What's my persona in DANCE?
if words cant show u wad kind of person i m, let my dance do all the talking :)

WHY
If couples have the energy to quarrel and end up breakin' up,
WHY NOT USE THE ENERGY TO MAKE IT WORK?

::: wonderin.... :::

Dont wanna spend Christmas alone and countdown alone again this year :(

::: All I want for christmas is _____ :::

Dont wanna spend Christmas alone and countdown alone again this year :(

::: All I want for christmas is _____ :::

Century Piano
God knows why i m at the Renovatin Liang Court
Todae's the 2nd time i have been there. (*1st was with my ex)
Yan shared alot of tips and knowledge with me regarding the different piano types.
From what diploma Piano to wad UP piano, grand piano etc.. and the repairing part.
her boss basically deals with 2nd hand piano, that's probably why she told me the cheapest one is like $1200. I m tempted!!! I always longed for a piano since young...
but my family couldnt afford it... anyway i think my parents wont send me for piano classes too.
They dont support arts and interests of mine la.
Yan, thanks for all the advice and time. :)

Piano lessons or keyboard...
Comtemplating whether i should be getting a keyboard or piano...
Classic or pop music?
Huishan's sista says a keyboard will be good for pop music.
But right now....
Who should I learn from? Jolynn? Cousin? or Music School?
will they be good enough to let me learn for free?
I can buy food and treat them on selected days for their FREE coachin :)

Shopping objective not met
failed to go to queensway to get my track shoes after Liang Court Trip
So i guess i have to stick with my old KOYAK shoes then...
they look like they have been raped haha... So torn...
Cos it has been with me for like 4 yrs i think.
Actually i asked my mum that day, " Will you sponsor me?"
"NO!" was the only word i heard from her...
It's been so long since i got her to get me something.
Guess it's alright la.
Since i din want to spend any more money till i get my tuition assignments.

Almost died!!!
stupid car! dumb driver! Dun pick me as a victim if u wanna try to be a murderer!
for god's sake TURN ON ur headlights become coming out of ur parking lot.
It's already night time and i cant FREAKIN SEE YOU!!!
close shave with death..god bless....

Condolences to those 5 dRagonBoaters
god bless their families and those survivors...
actually no one can be blamed la...
no one wants that to happen.
So no point pinpointing anyone...
why never enforce wearing of life jacket la...
why never make sure this...
why never make sure that...
Army does that too. Every organization does that.
When things go wrong, they tighten up security and increase preventive measures.
As time goes by, nothing happens...
Things slack, and rules go broken...
Who to blame? When things are taken for granted...

*Doesnt this apply to LOVE too?
cant it just be simple?
is it really like what people say we need to try out alot of times in relationships to find the type of companion we want to spend with for the rest of our lives?
I really dont agree with it!!!

::: it's an affinity to meet someone & FALL IN LOVE :::

MTV ::: I want a STAR Face (think that's how they call it)

this girl called crystal *a blonde* apparently went for surgery to boost her confidence.
to do what?
to be a striptease and a playboy magazine girl.
She did up her breasts (ohh huge ones) , her eye, nose and lips.... Costin at $24500 (USD?)
she did indeed look gorgeous in the end (with the huge boobs of cos) but apparently her confidence didnt really go up by alot. She backtracked when she hit the GENTLEMAN CLUB when the ppl go for Strip shows. But she did in the end took sexy pics of herself for PLAYBOY magazine. Worth it? I wouldnt know.
It differs according to individual. Depends on wad they actually want to achieve in their life.
For her. She wants to look like BRITNEY SPEARS. Then let her be.
Her mum was so against it. But BO BIAN loh...
*they interviewed this other girl who went for surgery too, wanting to have bigger boobs... In the end she got infection in her implants and gotta remove them. (2nd op)... After that she went for another one to put back the implants (3rd op). After that she found out one morning that one side of her breasts was bigger, i.e left bigger than the right one, she went for another op (4th op) to balance them.
Now that everything is fine, she regretted it. She commented that looking back, her breasts were already ok and she shouldnt have done so much to change it.

