Sunday, September 30, 2007

30 Sept 2007

This is what happens when I try to do scrapbooking on the living room floor...or anywhere in the house for that matter.

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I'm bored. Nick is watching his EAGLES game on tv. I dont have anything to post about really. Oh, except that my friend Tammy is officially in the 2 week wait now. I am so dang excited for her. Im near the end of mine, only to begin with hers. BLAH! Baby Dust to you Tammy!
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My temp is still up today. If it's up tomorrow I will think about when I want to test. We shall see. Keep the positive thoughts and prayers comming!

Saturday, September 29, 2007

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29 Sept 2007 ramblings

-Insomnia...I been up since 4 am and trust me, I am not a morning person. If the sun isnt up, then I shouldnt be either!
-I've eaten breakfast..but it's so early Im going to have to eat again later.
-Im about to hop in the shower after this.
-At 10 am Im meeting my friend Nancy, her mother and daughter to go see High School Musical on Ice (and yes I will take pics and post them, lol) and on the way to meet them,
-Im going to stop at Burger King for an iced coffee. I know...coffee. But caffiene is ok in limited amounts and its been about 3 days since I had any caffiene. Im wanting coffee ice cream too, but I will lay off of that or I will eat the whole container. And baby doesnt need that much caffiene.
-I've done Christmas shopping this morning already..hehe. I bought Nick's gift online. It's his major big gift so now I just gotta get him some small things to open. I dont wanna say on here in case he reads this...but what the heck...I will tell him not to read this. He hasnt been reading my blog nearly as much anymore anyways since he got back from deployment. So he's getting an 8x10 digital photo frame. He's been wanting one since they first came out a few years ago. And now the prices are affordable so that is what he's getting.
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-This morning, I am feeling confident. Yesterday, off and on throughout the day I thought I felt twinges, and pinches in my uterus area and boobage area. Im hoping it wasnt my imagination. And this a.m. my BBT chart looks great. For the 2nd day in a row Im at 98.0 and that has only happened 2 other times before. When I was pregnant in Feburary I was consistently at 98 something. And 1 time in June during a BFN cycle I was 98.0 2 days in a row. Now, If tomorrow a.m. I am still at 98.0, Im really going to wonder. So lets hope and pray my temp stays up. AF is due in 4 days. So in a day or 2, IF ( a BIG IF ) I am not pregnant, then my temp will start to decline very soon. Lets all hope and pray that it stays up. I feel like we have a good chance this cycle. God, if your reading this...twins would be a blessing too! hehe.
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-Oh, and girls...if your the prayin type...please ask God to find my sister in law and her hubby a buyer for their house in MA. We really need them BOTH in PA for Xmas this year since it will be our last chance for a family Xmas for a while. Unless we are banking enough money in Guam that we can afford to fly home for Xmas.
-One more thing before I go shower...I will be spending Thanksgiving alone this year.
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Nick got orders to go on a TDY (temporary duty) for 3-4 weeks in November. Its not a shock to me. We been married for 5 Thanksgivings now, only 3 we have spent together for various military reasons. BLAH!! Its fine. Im fine with it really. Id rather have him here for Xmas anyways. I will just do a rotiserie chicken for me and the cats and do my favorites, sweet potatoes, stuffing and cranberry sauce. Me and the putties will have a nice holiday together.

Alright...enough VERY early Saturday morning ramblings from me.
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Friday, September 28, 2007

28 Sept 2007

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My chart looks good today, but so has it at times during cycles that didnt work. So I cant rely on that. I just know that for now, it looks good.

Dear God, You heard the cry of Hannah,
So please hear the cry of me,
And bless me with a pregnancy.

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Thursday, September 27, 2007

27 Sept 2008

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I hope Im an emotional roller coaster today beacause my hormones are raging. My sister in law sent me some baby dust blinkies and now I just want to cry and I dont know why. I want to cry beauce Im so happy and so lucky and I want to cry because Im so scared and I really want to believe this is it. But Im afraid to.

I went shopping at the BX today...can you believe I only spent 10 bucks and got 4 pairs of underware and a 3 piece baby outfit?? All clearance. Sometimes I can get real lucky there and other times I walk out with nothing.

