Thursday, August 27, 2009
Sila layan kebosananku
Hello again…here come the chaotic minded girl again. I woke up with a big smile on my face today. It’s about my dream last night…it might sound silly but I kind of like it. At least nice sweet dream is all I got. I dreamt of Adam from AF2…laugh out loud if you wish to.
It was a reunion of my old school or something like that. There were Zahid AF2 and some other friends that I recognize…it’s the last day of the reunion and we were staying at a hotel. The last activity is called the “fortune cookies”…I took one of it. Its kind of a fun activity…some says what is written in the cookies is actually real and based on our real life! In my cookie, there’s a note written…” If you admire a guy in silence, this is the best moment for you to ask him for a drink”…without hesitate, this guy face suddenly popped up in my mind. I look around, my friends were getting ready to leave the hotel and head back home. Some of them have tears in their eyes, some of them were hugging and some guys were doing the hip hop style of goodbye.
I look around but I can’t find the face that’s in my mind…I ask a few friends and they told me that he’s already in the hotel getting ready to checked out from the hotel. My heart started to stumble around. Thinking I’ll never have the chance to have a drink with him. If I failed, my heart will breaks into uncountable pieces and I refuse to feel that. I walked to his room and knocked a few times. Then he appears at the door. My heart was like has been struck by lightning!
“Are you about to leave?” I asked.
“Yep, just to pack up a few more stuff and I’ll be out…why?” he replied. I enjoy every single word that came out from his mouth. His eyes were like no others and his smile were better than Brad Pitt or Tom Cruise.
“No, nothing…I’m just thinking maybe you want to have a drink before you leave?” my heart beating even faster! I felt nervous waiting for his answer.
“Urm…maybe some other time. I’m really in kind of hurry. So sorry, nae.”
Then I can hear my own heart cracked into pieces. I still try to put some smiley face, trying to be nice. I was thinking, some other time? When could that be? Will we be seeing each other after this particular moment? Will he remember me even after we head back to our own life?
“No its okay, I could possibly understand…but just curious when will it be the next time?” I asked with tears starting to fill my eyes.
“Don’t worry, we’ll keep in touch…” he replied.
“Okay then…have a nice journey”
“Thanks…take care…bye”
“Okay, bye Adam…” but my heart refuses to say goodbye.
I walked to the hotel cafeteria and have some drink before I went back to the hotel to pack up my stuff. Then come Zahid and Kaer joining me with the drink. They asked me about my sad face and I just keep it silence. I changed the topic…suddenly Zahid raised his hand and waived to someone. Then I heard a voice at my back.
“May I join you guys?”
“Sure, Adam! Come and sit with us…” Kaer invited him. I was stunned and surprised.
“I thought you were leaving” I tried to say a few words to him.
“Yeah, but on the second thought, why don’t I have a drink before I continue with my boring journey?”
“Adam, you just have to deal with your alter ego…ha ha actually me and Kaer are about to leave. See you guys next time ok?” Zahid suddenly want to leave the table.
I was just smiling in my heart. Once they left, I started the conversation between us.
“So, what your fortune cookies tells you?”
“That’s an interesting question. It says ‘you don’t have to stand taller than you are’ and I still wondering what the hell is that suppose to mean…”
“Whatever it is, I think you know what it means and agree with what it means. If not, you won’t be here sitting and having a drink with me…”
“Wow, that’s complicated…”
I enjoy the next every minute watching his eyes, his smile and listen to his soft voice. I love the way he laughs.
And then suddenly I woke up from my dream because I heard my naughty niece knocking on my door and shouting, ” Ashuuuu (mak su)”…then I said to myself, “I’m gonna kill this girl”…just kidding la! How could I kill my own niece?
It’s a miracle how I can remember every single detail of our conversation. This was one of the best dream I ever had…even though its just a dream but it taste like almost a reality. And that dream beats together with me the whole day. I’m still trying to figure out what does my dream means.
Sometimes I believe in my own dream…of course for good thing only…otherwise, I just let it be a dream…people might think I live in fantasy but the truth is fantasy keep us living. Till then dear blog…I hope a guy that I can love like I love Adam in my dream will appear before its too late. Adios….
Posting flashback...
