Hospital Visit

My grandmother isn't that well, so she's admitted in the hospital.
My mom (as usual) has been staying there too to accompany and take care of her, but to let her rest, it's my turn to stay at the hospital.
I'm feeling a bit flustered, cause I feel that I'm not good at taking care of her.
Not implying reluctance, but I'm just scared that if I don't do things right, or make a bad decision, I'll just worsen her condition.
Anyway, she's sleeping now, so I'll just do some homework, or just watch a movie.
Probably do homework since I'm too lazy to watch movies (Oh the irony hee~).
Interestingly, my mom has been calling up to check every half hour or so, which makes me wonder why am I here, if she's going to keep on asking...

Small picture update!

My new bed.

No, just joking.
My aunt gave my family a cupboard (it's the one below the blankets), and my mom, being the woman she is, smacked wheels on it and put some of our bookshelves on the cupboard.
She put a blanket on the remaining space so we can sleep there, but it's really hard and much more narrow than it seems in the picture.
We still sleep there once in a while HEE.

Elrin's penguin, which is HUGE.
I didn't expect her penguin to be that big and round, so I got a shock when I saw it.

Elrin's kitty wearing a bag hee~
She got stuck.

Still not knowing how to get out of the bag.

Give up.

Using my brother's computer and desk in his room...
I've taken over his room...
His bed is filled with cosplay stuff and books...
My study table is left untouched for weeks...


But yeah, still struggling to get things done.
Exams and Comic Fiesta are in two months, and I feel that I'm not doing things fast enough, good enough.
Still have a lot of things to learn, a lot of things to make and a lot of things to buy.
Ooh, and my new contact lens has arrived~
Thanks Jun for helping to purchase them~
Now waiting for my wig from Elrin...
;A;
But yup, till then~

What did I say about consistency and dedication...

Yup, truly lacking in it.
I have to say though, that I didn't foresee that I'd be so busy...
Thought that I'd be able to handle things, but evidently I'm still very bad at managing time...
I do hope that I'll manage to get back more control with organizing my life (not as dramatic/emo as that sounds), especially since things are starting to become more important now.
I'm definitely slacking less compared to last time, which makes me wonder how did I manage to cope with all my stuff last time when I put in so little effort and time...


Whenever I look at my cosplay plans, I feel nauseous cause of  nervousness.
OTL

Off to Animangaki!

Started putting half of my makeup at around 5am, since my sleeping time's screwed at the moment.
Hee.
Anyway, shall wait for Mirai to fetch me.
See you~

What I think about...

...Falling sick.
'A'
I'm lucky that I take after my parents more than my brother, meaning that I rarely fall sick.
I used to get fever, cold and sore throat once a year, until about a year or two ago when I didn't fall sick.
It's good that I don't fall sick often since I don't like to go to doctors or eat medication.
There was once when I had fever, and I didn't want to go to the doctor until my fever finally reached 39°C.
Didn't take my medication though.
But yea, the reason for this topic today is because my classmate had been falling sick quite a lot recently, and another just got a sore throat today.
'A' /

Not To Scale

Simple game today cause I'm starting to feel lazy...
Not To Scale is a puzzle game, where you rearrange the pieces to form the proper picture.
The catch is that the pieces are in different sized.
When a bigger piece is shifted into a smaller space, the picture would be compressed, and vice versa.
The best way to understand would be to play it.
c:
Very good game if you want to challenge yourself.

What I think about...

...Studying.

I don't like studying.

:c

I mean, I do somehow enjoy studying, in the sense that it's very fixed, so I don't need to think about it too much.

But other than that...

8'C

When I was younger and stuff were much easier to learn, I did enjoy doing homework and studying.

However, I was easily influenced, and when my classmates started complaining about how troublesome studying is and how much they hated it, I started thinking the same way as well.

:\

But anyway, I suppose that I do acknowledge the need and importance of studying, but I've yet to overcome my laziness and procrastination.

I suppose that I would appreciate studying when I'm out working though...

._./

Record Tripping

Record Tripping is one of the more original games I've encountered, being the only game I've ever played which used the scroll wheel as its main method of controlling.
The left click is also used, but it is not needed in the game as much as the scroll.
In fact, it is sometimes forgotten that the click can be used.
It is a rhythm game (I suppose D:), with a narration of Alice in Wonderland in the background.
There are five parts to the game, three difficulties each.