::: Be contented :::

BC203 paper
it's like a paper for u to just DIRECT-LIFT from ur notes...and it is like 50 marks!!!
Which means everyone will have about the same answer and it will be pretty hard to score BOO! Doesnt matter anyway. I dont give a damn (*in WALTER's tone)

Jap Level 1
the paper that could be completed in 45mins but time duration given was 2.5hrs...
Waited with Ken at grand stand for the SUPER LATE GIRLS... (dunno wad they were doin to the paper inside) We saw this cute baby who waved to us!!!
But of course we initiated it lah!
Danced at Grand stand loh... Was anyone lookin?
I dont give a DAMN!
*Ken left his beloved 'walter' bottle dere : (

Delifrance Dinner with my "Japanese" Friends
the waiter at DELIFRANCE freakin pissed me off...
LongLong, " strangles, curses, swears F**K!!!
*Silence, I'd KILL you!

My fate with VICKIE
saw her in school, JP food court, and the MRT train!!!
lol...so "HENG!" & she told me one of her friend (dunno guy/gal) commented that
I got the COMIC FACE!
What does it mean anyway?
I dont give a DAMN :) *getting hooked to this line

::: my heart is getting overweight with the wrong stuff :::

attendance for Sat dance performance
1.Parents & brother
2.Cousin
3.Mun keet
4.Noinoi
5.Jolynn (maybe)

*probably going down to oschool to get the tickets on wed night

Plans in december
1.Brush up dance basics and skills (*Self practice)
2.Pick up beatboxin from Jack *FREE!!!
3.Piano lessons (queenie or jolynn) *FREE!!!
4.More dance lessons (Oschool open classes or School MJ)
5.Look fer tuition assignments

It's just affecting me...
Dad wanna go...
Mum dunno if she is able to go.
Then Bro didnt show interest yest night.
Today i asked my cousin and she agreed immediately... So much difference hor... Family vs RELATIVE. Dunno wad the hell is goin on man.
I told dad that i bought 3 tickets already and i passed it to him. And he said, " so got one more right?" I nodded and ...
Mum interrupted ,"dun buy the fourth one first..wad if ur bro cannot go...can give it to tingting(cousin) instead."
WHAT THE!!!
So if brother can go? then how?
IF as a mother, you just want to save money... and not support your son.Then ALL dont GO!!!
............
I m just pissed. FREAKIN PISSED.
Bro came and asked me again for the date of my performance again just now while i was watchin teevee. I guessed he saw my msn nick....
I think i m a sinner today...
respondin to my mum in a very bad tone for the entire day.
Sorry mum, i din mean to.
I really hope u can understand me. And supportin ur son is far more important than $12 right?

::: 吹干你的伤口　自己痛却不能说出口 :::

Stupid call from XueHai tuition center
this dumb girl called and she said,"are u looking fer tuition?"
of COURSE i m!
then she said she from some TUITION CENTER loh...*din tell me the name*
told me there were 2 branches, Jurong WEst and Clementi...
So i immediately knew where she's callin from.
In the end , i told her I have talked and informed the other in charge about my charges...
She said she will discuss and Call me back in a while...
And? She didnt... even if u dont want, at least let me know.....

Dance from 4pm till 10pm
hip hop, popping recital rehearsal, full dress rehearsal, mass dance !!!
Then video-taking session :) it's freakin fun today!!!
Can i have more of this kind of days... to take those unhappiness away?

the same old issue
came home and sort of quarreled with mum over the performance tickets
she cant sit down fer a long period (it's from 7pm to 10pm)
and i dunno the dance items order...So...
Till now she hasnt clearly tell me if they are goin...
Brother didnt show interest when i asked him just now too...
that's my family...it is...
always unsupportive of whatever i do outside STUDYING....
cold shoulders and hurtful remarks are all i get...
you'll nv once hear, "Son, go do it! we are behind you!"
no support...no recognition...

::: and it all builds up in there... time after time :::

that part is EMPTY...
always empty...
Make me feel special...
Creep into my "?" please .....

if emo days are rainy days, let me see the sun please...

must i really become a "BAD" guy to find love?

::: Playin hide&seek with lOVE :::

Accountin' 2
paper was generally ok i feel except fer the last qns...shucks...
at least the hall was not as cold as it was during ab213.