Here I go again…sitting in my room cannot move too much today because of my migraine…my “bf” who always come around whenever he likes (referring to migraine lah!)…aku rasa spek mata aku ni makin tak power sebab aku rasa cam tgk skrin nih pun cam kembang-kembang jer…hukhuk banyak nyer bende nak kena wat harini walaupun aku on medical leave….nak kena pi amik mc dan probably injection (injek lagik!), pergi optometrist nak check power spek, nak pegi bank utk buat pelaburan dalam skim terbaru nih…nak jual saham ASB yg seblom nih…adeh ini medical leave ke per nih…takdak masa nak rehat pun…dan kena bank in duit kat seller jam dalam Emily Strange dlm lelong.com.my ~ sigh…bila agak aku leh tido utk rehatkan kepala aku nih…knapa laaa aku megren padahal takdak la stress pun keja aku…Cuma banyak tgk tulisan dan computer…hmmm maybe sebab tu kot power spek aku makin naik….malasnya nak dengar doktor berleter satgi…silap2 aku yg injek doktor tu kang…haritu cakap aku kurang vitamin la apa la sebab tu kuku naik bunga kuku putih2…nyampah la doktor nih…
Actually aku ni dah takdak benda nak cerita kot…dan takdak tempat ak share apa yg ada dlm kepala otak aku nih…maklumla aku spesis pelik sket (seangkatan dgn rakan2 ku)….cengginih..pagi tadik lepas subuh, aku makan roti sebab nak telan ubat…pastu masuk bilik balik nak cari novel2 yg boleh dibaca semula(takdak masa nak beli baru hukhuk) pastu ngiang ngioooonggg nyamuk 4-6 ekor dlm bilik aku…kurang asam betui, berani dia terbang depan2 muka aku…aku pun amik spray, spray satu bilik muahahaha matilah korang semua…then aku letak kepala sat nak kasi stabil kepala aku yg berat sebelah nih…tetiba tup! (bunyi yg direka) jatuhla sekor nyamuk suku nyawa nak mampus sebab kena spray…jatuh dalam jarak 3 jari dari muka aku…padan muka(dlm hati la)…then aku tetiba dtg idea gila pepagi nih…aku dok memain dgn nyamuk yg dok tergedik2 nak mati tu…aku buat2 cam dlm emergency room…heee nak tau contoh dialog aku..tapi sure korang akan kata aku gila kan tapi aku tak kesah sebab aku tak gila cuma aku gila-gila ja atau hippie…cengginih aku memain dgn nyamuk tu…konon2 aku nih doktor la kan(choyy)…
“Oh oh we’re losing him! 500 mg morfin now!” maser nih kaki nyamuk tu ok lagi pastu tetiba tergawang2 di udara cam nazak gilerr aah… “Its not good, he’s having a seizure! 300 mg tranquilizer, nurse!”…pastu kaki dia makin tergawang2…aku pun merepek sesorang aku “We have no choice, we have to perform the bypass or his family has to buy a nice beautiful coffin on the next two hour! How are they going to get the coffin in short time? At least kena tempah 2 hari baru siap…kalau yg nak siap hari ni jugak, keranda tak dapat tapi kotak barang dapat la”…so buat la bypass konon..tetiba nyamuk tuh terpusing2 skit cam nak try terbang balik…tak sedar diri punya nyamuk… “He’s having another seizure! Give him all tranquilizer that we have in the drawer so that I can do the bypass! I cant do anything if he keeps moving around!” then lepas tu aku dengan tak sengaja tercabut kaku nyamuk tu… “Oh my god! I’m sorry I have to perform the amputation because he moves a lot!”…then nyamuk tu makin slow pergerakan dan akhirnya tak bergerak langsung….”Tut…tut…tut…tuuuuuuuuuuuttt….I’m sorry, we lost him…time of death, 732 am”….
begitulah tamatnya riwayat nyamuk dalam bilik aku ekekek…inilah akibatnya terlalu banyak tgk siri House atau Third Watch mueheh…
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Hasrul Gimme 5!!


pak munawer dalam zombie kpg pisang kata...comey gi-le!! wakakkakakak
p/s: aku tk terlibat...aku TOLONG je ok wakakka
Monday, August 24, 2009
Ibu & Harraz Against The...??
so tghari lepas lunch...eh silap puasa la hehehe...aku ngan mak ngan harraz pi la spital...sampai dalam 145 t/hari gitu...pastu aku ngan harraz tunggu je dlm keta sbb aku tkmo bawak harraz keluar esp kat area hospital yg banyak org sakit...oo tidak...kalau GMC ok kot ahakss...demand? yes that's how you spell my name ahakss...
then sementara tunggu mak abah setel amik ubat, amik surat segala adoi dekat sejam gak weh...aku dgn anakku yg seorang itew dok merepek dlm kereta hehe...nyanyi menari lagi twinkle2 la...10 little indian boys la...so sambil2 tu ada rakam skit2 kelaku harraz...
skrg harraz dah pandai wave ( since 8 mos ++)...pandai tunjuk gesture 'habis'...puk amai2 tu lama dah la kan...geleng2 kepala utk 'tkmau'...cak cekak tu malu2...kadang2 je buat tktau apa pasai...
then skrg pkataann yg dia suka sebut: Ayemmmmmm...jatuh (or something sounds like it)...
suka bebel2...then boleh stop mengeluh jap pastu sambung lg...ikut sapa ni ek...ngehhh
enjoy the vids...