Frankly I felt that this was a really short game.
Despite there having fifteen levels, I finished the game in minutes.
It isn't a difficult game at all, but I admit, I enjoyed this game because I had lots of fun playing around with the scroll.
c:
I feel that the audio influenced the game experience a lot.
The soundtracks used were suitably used, and combined with the art, it created an eccentric yet enjoyable experience.
I shall also mention that the kitties in the last level were absolutely adorable~

To conclude, it's a very original game, which is a relaxing, fun trip.
I'd definitely enjoy more levels, though I somehow feel that such a length is just right.


Also, special mention to Sam, you've given me a couple of songs which are used in the game.
Juuuuuuuuust mentioning.

What I think about...

...Midnight snacking.
Is it still considered as a 'midnight snack' or a 'midnight meal' if your sleeping time is messed up?
:c
Anyway, lots of times I get hungry in the middle of the night since my sleeping time is screwed up, but I think cause it's nighttime, I'm more reluctant to go get something to eat.
Or it might be because I keep procrastinating from eating, that I finally become not hungry, so I just don't eat.
Or I'm too tired to eat, so I sleep it off.

Sprout

Sprout is a cute point and click game, where you play as a plant, trying to travel from an island across the sea and vast land to a group of acorn trees.
Though to be exact, you play as a seed which has the strange ability to grow into any kind of other plant it comes across...

But anyway, this game is fairly simple and isn't difficult; if you don't select the correct option the first time, you can always try again.
The one difficult part is perhaps the part where you need to cross a desert.
It took me a lot of tries, until I finally managed to figure it out.
I wouldn't put that against the game, as I felt that the only thing that part challenges is your observation skills.
*hints*

The overall game gave me a pure feel to it, like what you would get from a children's storybook.
I'd suppose that a large reason as to why would be because of the graphics style and the simple plot.
It is a really adorable game, and I would recommend it if you have some spare time and want to play something not stressful (until you reach the desert part, maybe).
Also, after the credits, stick around for a very short but cute bonus scene.
c:

What I think about...

...Blogging.
For me, what I aim is consistency, which is why I am now trying to blog regularly.
I'm scheduling my posts too, so that the days which my blog is updated would be regularized.
As for content, I'm still unsure as to what I want to blog about.
I think that blogging is a way to show others who you are, to learn new things, and to gain a writing style though that last one is just for me because my writing style is anything but consistent.
However, for someone as unknown as I am (hurhurhur), I don't have much audience to communicate with.
Hence, I suppose that the purpose of me blogging is more of a way to learn how to express myself better.
When I was very much younger, I had difficulties telling people about myself.
I also hated to do so, because it felt so uncomfortable to me.
However I later on realized that it was rather troublesome at times when others didn't know what I wanted, because another thing which I hated, and in a way still hate today, is when a person wrongly assume things.
To not ramble on too long, in order to reduce assumptions, I'm trying to inform them before there are assumptions made.
And now to go back to topic, I think blogging is a practice for me to learn how to tell others about my thoughts and to know how much information to provide.
The second point is especially significant to me, since I'm of the stance that whatever I post on the internet, will forever be on the internet.
With that said, I really don't know what's the purpose or theme of my blog.
:\
I have a feeling that I'd never know, but until then, I suppose I can still use this as practice.
Well, see you hopefully soon~

Alice is Dead

Thought I'd share some games with you.
c:
Not going to post all the games at once, just one at a time...


Alice is Dead is a point and click puzzle/escape game (If you have no idea what that means uh you should play more computer games.) that has three parts, Alice is Dead 1, Alice is Dead 2 and Alice is Dead 3.
As you probably would have guessed from the title, the game is a darker version of the famous Alice in Wonderland.

The difficulty of the game is reasonable in my opinion; most of the puzzles or situations quite easy to figure out, although the tough ones are a bit frustrating at times for me but that may be due to my impatience.
I personally found there to be not enough character background information, which is disappointing, because that's what I usually look for.
However, I suppose that the lack of information helps at creating the mysterious feel the game has.
It's basically the kind of game which has many questions, and the answers are your interpretation of the game.
I also find the ending too abrupt.
I do wish that the game would have more chapters, but regardless, the ending was unexpected due to how sudden it was.

With that said, what made me like this game lots is the concept, the art and the song in the third part of the game.