The baby outfit Im going to wrap up and give to Nick when gets home. I went to the BX with intentions of buying an outfit. As soon as I laid eyes on this outfit I knew it was just what I was looking for. Its yellow and white so its neutral and there are little teddy bears all over it and it says my sandcastles all over it. Perfect for our little bundle that we will be PG with when we move to Guam!! I cant wait to give it to him. I will take a pic of it and post it on here so you girls can see.

Please send prayers and thoughts today. Prayers for my baby to grow and thoughts to me so my emotions can calm down.

Thank you for all the sweet thoughtful comments you send me yesterday. They really did help.

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Wednesday, September 26, 2007

26 Sept 2007

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Im feeling down today. Many prayers and baby dust are being accepted. There is no reason really why I am feeling down. Just scared of this not working again for the 8th time.


On another note, this made me laugh today.

Monday, September 24, 2007

24 Sept 2007

My sister in law and me!
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Today's crock pot dinner: 2 huge pieces of chicken, 1 can of coke, 1 cup BBQ sauce and for flavoring 1 celery stick, 2 pieces of bacon and a few onion wedges. Cook on high for 6 hours. Side items to go with dinner: corn on the cob, bow tie pasta topped with chicken juices from crock pot, and mashed potatoes. THANK YOU MOM for our new high tech crock pot...hehehe! I LOVE IT!


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Today's happenings: Stricktly scrapbooking.( and some laundry ) I must get caught up on pictures before we get to Guam. Beacause then I will have a TON to do.

Andrews Air Force Base.....HERE WE COME in 148 days!
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Sunday, September 23, 2007

23 Sept 2007 Slideshow

Enjoy the slide show and music!!

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23 Sept 2007

So it's been a few days since I updated you all. I apologize. Nick and I have been supe busy the last 4 days. Today I finally can get a few minutes on the computer while he works on his car. I have a ton of pictures to share with you all from the last few days also. I will post a slide show later on today.

We got our selves a nice new camera. A pretty blue Casio Exilim 7.2. I love it. Nick has a huge-mungous heavy camera that takes like professional quality picutres and I hate carrying that thing around. So we got this one so I can take pictures. We also got it becasue you can buy an underwater case for it to take pics under water and that will be great to have in Guam. I want to learn how to snorkle as soon as I can after we get there. I cant wait!!! About 149 more days until we are there!!!!

We went to the beach for probably the last time here. We didnt swim. We just walked in the sand. Nick was a big kid there. He wanted to get in..lol. There was noone at the beach, it was great!! I'll post pics.

Wednesday- We feel our timing of the IUI was good. At first we questioned it, but after many thoughts and opinions of the NW girlies, we feel confident. On the way to the hospital I had slight cramping so I knew we were so close. We did the IUI at 9:45 am. The doctor said the frozen sperm live about 10 hours but I have heard/read that it lives 12-24 hours. had severe cramping starting at about 1pm and it didnt end until about 9 pm. So we think were right on target. And with 1 egg on both sides, I think we have a good chance this cycle. Its just all up to if its meant to be now. I feel confident. Im not obsessing. After going through this 8 times now, its much easier. If it happens, it happens. If not then it wasnt meant to be I guess. There is always next time. Atleast thats my attitude now...Im going to try to keep it that way. Since 2 DPO I been eating 1 cup fresh cut pineapple. I've read that it helps with implantation. Dont know how true it is, but I cant hurt!

Thursday- I worked much of the day. I went in at 12:30 and got home 7:30.

Friday- We went to Busch Gardens. We had such a blast. We felt like little kids. I did avoid the forceful rides and only got on the train, the scrambler, the skyride, DarKastle, things like that. The park was so empty when we went. We got there about 3 pm while kiddos were still in school. We didnt have to wait in lines for anything. When 6 pm hit, Howl-o-scream started and we had a blast with that. All over the park they has people dressed up in creepy costumes and the holloween music played and trees had ghosts in them, and there were creep decorations and lighting everywhere. It looked really neat. We got to see the Monster Stomp show, went into 2 haunted houses and walked The Beaten Path. There were things I really wanted to see and we didnt get to. Our legs were killing! We got home about 9 pm.