--buhbyeeee--
--puk amai2 sambil marah ibu--
--habehhhhh + tkmau2 --
--harraz says 'jatuh'--
Friday, August 21, 2009
BeAuTiFuL BaBy SeArCh CoNtEsT " LoOkIng fOr BEAUTIFUL PRiNcE & PrInCeSS

syarat2 utk join contest ni:
1. jd follower Mommy_Zara : DONE
2. sila add banner di atas pada sidebar : DONE
3. buat special entry utk contest ini dan sertakn sekali satu picture baby uols yg comey! dan satu picture baby bersama mommy atau daddy! kedua2 gambar akan diambil markah.: DONE
4. sile nyatakan skali nama baby dan umur baby. tips: gambar baby comey dgn aksi bersahaja tp masih mengekalkan kecomelannya mungkin menjadi pilihan juri : DONE
5.sila nyatakan bila gambar diambil.: DONE
6. link kn blog Mommy_Zara . sila tinggalkn comment bila dh siapkn entry k...DONE
inilah gambar yg nae nk try luck utk Harraz....
Nama Anak: Izz Harraz Syauqi bin Che Rashimi
Usia: 10 bulan
Gambar diambil pada 16 Mei 2009 masa first time bawak Harraz gi Cameron Highlands
-ini pic Harraz & abah di butterfly farm Cameron Highlands pada 17 Mei 2009-
*A.L.E.R.T*semua baby yg manjadi peserta mestilah dr umur....newborn ------------------------> 3 thnfor those yg single, uolls juga bleh sertai contest ni & syarat menghantar gambar seperti diatas haruslah dipenuhi..contest bermula dari 11 August 09 hingga 31 August 09
Award!! Award!!
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Tag Penaya Org
Abah...
"abah masuk wad pkul 1 pg td...sesak nafas...la ni depa dah bawak pi GH, ambulans tinggai mak"
aku...."hah??"
mmg 2 days seblom tu masa aku kat umah mak, abah dah tk sehat...batuk2 teruk...phlegm congested kat chest...aku dah suruh pi nebs kat Klinik Murni tp wat dekk ja cam cakap ngan kusi...
then mak cakap isnin abah komplen sakit mcm gastrik...t/hari abah menggelupur sakit gastrik katanya tp tk contact mak atau aku pun...dok diam sorang2...dah masuk wad baru cerita...
kul 8 abah pi kinik murni amik ubat gastrik...lepas mkn lega skit katanya then terlena...kul 1 pg abah terjaga, merangkak cari mak (abah tido luar sbb lemas tido tempat berkurung masa dia tk sehat)...muka dah pucat lesi, tk boleh bernafas...mak kelam kabut ketuk kedai depan rumah mintak pak aji tlg hantaq pi spital...call spital semua ambulans out...leh gitu???
mujo pak aji tidoq kt kedai mlm tu...sampai ER, doc bg morfin + ubat gastrik...abah still mengerang sakit then doc cakap...this is not gastric, this is a heart attack...
hmmm then tsfer gi GH...pagi2 kul 7 kuar rumah hantar harraz gi neseri, balik amik mak then terus gi GH...abah ditempatkan kat CCU (coronary care unit)...first tgk abah mmg meleleh ayaq mata...lembek...pucat...letih...nampak kurus sangat!! pg tu abah boleh cakap sikit2 saja la...
t/hari dah getting better...ada darah tersumbat dalam salur darah yg membaluti jantung...kolesterol level very high...6.5...itu la suruh thorough check up tkmau...mengaku sehat walafiat...degil....hish...
later the same day dah boleh tsfer ke CRW (coronary rehabilitation ward)...so boleh la mak tunggu sekali...mak pun satu, aku suh pakai mask kat spital tkmau...nnt infected kan susah...
2nd day kat CRW abah dah nampak much better...boleh bangun pi mandi kencing sendiri...siap bleh halau kami balik lagi tuh yg tk tahan...iskk...sakit buat mcm tk sakit...
apa2 pun harap ni pengajaran kat abah utk:
- kurangkan la sebanyak mungkin makan gulai...
- banyak mkn sayoq
- SILA BRENTI MEROKOK...ni arahan kerajaan langit nih!!
- bawak2 berehat sama...superman pun ada time nk rehat
- pi la letak jawatan yg dok ada tu...tensen tgk ke sana ke sini sampai xdak can nk rehat...
It's Not Always Those That Lose Their Cool Needing Help
If you appear to keep your cool, but are internalizing all of your anger, you run a greater chance of becoming clinically depressed as depression is often defined as anger turned internal. Walking around holding in a ton of negative energy will eventually start to weigh a person down. The mere act of just waking up in the morning when you are angry and depressed can take all of the energy you have allotted for the day, making every hour more difficult to get through.
