Inner to Outer – Outer to Inner
traversing the mind, the winding road
dark nights and long rides
the strong wind blew and
rain came, passed
drifted away. all will pass,
one thing is for sure
that, i am sure.
–breathe–
for all that hasn’t been done, fear cannot be thrown at
it cannot be felt nor can it be dealt with
rejoice and refresh,
stop existing and
start living
today, yes
this second, this life.
–for weaknesses and strength, happiness and sorrow–
it’s time to spring forward
with a strong spirit of youth and believe in oneself
i shall master my dreams and dictate how i want things to be
time waits for no man so i shall not waste mine
petty details and big hoo haas. what else is new?
i have not succumbed nor am i defeated.
we shall all sit and watch this play as it rolls
i heard the wind blow
what goes round comes around
black and white, oh yes i can be
just wait for time and
i’ll be sitting, applauding.
one’s great works, might not be so after all.
make not dreams your master.
some just fail to understand the basics of personal space and privacy.
well, get a life.
what else can i say?
truth speaks for itself.
time will tell the tale.
nothing else needed.
many dark nights and many sweet smiles.
a smile from near, from afar.
silence permeates the air and i hear a tune.
a friendly whisper, the gentle breeze.
caught me right in the midst of a grey cloud.
that melody starts slow and builds up to a point,
point of no return.
deep, mellow and sweet.
that voice. that giggle.
i’m an evolving amoeba.
interesting to discover.
but don’t get stuck, yeah?
hehehe
it’s titled fishy bubbles because the words ahead just blurbs out like weird non symmetrical bubbles.
these days, i feel so bogged down by the amount of work that lies ahead.
why this? why all these hassle? in darkness, i sometimes question.
i’ve chosen this path and i will prove it to myself above everyone else i care, that i will make something out of this.
i am determined. i can be very strong-willed if i want to. or perhaps that’s labelled stubborn?
i stick to my ground and principles very strongly, so don’t come telling me what to do.
i dictate my own life and i don’t owe the world anything.
i only have my loving and supportive family to thank beyond words, friends to count on
and myself to trust, rely on and be with.
no regrets. live forward.
optimistic thinking definitely changes the mood if you have the willpower.
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i miss my home and my family but i know their love is always here with me.
i am slowly growing up and maybe like mum said, growing apart but i want you to know that
in my heart, we’ll never ever be apart no matter the distance.
i love you mummy and daddy, always and forever your baby.
there isn’t any clear timeline nor fragment of second or memory that tells the start. or how it started. the road is long, winding and staring blankly at me. there are so many things. so many possibilities. endless decisions. i choose simplicity in challenges. step by step, i can conquer this mountain. i will stand still and finally say “i made it, at last”.
i find and rejoice in the solace and simple unadulterated joy.
life is meant to be lived in that manner. many of us failed.
i’m trying.
i know i haven’t been updating for such a long time. one whole month.
my heart wants to pour but time is staring and ticking away.
when i finally have the luxury to sit and do nothing, i will come to you.
and share my feelings and thoughts. but, just not quite yet.
i pray i won’t forget. or maybe they are all there. just waiting.
for the right time to resurface. again and again.
inhale. exhale. zilch.
lights out.
Miss Fiona 
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