Saturday- We went to a friend's daughter's birthday party. She turned 10. It was a bit awkard since they are in the middle of a divorce and we are friends with both of them. After that we went to a drag strip 2 hours away to see a friend race.

Sunday -And that brings us to today, the day we do nothing but sit around the house and Nick tinkers with his car, I update my blog, and work on my quilts and scrapbook. Then tonight, Tacos for dinner and the movie Blades of Glory.

Here are some shout outs:
journey of two FL mommies: I always read your whole blog..LOL!
Milk Maid: I hope that day is special not only to you, but me also! Ava could be my good luck charm! hehe! And yes, I would want to born there too!
Deena: Thanks for the prayers! They are much needed and appreciated!
Lora, Jennifer: I appreciate your daily prayers.
Tammy: GROW EGGIES GROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Everyone else...THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wouldnt have made it this far without you!

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Wednesday, September 19, 2007

19 Sept 2007 Updated

So the IUI is complete and it's in God's hands. All went extreamly smooth. I had O cramping on the way to the hospital and doc said there was a lot of ovualtion fluid. We are home and I am resting today. And for some reason, right now I am so emotional. I am filled with so many different emotions. I read the comments from Pam, and my wonderful sister in law and now I sit here filled with so many different emotions, its crazy. Pam- I am glad I can make you smile and I thank you so much for your prayers. Your right, God will take care of us.
Jenny- Thanks for your prayers and taking the time out at 9:45 for us. Your support makes me so happy. I love you!!
And everyone else who have said a prayer for us today, THANK YOU!!!!

19 Sept 2007

A BIG thanks...let me try to mention everyone..If I forget your name, please dont take offense, I have a horrible name memory but you are NOT forgotten! Mom, Jenny, Drena, Deena, Tracey,Meg, Amy, Tammy, Amy and Ryan, Araida, Lyndsey, Michell, Alicia, Gretchen, Jennifer, Cindy, ( thanks for asking God for twins for us! hehe ) Laine, Karen and Lori, Amy and Sharon, Rachel and Jen, Rachel, Brittany, Jody, Suz, Kathryn, and anyone else!!
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Deena, the saying you mentioned to me on the boards, "When your at the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on," is now permantly etched into my mind and heart. Thank you for that. I promise to live by that in this TTC world of mine.

And Thank you Mom for that on bended knee prayer of two good eggies and 1 good sperm. Below you will read that half of your prayer has been answered so far.

All the ladies on NW and all my blogging girls...Thank you isnt enough. You have shown me so much support and picked me up just when I wanted to give up. But seeing Dena's BFP after try # 11, and Rajen's BFP after so many tries and IVF...I know it's NOT my time to give up. Because of all of you, I know its not my time to give up. There isnt enough thanks I can type for that. I dont know how long I would have gone on this journey if it werent for you. Today is my IUI. Send me all the thoughts, prayers, baby dust, spermmies dust, and vibes you can spare. I ask you to close your eyes just for 30 seconds and think of us, weather it be by prayer or just loving thoughts of pregnancy.

So, let me tell you all what happened yesterday. My ultrasound results...

The doctor confirmed my suspicions. My temp dropped yesterday morning to the lowest it has ever been which made me think I was real close to O. Then I started having mild cramping in both sides, right and left and I thought that was odd. I can usually tell VERY easily which side I am Oing on, either right or left. When we got to the doctor, I went pee first and I wiped a TON of CM so I knew it was real close.
I went in, had the u/s and it showed TWO follies. 1 on my right side AND 1 on my left side. And no need for a trigger shot because the OPK test was VERY positive. I knew I was close.
So, IUI is today 9:45. We are very excited. No matter which tube the swimmers swim through, there will be an egg. And if God wants to double my miracle, he is MORE than welcome to! Of course, we'd be beyond grateful with 1.

I will post later on how the IUI went.

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Tuesday, September 18, 2007

18 Sept 2007

My post for the day...and for those of you that dont know Hannah, she is a biblical name. She tried so hard and so long for a child and God finally gave her one at 90 something years old. It's why I like the name Hannah.