Not only will storing pent up anger lead to depression, but it can shorten your lifespan. Anger triggers the hormone adrenaline which originates from the adrenal gland located on the kidneys. Researchers have formulated theories that constant stimulation of the adrenal gland may lead to high blood pressure and high cholesterol, both of which are precursors to heart disease. It has also been theorized that the constant running of the adrenal system can also lead to the immune system becoming depressed, causing a person to be sick more often and possibly even allowing cancer to move into the body. All of these problems can and will shorten the lifespan of a person.
Many times when you hear of a person that goes "postal" in the workplace, you hear their colleagues stating that they would have never guessed that particular person to do such a thing. They state that their co-worker was so quiet and never had anything mean to say about anyone. Such a person can only take so much before actually snapping which is what eventually may happen after years of carrying around pent up anger.
Knowing that anger doesn't only manifest itself in the common rage form is the first step of the battle.
Sooo my komen: thank God i'm not a good rage keeper hehe...at least i'll burst it out here in the blog...well who knows, it does help...A LOT! without me having to scold any1...
Monday, August 17, 2009
Hari Jualan yg tak best
hari Ahad lepas (kemarin) ada hr jualan...aku yg semangat kekampongan ni pi la kan...in fact balik minggu ni sbb nk gi situ ja...tp bila pi hampeh!! keciwon!! cam nk hangen pun ada...tp tkpe sempat jgak aku berkata2 sepatah dua kata...
harraz sejak 2 minggu ni agak hyper skit bila jumpa org...maybe sbb 2 minggu kebelakangan ni banyak jumpa orang2 baru kot...tkpe la janji anak ibu ni happening + tk takut org...
-sejurus seblom puting dhia kena snatch ngan harraz-
-heee tk malu geget toys org len-
Cerita Sabtu
lepas bfast bermula la rutin weekend ku...sidai baju yg dah basuh mlm seblom tu (mesin manual)...then lipat baju2 yg tertunggak 2-3 hr kadang ahakss...sambil2 tu basuh lg baju2 yg ada...lipat la baju sambil bergelut dgn anak teruna sorang tu...pusing rata satu rumah atas walker...apa2 la janji bahagia...lepas siap simpan2 baju harraz ngantuk nk tido...so tidokan dia...join tido sekali?? oo tidak...not during his morning nap...kalau join alamat house chores tk siap...
lepas dia tido tgk tv jap...WIPEOUT kat AXN...adoi sungguh tk tahan lawak tgk kelaku peserta...abeh cita tu aku pun jalankan misi kemas peti ais + dapur....banyak yg aku nk buang je esp ubat2 hubby yg bertimbun mcm nk bukak farmasi...hmm banyak gak la yg aku buang...then basuh2 tupperware utk simpan dlm kotak...sidai baju 2nd round...basuh baju2 harraz plak...sapu sampah satu rumah....pheww....ponat jugok lew...
kul 1215 jenguk anak teruna ku itu tk bangun2 lg kew...tido kul 10 pg td...tgk2 dok cak cekak udang gamit sorang dlm buai sambil ngomel sorang2...heheheh...angkat dia then bg mamam then mandi....dok jap hubby call cakap kelas abeh awai...ptt 330, kul 1 dah abeh...lorrr aku tk masak la dah igt abeh kul 330 sbb selalu mmg dia kuar lunch dgn kawan2...aku? mkn roti jer...
then hubby beli je nasi dalcha kat pekan jelutong, aku order cucoq udang je...
lepas makan tu aku hajat nk main red alert...masa tu dah kul 315...hubby nk tido jap ngan harraz sbb lepas asar nk balik lek lau...aku kemas2 beg baju...dok jap dengaq harraz dok bergaduh apa dgn abah dia...pi la tgk...lapaq susu kot...buat la susu...game dok on tu kat lappy...sekali bagi susu dgn aku2 lena + abahnya...hahha...
aku terjaga dr tidurku itu apabila terasa ada siku landing kat perut aku...o tidakkk...anakku dah bangun?? baru kul 4?? satnya tidoq!!
ades...bangun kutip2 baju...siap2, lepas solat asar, balik lek lau...mlm tu penat jgn cakap la tp titon lewat gak layan tv eheheh
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Perabot mulai masukkkk
Friday, August 14, 2009
Apekah???