I was really reluctant to play the game properly as I kept lingering at the area where this song was played.
They do provide a link to download the song, which I am immensely pleased about.
The other songs used in the game are also interesting to listen to, and the songs make the game much more creepy when playing.
As for the concept, well, I am interested in the different portrayals of Alice in Wonderland, so this game was enjoyable.
It was interesting to discover how the relationship between the characters have been made into.
I think that the art is suited for the game, although it was very easy to spot the objects which are necessary.
That is both a good and a bad thing, because although it made it easier to play (especially since I've refused to continue games simply because it was too frustrating to continue due to the art), I felt that it was a little too easy.

Anyway, I'm not going to rank this game.
I don't think I'll give rankings to any games I recommend (Yes, that's a hint that there's more of these to come.), because I don't think I'm qualified to do so.
:\
That meaning, that I don't think I've played enough games to grade one properly hee~

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee~~

Exam's over, and it'll be holidays for me until the end of next week, so I'm going to roll around and sleep.

Dohdoh

\o/

:c

I really wish that my shoulder aches would go away soon.
:\

I also wish that there'd be more salty snacks around the house.
Parents bought some sweet snacks, but I'm not too fond of them...

My Domo Collection

You know who you are.

...Though, most of us probably do too.
Awkward tricycle?

Playing chess

Cause that's how you really challenge your mind.

Food

To start, I shall post this.

Leftovers uhur.
My classmates and I couldn't finish our food (All that's left is what's shown in the picture.), so we uh played around.


Anyway, I went to Chilli's with my dad for dinner not so recently.

I don't really understand what's the need to close off a section if there's a fifteen minute wait to go in...
My dad and I were immediately seated because we went to the smoking section.
The smoking section isn't, well, smoky...

Table tiles.
......
orz

Baby Doh on the tiles.

My refillable apple juice.
I think next time, I'm only going to order those refillable drinks if I'm sharing...
After thinking (For a very long while, actually...), it's not worth it, especially at a place like Chilli's where the portions are huge.

...Like that.
OTL
In the end, I ate the fries for dinner and took the burger home.
And...
Mom came up with a burger eating method.

......
It is useful, I have to say.
I was planning to eat the burger layer by layer.
Oh, dad and I did have had dessert at Chilli's.

Oh, remember the time I mentioned I watched X-Men again with Sam, Sam's mom and Jac?
Kind of like a Part 2 of that time, but after the movie, we had dinner at Itallianies.
Due to miscommunication *eyezooms Sam* , the pasta which Sam, Jac and I ordered each ended up to be portions for two.
So we had pasta for six people.
OTL
In the end I took the leftovers home...
Had pasta the next day for breakfast and lunch...
orz
Also, I should show a picture of the meatball.

IT'S FREAKING HUGE.
AND THERE'S TWO.
In the end I cut it into very much smaller pieces so that it would be easier to eat...

I have to mention though, that the service at Italiannies is not bad.
When Sam's juice had ice in it, but she didn't want any, not only did they remove the ice, they also filled up the glass.
Since juice is expensive (it was blended), it was surprising.
Especially as they didn't charge extra I think.
Also, as Jac's clams weren't fresh, they gave a discount.
So yeah, not bad service there.
:<

Hee~

Yup, watched X-Men four times HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE.
Fourth time was with Sam, Sams mom and Jac.
Jac had already watched it, and it was her second time.
c:
I think four times is just nice.
I have a feeling that if I watched it the fifth time, I may not enjoy it as much.


I watched the latest Transformers movie with my dad too.

Thought it was alright...
The three things I kept thinking about throughout the entire movie, however, was:
1) ...So many people in the background are dying...
2) ...PROPERTY DAMAGE!!!!!!!! WHO'S GOING TO PAY FOR ALL THOSE DAMAGES???? LOSS OF HOME/SOURCE OF INCOME!!!! WHO'S GOING TO DEAL WITH ALL THAT??? (Okay, this, I blame law...)
3) ...Is that woman wearing heels? How can she wear heels? She makes it seem so comfortable; maybe they're good heels or something. But then again, how can she run around in those... Why is she not spraining her ankle... How can she run so fast... Why don't she just remove them...