Oh God, you heard the cry of Hannah -
Please hear my cry tonight.
You made the skies drop manna,
And help Israel through their plight.
You are able to part the seas,
You are the one who is able to heal,
You answered the saints on bended knees,
And now before you I kneel.
I'm not a saint by any measure,
But I come to you just the same.
I hope that you find pleasure
In my humble worship of your name.
And please won't you grant to me
This longing of my heart?
Won't you set me free
And make this pain depart?
I'm not asking the impossible,
Just a child to call my own.
Only you can make it possible -
To bring a child into our home.
So I bring my broken heart,
And I cry a pool of tears.
Please Lord give me the part
That has been missing all these years.

Ultrasound today. Pray for us. We could use 2 good eggies.

Monday, September 17, 2007

17 Sept 2007

155 days until moving!

Turning Nick's old uniforms into quilting squares.
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Nick washing his car.
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Notice the box behind me? hehehe
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My very first quilt I made. Now we just need baby.
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This is why I have to make the cats their own quilts.
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This is the patterns for the quilt Im making for the cats.
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Not much going on. We might head out to the beach today. Not to swim, but to just have a good walk and a good talk and maybe some lunch or dinner. At this time, Im sure VA beach is not packed like sardines and its a bit too chilly out for me to take a swim, only 74 today. It will probably be our last outing to the beach here before it gets too cold and those places start closing up for the winter. Something cool we thought of...We will be leaving here in Feb when its still quite cold out, and when we step off that plane...its going to be 85 degrees out for the next 4 years! Our luggage is going to look funny with winter clothes we'd be wearing here ( probably about a weeks worth ) and then a ton of summer clothes. You see, our household goods will be shipped a month before we actually leave...meaning we will have the stuff still that we are needing to live with for a month, plus stuff we will be needing to live with for 6 weeks in Guam until our things get there. Funny huh? Oh well...Im not complaining at all.

Gotta whole bunch of pictures to share. There will be a lot of picture taking since its our last months living here in this house. Its alway sad to leave behind another "life" to go onto making a new one with new surroundings, new people, new friends, new jobs, and just a whole new way of life. But I wouldnt change it. I absolutly love it. It is simply amazing to experience all that we have, and we arent even close to being done yet. Us moving to Guam still seems surreal. We constantly think and talk about it. Im thankful for that though, it keeps our thoughts focused on other things rather than baby making. Here are some pictures I want to share. Enjoy! Click on them to see them larger.

Oh, and Meg reminded me...I havent updated you all on my work and car situation since we are moving..here is the plan.
Hey Girly,
We figured out what we are going to do about me working. Im going to work until about Jan 1st then we will have to sell my car and Im going to have to quit. We considered selling it earlier but work did hire me mainly to help them out for the holiday season so I would feel really bad quitting before Christmas. We want to sell my car a month early and use the money to pay off Nick's car, then when we get to Guam we wont have a car payment and I can get the car that I want instead of a "beater." Whoo...long explanation..lol.

Thursday, September 13, 2007

13 Sept 2007

Kathryn if you read this, I tried sending you an invite to your email that you sent me, and it didnt work. It got returned back to me. Not sure why.

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

12 Sept 2007 2nd post for the day

Deena, Amy, RaJen, CONGRATS ON YOUR BFP's! Im so darn happy that us "old timers" are getting BFP's...now where is mine and Tammy's??
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12 Sept 2007

Not much going on, not much new information. Today is cycle day 9 and will be my 4th day of clomid. I been taking it right before I go to bed and its great. Why didnt I ever do that before? I feel no side effects what so ever! Loving it. Our baby will be here in a box on Friday.

I went into work today, but not to work. I got my hair cut. Each hair cut I get I go a little shorter and each time I like it even more. I also got a facial too! :) It was soooo nice.

So, Nick's new assignment is with Red Horse. This means, he will still be doing his same job ( heavy equipment operator ) but he wont ONLY be working on base. He will be going out into town, and even other countries to do road repair or whatever is needed. This is GREAT for his career. We are excited. But the thing is, get this...The Red Horse team he is with, is 554. Our donor number is, yup...you guessed it...554. CONCIDENCE? I hope not. I hope we really do have a 554 Red Horse baby! More so this cycle than any other. This is the last vial of our favorite donor.