tau la korank geng2 cha-ya-nun-alip ni antaq anak pi confinement center...ahad malam anto, ptg jumaat amik...pehtu hidup sukaria mcm org bujang...alasan:senang loh tk payah hantar ambik hari2...
ni aku nk kasi advice blkg tabir...kalau u mau senang u tak payah belanak lagi senang loh...pungkoq tatak jatuh, te**k tadak kundur...hahahha siot je ayat...
kesian anak2 tk kenai bau ketiak mak bapak...tu esok besaq jd mcm2 tu...pastu esok tua, anak kerja pi hantaq mak bapak rumah org tua2...seminggu sekali ka, sbulan sekali ka, setahun sekali ka sekali sekala dalam 10 thn baru pi amik...sbb apa? alah dulu wa kicik2 wa punya ama sama apa ini macam juga buat lohhh...manyak sinang...amik!!
Ades ades...
"Boleh aja...... nanti beritahu pukul berapa ye...
Teletime ditayagkan semula dkt panggung... g tgk nak?
Tp aku rasa kena bawa bantal siap2 kot... for sure didodoikan dgn citer tue... mesti tlena...
Hampa semua tahu x lagi yg pyanyi kimpulan rabbit dah meninggal?"
baru aku tau ada kimpulan rabbit kat mesia ni...ahahhahaha
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Puk amai ok...cak cekak...no...
di atas permintaan...ku hapload jua vid ni...ni mak buyong punya hal la...aku segan tahap gaban nk load sbb ada suara latar yg sungguh sakitkan telinga aku...please low down the volume kalau tkmo kena heart attack...
pic ni masa pakdin kawen kat lunas....bulan 5 lepas tk silap...tk igt dah aku pon...harraz puk amai2 dia tau la...kalau cak cekak udang gamit mmg dia ------- blur...kalau cak cekak dia stone tk reti nk buat apa...skrg dah reti tp blkg2 ibu dia buat la time ibu tk suh buat...prektis ye cayang...heheh
aku sedia menerima kutukan hatta kritikan di atas suara ku yg larii pitching @ melodi...
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Sesi Luahan Lagi...
pernah dengar pkataan: kucing menyalin [COPYCAT]??
selain hipokrit + pengencing (penipu) + cakap belit2 macam keling dongga, manusia dgn penyakit di atas la yg aku ckup nyampah...
derang ni caner tau...kita buat A...depa pun buat A...beli A...depa pun beli A...
kalau yg aku sorang notice tu maybe leh kata la aku ni paranoid....kalau 3-4 org pun cakap benda yg sama?? apa aku ni dlm kelab paranoid ker?
dulu kolej @ housemate ada la perangai buruk camni...mmg buruk tahap H1N1...naik menyampah semua org dibuatnya...kadang cam tk ukur baju kt badan sendiri pun ada...bikin malu diri sendiri...
tu je la nk cakap..mcm notice apa yg aku buat lately ni ada org follow...aiseh...be original maa...find ur own identity...jgn curik IC org okeh!
dah nk balik...singgah Giant jap...
da....
Manusia yg SENGALLL
kerja masa miting dah bahagi2...dah agree, so buat la betul2!! kalau tk nak buat betul2 baik tk payah buat...bg sakit hati aku ja! masalah hang, masalah aku, masalah aku - masalah aku sorang!! pe jadah? cam harem...
benda dah bgtau 3-4 kali bila aku ulang buat2 mcm terkejut @ mcm menyusahkan!! woi apa masalah hang sebenaqnya?? nk kerja ka nk pencen?? nih taik2 yg hang buat sebelum2 ni aku yg kena cuci tau dak!! jgn heran la plak kenapa aku temper! kalau kategori taik2 idung tkpa ni kategori taik2 cirit paham tak...sampai bila aku nk cuci berak hang? hish!!
ayat yg aku rasa nk penerajang orang, bila soalan DANGKAL mcm...'so how ah? any idea?'
D-bag!! hang tau aku ada solution pastu hang saja2 buat2 tanya so that nnt aku yg kena buat!! kalau dah semua aku yg solve baik bg aku ja buat!! aku buat kerja pakai headphone senyap sorang aku kerja setel..ni hang kerja cakap sana cakap sini call sana call sini kerja sangkut2 mcm tgn org parkinson pegang cawan nk minum....pe jadah!!
kadang2 aku cakap malas nk toleh2, mata on lcd monitor then jawab soalan2 berulang itu...sampai satu tahap aku email dia NOTA benda yg dia nk kena igt...ni mmg final stage dah! apa lagi aku nk buat pun tktau!!
kerja aku pandai jek remind itu ini...oi pompuan! hang check dulu kerja hang tu dah siap ke BELOM???
bila aku bgtau suh check email, check le ja mangkuk!! banyak songeh plak!! cakap tkdak masa la itu la ini la...HELLOOOO hang ni bekerja, bukan BOSSS...kuli buat cara KULI...reti??? pastu bila ada issue sangkut dgn hang baru nk geleng2 kepala la, urut2 kepala la...mai sini aku lagakan dgn kepala lutut aku ni bg lega sakit kepala hang tu! email jenuh aku send 2-3 kali baru nk reply!! ooo sebab hang duduk seblah aku, bleh delay2 reply email la yer! tp bila hang email aku pasal apa2 issue, ketaq2 la tu jugak suh aku baca & reply!...
buat kerja dah tak efisen apa lagi nk tunggu! angkat kaki la woi! bg sakit kepala org ja...
hish!!