Anyway, later on today (5 am right now. Good job.), Sam, Sam's mom, Feli, Jun, Elrin and Shawn (...Did I get the people right?) are going to watch the last Harry Potter movie thing.
Meanwhile, I shall go wander around in 1U.
Alone.
c':
To be clear and fair, I was the one who refused to watch.
:\
I don't want to watch it because I haven't watched the previous movies.
I have read the book, but personally, I feel that the book and film are separate pieces of work.
Although the content are the same (...Obviously since the film's based on the book...), but there's a different 'feeling' or form of interpretation.
Mirai was supposed to watch as well, but because she can't make it, Jun's taking her place.
Jun was supposed to not watch with me...
But anyway, it would be an interesting time alone, no sarcasm intended.
I do have some things to shop for, and I'll be bringing work to do somewhere, I don't know where, while waiting for them.
I do hope that I don't end up falling asleep wherever I'll be at...

Update~

Hee.
Yup, I watched X-Men three times.
First is with Shawn, then my dad, then with Jun.
Keeping the tickets in my memory box~


Also, there was a time when Elrin, Mirai and Haru (I feel kinda weird calling you this, but nevermind...) went to BBQ Plaza to eat.
Mirai and I shared a stove, whereas Haru and Elrin shared another.

Mirai and my stove.
We finished everything~

Elrin and Haru's stove.
THE PICTURE DOES NOT SHOW HOW BURNT IT IS.
It was really really burnt, and the soup was very concentrated.
Frankly speaking, Mirai was the one who took care of the stove, so the main reason why the soup was tasty and could be finished, was cause of her.
._. /

We also fried the lime.


Then not so recently, I borrowed Feli's wig, and cause it was in a mess, I decided to wash and groom it for her...
As it's a curly wig, I had to curl it back hur.

Didn't take an after picture...
Perhaps I shall, one day.
The wig's so soft and squishy~


It seems that I haven't posted photoshoot pictures for a while.
:x
Shall post some up next time, I guess.
\o/

Bruises

Not going to show you a picture of it, but I've gotten a bruise on my leg.
I'm wondering whether it's only me, but whenever I have a bruise, I'll keep poking it...
Half of the time I'd have no idea how I'd gotten the bruise, but I'll definitely poke it.
Since I'm on the topic of injuries, I prefer injuries where the skin is still intact (Though I've yet to have any broken bones or dislocated joints, so I can't be sure... 'A')...
One reason is that, if you poke an open wound, it'd get worse, whereas if you poke a bruise, it wouldn't?
Hur I don't know.
\o/

HEE

Totally want to watch X-Men again HEE~~~~~
Wolverine~~~~~
Watched it twice already; Insidious as well.
Watched X-Men the second time with my dad (He doesn't know I'd already watched it with Shawn, but not complaining HEE), and Insidious together with Mirai, Elrin, Feli and Haru.
Had fun watching the girls in the rows in front scream during Insidious hurhurhur...
Also, watching Insidious made me a man.
By the end of the show, I was having an arm each around Feli and Elrin, since I was sitting in between Feli and Elrin, and already know when's the scary parts.
Had fun playing pool with Elrin and Feli hurhurblueballhurhurhur and got to show them my flying ball...

I really miss all the times when I could just sit and be with my friends...
Not exaggerating, but those moments of just being with friends or family, chatting about just about anything, those are really precious moments to me.

Melancholy?

I find that the happier I am, the more prone I am to feel down almost immediately.
:\
It's like, if an emotion is strong, all other emotions will flare up as well, and I'll feel happy, sad, jaded, satiated, many emotions at once.
In that sense, I prefer being nonchalant...
However, I do feel that I lack passion in my life.
I feel that I'm not competitive enough, that I don't strive to be what I'm capable of being.
No, I know it; I know that I a much better person than I allow myself to be, and the only person to be blame is obviously myself.
I've known this fact for years, but still, no effort is made.
Another issue is that I don't get inspired easily, and even if I do, it's for a very short time.
The reason behind this, I dare say, is that when I was young, I didn't want to become an easily influenced or swayed person.
In a way, I think I fear passion.