IT revision
went tru IT past yr papers with val, perry and jer hsuan in readin room S4
it's context diagrams, FDD, event diagrams and decision tables....
val called me "DAR DAR" by mistake... guess she misses her bf too much...
you freakin treat her better.... lol...

A Lost Battle
Somehow, I lost the battle with emo monster again...
memories came back, scene after scene
and tears came rollin' down, drop after drop
and the heart feels the Familiar pain, again and again.

the way we sang to each other
the way u tickle me and i tickle u
the way we looked into each other eyes and know it is all enough
the way u laugh at my jokes
the way u believe in me cos i dun lie
the way u listen to me attentively

i m feelin' so cold today...really cold....
i need a hug...
and something to warm my heart...

Maybe i m slowly losing it...
the ability to love once more.

::: that part of me is never filled once after she left :::

For all you know
tick-tock tick tock
as the clock strikes 1430,
a nightmare began...
a war of 2.5hrs began....
and when the clock finally hits 1700,
you thought u would be in PARADISE...
restin' with the wounds of fights
chattin' about the power of the enemy's weapons
but you know the world's nv peaceful
and you have another one coming
to wreck your peace
to burn ur freedom
Worse still,
there's actually more than one...

::: A fight for freedom :::

Saw this post from someone's blog...
seems interesting...So i m sharing it!!!

男孩本不想變壞

其實每個男孩,本來都是渴望愛一個人直到永遠.
只是,沒有女孩愛這樣的男還...

10歲以前,他什麼都不懂,就不說了.

13歲的時候,開始對女孩有好感,但是那時候他離女孩遠遠的,
並且以討厭女孩自居,生怕被同伴嘲笑.

14歲的時候,聽到大人說某某男人好花,把女朋友甩了,女孩自殺了.
他覺得這人真狠毒,自己將來一定要做個癡情的男人,
一定要一生只 愛一個人.

15歲的時候,他喜歡上了一個女孩,但是他不敢和她說.
仍然和往常 一樣,髒兮兮的,在灰土飛揚的操場上踢球.
只在女孩走出校門的時候 ,躲在二樓的窗戶上看他的背影,
他覺得他一定是個天使.

16歲的時候,有個女孩喜歡上了他,
但是他覺得看別的女孩都是對她 不忠. 男孩曾說過不花心

17歲的時候,看了一個MTV,感動得想哭,他想,
如果自己的女孩失去 了雙眼,
他一定會像男主角一樣毫不猶豫的把自己的眼睛給她,
讓她 能看到光明.

18歲的時候,畢業了,終於和自己暗戀的女孩分別,
覺得自己離她越 來越遠,心像被掏空了一樣.
還在想自己一定不會忘記她,
等到自己 成功以後一定要去找她.

20歲的時候聽到有人說黃色笑話,覺得者人真可恥.

21歲的時候,她的回信中告訴他,自己有了男朋友.他偷偷的哭了一 個晚上.

22歲的時候,他向一個女孩表白,
女孩說:"你是個好人,可是我還小." 他想,我的確是個好人.
他說:"沒關係,我可以等你."心想,
我不會像 那些花心的人一樣,3年5年我也能等.

23歲的時候,說自己還小的女孩和一個帥哥戀愛了.
他很納悶, 長大原來可以這麼快.

24歲的時候,又像一個女孩表白,女孩接受了他.
他開始很幸福的為 未來拼搏,他想,一時的開心只是暫時的,
只有努力拼搏,他和她才能 有快樂的未來,但是,
半年以後,女孩和他分手了.
只因為另外一個男 孩會說讓她開心的話.
女孩說:"你是個好人,是我對不起你."
他似乎 明白叻問題所在,他是個好人.

男孩都愛看臉不看胸部

26歲的時候,他開始墮落,交網友.
打扮的時尚且酷,而且漸漸的學 習著討好女孩的話.不久.
他有了個女朋友,雖然他對她很好,
可是, 他心裡知道,自己並不愛她.

27歲的時候,他和她分手了.他對女孩說:"你是個好女孩,是我對不 起你."

28歲的時候,他嘗試了一夜情,發現別人能做的,自己也一樣.

29歲的時候,他學會了講黃色笑話,並且以看旁邊的女孩子臉紅為 樂趣.

