forget the risk, take the fall :D

Sunday, November 30, 2008

went to pyramid with darling today to choose christmas tree for his "open hse" celebration
saw 1 nice tree at parkson and its cheap LOL
its the last one, i lazy wanna walk and go find summor
so he decided to buy it :)
and i hv to go and fold it so that the promoters can keep it in the box
wondering why huh?!
cos' the damn bloody promoters don know how to fold it -.-
stupid eh?
oh well, did it cos' of darling :D and and i hv to go his hse to fix up the tree for him on tuesday O.o still haven't buy decorations yet . hmm half way walking, he got a call from his dad saying his brother not feeling well.. after he heard it his expression changed and i cant do anything to help him :( all i can do is just b there for him whenever he need's me!

* hope * is all i can think of right now!

* wish* for miracles to happen!

11:18 AM should she give up? ♥

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

its 3 am and im still awake! wtf.. i should b sleeping! tomoro got test!!!!
but but i can relax hahaa tomoro's test is just drawing.. shyt* my drawing suxx and YES! 2 more papers to go, FREEDOM! ROFL hmm everything's alright now :)
memories today wont b forgotten!!!!! i LOVE my boyfriend so much!
went pyramid watch movie with darling ,his heng dai and the gf.
watched quarantine. stupid show! no offence..
the girls in there were screaming like nobody's bussiness..
and the people sitting my row next to my bf on my right were laughing(lol) like hell..
annoying! lol i, myself also laughed. hahaa its NOT scary enough for me!! grrrrr but i dint laugh out loud la
my bf's heng dai's gf is sitting nex to me on my left, she pulak using her bf's jacket cover her face and kinda sleep.. wat.the.farrrkkk right? LOL
hmm.....

actually she wasnt asleep. i thought she was. hahaa she was scare to watch it so cover her face..O.o
after movies went asia cafe ate dinner then went back home cos' i got exam in a few hrs time hv to come back home early so that parents wont show their faces! and and darling hv to go home and take care of his brother. pity him :( sad sad. anyways im not gonna blog about it!

gotta sleep now.. *yawn* i now only sleepy.. wth!
oh well, nights!

11:09 AM should she give up? ♥

Monday, November 24, 2008

love me for who i am!
today is so NOT my day!
everything is so messed uP!..
my boyfriend started talking crapp.. wants me to change..
change the way i talk , bla bla bla all those nonsense and other stuff's..
the way he said everything its like his leaving me! :(
i doubt that.. one of my closes friend(deb) doubt it too..
she told me not to worry too much!
after that my other friend(meyer) called me and talked with me..
end up i was feeling much better.. i understand why his acting that way!
never want to go through with that kind of situation again..
Meyer asked "why are you crying"
told him what happened. then he started lah!
we talked and talked until 3 something.
thanks to him i feel much better :)
i understand. my bf is stressed up and distraught.
the only thing i can do now its just to b there for him =/
im downhearted to see him like this.. *sigh*

9:17 AM should she give up? ♥

Sunday, November 23, 2008

3 more papers to sit... hmm, waiting for the last paper to end, i so want to go and hav fun.. oh well ..

having alot of problems lately. mommy started mumbling or mayb i should say scolding
bla bla bla... i know she cares alot but i dint do anything wrong!
i know my rights and wrongs..
why wouldn't those bloody idiots leave me alone?!
what's wrong with you people? got nth to do with your life?
need to go around finding/creating things to make ur life better? yes?
if yes please please F**K OFF!!! its my f**king life not yours!
wherever i am, whatever i do..
its up to me.. don't act smart and go around telling stuff u dont know!
its up to me to do what i want!! like i've mention i know my rights and wrongs
i wont do anything stupid!

she says:
i don't know who she knows...
and
she know more things about me..

i don't care whoever you know.. or whatever it is.. all i know, someone is telling you stuff.. and i'm gonna find out who that person is!
he/she already pass my limit of patients!

thats all for now. nights!

