ckp sy xfhm bhsa klntan. Bila saya ckp plak, org kata, it sounds terrible sgt. Ceeiiit. Best nya klau jd org yang bleh ignore kata-kata org lain. 

p.s.s.s. Orientation night with 1st yr. Sgt daeeeeeeeeeebak! daeeeeeeeebak! Weee. hahaha. Kudos kamu semua!

Qalbu itu...

Taken from here : akuislam

10 TANDA HATI MATI ADALAH :

1. Kita mengaku kenal dan cinta Allah, tapi tidak menunaikan hak Nya

2. Kita mengaku cinta Rasulullah tetapi mengabaikan sunnahNya

3. Kita membaca Al Qur’an tapi tidak beramal dengan hukum-hukum di dalamnya

4. Kita memakan nikmat Allah, tapi tidak mensyukuri pemberianNya

5. Kita mengaku musuh syaitan, tetapi mengikutinya

6. Kita mengakui nikmat Syurga tetapi tidak beramal untuk mendapatkannya

7. Kita mengaku adanya siksa Neraka, tetapi tidak berusaha menjauhinya

8. Kita mengakui bahawa kematian akan datang pada setiap jiwa, tetapi tidak berusaha mempersiapkan bekalnya

9. Kita sibuk membuka aib orang lain, tapi tidak pernah ingat akan aib diri

10. Kita menghantar dan menguburkan jenazah tetapi tidak mengambil hikmah darinya.

Agak-agak anda macam tu ke? Na'uzubillah!

p.s. There were times when I feel the boundary between right and wrong was soooo fine, that the thing that is soooooo wrong is seen as right. Ya Allah, takutnya. 

Masih asing!

Alhamdulillah...

This is the 3rd week being a third year meddie.

Banyak subjek baru, blurr tuh biasa la.

Term baru pn super-banyak!

I borrowed one motivational book for medical students from Ani. The very first page I flipped quoted,

"The more you KNOW, the more you will know that there is a lot more that you DON'T KNOW..."

Ya Allah, that is exactly how I felt.

Wuuu.

Pharmacology, Pathology, Microbiology, Parasitology and Community Health. Masih terasa asingnya.

p.s. Semalam teman freshies beli buku kat Kamal. Suka! Sbb dpt kenal adik-adik baru. ;p

p.s.s. Eeeh, dah update blog ek! Heee.

Laila's 21st birthday present from me and Didi. Arrrrr, comel kan! 

Back again...

It's in the season now.

Daaah kena balik kampus after 4 months of hols. *ouuuch*

And yes, tomorrow is a brand new day of new routine, daaah xde nak tidooo memanjang...ahaks.

Errmm, daah bersedia ke nak berjihad di jalan Allah ni?

Jihad nak cari ilmu.

Jangan pandang remeh. Jangan pandang senang.

New semester. New  things. New lecturers. New responsibilities. New challenges. Everything is super-new.

Only the same old you......but hopefully equipped with super-brand new IMAN!

and of course, super-strong will, InsyaAllah.

"اللهم لا سهل إلا ما جعلته سهلا وأنت تجعل الحزن إذا شئت سهلا"

 "Oh Allah, there is no ease except in that which You have made easy, and You make the difficulty, if You wish, easy."

p.s. Miswar daaaaah nak pergi Jordan malam esok.

Bila duduk dekat-dekat, gaduh...

bila duduk jauh-jauh...

errrrr, macam...rin...rin...rindu plak. Hahaha.

p.s.s. 'Susah' jadi perempuan...klau nak beli brg, mesti kena ada unsur ke'comel'an. Hehehe.

Under-appreciated

Manusia ni bila dah hilang/xde, baru rasa nikmat sesuatu tuh kaaaaan...

Haiiish...

Di mana nak ku cari ganti?

Cam, Hp....

p.s. Oh, lappy, please dun fail me at this crucial moment...

p.s.s.

Orang kata sy semakin mengecil...*pelik*
Ooh, how I wish the scale says the same thing....  

*Aaaarrrrgghhh!*

credit : akuislam.com

Aaaarrrrgghhh!!!

Kenapa time marah-marah nak kena jerit-jerit? 

Why? why? why?

Padahal, 

“Orang yang dimarahinya hanya berada dekat dengannya. Mengapa perlu berteriak? Kenapa dia tak  berbicara secara lembut?”

Sebab kaaan, 

“Ketika dua orang sedang berada dalam  kemarahan, jarak antara ke dua hati mereka menjadi amat jauh walaupun  secara luaran mereka begitu dekat. Oleh itu, untuk mencapai jarak yang demikian, mereka harus berteriak.

Namun anehnya, semakin kuat mereka berteriak, semakin pula mereka menjadi marah dan dengan sendirinya jarak hati yang ada di antara mereka  menjadi lebih jauh lagi. Kerana itu mereka terpaksa berteriak lebih kuat dan keras lagi.”

Hehehehe.

Mengawal nafsu tuh biarlah bukan di bulan Ramadhan je tp berterusan forever and ever, esp nafsu marah. Walaupun hakikatnya mmg payah, tp tak salah utk terus mencuba dan mencuba.  

Because I'm also still trying to be a better person with lots of patience too...hehehe

P.s. Back then, I used to be temperamental and rebellious (sgt! ;p). Try to be surrounded by insensitive and super-annoying guys, then you'll know how it feel. Hahaha.

P.s.s.

Lelaki A : Asal asyik marah-marah nie??? PMS ke??? ;p

Ceit, perempuan marah2 semua PMS ye, bukan salah diri sendiri. Haiiish. Mmg ada yg kena mkn kasut niee...