30歲的時候,他突然發現自己變得很有能力追求到女孩,
但是卻沒 有了愛的能力.

其實每個男孩,
本來都是想做一個感情專一的好男人.
其實每個男孩,
本來看女孩子都是看臉而不是看胸部.
其實每個男孩,本來都是不會講黃色笑話的.
其實每個男孩,本來都是渴望愛一個人直到永遠的.
只是沒有任何女孩愛這樣的男孩,
他們覺得這樣的男孩太幼稚, 太古板,太沒有情趣.
于是男孩開始改變,變成女孩喜歡的那種嘴角掛著壞笑的男人;
開始學會假裝關心,學會給女孩送小飾物討好她;
開始學會如何追 求,如何把握愛情,或者是看破紅塵,遊戲情場,
成為女人最恨的那 種男人.
他們可以很容易俘獲女孩的心,但是他們也會在黑的夜裡叼這煙 流淚.
心裡有愛的時候,沒有女孩;有了女孩,卻永遠沒有愛的感覺 ,
在聽到女人抱怨世上沒有好男人時,他們不會再去努力做個好男 人,
只是擦肩而過. 女人,男孩變壞了,你們就沒責任嗎?!

::: 男人不壞,女人不愛嗎? :::

For those who have yet to watch this MUST WATCH youtube video,
here's the link :)
Silence! I'd KILL you

Another "We console each other" Chat
Chatted with Noinoi on MSN while revising for AA102.
I teared again.
Talked about stuff that were so close to my heart again.
Memories came flashin back but I'm alright.
Hope everything will turn out fine for u and him.
Smile, once more and many more :)

the current MOOD
no exam stress...no study mood...
Has my world changed when DANCE came in?
I m glad I found DANCE :)

the Run
completed 10km...
another 5km progress since my last run on monday i guess
42km marathon I'm comin' !!!!

T-shirt Sale
Julie told me there's this website sellin nice and offered T-shirts
Go take a look :)
www.threadless.com
I wont be buying anything loh...
Cos i just freakin' bought 2 tops from EBAY like 2 days ago :)
Impulsive spendin SEASON :))))


::: 不管有多远我愿意　放弃一切寻找你 :::

Over and done with AB213 - Research Methods
the first paper of uni life that i din feel ANY stress...
not that i m confident. just that the wants of DANCE has taken over the wants to STUDY.
It's over now anyway. Not pretty well-done i guess. Writing cock fer 2.5 hrs.
*just hope wont "PACKET"!

Lunch at JP Kopitiam
Ken,Serene,Xinyan,Julie and myself :)
Ate PADI-PADI *niceeee*
Juliana commented tt my hair was different...
Told her i TRIMMED and her reply was...,"but ur hair looks softer..."
:))) I take that as a compliment muahaha.
Peisee's reaction when she saw it,"What happened to ur hair!"
Anyway i made a passer-by's baby SMILE!!! so happy!!!

::: Can love be as simple as 123? :::

Woodlands Library with StudyGang

things tt happened today
1. Made Zave wait AGAIN... *sorry*
2. Tried Woodlands Foodcourt Teri Toufou
3. met a Professional and ever Smilin' Librarian
4. Got 4 Summons from the librarian when we went fer lunch
5. Ate Ken's Green Chilli from PASA MALAM

Talked with both my parents at 2am last night till 3am loh...
The entire family cant SLEEP!!! WTH right?
talked about hell lotsa stuff :)
and tears fell after the talk...
Teared on MRT too... But i guess no one's looked at me.. :)

::: rainy days = emo days :::

NUS - No use Studyin
NTU - No Tiongs Utimately
SMU - Study Machines Unchallenged
SIM - Stuck in Mambo

::: Just another boring day :::

Exam mode / Holiday mode
Totally no exam mood right now...
Just wanna dance and dance...
strongly believe the sense of satisfaction derived from Oschool recital on 1dec
will be STRONGER than completing exams n getting good grades...

Christmas Lightings In town
So nice... so enchanting...
Season of love again...
Recalled the promise i made...
To drive you around Orchard when i get my license...
It's no longer fulfil-able....
Just emo lah... I still wish you all the best... : )

::: Probably another lonely Christmas again :::

Oschool 1st Recital
1st Dec Far East Square (haven been there b4)
REMINDER
Friends or anyone who wanna go watch this / support me ,
please let me know if u want the tickets ASAP :)
*I'm performin!!! Though it is not long : )
(my virgin dance performance baby!!!)