X-Men!! Hee~

Watched X-Men: First Class today together with Shawn~
Really happy~
I don't watch movies, but X-Men is special to me, largely due to Wolverine (guess who's a Wolverine fan *swoons*).
I shall now take the opportunity to thank Shawn for inviting me hee~
If it weren't for him, I wouldn't know that the film's out (yes, I am that outdated), not to mention that he bought the tickets online and even brought me to watch Insidious last week, amongst the many things he did.
:<
Tip toeeeeeeeee through the windooooooooooowwwwww by the windoooooooooooooowwwwwww that's where I'll beeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
Anyway, I did enjoy the show very much.
C:
One reason as to why I don't usually watch films is that I tend to over-think the film while watching it, hence spoiling the mood for myself, but because it's X-Men, so it's forgiven hee~~~~~
I was really happy when Wolverine appeared, even though it was only for about ten seconds heeeeeeeee~~~~~~
Though, in regards to that, I'm quite surprised that 'fuck' wasn't censored, and there was quite a lot of skin for a PG13 show.
There was a kid sitting next to me whom I think is about nine.
But yup~
Still feeling giggly hee~~~
Would totally watch it again~
Also wanting to dig out the previous X-Men films to watch~




I suppose I shall also mention that I'm going to try to blog daily from now on, largely due to Jun's influence.
Do check out his blog if you have time; I think his writing's interesting, and he's putting effort in his blog.
c:




Finally, I suppose I shall say that today started out with a rather low mood, since one of the best lecturers I ever had, announced that it was her last day.
._.
She didn't tell us beforehand that she was resigning because she didn't want to affect our mood.
I feel disappointed, because she really is a good lecturer, and I was hoping to receive more from her.
:\
Not to mention, another good lecturer of mine would be leaving soon, as he received a job offer elsewhere...
This year, a lot of things have happened...




Don't want to end this post with such a sad note (for me, anyway), so I shall write about another topic, which shall be back about my blog.
I shall one day go through the older posts and edit it so that the layout, font, et cetera would be uniformed.
Speaking about older posts, I realized how much memories I have blogged about in the past, and if it weren't for this blog, I would have most likely forgotten about those memories.
Much thanks to Elrin stalking on my blog to make me realize.
:<
I want to blog because I want to be able to look back, and be able to respect or more likely ridicule what kind of person I was in the past.

Domooooooo...

For my birthday I want a Domo-kun.
._.
I'd rather if everyone chipped in and got me a huge Domo, instead of getting me many.
._. /

That thing that annoys me...

Some of you may know that I can't stand it when someone (Usually girls... Haven't seen a guy do it...) speaks in a fake, high-pitched voice in order to pretend (Or want to be? I don't know what goes through the minds of these girls.) to be cute.
FINALLY, I have found an example.



I do think she's cute, BUT STILL.
WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO PROVE?



I literally felt sick after watching a couple of her videos...
Actually after listening to her 'singing'...



Here's something not singing or dancing.



Have fun.

So...

Since my classrooms are always cold, I'm thinking of wearing stockings or tights...
And then I proceeded to think that maybe it's a good chance to start to be more aware of my appearance?
:\
I still don't really care about how I dress...
I think it's a good time to use my make up though, especially the mascara.
I don't use mascara since I started using fake lashes...


Also, I'll probably change my blog's look.
Want to give it a brighter look...

Miku dance

Also, remember this picture of Miku teaching Rin how to dance?

Here's Miku dancing.

...Yeah.

Miku slap

If you guys remember this...

Miku slapping Rin.
Here is Miku practicing her slapping.

I feel so proud of myself! :D

Was the only student in tort class hee.
Two were sick, but there's only eight people in the class.
:\


Also, I joined this online competition for fun, and I managed to get top 30...
'A'
http://www.otakuhouse.com/blogs/cosplay-idol-blog/asian-cosplayer-australian-cosplayers-top-30/
Didn't expect it at all...
But thanks to all who voted.
._. /

Hmm...

Want to blog more often, but not sure how.
Don't really know what my writing style is.
The kind of stuff I want to blog about is quite uncertain too...
Basically, I don't know what my purpose of blogging is.
'A'

Drama llama?

I sometimes wonder whether I'm the kind who ends up making friends with people whose life has a lot of drama, or that people who are friends with me, end up having a lot of drama.
._.
Not saying that my life is very exciting; in fact, I hardly have any drama in my life.
Just that a lot of people I know tend to be involved in quite a bit of drama...
Maybe the drama is normal, and it's just me who's having an abnormal level of (lack of) drama?
D:
Also, I find that one way or another, I'm always involved in relationship issues...
By the way, don't get me wrong; I'm not saying that drama or relationship issues are bad.
I just find it weird that so many people around me have it/them.
Back to the relationship issues though.
People come to me for advise sometimes, and as I have no personal experience at being in a relationship, I sometimes wonder why people ask me, and whether the advise I'm giving is good advise.
I suppose that it's easy for me to give those advise though, since I've no experience in the emotional aspect of such a relationship.
I still view it as a technical thing.
:<
Anyway, if you're friends with me and experiencing issues at the moment, please don't take this offensively.
D:
It's just an observation about myself.
Also, I think llamas are cute.

