Here we are
So far apart
Yet the residu of you
Still lingers around
All that I own
That used to be yours
I threw them all away
The gifts
The memories
The love
They’re all banished
From my mind
But somehow
They stay forever
In my heart
Another Chapter Unfold
You remind me
Of a book I once read
A story so intriguing
I could hardly put down
Just one more chapter in bed
Before I rest my eyes
To dream away each page
Word for word
I can taste them
Just like your pretty face
My fingertips
On your rugged skin
Your manly features
Melting away
As I uncover
Each exciting storyline
Tell me all your tales
I will believe them
Like I do with all your lies
You’ve been feeding me
The Life We Never Had
You broke my heart
Into million different pieces
But you’ll never know
And I will never admit
You make me so sad
You were my best friend
Now I can never get to share
These silly moments with you
I finally cried tonight
While I thought I was over you
Though a part of me
Is still so madly in love with you
I should be falling in love
With someone better
Yet I’m here in my bed
Fantasizing about the life we never had
Becoming
I still look for you
In crowded streets
In our favorite coffee spots
That you only took me once
Never twice because that would mean
I was becoming part of your life
I still look for you
In my thoughts
In my silent prayers
Asking myself where did I go wrong
Though the question should have been
Was it ever right?
I still look for you
Outside of my window
Hoping you’d magically appear
Perhaps this time with a boombox
Full of grand gestures
Is that too much to ask
I still look for you
Down the road in front of me
Hoping you’d be waiting there for me
To walk me home
To be the light to my darkness
To shelter me from the storm
I still look for you
In my memories
Only to find that bits and pieces
Of what once was
Slowly replaced by what will be
The new me
Lost
I love you
Not
I miss you
Not
You deserve me
Not
Full of regrets
Oh yes
How you mess
With me
Still
In my head
But never in bed
Hot and cold
High and low
In and out
Lovingly so unlovable
These memories
Were never meant for me
Yet they somehow found me
And now you’ve lost me
Until It Wasn’t
We were dancing in the dark
Holding hands
Whispering sweet words
Until we weren’t
We were side by side like soldiers
Fighting for a cause
A cause we call love
Until we weren’t
We were laughing
Acting like silly kids
Just like we were when growing up
Until we weren’t
We were enjoying our good days
Smiles from ear to ear
Always wanting to be next to each other
Until we weren’t
We would snuggle up each night
Hear each others heartbeat
Tell each other our secret thoughts
Until we weren’t
Our love was strong
One for the history books
One that everyone would be jealous of
Until it wasn’t
Morning Coffee
Early mornings
You and me
Smell of coffee
Still lingering
Around your lips
So kissable
Let’s stop time
It’ll all be over
Way too soon
So don’t go
Anywhere
Stay with me
Pretend
This is forever
Never
Will I ever
Feel this way
Ever
Again
Breadcrumbing
You must have heard
I love to eat
Well I don’t like
These breadcrumbs
That you’ve been
Feeding me
Constantly leaving me
Wanting more
Yearning for
Every drop of you
But I’m no addict
And you’re no drug
And I’m not hungry
For your love
No more
3:15 AM
Now it’s three fifteen am
I’m scrolling through your feed
Like you’re some sort of celebrity
And I’m just an obsessed fan
Wishing I could be her
Holding your hand
Sitting beside you
I’m jealous but I don’t want to show it
Justifying all the ways I can get you back
In my head I’m calculating
When did you meet her
Were you already flirting
While we were fighting
Over silly things
Did she cross your mind
While we were making up
While we were breaking up
A Ghost From The Past
You were nervous
I could tell
Sweaty hands
Mumbling words
You never dared
To look me in the eyes
But that smile of yours
Caught my attention
You slowly got comfortable
While I fell head over heels
Now look at us
Barely talking