::: Hope I wont disappoint anyone :::

woke up and the first person i thought of was ...... you.
turned on the radio and it was playing JJ's "西界".

阳光越过窗沿 我在阴影里面
才过正午十三点 就漆黑一片
没有人看得见
我心深处的阴暗面
只能眺望东边 你的世界太远
撑到想象的极限 幸福有多甜
可黑夜已吞噬我
就是拉不到你的手
因为我活在西边
只拥有半个白天一到午后夜色就蔓延
虽然和你面对面
却看不到我的脸
感觉到你不安的视线
在西界的那一边
只能有半个白天
暗自祈祷上天的垂怜
在长夜的边缘
给我一丝光线
让你能多看我一眼

music

只能眺望东边 你的世界太远
撑到想象的极限 幸福有多甜
可黑夜已吞噬我
就是拉不到你的手
因为我活在西边
只拥有半个白天
一到午后夜色就蔓延
虽然和你面对面
却看不到我的脸
感觉到你不安的视线
在西界的那一边
只能有半个白天
暗自祈祷上天的垂怜
在长夜的边缘
给我一丝光线
让你能多看我一眼
哦~哦~
因为我活在西边
只拥有半个白天
一到午后夜色就蔓延
虽然和你面对面
看不到我的脸感
觉到你不安的视线
哦~~哦~~
暗自祈祷上天的垂怜
在长夜的边缘
给我一丝光线
让你能多看我一眼

::: 拉不到你的手:::

what is happening?!
why some of the wordings on my BLOG all changed to YELLOW....

::: Sucks man... :::

sometimes humans are super contradicting isnt it?
why make things so complicated when simplicity is bliss....
We can derive happiness and joy from doing simple stuff...
Like back in the childhood days...
Playing marbles, figurines, kicking a bottle on the field/bball court...
Reminds me of the night tt i played SCISSORS,PAPER,STONE on msn with KEN :)
It's such an old game but i laughed while playin it....
I just need a simple life... I will add my own colors to it and many rainbows :)

::: A brand new dimension :::

Brand new look (hopefully not BENG-ish)
Went for a haircut early in the morning : )
Spent $50 on my hair
*$10 haircut $40 color
Color picked : Hazel Brown


Just some nice stuff to share with all my readers:

PARENTS' wish to our DEAR child

On the day when you see us old,weak and weary.....
Have patience and do try to understand us.....

If we get dirty when , and....
If we cannot dress on our own....
Please bear with us and remember the times we spent feeding you and dressing you up.

If when we speak to you, we repeat the same things again over and over again, do not interrupt us... Listen to us.
When you were small, we had to read to you the same story a thousand and one times until you went to sleep.

When we do not want to have a shower, neither shame nor scold us....
Remember when we had to chase you with your thousand excuses to get u to the shower?

When you see our ignorance of new technologies..Help us navigate our way tru these worldwide webs.
We taught you how to do so many things...
To eat the right foods,
To dress appropriately,
To fight for your rights....

When at some moments we lose the memory or the thread of our conversation...let us have the necessary time to remember..and if we cannot, do not become nervous...
As the most important thing is not our conversation but simply to be with you and to have you listening to us...

If ever we do not feel like eating, do not force us.
We know well when we need to and when not to eat.

When our tired legs give way and do not allow us to walk without a cane...
Hold our hands and guide us the same way we did when u tried your first steps.

Someday you will realize that despite our mistakes..We always wanted the best for you. And we tried to prepare the way for you.
You must not feel sad,angry nor ashamed for having us near you. Instead, try to understand us and help us like we did when you were young.

Help us to walk. Help us to live the rest of our life with love and dignity.
We will pay you with a smile, hugs and love which we have always had fer you in our hearts.

And when someday we say to you that we dont want to live anymore, that we want to die....
Do not get angry...For one day you will understand.
Try to appreciate that our age is not just lived but survived.


