wow! its been a really really LooOOnnng time since i last blogged..look at the last post! it says AUGUST!!!!
much has happened during these 4 months that has gone by in a *sweesh*!!
i've officially graduated! yay!!! managed to climb to a "high merit" thanks to the increased number of A's obtained this semester..Indeed it has been a relaxing semester with no class participation from me :) (still so proud of it yea) YET i was able to produce such results..luckily!
received the posting this afternoon..won't be my alma mater for the 6 months of training..quite disappointed :( but its a new environment with new colleagues though..will be calling the principal tomorrow...hopefully he won't ask me to go down anytime soon..I haven't had enough of my holidays..
thank god for the smooth sailing life i've been through thus far..He's led me and has been by my side since I came to this world. Life has been fulfilling, with many experiences/memories, good and bad..many friends he placed throughout my life, to play those important roles..I know He's been making plans for me and I know my future is in His hands...Shall leave everything to Him!
baby has been working for a couple of months le..glad he's happy working at that place! :) Plus he's seriously much beefier now!! Thanks to all that training.
Super LOVE to lay in his arms...that security every girl wishes for! *loved*
aBoUt LoVe..
10:23 PM.
wanna thank god for having you by my side..
for listening to all my nonsense and putting up with all my cranky emotions..
glad you were there to sound me out..to bring me back to reality..
its the "beginning of school" syndrome..
strikes me everytime school starts~ you know it too :)
you read me like a book..is that good or bad?
such that you know what i want and not give in..
appreciate what you've done..
but it does hurt me deep within though it makes me emotionally stronger each time..
especially what happened yesterday..
that reassurance from you..placed a smile on my face..
thank you baby~
aBoUt LoVe..
9:57 PM.
am i lucky or what? you're so sweet~
aBoUt LoVe..
10:01 PM.
i really thought i had HFMD cos it occurred on both my hands and my feet..luckily, nothing happened on my tonsils and i didnt have fever..*phew*
doc also suspected it was HFMD..but afterawhile, she said, it probably is hand eczema..
thank god! after 6 days of cream application, its healing..the itch is subsiding..but i'm still getting it every now and then at night..
no more tiny bubbles with liquid that itch like crazy!~
mum calls home every 3 hourly to check on my hand! she says aunt sl's son was diagnosed with HFMD just a few days after i stepped into the clinic to see her doc..coincidence or what??! so the doc asked aunt j if my mum and aunt sl meet after work and whether i played with the lil boy!!~ OMG!!!! what kinda deduction is that??!! hahaha~
anyway, when my hands were itching, kelv was running a fever, having cough and flu! haha~ awwww..glad we fell ill at the same time though..then we needn't feel bad about not going out..not meeting for 8 days and counting!!!~
summer term results are back! B+ for both modules =) that pulled my GPA up a lil'and i'm short of just 0.02 to get the words "high merit" printed on my degree..woOhOo~ if only i'd worked harder during my first year..then "cum laude" will be mentioned after my name during commencement next year..can you imagine?!! woAh!!~
aBoUt LoVe..
12:31 PM.
B+ B+!!!!
i've got B+ for that class which i was playing fb in the entire time!!~ woOhOo~
3 weeks and i earned myself a B+ for that GRS module...
hee~
dear's commencement ended on saturday..
can't wait for my turn next year this time..
thank you for loving me~
aBoUt LoVe..
9:43 AM.
. insurance . underwriting . insurance . underwriting .
i admit i know nothing about the industry..
i asked..and probed further~
mummy and daddy said i could ask anything i wanted if i wasn't familiar..
but i received a "stop" sign :(
really disappointed when you didn't want to explain more and showed me a "shoo-away" face..
i know you've done it before..i really wanted to know..
i meant it from the bottom of my heart when i said i'd support any decision you made..
so what if it was selling? its still a decent job!
to me, anything you do is excellent so long as you liked it..
even with that hurtful tonality, i tried to bow down~
i found out...
Underwriting refers to the process that a large financial service provider (bank, insurer, investment house) uses to assess the eligibility of a customer to receive their products (equity capital, insurance, mortgage or credit)
now you got it melinda? yeap! now i got it~
won't ask anymore..won't talk about this issue anymore..
won't ask anything anymore!
commencement's on saturday~
bidded for 5 modules with e$168.89 in my account..really alot of money to play around~ thank god!
and oh! did i mention i love elmo?? those huge eyes and the biigggggg SMILE..
it makes me happy even if the day was bad~
love elmo~
aBoUt LoVe..
9:13 PM.
darling's not in town~ he just left singapore this morning with his family...could have gone with him if i hadn't signed up to do 2 summer term modules..
anyways, i'm 20% through my summer term..4 more weeks to go~
i hate leechers..but it seems there's one in my group..luckily the project presentation ends today..there goes my 20%~
aBoUt LoVe..
2:34 PM.
which will you choose?
mel doesn't have to choose..cos darling doesn't allow them to get anywhere near me..not even placing their asses next to mine by sitting beside me..Haha!~
today, he showed me that he cared~
aBoUt LoVe..
10:05 AM.
i made him angry..once again..
maybe i'm still that immature little girl..
maybe i still don't know how to BE the one
to keep you happy each time we're tgt..
Winter snow is falling down
Children laughing all around
Lights are turning on
Like a fairy tale come true
Sitting by the fire we made
You're the answer when I prayed
I would find someone
And baby I found you
All I want is to hold you forever
All I need is you more every day
You saved my heart
From being broken apart
You gave your love away
And I'm thankful every day
For the gift
Watching as you softly sleep
What I'd give if I could keep
Just this moment
If only time stood still
But the colors fade away
And the years will make us grey
But baby in my eyes
You'll still be beautiful
aBoUt LoVe..
11:48 AM.
why can some people lie without blinking?
why can they hide their blades behind their smiles without anyone knowing?
all for the show to my closest ones..
when i'm alone, these facets are removed..
the words hurt..the smiles and actions are fake..
i know it..but as a respect, i had to endure..
i'm no longer a three year old kid..
whatever you say, anything you do, I know what you're trying to do..
come on! i study psychology, i understand how people think and feel more than you DO! testing me? NO WAY!!
saying positive things about me when others are around..
but piercing my heart and mind when i'm alone..
how unscrupulous is that?!
i DISLIKE them! DISLIKE is the word? or should it be something even more?
we'll wait and see...
aBoUt LoVe..
10:57 AM.