Friday, December 17, 2010
my blog is so dead right now .
so plain .
just words -.-
will post up some photos as soon as i can .
bare with me yo (:
idk whether you still feels the same way as i do .
maybe not but fyi, im still holding on .
im pushing ppl away cos' im still waiting .
i just need an answer and its very simple .
if you return my things then that'll be the answer .
and i will try my very best to give up .
1:47 AM should she give up? ♥
Friday, December 10, 2010
if your heart is weary and your tears are all dried up .
this feeling is hard to relinquish or forget .
i once used to have all the time in the world .
but i haven't seen you, for many nights and days .
this love, is forever difficult to resolve .
i hope our afterlife, we can embrace again .
loving someone, how do you remain faithful till you're old ?
how do you face everything .
i do not know .
reviewing the past ,
the painful memories are unforgettable .
why do you come then ,
to make my heart race .
how is it possible to stop loving you ?
tonight , you should understand ,
it is difficult to escape fate ,
just as it is difficult to dissolve love .
10:08 PM should she give up? ♥
Sunday, December 5, 2010
it's already December .
christmas is just nearby . time really flies .
i thought i would be spending christmas with you .
but i thought wrongly .
oh , well .
im tryin my very best not to think bout' everything .
and perhaps to move on . it depends .
enjoy the holiday season yo <3
how it still hurts me by makin the slightest smallest mistake ,
i'll always remember it . it was stupid of me to do it .
but what's done its done .
regret doing the decision , but i cant do anything .
all i can do now is just to focus on my courier and the rest ,
like what my friends mention " follow the flow " .
6:16 PM should she give up? ♥
Saturday, November 20, 2010
i guess you're over it . just so you know , im not .
eventho i smiled , laughed & looked happy ,
in my heart , its not .
the memories is precious to me.
its priceless .
i'll always love you, no matter what <3
remember one thing ,
you'll always be in my heart !
never will changed .
3:04 PM should she give up? ♥
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
everything ends in a blink of an eye .
maybe its true , i wasn't the right one for you .
IM REALLY SORRY
to have / had hurt you .
plweaseeee don't be emo . it hurts me to see you like that .
and yesh its my fault . i know what i say now cant change anything .
IF only i can turn back time ,
you wouldn't be like that .
what you known is not the exact truth ..
i would love to see you and hug you for the last time
but i guess that's just ..
plweaseee take care of yourself .
you know your body is extremely weak .
i know you wouldn't make me worry .
still .. ugh ! just take good care (:
*loves*
the memories will always be with me .
i will never forget <3
4:49 AM should she give up? ♥
Monday, November 1, 2010
i would like to take this opportunity to THANKS all my friends .
for caring (: i really appreaciate it, much !
A MILLION THANK YOUU's .
and especially to Johnny Tan for accompany'ing me
eventho you have to work !
thank youu!
& sorry for taking up your time !
and to Ken Jee
for calling me from overseas .
i love you guys !
thanks for cheering me up (:
11:46 AM should she give up? ♥
everything changed ! i want to know why ?!
you just changed the relationship status to its complicated .
without sayin anything. i called you wouldnt answer .
text you wouldnt reply . why ? what did i do wrong ?
can you tel me ?
you dont wanna talk , how the fuck im gonna know what goin on ?
its damn effing frustrated , you know ?
others ask u call 'em , you'll call . whyy me ?
i know im not pretty nor hawt . i dont treat you well enough ?
did i do anything wrong ? plweaseeeeee !
i need to know .
i want to know !
TALK TO ME !
i truly love you with all my heart !
i never do anything wrong to you .
i go wher also i got tel you . not good enough , i guess .
if you want to break just say so )':
i wish everything would be alright .
i don't want to lose youu !
11:29 AM should she give up? ♥