Our date for moving day has been moved up 9 days, from Feb 29th to Feb 20th, so only 160 days left, tomorrow we will be in the 150's!

Some new info that we got on Guam...we have met online a lot of people who are stationed there right now. Even a guy that Nick used to work with here moved there about a year ago. Nick has talked to him a few times. Some of the advice and tips we have gotten is...
*invest in a good generator. Electricity on the island goes out quite often and we will pay less for one here in the states, other than there. So we are going to sell our washer and drier and get one with that money since the military provides us with washer and drier there.
*It is humid, BIG TIME, so be prepared for that. But with us living here in VA for 2 years, I think we can manage the humidity.
*Stock up on summer type clothes and flip flops. Shopping is not great and you wear summer clothes all year round. I guess I will be back to shopping online at Old Navy like I did in Aviano!
*The craft selection is very limited, so find it before your stuff ships. I guess I will be getting fabrics to make quilts before our household goods ship!
*its a shocking environment. Its beautiful on the coast, but the cities all look so poor.
*We've been here for about a year and absolutely LOVE it ~ just driving down the streets and seeing that gorgeous blue ocean everywhere you go ... you almost need to pinch yourself that you live here. We go hiking and find waterfalls, secret ponds, scenic views from the mountians ... it's amazing!
*Litterally, the fastest speed limit on the island is 45 mph.

Chelle- I hope your right! I would love to send you pictures of my pregnant belly and barefoot on the beach!

Kathryn, thanks for the flickr idea! I got lots of pics!

I will leave you with a few pictures.

Here's a map. Notice how small it is when you compare the island with the miles bar in the bottom right corner?! And you can see where the base is located on the north side of the island.

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A traditional snack there...pickled mango?? Ugh..I wont be eating that!
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Tuesday, September 11, 2007

11 Sept 07

Cant believe its been 6 years since 9/11. Wow.
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Monday, September 10, 2007

10 Sept. 2007

Guam's flag:
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Found the house I want! Of course, by the time we get there it will be taken. But we did find many others we like. I think it will be easy to find a place to settle into. The houses there are much different than ours. But they are neat, different.
Here's the link to the one that I love.
http://guamrealestate.net/main/?cat=listings&pg=display&propid=1381
Im going around the house trying to find enough things for a yard sale. I dont think we have enough to do one. I could find a ton of things, but Nick...he likes to keep everything.

Sunday, September 09, 2007

9 Sept 2007

CD 6, I start my clomid today. Im going to take it at night this round so I feel less of the side effects. I picked up 100 mg but I am not taking all 100. Just 50 mg for 5 days. Last time I took 100 mg I only had 1 good egg and abotu 12 small ones that never matured. And when I took the 75 mg I had 2 eggs and with 25 I had only 1. So maybe I should take 75??? What do you all think?

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We found out that we probably wont have to quarintine the cats at all. We will be in Guam in about 175 days and the blood work and shots they need take 120 days, so as long as we are all finished with it all by the 120 days we wont have to put them in Q at all. Their first appointment is this Thursday. They told Nick it should not be a problem to get them all finished within the time frame, THANK GOD.

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We been discussing the move. I dont have time for a yard sale. I was asked to work the 1st Saturday of October. So I dont know how well we would do with a yard sale the 2nd weekend of October. Too cold? People not in the "yard sale mood" at that time of year? I dont know...but we think of something...I have to use up ALL my candles...we have to use up all our household liquids. ( cleaning supplies, Nicks car supplies, bathroom novelties , sp? ) They will NOT ship candles, liquids, aerosol cans, lighters, nail polish...anything that is liquid, can melt or can catch on fire or explode.

I used to be a Partylite consultant so we have a thousand candles...looks like we will be burning A LOT of candles within the next 4 months and using some as Xmas gifts as well. Mom, Jenny...your getting candles for Xmas..hehehe.

