forget the risk, take the fall :D

Sunday, December 28, 2008

hmm.. been with hubby ytd, was quite happy.. cos' on our 3rd month anniversary something happened :'(

that bloody bitch!! *grrrrrr* knew ppl got gf d still disturbing.. got no fuckin life?! find someone else la! one more time, ur so gonna get from me! i don care what i do! but i know its so gonna make u regret! im friendly if u are but if ur not im sorry! i wont b good to u! so bitch, F**K OFF!

anyways, not in the mood now so ill let the pix do the talking ayte :)

before goin barcelona..

to celebrate tee sinn's birthday!

darling and me

in kumar's car :D

the birthday boys!

deborah and me..

while waitin for kumar and deb

finished up their privacy!! LOL

muacks!

kumar and deb and his dirty car!

lovely couple :D

tipsy ladies! LOL

:D

darling's friends!
hubby, [ erm idk whats his name], tee sinn and kumar

deb dancing ignoring kumar!

hahaa

kesian him..

the end!

5:24 AM should she give up? ♥

Sunday, December 21, 2008

got a call just now from my dear's friend..

told me his outside my hse.. ask me come out i was like O.o

so went out wid deb,kumar and tee sinn.

we walked to the field, sat ther and chat.. hmm..

took some pictures too xD went to the field yesterday and today.. hahaa..

dont know why i love to go to the field lately in the middle of the night so much -.-

yesterday:

deborah :D

her un finished food!

deb: not yet ready la Lyn. ish!

lyn: lol sorrayee.. here again again..

* smile *

hmm.. am i smoking?

or just faking it? hahaa find out urself!

today:

kumar and deborah..

lyn: ayo.. why so emo? smile laa! :)

lyn: oops! too dark..

sorraye! again again..

lyn: there.. much better..

*heeeee*

tee sinn tryin to see whether he can fit in.. hahaa..

and he fitted.

kumar's face .. kacau laa!

LOL

hmm after all that..

they walk me home at 1..

gotta sleep now! nights..

xoxo~

12:31 PM should she give up? ♥

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

hmm went to the vip party in barcelona today.. damn packk..
loads of malays.. dislike malays who went in ther.. no offence but im no racist..
just that some malay's will drink until they're drunk or something then they'll start fighting..
like today, one malay dude threw the cup on the floor and start argue'ing and so..
oh come on, barcelona and CLUBS is a place to enjoy, dance and drink
not a fighting rink.. thats why they called it clubs!!
SORRY, if i offended u or so!
just dislike ppl fighting for no reason or just cos' they 'em song only..
no point fighting la..
will only get bruises and broken bones or mayb die!
anyways went there with my boii :D and a couple of friends..

saw loads of other friends there.. and kept askin me to drink
so yep drank but not tipsy.. grrr -.-
oh well.. went home early cos' darling's friend had to go back and sleep, tomoro got work
hmm.. had fun cos darling's with me :) <3
i miss the times we went to clubs together =/
love him so much..

here's the picturess :...

kisses for my dear :)

kumar and deborah
dont they look lovely together?
hahaa ..
deb's so gonna kill me when she see's this xP

deborah, me and darling :)

*puff's* LOL

pose pose pose! xD

went mamak after clubbing..

thats all :).. toodlles!

11:33 AM should she give up? ♥

Friday, December 12, 2008

Me, right here.
See me and recognize my pain!

I tell you I'm fine because that's all you want to hear.
But if you asked me and really wanted to know I'd say I wasn't sure.

I'm sad, I'm lost and a little blue.

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See’ing him cry every night,

See’ing him lost someone he love most,
See’ing him thinking back,
All the memories he had,
See’ing him sad day by day,
Oh how my heart aches..

How I wish I could do something to make him feel better :(

8:42 PM should she give up? ♥

was so bz until can't come on9 to update!

hmm so here it is ...

on dec 9

i followed deborah to sunway to print out her assignments
i was so bored so i decided to leave her alone without disturbing her doin her stuff LOL
so i went pyramid alone to walk while waiting for her to finish up her work!
took some pix while i was ther..

love the top

but it makes me look more fatter :(

dinner in pyramid

deb with her delicious banana muffin
LOL

this stupid machine..

took us 15 minutes to pay a gawd damn parking ticket..

we kept putting in coin's cause we had loads of 'em

but the damn machine dont wanna accept it

sheesh!

while walking and see'ing clothes i got a call from darling's friend
he told me something really sad that happened..
after i heard it, i cried.. and i told deborah about it. i was thinking...
no wonder i feel something is wrong but dint knew what it is! :(

ate dinner there while i was worried about dear.. dint know how he feel and so on

i don dare call and bugg him.. after dinner went to the parking lot and deb drove me home
while in the car i called him to check whether his fine, he dint pick up
when im outside my hse, he called and he was like kinda angry..
he said i was the 1st one who knew what happened.