Very Disturbing...Indeed!!


Mak Buyong Kuasa 2
-ni aksi lepas mak yong balik-ni alkisah kemarin 11 Aug, Harraz dikunjungi 2 org mak yong...sbb tu mak buyong kuasa 2 eheheh...iaitu Ieda + Nurul...
balik kerja gi amik Ieda kat CIMB siwah lama...ni first time jumpa ida nih...setelah berbulan2 kenal thru forum + ym ja...first time nampak ieda aku k ata dlm hati...fuyoo pjg + santeknya rambut dierrrr...buat forumer HA, ni la Ieda85...
pas amik ieda, gi amik harraz kat neseri...tgk2 kena cium lg satu tepi tempat kena ketit kemarin...adoi la comotnya anak ibu nehhhh....sungguh tk hensem...
pas amik harraz terus lek umah...mak yong nurul direct dr opisnya di seberang...punya excited sampai mintak balik awal kul 430 dr bos dia...ish3...peminat fanatik betoi la...since br balik keja + tk dan nk buat apa2 nk jamu aku beli cucoq pisang + cempedak je la...si nurul beli cucoq udang...adoi jd belambak2 mknan...rezeki....

nurul ni dah 3 kali mai umah aku...jumpa harraz punya pasai ekekek...dis time mai bagi hadiah baju lak kat harraz...iskk susah2 jer...tkyah bawak apa2 la next time...nyusah ja...tenkiu to ieda ngan nurul...bg sorang sepasang...
dari kul 6-8++ malam dok sembang pasal experience peknen + bersalin...ieda tgh tunggu hari je tu...nurul dah 6 bulan...harraz jgn cakap la bila ada org...kemain sonot...guling sana sini..buat muka itu ini...galak...jenis tk takut org...bagus la anak ibu ni...peramah mcm ibu dia wakakkaka...
-berebut ngan aunty ieda-
-aunty ni la ajaq suh korek2 ni-

ada budak yg tk kawan ngan orang atau yg lg parah...asyik nak nganga (keyau) ja...peh susah tu...
dlm kul 8++ depa pun balik...harraz dgn bugel2 nk ikut si nurul balik...iskk...bugil sbb tuka baju dah belemoih sakan punya menyuloq sana sini + baru berak...
best gather ginih! nnt mai lagi geder2 noh...sori la rumah kecik...tkpa nnt umah baru siap kita buat BBQ kat park...
Monday, August 10, 2009
Wakakak
aku suka gelak...masalah ka ish3...aku sedar aku pun ada sikit temper so utk balance kena la banyak chill out + gelak2...as long as tk dak benda buat aku marah la kan...sbb aku kalau marah mmg ada gen Tuan J*amaludin skit esp tang ayat...wakakaka...terpengaruh kot...mana nk tumpah kuah kalau bukan ke nasik kan...kasik banjir aa mamak!
lagi satu pkataan " aghjeeee"...ni berjangkit drp kakak aku...mana dia dpt ilham guna pkataan ni pun tktau...pkataan ni diguna utk express rasa terkejut atau bila dah tktau nk komen apa...atau sbg pkataan utk permulaan apa2 ayat wakakakaka
kengkawan yg kenai aku lama tau la aku cemana...ada time mmg gelak ada time marah mmg sungguh2 marah...dan aku tk takut nk sound sapa2 yg rasa aku tk berkenan @ dah menyakitkan hati aku purposely...
skrg dah 2009...tak sangka weh dah 7 thn kenai Razie, Ijam, Hasrul & Zura...kagum kan...
dah melalut dah wakakkaka...tu ja nk explain...aku ni tk weng @ mereng...maybe kekadang tu excessive happiness...esp kalau balik umah ada tukang buat lawak @ loyar buruk @ bg teka teki merepek...