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We also so thought I will have to stop working in about 4 months. I wanted to work as long as I can, for 1 because I need the money, and for 2, I told the owner when he hired me that we wont be moving for another year. Oops. BUT, we HAVE to sell my car before we move and with the hours that I work it will be impossible for Nick to take me and I cant take him cuz I cant drive a stick. So, we are gonna loose money during our last month here and not sure if we will be able to afford an IUI at the time if we dont have our BFP yet.

I sure hope this month is a BFP. Money is going to be super tight with the costs of the cats..not sure how we will be able to afford a few IUI's.

Oh well, Im just rambling. We cant believe we are actually moving, and to Guam! I cant even imagine how nice its going to be there. We are going to be on an ISLAND! Surrounded by beaches, clear water, palm trees, green grass, white sand..ALL YEAR LONG! Ahhh..cant wait. Cant wait to pick out a house too. That should be fun!

And my quilt, its comming along great. Its starting to look like a quilt now. I have 3 rows all stitched together. My goal is to be sewing the inside together by the weekend and by next weekend sewing on the back sheet to it. But I bet it will be done before then.

Oh and guess what? Our AC is NOT working again and it is sooooo humid out from Tropical Storm Gabrielle. Nice time for it to be broken again huh?

Friday, September 07, 2007

7 Sept 2007 WE'RE MOVING!

Ok, so I lied, my life is no longer uneventful. Nick and I got some news yesterday that I didnt want to post before his parents knew about it. It would have been horrible for them to find out from someone besides us, but now they know and now the whole world can know. Most of you that read my blog already know, but, WE ARE MOVING TO GUAM! We got the word yesterday. Nick called me at work and I really thought he was playing a joke on me. It took a good 5 minutes for me to actually believe him. Guam is a place we had listed on our "dream sheet" not ever thinking that would become a reality, and even more so not this soon. As of yesterday, we have been here in VA for 2 years so we really believed it would take a little time for orders to get passed down to us since many people have been here longer than us and they would have priority. But, nope, WE ARE MOVING. We will be there end of Feb. Just 5 months! We plan having a yard sale first Saturday in October to get rid of stuff. I hate moving and taking stuff that we dont use. If we havent seen it or used it in a year, it goes.
So here are some maps ( thanks Zen! ) and some information about Guam. The base we are going to Anderson Air Force Base. Ahhh, for the next 4 or + years we will be living in a tropical paradise. I cannot wait!

As far as TTC, we are still going on with this cycle. And we were considering it being our last cycle but that was before we knew we were moving. So, we are going to do IUI's until we leave here, about 4 or 5 more. If I am not pregnant ( god forbid ) by the time we move, then when we get to Guam we will decide what to do about adoption. That is our plan now.

Now, to the information about Guam:
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Located approximately 3,300 miles West of Hawaii, 1,500 miles East of the Philippines and 1,550 miles South of Japan, Guam is an ideal base for travel to many attractive Pacific and Asian destinations See above map.
Here is Guam itself:
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The whole entire island is about 4-10 miles wide and 41 miles long.Guam is 210 square miles total. Told ya its tiny! The military does offer us flights for little or no cost to other islands just to get out a bit. As you can tell, its not a very big place to explore!
*Guam's cultuer is mixture of Spanish, Micronesia, Asian and western influences. They call it Chamorro.
*Fresh seafood is bountiful. Fresh fish, octopus, and lobster are either grilled or baked with vegetables or fruit, sashimi. Travelers who venture further will find Chamorro, Japanese, Korean, Thai, Vietnamese, Filipino, Chinese, Mexican, and European restaurants, each with its own distinct ambiance. Of course, American fast food chains have become standard fare for those on the go.
* Guam is just the place for the “born to shop” crowd. The island’s duty-free status means that name-brand merchandise and other items often are less expensive than in their counGuam’s duty free shopping status means that no tariffs are added to many quality name brand international products. Lower prices on such items as watches, perfumes, leather goods, spirits, and other luxury products can be found.
*For shoppers who rise with the sun, Guam’s popular flea markets are a special treat. Every Saturday and Sunday morning at 6 a.m., the Dededo Flea Market, located on Marine Drive, welcomes throngs of bargain hunters with the intent of finding the best buys among rows and rows of new and used merchandise. Buyers can find everything from lawn mowers to baby clothes, plants to pets. Hot snacks and beverages are available, and many people enjoy an island-style breakfast of fried rice, eggs and meat while shopping.
*There are 6 shopping malls on the entire island!
*As I type this, it is 2:31 am there, and 78 degrees!
*Due to wind direction and proximity, volcanic ash activity does occasionally affect Guam.
*The climate is characterized as tropical marine. The weather is generally warm and humid with little seasonal temperature variation. The mean high temperature is 86°F low is 74°F.
*An average of three tropical storms and one typhoon pass within 180 nautical miles of Guam each year.
*Guam offers wide beaches, snorkeling and scuba diving, deep sea sport fishing, world class golf courses, lush tropical jungles and a rich cultural and historical heritage.
*Guam is one of the best dive destinations in the world. Located just off the Marianas Trench, the deepest part of the ocean in the world, Guam offers divers exceptionally clear waters that maintain temperature between 82-86 (28C) degrees year round, unspoiled coral reefs and sheer walls, hundreds of varieties of coral and fish, and a number of World War II airplane and ship wrecks.
*The 2007 population estimate for Guam is 173,456.

