Friday, July 31, 2009
my blog is damn dead.
sorry people.. here's all the updates (:
anyways gonna copy a lil from jen's blog.. haha. lazy wanna type xD
so the ones i copied will be in diff colour and credits to her! :D
me and jennifer went to taman negara to work for the pharmaniaga event on the 25 july..
something like amazing race..
this is the marshal tag we have to wear (:
and also a whistle.

we also hv this attendance list to write down the cars which had arrived,
tick for car decorations,
for which team is friendly,
for team work/helping each other,
no complaints,
and always smiling.
which all of it has points counted.
There are 3 pitstops along the way before we reach Taman Negara. Lentang, Kerdau, and Jerantut.
First challenge is the Durian challenge in Lentang. Teams are required to open the durians with their hands only and eat as much as they can. The one which can eat the most in ten minutes wins the challenge.

the durian eating challenge task.
when the people 1st arrive,
told them to go towards the rounded shaped area &
waited for instructions given by the marshals.
and then they start.
after finishing the task
they have to pick up the durians and throw at the bins provided.
if not their points will be deducted.
after all that we still need to keep them waiting
cos the other marshals at another pitstop is still doing their job
preparing and all.
so we let them chill, take pictures, eat breakfast, chit chat and all.
cars cars cars..
hmm its amazing.
they drove really really fast. O_o
its like not more than 5 minutes we waited for them to reach..
this was the last team to arrived.
they were quite smart.
using something they found just to open it.
cos they were the last so we just let them do it la.
we were rushing to another pit stop anyways.
so let them do it fast. haha.
while waiting for us to let them off to the next challenge..
they sat in the car and
took some pictures.
2nd challenge at Kerdau is the Roti Canai challenge. Contestants have to make the roti canais themselves, and one of the team members have to food the other one whilst blindfolded.
3rd challenge is held in Jerantut. Contestants are required to eat as much Durian curry they can.
for this challenge
only 2 person from 1 team
can only be in the shop to finish the durian curry.
eat eat & eat.
see they all like damn suffering eating this durian curry. LOL
to tell you the truth. it stinks ):
i felt like vomittin when i was near them when their eatin.
even eddy say so it really stinks. cant even breath right. ROFL.
after eatin all of them gather around
to take pictures again..
and to take the 4th challenge slip
which guides them to that destination.
the 4th challenge is held at a sawmill on the way to taman negara where they'll hv to pick up 500g of palm oil seeds. not more not less.. After all that, we finally arrived to the last location and proceed with the final challenge.At Taman Negara, we had to take a boat and cross the river to get to the canopy walk.