Time management.

I think for this stage of my life, there's no longer vacations, but a matter of how well I'm able to use my time.
I think it makes more sense to have fun and do work at the same time, instead of trying to do work first and then have fun for a long period of time.
I suppose it'll help if I enjoy what I'm doing, but I can't say that for sure yet...
'A'
I don't dislike it, but it's not my passion either.
After studying law for so long, however, it seems to me as though there's nothing else except law which I can do...
Not sure whether that's a good thing...
But yeah, still procrastinating as usual though.
:\
Getting slightly better at managing time, but not good enough...
Need to get my mentality straightened out...

Ten random things about me, and the reasons behind them.

1) I cut my nails in the shower, because when I was slightly younger, my mom and I would have arguments about me cutting my nails in my room.

2) I like to sniff at the tea bag jar whenever I make myself a cup of tea, simply because I like the smell.

3) I say 'ow' whenever I injure myself lightly even though it doesn't hurt, because when I was younger, all the kids cried whenever they injured themselves, and I thought that I should try to 'follow the norm'. Same went for the fear of injections and cockroaches. I didn't fear them as a kid, but was influenced by my peers.

4) I always snap a toothpick after using it, ever since my dad told me a story of his friend who mistook a used toothpick that the person beside him placed by his side, as the person offering him a toothpick, and then used it.

5) I usually look at the ground when I walk, because I feel that whatever unpleasant things I might trip/step/kick, are usually on the ground...

6) Whenever I order a cold drink, I prefer requesting for little or no ice, cause I don't want the drink to be diluted.

7) I must end a meal with vegetables/fruits. Too embarrassed to tell you the reason. No reason.

8) I get really annoyed when someone touches my things without permission and fails to put them back properly, because I believe that if you want to do something secretly, you should do it properly. If a person doesn't ask first, I'll take it as the person doesn't want me to know.

9) I prefer using 'see you' instead of 'bye', because when I say 'see you', I hope to be able to 'see you again'. Unless, of course, if we probably wouldn't be able to meet again, or I don't want to see you again hehe, then I'd use 'bye'.

10) I always chew on sweets/chocolate/ice cream/other similar foodstuff (even though I tell myself to suck on them so that they'd last longer), because when I was young, I had the fear of choking on a sweet, so I'd always chew it. The habit stuck till now.

ENDLESS MILO

One of the vending machines at my college is spoiled, so it keeps giving out cans of milo...

So...

I've been staying up really late since the past week in order to do work which was due today, but class was canceled, so I could sleep in.
Then later today when I went to have lunch in the cafeteria, I forgot my wallet, but the staff said that I could pay tomorrow.
I think I shall view today as a good day.

Whataya Want From Me...

...parody.
:D



*giggles*
I find The Key of Awesome to be, well, awesome.
Check them out if you have time (if you haven't already cause I'm slow when it comes to such stuff)!
If you are interested but don't have the time to go through all their videos, here's where I found out about them~

Aaaaaaaaand, it's through this parody which let me find out that there's an acoustic version of this song (by Adam Lambert).



And it's also how I found this song (Mad World by Adam Lambert), which I absolutely adore at the moment.
(Embedding has been disabled, so I shall provide the link.)


Aaaaaaaaaaaandddd, that is all.
Alright, see you~

Last minute shopping.

Before I start, I shall say that this isn't a post about the clothes I bought but how my day went while shopping last minute...
|D

The day started out by fetching my cousin from the airport.
As soon as I entered the airport, I got Rick Rolled.

Putting that aside, as most of you would know, I don't like to do clothes shopping, and as a few of you would know, I had yet to buy any new clothes for the new year even though it was less than a week away.
Anyway, after that, I went to 1U to try again with my mom, and FINALLY, I managed to get something.
I swear, one hour of shopping is longer than one hour of the most boring class for me.
(Also, as you can see, that's all I'm going to write about the shopping part. Now I'm going to write about the main reason of this post.)