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Im sure I will have more info and pictures to come as we find out more!

Only cruddy thing about this whole ordeal is that they are VERY strict with their pet policy. Our cats need tons of blood work, shots, and possibly a quarantine period of 30 days, BUT, Nick was told today that it shouldnt be a problem so we might not have to do that as long we can get their blood work in a processed 120 days before we will arrive in Guam. ( cross your fingers for us, I cant go 30 days without them ) And its going to be very costly. We have to pay for everything, including the flight cost. Ughhh. But there is no choice, they are going with us. They are our children.

Thursday, September 06, 2007

6 Sept 2007

I am so very sorry ladies, I know Im behind on this blog thing. Lately I havent been really telling you about the events of my life, just venting about the TTC part of my life. I promise you this time that this post is an update that includes a lot of pictures for your enjoyment.Its going to be a slideshow because there are alot and I dont want to post them individually. Pictures of our 5th anniversary celebration thanks to my thoughtful mother in law. And finally a picture of my anniversary band. I never did tell you girls what Nick engraved on it. He got our wedding date engraved on it, 24 Aug 02. Pictures of the visit I had with my great grandparents who are still doing wonderful. I miss them so much. And of course there are pictures of our furbabies.

Here ya go!

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So as for the update, actually Im sitting here trying to think what to update. And really, my life isnt that eventful. As far as TTC, we are considering this being our last IUI for a long time. I dont know if I can handle the heartache each and every time I see failure. This decision isnt final just yet, as we just found out some info today that could alter this choice, but we'll see. Im going to take it one day at a time. I picked up my clomid today for this cycle. Im going to take it days 6-10, a day later than usual in hopes that it will allow my body to ovualte a day later. Tomorrow I will call have the delivery date of our spermmies scheduled. We really hope this IUI will work. It is the last vial of our favorite donor that was avialable for a few months. Please everyone send prayers this way. We really need this to work.

Im taking on a new project as you can see at the very end of my slideshow pictures. After seeing the quilt my grandma is working, it inspired me to start one. I've always wanted to make them, just never did. Well, now I am. I dont know what I am doing but I will figure it out. Im starting with a baby quilt because I think the smaller size will be easier for such an un-experienced quilter like me. I choose a pooh bear fabric of course and I will periodically let you know how its comming along. I may start on it tonight or tomorrow.

Not much else. Our trip to PA was very nice. Nick got to spend a whole day with his dad. They went autocrossing, the day I went to spend time with my grandparents. Nick had such a blast with his dad and misses him already. He was just telling me last night that he missed him. Poor guy.

Hmm, cant really think of anything else...see how uneventful my life is? hehe. I hope someday it will pick up soon and be filled with hugs, slobbery kisses, skinned knees, dirty diapers and midnight feedings and feeling like a zombie some days. Then I will have plenty to talk about.