::: FAMILY (father and mother I <3> :::

sometimes, it really feels so tiring to just lie to myself...
to tell myself that you are the one fer me...
When i know the answer is negative...
Maybe i m just too desperate to just find someone to love..
Slowly drifting away from you...
I dun wanna be in ur GAME anymore...

::: tired of all the lies and ur actin' :::

Tuition Cheque
Will be collecting tomorrow
They'd better give it to me : )

Impulsive buying?
Went queensway and i bought 2 baggy tops.
One from FleshImp(think so)...
*the sales girl there asked me if i m still schoolin out of a sudden.. So random
the other from a Hip Hop shop but i guess the top is too baggy...
*no testing allowed in the shop : (

Baggy bottoms coming e way...
Should I buy more baggy bottoms from EBAY?
no more tuition assignments : (
means no $$... dammit....
I need to buy the following:

1.Camera
2.Baggy jeans
3.Fedora hats
4.Shoes (Hush puppies/ Air force )
5.Backpack
6.Itouch
7.Keyboard (81keys)
8.Save up fer KL trip (dunno if it is still on)

All these are not COMPULSORY though... hehz...

::: Shoppin alone can be fun, but i still want a shoppin partner :::

Hip Hop 2
tday was disastrous man... I just cant get the steps right... the angles and the poses.... Darn..
What's worse... Daniel got me and Eve to demonstrate our dance steps to the whole class.. haha
Does tt mean my moves are nice or is it a SABOTAGE? Hehz... i know the answer :)
Gotta practise more... I just wanna get better and better... :)

V8 Movie Cafe at Bugis
Dined there with poppin' mates after rehearsal :)
Food was nice and hanging out with them was quite fun too...
Went to Kino after late dinner.
Johnson and myself witnessed this HUGE quarrel between one young male adult( with his old mum) and this auntie... They were so loud that people from the bookstore walked out to check out what's going on : )
*Saw Kenneth (dance mate) who missed lesson at Bugis Junction. Apparently he lied to us that he was packin his stuff for Japan...what's worse... he was with 2 girls... Zhichao looked Pissed (really i swear)
There was this book about SINGLISH too... Quite true and quite funny lor...
Forgot the book title.Anyway here's one....

Here's how u handle a situation when u forgot to address someone : )
Relative : Why din call uncle?
Young girl : Cos i dont have your number.....
Diaoz.............. Bleahz...

::: Poppin' is for life :::

A tough Road AHEAD
It's tough...
getting back on the love track again and start running with the others who are attached.
I do not deny the fact that I really hope tt someone can be you...
BUT it's more of Pain than Bliss to me now...
cos i feel i m like a GAME to you...
Is it really so hard...so hard? to get back on track?
No pain beats the pain of the heart...
Thanks for making my heart stronger anyway...
WHAT DOESNT KILL YOU MAKES U STRONGER : )

*I miss my ex....with no feelin's attached though
She was once my pillar, my source of HUGS and KISSES...
I really hate being SINGLE!!!

behind the scenes
Yapa asked me if i m recently attached... NO!!!
Seeing me in school with a GIRL = attached ? No RIGHT?!
I m always with different girls lah... Not that i m a FLIRT k...
just that they are all my friends then i happened to see them alone...
and we are going in the same direction.... RUMORS can kill....
Honestly speakin, I m quite a LONER in school...I repeat LONER!
Always alone after class... U will probably see me walking alone or eating alone...
If not I will be on my way back HOME (*yipee)...
But of cos, I still feel blessed cos i got KEN(bestest buddy) and my nice nice tutorial friends
who are willing to wait fer me to KBOX : ) *Yell + Scream = Singing

Badminton Session
Played Badminton with my relatives this morning :)
It's good to sweat and also know my skills are getting pretty RUSTY :)
*lookin forward to family chalet in DEC

Deep-Pa-Va-Lee
Dad's indian colleague is so nice to invite him over for an Indian-cuisine based lunch
and Sociable ME tagged along : ) *lalalalalala
the food was pretty good i would say... and probably becos i abstained from MUTTON
which to me, will spoil the smell and taste of the good food i was eating then : )
could see and feel that his colleague is quite...... FU(1) YAN(3)
the atmosphere was pretty tense when his colleague didnt know what to say and so my dad did all the talking... discussing about his recent course and such...
But his colleague's reaction was, " ISSSS IT? Orhhhhh " END
Haha... I was laughin inside and think i have some internal injuries now... : p
*but still, credit for the good and nice food... :)

::: CAnt find e Way back into LOVE :::

A mini-smile of the day
*Special thanks to Edelina for ur super BELATED birthday gift loh... My bday was like 3 months
ago lehz... it's quite useful , said my mum. (opps...why is she using it?)