took this when we're on our way down to the boat.
the marshals went there 1st to put signs and all.. BLAH!
and the contestants were nicely resting, having their tea time
in an air condition hall with nice music's. -.-
the floating boat stalls :D
the ang moh's
visiting taman negara.
saw alot of ang moh's there..
some hawt ones too :D
joyce and million jie (:
12:58 PM should she give up? ♥
Friday, July 24, 2009
gonna be goin to taman negara in one and a half hour..
working! ): garh!
now its already 3.00am..
looks like im not gonna be sleeping..
will update soon..
.xoxo.
12:05 PM should she give up? ♥
went euphoria on wednesday.. saw him but both of us dint talk to each other. which is damn sad ): when i saw my friends there, all of us hug each other. when i was huggin my old primary school mate he was looking.. actually he looked at everyone i hug.. i saw his face expression is weird tho.. but mayb its just me =/ his friends say he might be jealous.. so i text him instead of talkin face to face, asking him why is he ignoring/avoiding me. he say he wasnt.. i asked him if he wasnt why isnt he talking to me. he said his shy.. -.- i was actually moody that night.. because i fought with my parents.. i dont know what i was thinking.. i blew every chances that i had ): he came to me n say hi, i just smiled at him without sayin anything.. and he might be angry at me and i dont blame him..
girlf's : said just ignore this kind of people.. his just nobody.. if he want's to treat you this way let it be.. there's others out there..
guy friends :
1st person : dont worry.. dia lam you jugak. confess to him..
2nd person : tell him how you feel.. dont just let it be..
3rd person ( his best friend ) : talk to him. talk it out..
i really really dont wanna get hurt, i dont wanna be sad anymore ):
every of my friends think im happy but they dont know anything about me.
even my own parents.. which is very sad..
my mom thinks i got thin is because i smoke! WTF! its all not like that. its cos' i dint eat im stress up and sad.. blah blah blah! no one know's.. BLAHHHHHh! grrrrrrrrr!
you never really leave a place or a person you love..
part of them you take with you, leaving a part of yourself behind!
10:56 AM should she give up? ♥
Friday, July 17, 2009
thanks to my friends who came all the way to my hse,
bring me out and cheer me up!
i really appreaciate it (:
everything changed..
was out with a friend. was quite happy but after that my mood changed.
it was surprising for me to had see him with his girl right infront of me twice.. i told my friend that's my ex. he just kept quiet and changed topic.. i dont know whether he know's that im sad but i rather not spoil the mood when he ask me why am i so quiet, i just answered im thinking about somethings.. and he asked me to go with him to mist @ bangsar at night.. so i went with him and a couple of friends.. there's a fashion show event going on.. later on he got emo and angry at me. i dint know why.. i asked his friends is he angry at me. all of them said no. his just like that. i don believe them cos' i can feel that his angry at me. i dont know why. so i just let him be and i enjoyed myself but partly im also kinda pissed.. after everything end he fetched me home.. reached home i told him i wanna talk.. he just answered " now? " then i was like -.- nvm.. i went in and he drove off.. after finish cleaning up i msg'ed him asking him :
her: are you angry at me?
him: kind of.
her: can i know why?
him: i want to be alone now. let you know when im awake. sorry.
her: im sorry for whatever i've done to make you angry i really dont know what i did wrong.
im really sorry. good night. sweet dreams.
him: you did nothing wrong. go sleep. good night. sweet dreams too.
after that msg he didnt talk to me anymore... are guys that hard to understand? im that type of girl who doesnt like to make ppl get angry.. when i did something wrong i would apologize.. but this time i really dint know what i did.. he let it be just like that and ignore everything.. -.- anyways whatever it is.. im really sorry!
another friend of mine. a very close friend just sent this sentences to me without saying anything..
its so hard to lose the one you love
to finally have to say goodbye
you try to be strong
but the pain keeps holding on
all that you can do is cry.
1:05 PM should she give up? ♥
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
a friend of mine asked me to translate a chinese letter for him but i dont know chinese so i asked another friend of mine.. so he type in english and sent to me when i read it i really felt like crying. the letter its almost the same as what happened a few months back.. the part where she wrote :
when im sick your always the medicine..
it reminds me alot of you.. when i read the letter it really really hurts. every word in it reminds me of you.
she even wrote :
im letting you go its not because i dont love you.. its because i dont know how to love you anymore.. its because you've sacrifice too much it makes me felt your burden.. you already been the most important person in my life..
the part where she wrote im letting you go its not because i dont love you.. its so true.. i didnt mention it to you.. mayb i should but nothing will change.. i miss ur text msg'es, i miss ur calls, i miss ur warm hugs, i miss ur afternoon visits, i miss ur surprises, i miss everything!
11:53 AM should she give up? ♥
Thursday, July 9, 2009
everywhere, everyone have seen and heard this sentence..
don leave the one you love for the one you like
cos' the one u like will leave you for the one he/she loves
think back of my past.. maybe this is true.. i see all my friends happy with their other half it sort of makes me wanna cry and im happy for them.. but for the others i tried my very best to be by their side so they wont think all the silly things they can do. 1 of my dearest friend, a very close friend to me, she called me the other day cryin on the phone, tellin me what happened.. its hard to see my dearest friend got hurt.. its even harder for me whenever this things happened, it makes me think back of him.. those memories, those pictures, those gifts, those sms'es are left unforgetable..
my dear friend, if u're reading my blog be strong alright (: ill always b there for you..
same goes to all my other friends. =)
.i still love you.
.nothing changed.
1:41 AM should she give up? ♥