It felt too long...

Today was the 3rd eid (and oopss...almost forgot, yesterday was merdeka's day, hu3)

But it felt too long...

Missing Ramadhan already....cam tenang skit kot. Hahaha...

Everything is just hectic during eid.

The people, the food!, the streets...

And there are too many open houses, too many wedding invitations...

Ya Allah...here we are tested with the luxury of life, on the other side of  the world, perang la, starvation, drought, hurricanes and etc.

So, be grateful and be moderate. 

Jgn happy gile nak celebrate raye sampai lupa akhirat.

And, Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah....

I think I can take a deep breath and relax a bit after yesterday. Fuuuh, what a day! Hahaha.

p.s. One common situation,

Guest A : *tgh bwk pinggan ke dapur nak tlg basuh*
Tuan rumah B : Eh2, xyah susah2, tnggal je pinggan kat situ.

I guess, normally, people do say so as a sign of hospitality. But, somehow, that cannot be applied in my house. Ahaks. ;p

Guest A : Ada ape2 yang boleh tlg ke?

Tuan rumah B : *Mata ber'glittering' dgn sinar harapan* Errrr, tlg........tolong basuh pinggan mangkuk, potong sayur, potong buah, lap pinggan, buat air etc......BOLEH? hahaha....

Kepada kawan-kawan TASNIIM BT ABDUL HALIM yg budget nak dtg raya, tp ended up being in the kitchen, THANKS A LOAD YE! Jazakumullah!! Ni la kawan! hahaha! 

p.s.s. Cik Ezma Yanis and P.cik Rahimi's empat serangkai (K.dijah, K.aisyah, Tiiimah!!! and Maryam), lain kali boleh ajak berkampung kt dapur lg ye! hehehe...

Smlm baba panggil makan2 alumni sekolah SMS dia. Tup...tup...tup, mcm satu dunia je yg dtg......dah mcm mini kenduri............but thanks Allah for sending me GREAT people to help us out yesterday!

p.s.s. Satu perbualan

A : Baju raya awk berapa pasang?
B : 5 ke 6 pasang kot. Awk?
A : Banyak nya!!! Sy 4 je kot.
C : =.=' 

Korang nak bukak butik ke pe?!!! Hahaha.

Layth dah bersama dgn maternal family plak! hehehe. 

BTW, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN, 

minal 'aidin wal faizin, kullu 'am wa antum bikhair!

Saturday Randomness...

Salam Ramadhan Kareem! erm, it's 27th today. Another 2-3 days, it's raya everyone! Errm, agak-agak kaaan, mcm mne prestasi ibadah kita Ramadhan kali nie? Hmmmm, Allahu'alam. Tepuk dada tanya lah iman....

Sometimes, rasa payah sgt nak khusyu' time solat. Ade2 je bende yg distract. Adakah sbb hati ni x ikhlas nak mencintai Dia??? Na'uzubillah.

Anyway, for no reason, today, people kept on asking me bile lecture starts. How the heck should I know...

7 ke 12...7 ke 12...7 ke 12...

A : Nape nak start 12?

B : Sbb bdak dental start 12.

A : Daaah tu dlm jadual dieorng....jadual kite kate lain, tak kan nak follow jadual dieorg kot... haishh...

B : ....

(yg musykil nye, yang tanye2 sume tu, sume dr kl/selangor...tp xpe, sy faham, mungkin korang nak kena blik kg yg jauh2...)

But, just in case, I'll try to ask around. Tak pun, just wait for the timetable to be posted in the yahoogroup. 

Hahaha, yang kelakar nye, ada jgak hamba Allah siap call semata-mata nak tanye 7 ke 12. Semangat uuuh!

p.s. Last minute shopping. Penat. Bkn sbb shopping. Tp dek melayan karenah adik2 'besar' nak beli baju melayu. They may be physically looked matured tp perangai hampeh, cam bdak2, byk mengomel and ragam nye. Sampai ter'lock' sendiri dalam fitting room. Hahaha, padan muka!

Kad kahwin. Cuba fokus kat 2 yg tgh. Gileee cooooooomel!!! Hahaha. 

It's the last Friday!

Salam Ramadhan Kareem! Wuuu, a few days left...sayu rasa tak nak bagi Ramadhan pergi....

For me, this Ramadhan is bit different. I dun really exactly know why...ermm...

Maybe because, 

I saw Baba, despite of working really hard on the day time, still trying his best to be 'ibadurahman on the night time. (Ala, sy yg tak de keje, duduk kat rumah memanjang pn still liat nak bgun tidur, hah)

Maybe because, 

I saw Mama, waking early to cook sahur for the family, then cepat2 curi2 pergi berqiam sekejap. 

Maybe because, 

going for terawikh at Qaryah Ramadhan, seeing the jemaah, they never get any lesser instead they grow in number as the Ramadhan coming to its end.

Maybe because, 

the recitation of tok imam Arab kat Qaryah. Ya Allah, sgt menusuk kalbu!!! Yang tak faham bahasa arab pun boleh menangis mendgr kalimah2 Allah yg dibaca dgn begitu sayu.

Maybe, maybe, maybe......

this can be my last Ramadhan. Who knows kaaan?

p.s. "Bila berqiam atau bertahajjud, jgn berniat utk mencari lailatulqadr sahaja. Sbb dia dtg sekali je. Niat la utk Allah, sbb setiap malam Dia ada." hehehe, momentum berqiam biar berkekalan!

p.s.s  It's almost full house. Everybody's home except Obe and his wife.