he even said he msg me in the afternoon but i got the msg in the evening..

my dear im so sorry!

later at night, deborah called me to go barcelona and drink! she knew i was damn sad

so she called me go and relax myself.. went there drank quite alot..
when i was in the car darling called ask me whether i wanna stay over at his hse and acompany him.. i told him im goin barce now.. ill come over later then he said ok.. i was so worried i kept rushing deborah and aida to go back my hse to pack some stuff then fetch me to his hse..

sorry babe's! need both of u to send me there and not letting u girls to hv fun on that day :( here's a pix of both the hot babe's!

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on dec 10

woke up at 7a.m.. can't sleep.. i dont normally wake up this early nowadays but i did that day.

lying on the bed beside darling, looking at him sleeping,

he was just closing his eyes, i dont think he slept :(

after we woke up, clean up and all, went downstairs saw his parents, auntie's and uncle's there..
he ate breakfast, then send me home.. reached home then slept ntil 6pm only wake up..
after that bath and everything darling came and fetch me to his hse for some service thingy..
*sigh* loads of ppl were there.. friends and family,relatives visiting... went back home around 1 something.. i hate see'ing him sad! :(

on dec 11

at night went barcelona celebrate deborah's b'day.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BABE!!

..birthday girl dancing..

i pulak go kacau her LOL ..

i enjoyed.. saw yoey,yumiko and yii yii :) dance with 'em ontop of the bar table..

hmm wanted to get the invitation from the dj and he gave me..

but he ask me to dance ontop the bar only i can get it O.o i was like wadda...
oh well, went up there alone then saw yii yii.. pulled her up and dance with me...
forgotten to take pic with 'em =/
hmm, here's some pix i took with the b'day girl and her friends...

some gay fella[erik], deb and me

alot of ppl said i fat d :(

oh gosh!!!

aida,deb and me

..me and deb..

after clubbing we went ss 15..

at her friend's studio

while waiting for her friend we camwhore a lil :D

deb, some cute fella and me..

idk how to spell his name .. sorraye!

after that we went mamak.. ate a lil then went back home.. while she was driving i camwhore :D disturbing her kao kao hahaa...

her b'day present from aida LOL

some whitening lotion hahaa...

thats all for now!

xoxo!

4:46 PM should she give up? ♥

Monday, December 8, 2008

i felt so left out and lonely :( its been quite awhile i felt like this.
my dear has been so bz with his own stuff and he dint really spend time with me *sob sob*
but cant blame him also.. he hv to take care his bro *sigh*
came on9 just now.. Meyer start chatting with me and askin me to intro girls to him LOL cos he noticed his gf loves his money and not him! how sad.. when want to buy stuff or go shopping only find him.. WHAT A *****
so intro Fibee to him but she got no interest hahaa. sorry babe! =/ i just dont wan see u sad anymore
and he knows.. so he asked me again.. intro others?!
LOL he seemed desperate.. then i told him hmm there's no others .. my other girlfriends all got their boii d..

and guess what..

unexpectedly he said..

got.. u lor.

i laughed! and ask him why would u like me. im not ur type?!
he said cos i care for my bf and all.. O.o speechless.. LOL
he wants to meet me when he came back from .... err forgotten wher he went.. this is something i dislike about me [ short term memory lost ] ish!

hmm hmm its now 6 am and i cant sleep :(
aihhh worry my dear laa! ish! all his fault hahaa..
make me cannot sleep! now got eyebaggs d *grrrr*

darling darling ...

10:39 PM should she give up? ♥

Thursday, December 4, 2008

im done with SPM :D
hmm went clubbing with a couple of friends just now..
was quite happy until i got back home =/

i now realise ...
i've been a fucked up, useless daughter and sister who always make her mom and brother heart sinked :(
i'm so self-centred not thinking how my brother and my mom thinks and how much they cared about me :(
IM SO SORRY for making you two worry about me all the time..
IM REALLY REALLY SORRY! :'(
im gonna remember what my brother told me today..
its so true. and i dint realise it before..
iszit too late for me to regret? yes? no? idk..

i dont know what to do now.. anyone can tell me?!
i plan to go for holiday in penang.. go shop for x'mas, new yr's and cny...
i want to buy something for my brother and my mom while im there..
but i dont know what to buy for them!
can anyone help me and tell me what's best to buy for my two love ones?!

i really really will appreciate your help :D

once again, MOMMY and KOR KOR im so so very SORRY!
i dont hv the courage to apologies myself face to face.. so yeah , i blog it.. =/

1:04 PM should she give up? ♥