So anyway, before my mom and I went for lunch, we went to the toilets first.
There was a REALLY long line, like, all the way until outside the female toilets (no surprise there though).
As I was lining up, I kept feeling something bumping into me, and I thought that it was the bag of the woman who was behind me.
After a while, it started to get a bit annoying, so I turned around, only to realize that it was a pregnant lady who kept bumping her stomach into me.
Bumping a bag into someone is one thing, cause you might not feel it, but bumping your STOMACH?
I kept on ignoring it, since I thought that maybe it was an accident or something, but when it was my mom's turn, and there was some space in front of me, I thought that since it was only one step to move, I might as well just stay at my spot.
Then, the woman WALKED RIGHT INTO ME.
Like, USING HER STOMACH TO PUSH ME FORWARD.
LIKE DUDE, WOMAN, WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU TRYING TO DO, PUSHING YOUR STOMACH INTO MY ASS?
IT'S LIKE, DON'T TOUCH ME, WOMAN.
After thinking, I realized that it wasn't that she was impatient. (We all need to wait, and just because you're one step closer to the cubicles doesn't mean that you'll be there faster.)
It wasn't that she didn't realize that she bumped into me. (I looked at her several times when she kept bumping her unborn foetus into my ass, and she knew that I was uncomfortable and annoyed with her touching me so many times. ON THE ASS.)
It was that she was merely plain rude, and happened to be pregnant.
Like, eight or nine months pregnant.
But seriously woman, if you're going to knock everything in your way with your stomach, your child's not going to turn out okay.
I went into the cubicle, hoping that I wouldn't see her any more, but on my way out, THE WOMAN WAS THERE AGAIN.
And cause she was in my way, I overtook her as rudely as I could (without touching her) and opened the door in such a way that by the time she reached the door, it'll close.
But seriously speaking, just because you're pregnant, doesn't mean that I'm going to respect you more or be nicer to you than an ordinary stranger.
You're just a stranger who happens to be pregnant.

Anyway, after that I ate salmon~~~
Really happy because I had been craving for salmon for quite a long while before that.
Then after that I went to the arcade and sort of bumped into Mirai and myst.
'Sort of', cause I knew that Mirai would be there, but I didn't know what time.

But that said, yeah, the main reason of this post is the pregnant lady.
Shall go for dinner now.
See you~

I'm 17 years old. (Tag)

[X] You know how to make a pot of coffee. (Not a good one though.)
[ ] You keep track of dates using a calendar. (Whenever I try to, I'll forget about it after a while...)
[ ] You own a credit card.
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[X] You've done your own laundry.
[ ] You can vote in an election.
[X] You can cook for yourself. (Edible food.)
[ ] You think politics are interesting. (I've no political knowledge... Rather unfortunate and ignorant...)
TOTAL SO FAR: 3

[ ] You show up for school late a lot.
[ ] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[X] You've never gotten a detention.
[X] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[ ] You like to take walks by yourself.
[X] You know what 'credibility' means, without looking it up.
[/] You drink caffeine at least once a week. (Didn't used to, but since college started, I've been.)
TOTAL SO FAR: 6 1/2

[X] You know how to do the dishes.
[X] You can count to 10 in another language. (Several languages...)
[ ] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it. (...DEBATABLE.)
[ ] You can mow the lawn. (I have no lawn to mow... But I'm sure I can do it though. :<)
[/] You study even when you don't have to. (...Not really...)
[X] You have hand washed a car before.
TOTAL SO FAR: 10

[X] You can spell 'experience', without looking it up.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name. (Only been there like, five times so far in my life...)
[/] Your favorite kind of food is take out. (Depends...)
[X] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[/] You understand political jokes the first time they are said. (Most of them.)
[X] You can type pretty quick. (Very much faster compared to when I was young. Used to type with two fingers...)
TOTAL SO FAR: 14

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[ ] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job. (I disagree.)
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[X] You have been to the beach.
[X] You use the internet every day.
[X] You have been outside 3 or more times a day. (Prefer to go out only once.)
[ ] You make your bed in the morning. (Neverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...)
GRAND TOTAL: 17

Boreddddddddddd... ;A;

Really bored...
I don't see how Sam can say that my life's not boring...
*EYEZOOMS TO SAM*
Well, she says that my life's "not boring, just restricted", of which I don't think I understand fully.
:<
I've got an essay due tomorrow, and I'm so lazy to finish it even though I'm already very nearly done.
OTL
Hungryyyyyyyyy....
TwT
I don't know whether I don't want to finish my essay, or I don't know how to finish it...
Ugh on the upside, I've got debate club meet tomorrow (I'm finding it fun~ :D) and I'm running over to TCM to see some stuff ehehehehehehe...
Maybe run over to the arcade if I've time...
Mm shall finish up the essay...
I've already written so much, it'll be a waste to not finish it...
See you~

Ten Days Meme (Day Ten)

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession

Day Ten

1) I don't think I'll live that long? *laughs*

Ten Days Meme (Day Nine)

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession

Day Nine

1) ._.