Fallin' Sick
Maybe it's just the weather...Maybe it's just me....
Maybe like what she said, I cant seem to take good care of myself...
*When u are in pain or sick and u have someone beside you, the pain and sickness lessens, dont they? (gotta stock up on "only his life C" in chinese)

IT project
VBA sucks man... so hard to understand that stupid thick book that I borrowed!!!
TAMADE!!!

Funk Missin'
Haven been practising on my dance lately...Stupid projects
And the exam monster is drawin nearer and nearer...
His power is so great and everyone is vulnerable...Check if u got the symptoms....
1.Smiles reduced
2.Eye bags enlarged
3.Pen ink running out
4.Frequent use of highlighter
5.Irregular meals
6.Spendin more time with books/notes than anyone else
7.Wrinkles appearing
8.Few strands of white hair
9.time never seems enough
10.Increases possibility of fallin sick

::: Go away MONSTER!!! :::

::: O-school Recital :::

::: It made me laugh :::

the OVERDUE tuition fees
-went back to check if my cheque for OCT is ready... and?
IT'S NOT!!! if next week it is still not ready, I am going to SCREAM & YELL at them..

Dance Rehearsal
1.Hip Hop II
-Kind of off timing today and i FORGOT the steps...shucks... Daniel cant seem to get my name
right... "WEI LUN"... weilong please : (
2.Popping Recital Rehearsal
-Airposing sucks... think i m popping too little : ( and i m way too fast today... Getting off beat....
Dammit... I m not focused today. What the hell am i thinking ??? WAKIE WAKIE !!!

Grandpa 79th Birthday
Rushed home after Popping rehearsal...
Had fun catchin up with relatives : )
But the highlight of the night was............
My relative's dog FUCKED me!!!
my thighs and arms.... after licking me...
It got horny out of a sudden :)
DO i look like a BITCH? that's so classic...
And my relatives' reaction were?
Laugh LOR!!!
My relative (dog's owner) just commented that my hair looked like FArenheit's crew hairstyle...
the very next moment she was saying that my hair probably made the dog assume that i was a girl... What the.....! *Tsk tsk *

::: What's life really about :::

Just some pictures :)

::: where is the love :::

Linda Kiraly-Cant LEt go

http://youtube.com/watch?v=VjxFLw9kKD8

::: Love is so dysfunctional now:::

Mrtrashtalker or MRT-rashtalker...
*there are some who are visually impaired : )

Finally got 3 items down on my to-do-list
1.AB213 presentation
- probably a 'C' grade for it since KAthleen (tutor) said so.. Dun really care about the grade. To me, presenting a wrong answer can be a good way to conduct a lesson. To allow the rest to see what kind of mistakes one can make,isnt it? I hate it when she put the 'C' grade on the mouth so frequently tru-out my presentation. Kinda sucky. PResentation skills i think i m there, just the analyzing of the stats results were not up to her standard ba... But Julie told me another group from another class of hers presented wrong answer too and they scored an A-. Kathleen apparently commented that their presentation were good.... (contradictory huh?)
After all there is a reason why she is so HATED by the students in the class...

2. IT case presentation
- First group to present (so HENG)
the only group that kept to the 15mins time limit ( we were rushing our slides) ...the rest didnt follow the time allocated... That's the bad part of being the first group probably... Everything else was alright. Great work there, groupmates!

3. BC203 report
- a 100-page report which kills!!! rushing out even when it is beyond the time to submit. sucks...
But at least it is over... FREEDOM? nope...not yet...

Still on hand (pending)
1. AB213 report (deadline: MON)
2. Jap listening n Oral test (D-day : TUES)
3. BC 207 database (deadline: next SUN)

this semester is really like a disaster in my life...
someone, please save me from here....
u made me smile, so will you stay for a while?

::: looking for the answer :::