Unnecessary flashback...
tense aku kalau pi umah tok su na jikalau ada anaknya yg bernama fuziah @ makcik fuziah...mesti nk ulang cita benda sama pasal aku...iskkk bukan story apa...cita kenakalan @ keganasan aku masa skolah darjah 1...
masa darjah 1 aku skolah keb sg korok (nama pun huduh)...kak shida darjah 6 ka 5 tah...aku dulu mula2 mmg liat gilo nk pi skolah...hatta tadika pun aku tk pi...pastu aku siap question mak abah aku..."mak abah dulu pi tadika dak? mak abah tk pi pasepa adik kena pi"...iskk harap2 harraz tk bg ayat ni balik kat aku nnt...
pehtu masa abah hantar hr isnin...dlm assembly aku duk blkg skali...sbb tinggi + nk monitor abah ada dak kat blkg wakakka....makcik fuziah ni tgk je la kelaku aku + abah aku...tgh2 assembly, abah aku gostan setapak demi setapak...pehtu bila aku toleh tgk2 abah tkdak...maka...aku...terguling2 keyau + bebai + buat tarian balabalabamba...
abah ka tgk anak dia buat perangai gitu ka...dia mai kat aku...maka dapat la penaboh satu dua tgh blkg...iskk ptt la aku tk igt langsung insiden tu...abah taboh kuat sgt kot...tkyah terkujat...mmg abah train anak2 ala2 military skit...supaya tkdak anak2 dia yg terlompat2 mcm kera @ terjerit2 sana sini bila pi rumah org...
tp dengar cita aku nakai gak la w/pun kena taboh selalu...iskk awat ketegaq sgt ni...tp tkleh igt...masa ikut mak pi mesjid masa aku darjah tiga kot...bhgian ppuan tingkat atas...mak duk kat dinding tepi pagar tangga yg mcam botol shape...aku bersandar tepi botol shape pagar tu tetiba satu botol tertanggal jatuh ke tingkat bawah....tk pasal2 aku kena cubit ganyang ngan mak...iskkk aku tk bersalah....benda tu yg nk jatuh...huhuhu
berbalik kpd cita mcik fuziah...so aleh2 kalau jumpa dia, cita tu la di ulang cita...pastu gelak berdekah2 satu qaryah buleh dengaq...sabaq je la...
Friday, August 7, 2009
Dah nak puasa....
ni la antara kuih2 yg aku buat last year...pastu last year gak dalam sarat2 aku teringin nk buat kuih tiram @ lidah boya...amik resipi pehtu belasah je buat...rasa ok tp rupa itu sungguh kureng ahahahahha...tkpa at least i have the privilege to try ahaks2...
Prayer For Afif Zhafran

Thursday, August 6, 2009
Raja Typo Error
mula2 igt nk upload ja screenshot typo dia tu tp susah plak...copy paste je la ekekek....
razie tulih:
Sebelum aku mjawab soalan nae, aku ingat btanya sebentar kepada ijam b Masih di bawah pgaruh dadah ke send email kosong? Semoga cepat kembung ye.. sian kat hang.. asal tak g beli MC je..
pastu dia sendiri reply....
Sebelum hampa trigger aku punya pkataan yg tsilap taip baik aku beritahu dulu…
“aku ingat btanya” = “aku ingin btanya”
“Semoga cepat kembung ye..” = “semoga cepat sembuh ye..”
tk bleh tahan tergelak aku baca typo budak ni...kah3...
pastu ada lagi...ni lg kronik:
Aku paling ingat hasrul boleh tidur dlm khemah sorang2 waktu thghari. Kita duk p makan kayak dia lena.
Dlm tue dah jadi mcm oven dia boleh lena. Mmg tapik spring aku.. sebab tue kurus sebab duk p sauna.
aku tk pernah lagi makan kayak...roti sapu kaya pernah la ish3 hang ni...aku jugak kena pakai pampers mai keja nnt....
ni term baru ni;
Jgn p ikut jejak anak hang sudah..
Ada rasa lenguh2 sendiri? --> nk cakap SENDI sebenarnya!
ni tulah sbb nk ngata kat aku yg demam la ni...tk pernah dengaq lak aku org lenguh beramai2...aku lenguh sorang2 aku ja...
ni kes berkobar2 nk gaduh ngan ijam la ni:
Ijam dgn keling mmg x dapat dipisahkan.
Tu pun x nak mgaku.
Duk p tidur dgn aku gak. --> ni zina terang2 an ni wakakka
pastu sendiri reply lepas kena gelak:
Weh…silap… nak taip tuduh…
Hehhee… malu2…
Suka benar hg duk p highlight besar2… buat2 x nmpk dah le…
paling tkleh igt...sekali tu dlm blog tulih nk ke Pusat Zakat tp dah jadi Pusat Zakar
adeh dah la...kesian razie kena pekena...
Ibu lak sakat Harraz
nampak ada longgokan tudung depa juai dgn rega RM9.90...terlintas nk sakat harraz ekekekek...bg pakai tudung budak2...tp mcm kilat ha dia sambaq buang...ni ja sempat snap pun ekekek...lepas cabut tu dia siap hempas2 pastu tarik mcm nk koyak2...huuu bahaya...
tp sekali neok tomey plak ekekekke
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Akhirnyaaa
at lastttt...umah dah siappp...tinggal masuk api air + perabot + grill...opsss pintu toilet pun blom bubuh...lupa plak...sbb order lom sampai... ni la ropenye...buat yg jauh di mata...tatap la gambo ni puas2 ekekek...nnt raya leh mai duk sini...
