morning lights;

SAM Fiesta was seriously AWESOME. :)

I'd never danced so much in my life before. Hahaha, in fact I wasn't even sure if what I was doing was dancing until Derek told me that it was.

Much applause to Derek, Dawson and Rafiq btw! Especially Derek, who was like the star of the night with his own fan club to be proud of. :p And Rafiq is soooo gonna get teasing from me on Monday. That MJ move was seriously, seriously obscene. Wahahaha.

Emily followed me home that afternoon and we had a.. you could say heart-to-heart bonding session. Hahaha. Camwhored loads in my car after I successfully and safely drove in the heavy rain to Taylor's and got a carpark right in front of the gate. Heheh. Facebook for more photos. (p.s. notice anything diff bout me?)

Okay okay, yes the photos are miserable. Just go to Facebook! =_=

It's not unbearable anymore. Thank you for making the night magical :)

Looking back on everything, I realised how unhappy you are now compared to last time. I feel a heavy burden in my heart at this realisation because I know now that no matter how I try, I can't hate you anymore.

today was not such a good day. haha, i officially let myself down, amongst others. i'm sorry. really. i know i disappointed you.

i'm so tired right now. it's only 8.30 p.m. and i feel like it's already close to 10. i need some shuteye. i already have permanent eyebags.

screw the stupid spm results rumours. just TELL us when you're gonna release them already! we need to make plans okay. =s

today, i find myself wanting so badly to believe in something that might not even be there.

Because I need to vent my feelings, here I am.

I FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF.

bye.

Hahaha yup this blog is officially very close to abandoned. I dunno, it's like I've nothing to write, or I'm gradually losing interest in blogging? Maybe I've got nothing to say.

So over the past two weeks that I've MIA-ed, we've done this.

Celebrated Derek's 18th birthday with surprise birthday cupcakes. 18 of them. More photos on Fb. He comes all the way from Kuching. =]

Made a new family in college too. =) They're all really awesome. I feel so lucky I have them for classmates. Other people say their classes are full of nerds :O
Clockwise from left : Emily, Rafiq, Joel, Jo Ann, Tao Jian, Fadli and me!
Derek, Dawson, Danial and Sath missing from this photo though.

Went for Orientation Party and harassed the Dominos fellas to give us the entire whole pizza. FREEE! ;p

Heh.

Got a free very-nice-to-whack balloon thingamajiggy.

Also had and have conflicts. I dunno. I don't go looking for trouble but somehow trouble comes looking for me. :/

On the very bright side, I have Nik with me in Taylor's (for now anyway). Really makes me all the more happier. =]
Toodles! Don't know when's the next time I'll be blogging. Hahahaa.

p.s. I do miss you guys. Especially Kye Li. Who has been MIA-ing for FOREVER. ;( Hope we can meet up soon?

how can two people be so close at heart, but still somehow so far?
how can someone claim to love another dearly, but at the same time not love that other person?
how can people be led to believe something, only to find out or hear something later that sways their belief?

despite you always being here, i feel alone.

sorry friend, but you lost my trust a long time ago.

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. Heh. I know I've MIA-ed for a whole week already. Well, here's a post!

So I started college on Wednesday and I think I'm doing good so far. I know and can remember everyone's name at this point and have gotten great friends! We laugh almost 24/7 (okay, and I DO laugh 24/7 according to Joel =s) and we talk about almost anything. Eheh. Think I'm super lucky to be in G5!

Anyway, the real reason why I blogged is because I beh tahan and MUST comment on Adam's new music video. Whaddaya Want From Me! Hahahaaa the music video basically shows Adam frustrated at what everyone wants from him but at the same time, it could also be showing him frustrated at his lover (though I thought they broke up?). It's really brilliant larh! Hahahaha and you know how well he can portray his emotions and all. Sooooo... and yeah, the music video did get me thinking! Kudos to you, Lambert. :p At the end of the video, however, it shows Adam smiling at the camera so I guess it means that in the end, everything is okay :D AND THIS IS THE PART I WANNA SHOW YOU GUYS.

OMG. *dropsdead.wakesup.dropsdeadagain.wakesup.repeat*

How nice if Adam liked girls :( Thank you for reminding me that he's gay and crushing my hopes, Rafiq. =s

Toodles. Pavilion!