11:08 AM should she give up? ♥

Monday, November 17, 2008

was so bored.. came online ..
msg'es keep coming in.. lazy wanna reply so ignored some.
sorry! got loads of things running in my mind right now..
especially spm! *sigh* hope for at least 4 credits and 1 A and i'll be happy..
im not asking much! :D but i don't think i will get it..
all i can think of is "i'll fail" *sighh*

oh well, don't wanna talk bout spm right now.. let me continue..
ahh yes, msg'es.. here's one..
knew him from a friend of mine.. his from s'pore if im not mistaken~
name yi jie ..
lazy wanna type. let me copy and paste.. xP

[a=1][c=4]Hello [/c][/a] says:
if u my gf good lo..
.•´¯`•. _ x _ ιуй _ x _ .•´¯`•. says:
why good le ?
[a=1][c=4]Hello [/c][/a] says:
aiya
[a=1][c=4]Hello [/c][/a] says:
duno how say lei ....
[a=1][c=4]Hello [/c][/a] says:
very cute lor .....
.•´¯`•. _ x _ ιуй _ x _ .•´¯`•. says:
=.=''' err okeh!
[a=1][c=4]Hello [/c][/a] says:
call ur bf treasure u better .
[a=1][c=4]Hello [/c][/a] says:
u are a good gf=)
.•´¯`•. _ x _ ιуй _ x _ .•´¯`•. says:
hahaa ..
[a=1][c=4]Hello [/c][/a] says:
if ur bf dun treasure u good he stupid liao
.•´¯`•. _ x _ ιуй _ x _ .•´¯`•. says:
lol
[a=1][c=4]Hello [/c][/a] says:
u think ur bf good enuff to u?
.•´¯`•. _ x _ ιуй _ x _ .•´¯`•. says:
hm . yep .. why?
[a=1][c=4]Hello [/c][/a] says:
asking =)
[a=1][c=4]Hello [/c][/a] says:
if u my gf i wont let u sad de lor ...
.•´¯`•. _ x _ ιуй _ x _ .•´¯`•. says:
lol :D :D
[a=1][c=4]Hello [/c][/a] says:
Haizz. ..
[a=1][c=4]Hello [/c][/a] says:
sigh one time = suay 3years =.=
.•´¯`•. _ x _ ιуй _ x _ .•´¯`•. says:
really?
.•´¯`•. _ x _ ιуй _ x _ .•´¯`•. says:
O_o
[a=1][c=4]Hello [/c][/a] says:
some ppl say de . sigh one time suay 3years
[a=1][c=4]Hello [/c][/a] says:
shyt =.= ... i jus now sigh =.=
[a=1][c=4]Hello [/c][/a] says:
die liao lo
.•´¯`•. _ x _ ιуй _ x _ .•´¯`•. says:
lol .. za dao ..
[a=1][c=4]Hello [/c][/a] says:
xiao ke ai .... u stil dun slp ar ? ltr get panda eye den u noe .
.•´¯`•. _ x _ ιуй _ x _ .•´¯`•. says:
hahaa.. i memang got d la
[a=1][c=4]Hello [/c][/a] says:
oic ...
[a=1][c=4]Hello [/c][/a] says:
eh i call u xiao ke ai from now on ar .
.•´¯`•. _ x _ ιуй _ x _ .•´¯`•. says:
hm why?
[a=1][c=4]Hello [/c][/a] says:
hahas .... i love ur cuteness xD
.•´¯`•. _ x _ ιуй _ x _ .•´¯`•. says:
-.- im not cute laa

thanks for the compliments! appreciate it :D
but im not cute.. HMM.. and and i dint know ..
sigh 1 time suay 3 yrs... O_o
thats it for now...
will update after spm!