2) OTL

Ten Days Meme (Day Eight)

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession

Day Eight

1) Not selfish.

2) Willing to listen.

3) Adorable.

Ten Days Meme (Day Seven)

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession

Day Seven

1) Stubborn to listen to other people's point of view.

2) Talks a lot but never listen.

3) Looking down on others.

4) Discriminating towards others.

Ten Days Meme (Day Six)

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession

Day Six

1) BiFo. (My turtles.)

2) Parents.

3) S**.

4) L***.

5) F***.

Ten Days Meme (Day Five)

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession

Day Five

1) Tried to keep star tortoises as pets.

2) Decide to not hide those cans of soup.

3) Open up to people.

4) Decide that it could be done tomorrow.

5) Not say 'sorry' or 'thank you' even though I wanted to.

6) Ignore something which I could have helped with.

Ten Days Meme (Day Four)

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession

Day Four

1) "Is it going to rain?"

2) "What should I eat/Should I eat?"

3) "I feel like listening to (insert song name)..."

4) "I'm bored..."

5) "I wonder when (insert name) is coming back. ._."

6) "Plurk..."

7) "...I should really play with the turtles."

Ten Days Meme (Day Three)

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession

Day Three

1) Be a pretty boy. *giggles*

2) Be open minded about opinions.

3) Can mingle well with my family and friends.

4) Have a nice voice to serenade me. *killed*

5) Honest and sincere.

6) Likes shopping. So that I don't need to do it...

7) Has nice, fluffy hair. (You can tell that I've already ran out of stuff to put...)

8) Knows when to take control, and when to give control.

Ten Days Meme (Day Two)

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession

Day Two

1) When I consume alcohol or minty stuff, it'll make me sneeze cause of the taste.

2) I've got a driver's license, but I haven't drove since I got it.

3) My handphone and mp3 are currently spoiled...

4) I hug the Domo-kun which Jun gave me to sleep every night now.

5) I have two turtles now, one from Feli, another from Sam. Feli's one is Brioche (Ah Bi), Sam's one is Fondue (Ah Fo). They're really really adorable~ And they're scared of my mini domo-kun.

6) I haven't watched television for easily more than two years.

7) I want to go to the arcade and play Para Paradise. ._.

8) I haven't played the piano even though I have short nails now... I really should...

9) I don't like the taste of alcohol, but I THINK my tolerance for it is quite high? I don't have much experience in drinking.

Ten Days Meme (Day One)

I'm trying to be more active in my blog.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession

Day One
1) Let's go arcade.
2) I wanted to comment in your journal last time, but um, well I shan't give any reasons/excuses why I didn't. Don't feel too bad about yourself, you're a good person to know, and I am glad that I have known you although we don't really keep in contact nowadays... OTL
3) COME BACK TO ME IT'S ALMOST EASYYYYYYYY. ;A;
4) I don't know whether you've noticed, but for years, I've doubted our relationship. Have I or am I treating you to be closer than you treat me to be? Sometimes it feels like I don't matter to you, even though you do matter to me.
5) Even though I claim to hate you, I don't, and I don't think I ever really did. I really wish that we could be closer. Well, I do think that we're getting closer a little now...
6) WHEN ARE WE GOING TO MEET UP? IT'S BEEN MORE THAN A YEAR ALREADY.
7) I hope we aren't going to drift apart from each other... You mean a lot to me, but we both aren't too good at keeping in contact with each other, are we...
8) Rice. Eat it.
9) ...Even though you're a good person and I don't dislike you, you're starting to annoy me a little sometimes...
10) Thank you. Forgive me.

New year's resolution.

Never made one, but I shall try one this year.
I shall resolve to say only what I mean, and truly mean whatever I say.
Though it may be tiresome, at least it may cause less trouble in the end?