I do want to add a HUGE HUGE CONRATS to RaJen on your BFP!! I am so excited that one of us "oldtimers" ( no offense to anyone else ) has finally moved off this stinking TTC train and onto the next one. You girls so much deserve to be mommies and you will make a wonderful set of mommies to one very lucky baby indeed!
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Wednesday, September 05, 2007

5 Sept. 2007

Ok, I apologize in advance. This post is more venting then the update post that I wanted to post. If you dont want to read my frustrations, then dont read this post.
Wow, is this PMS, me over reacting, or do I have reason to be this frustrated with it all?
AF started yesterday. That is great news since I skipped last cycle and want to start TTC again.
Last night Nick and I sweat all night because our AC stopped working. Its blowing hot air into the house. Its almost 80 degrees in here, and in VA the humidity is not nice. Maybe this is what is making me so crabby on top of everything else.
So, this morning I called to schedule for my IUI # freakin 8. The lady, M we will call her, said to me they are having people skip this month because Dr. S is all booked up for this month already. I told her I skipped last month already and really dont want to sktip this month. She asked why I skipped last month. I told her for my sanity. It was IUI # 7 and I needed an emotional break. So then she went on to say, you know you dont have to do IUI, you can do a timed intercourse. ( Ive gone through this with her many times before ) What I wanted to tell her then was, well if my husband made sperm that would be what we are doing and I wouldnt be calling to do an IUI now would I? But what I did say was, well that is not an option for us, we are using frozen donor sperm. So she went into the computer and said I wouldnt be able to get you in until CD 15 at 1:45 pm. I told her well if that is the only option I have then its what I will have to do and hope that its not too late for my u/s. She then told me to take the clmoid 1 day later and it might prolong my ovulation. So that is what I have to do now.
I am so frustrated at non sympathetic miltary doctors but we cannot afford to not use them. Through them all we pay is for the sperm. We cannot afford $1,000+ to go through a civilian fertility clinic. I feel like we are not pregnant yet because of them. The first IUI I had through them I had a different doctor. And he was sooo great. I got my BFP first try with him then I miscarried and he was no longer the IUI doc there. Now there is only 1 doctor there for a Navy base of 8,000 people, plus us from the Air Force base here. Now Dr. S is there and both IUI's Ive had through him I didnt like. The first time he didnt let the vial thaw out long enough. It was only out for 7 minutes before he did the IUI. And he had a hard time finding my cervix and said he was sure some got in. Nick clearly told him it was only out 7 mins. Then the last IUI he did, he got 2 drops of sperm on the floor before putting it in me. Nick was so upset when the doctor left he broke down in tears so hard and was saying the doc doesnt even care. He got sperm on the floor and doesnt even care becasue its something he has and we dont..I felt so horrible. The 2nd IUI for that cycle turned out fine, but I still dont like that doctor. And I have NO other option.
I am so upset and mad and frustrated. I just want to be pregnant. Is that so much to ask for? Why cant they just do 1 flippin cycle the correct way? That is all I ask for. Why?
I feel now like Amy did not to long ago. What makes this time any different? Do I really have a chance at a BFP with them not doing my u/s until CD 15? Why would it work this time when it didnt work when I had 2 eggs?
What a way to start my day...and my whole cycle.

Monday, September 03, 2007

3 Sept 2007

Im still here!! But this is going to be a short random quick update. Sorry I been behind of posts and blogs. Nick and I had our anniversary, then we went to PA to visit his parents, and Nick has taken so time off so I havent been on the computer. Its back to work tomorrow. I work 9-7 so I wont get to fully update my blog until Wednesday. I have many pictures to post also.
We had a good time. I got a new crock pot from Nick's Mom for our 5 year anniverdary gift. I LOVE it. Im making Beef Stew in it as I type this. If it turns out good I will post the recipe. I know I still havent posted a pic of my ring, I will I will. promise. This week I will.
I also got to visit my Great Grandparents for a day while we were in PA. I had a great time. I miss them a lot. Seeing them makes me miss them more.
Today is CD 31. I ovulated 5 days late this cycle so AF should be here within 2 days or so. We will soon be on our way to a new cycle. Still not sure what we will do if this doesnt work. We will cross that path as it gets here I guess. Still no word from the Jones Institute either.

Ok, so I told you this was a random short update. I will post more later and get caught up on everyone's blogs this week. Promise.