10:12 AM should she give up? ♥

deborah deborah deborah!
the topic among us! lol the famous "deborah"..
the mysterious one. ( for the ones who haven't seen her before)
kumar's crush, or should i mentioned love oned?
i didn't know he would like her so fast after they meet each other the other day.
love at first sight? maybe.. idk
* does she have feelings towards me? *
this is the question which is bugging him and his friends
and they choose to ask me
why me?
yea, im her friend.. but only a friend..
im not her, i cant tell what's her feeling like..
she already mentioned it and so did i..
now its just up to him ☺

SPM SPM SPM!!! left a few more days *big smiles*

9:21 AM should she give up? ♥

Friday, November 14, 2008

DEBORAH my dear !!!!!!

i want to hear GOOD NEWS from you !!!! =/

bored bored.. my darling's in genting now :( with family and i just finish tuition.. -.0 got nth to write. hmm wait.. let me think..
*thinking*

*thinking*

*thinking*

oh yea , yesterday after maths test went to bliss around 4 something with deb, kumar and my darling :D darling and kumar came after their interview. they got the job O.o and and i got shopping money! yay *claps* LOL back to the topic.. went to bliss and we were suppose to b eating there but dunno why all like dont want to eat like that except for my dear , we drank and talked and talked. kumar and deb both also shy shy! LOL nah la jk. only kumar shy...

p/s: deborah is so gonna kill me for this! hahaa~

after bliss went to my hse and so called "lepak". sit and talked again. but after awhile darling and kumar went back cos' cos' that kumar need to go back before time.. lol small kid xD nah la jk jk. then left me and deb. time for girls talk LOL talked for half an hr then i walk her back then she fetch me home. cos' i kinda force her to fetch me. i love to sit her car and play her radio hahaa. :D bad me! sorry babe!

i so feel like going clubbing right now, but i cant :( SPM! SPM! SPM! aihhh spm is so killing me right now. oh well gambateh! hahaa.

back to studies now i guess.

5:03 AM should she give up? ♥

Sunday, November 9, 2008

its 3 am and im bloggin.. O.o i have alot of stuff in my mind right now. SPM! SPM! SPM! omg its just a day awayyy.. earlier in the evening started studying again, taking out and openin all my sejarah notes, text books and i read and read and read.. and nothing goes in my mind. "waddda" erm hahaa got some la not really nothing. i still can remember erm erm hmm, tamadun indus.. err augutus ceaser. hmm what else.. oh yea, maharaja shih huang ti, if im not mistaken..hahaa and those bab 1 stuff.. so many things to read! grrrrrrrr headache. dad showin his fucked up face again! bloody idiot! oh well whatever with him! dont give a damn. planning to go work after spm! get some cash $.$ "ooh la la" LOL then can go shopping and enjoy... hahaa. aihhh, there's quite alot of pressure on me right now. SPM garhhhh *screamss* pressure pressure pressure.... streesssssssssssssssss laa! lets not talk bout spm. let me release abit~ came online. he came and chatted with me.. calling me leng lui.. [-.- im not la my gawd!] and telling me he missed me. i asked him why. and wher's his girl. and this is what he said :
¶ úúúúú ¶ says:
cause i still love u
¶ úúúúú ¶ says:
i whr got gf
¶ úúúúú ¶ says:
im waiting for u to accept me back
I say:
no merh? that time u told me u got ..
¶ úúúúú ¶ says:
bluf u oni
I say:
hmm . why do u choose to lie?
¶ úúúúú ¶ says:
dun wan to let u think more
I say:
about wad ?
¶ úúúúú ¶ says:
ntg ntg
¶ úúúúú ¶ says:
just that i miss u a lot.
I say:
erm okeh .
¶ úúúúú ¶ says:
miss your voice too.. the way u blek me.. i miss it
I say:
lol.
I say:
why do u miss me so much?
¶ úúúúú ¶ says:
its the feeling that i have for u

i hate people lie'ing to me. i dont like it! i dont like guys who sweet talk also. i can sense that your thinking what/how to ans me. or mayb im wrong. whatever it is. i dont want to write anymore. thats it for now.. hmm SPM SPM SPM!!! *screamss* haihx.

will update after spm! =/

gOoD lUcK tO all thOsE wHo's sittiNg foR SPM!

all tHe bEsT! :)

11:07 AM should she give up? ♥