Pic Langkawi II
~pulau kasut~
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Pic Langkawi

Monday, August 3, 2009
Langkawi - part 3
sampai2 sana aiseh tkdak geng plak...satu bot kurang2 8 org atau nnt kena bayar ikut bot...
1 bot - 1 jam = RM150
1 bot - 2 jam = Rm200
mak dah malas tunggu org so chartered satu bot je la naik kami 2 + harraz...mak mcm biasa seriau2 memula pastu lepas tgk view2 yg best dah ok dah kekekeke...brenti bat cave tp tk turun sbb bawak bb...malas la kan....
then stop fish farm...neok ikan supit @ ludah ehehehe...sonok lak aku...ada ikan barracuda, alu2, kerapu, nyok2....fuh tangkap amik kepala buat kari kepala ikan wakakkaka...
pastu eagle feeding...tp eagle banyak dah kenyang kot...sikit2 ja dalam 15-20 ekor...eagle feeding yg aku gi masa island hopping ngan hubby masa honeymoon lg banyak + besau2....
pastu pusing gi tgk pulau kasut heheheh...pusing sana pusing sini cukup sejam...harraz pun dah lena dah lepas beredar dr pulau kasut...isk2 lena ja tau budak ni...balik hotel kang terlompat2 la nk suh kuar dr bilik...
balik hotel kemas2 barang skit...rehat jap...mandikan harraz pastu check out...kemas2 barang masuk keta...ish3 banyak jugak yg dibeli ni sampai penuh gak bonet keta ni...atas seat pun ada beg lagi...lunch jap kat Wann Thai pastu head up to jetty....
harraz terlena dah (lena lagi)...aku la sorang2 pindah kuar beg dr keta satu2...pastu nk cari troli...satu pun tkdak! magis dak? nnt aku cakap pasepa...ulat2 kat jeti depa pegang trolly kat depa so that depa buleh serve pak2 arab atau group luar so boleh kikis tips dr depa...cam harem kan...aku pusing habeh satu jetty mmg tkdak...mcm nk mencarut pun ada jugak la time tu...dah la panas, anak tido, barang banyak...kesian kat harraz la yg tido dgn mak...nnt korang aku komplen dlm paper....kalau pak arab, depa siap tolong tolak eskort sampai bot....tinggal jilat bontot pak arab tu ja belom...(sorry ayat sensored...marah neh)...
last2 mintak tlg lect2 yg barang depa dah hantar masuk dalam...lega gak la...tidak ni jd superwoman aku angkat semua atas kepala, kiri kanan tangan...
satu bot tu semua kakitangan KKTM...kalau karam semua tenggelam mmg banyak la jawatan kosong nnt dlm MARA jawabnya wakakakka...
dlm bot lepas 30 min berlepas, harraz buat projek lagi...bau dia mcm nk terlena sampai penang rasanya...sampai2 k.perlis kul 350 pm camtu...tuka pempes cepat2...pastu naik van...kul 420 bertolak, kul 7 sampai KKTM balik pulau....
harraz nampak2 abah dia kemain la sukanyaaaa...melompat2...
mak lak dpt cuti seminggu...sbb KKTM di arah tutup utk kuarantin....bestnya mak.....
Langkawi - part 2
lpas2 bfast balik bilik sbb harraz ngantuk...mana taknya...kul 545 pg dah dok panjat2 siku perut aku la, tampar dahi aku la...iskk...pastu hp mak berdering mcm histeria 5-6 kali...aku tgk2 makcik N...mak dah resah...tk jawab sekali pun...aku lg resah sampai rasa nk campak masuk jamban ja hp tu...
last2 bila harraz dah siap mandi...mak jawab la jugak call tu...apa yg aku agak jadi kenyataan...akan ada EXTRA PASSANGGER hr ni...menyampah!! makcik N dgn 2 org anak dia dah standby kat lobby nk tumpang keta aku n mak...aku tanya mak, mak ada pakat ka dgn makcik N ni? mak mati2 cakap dak pun...mak kata mmg ghaplah jingga kalau dia tumpang sekali...aku siap buat plan nk turun lif thru lif pekerja hotel nk elak lalu lobby hahha..tp dah mak jawab call td tkleh nk lari...
muka aku dah mencuka...sakit hati + rimas...anak dia sorang tu kecik...yg lg sorang tu bleh la aku gambarkan mcm Giant doraemon...mmg berdosa cakap org cakap mcm tu tp biarlah aku tanggung dosa ni dari aku pura2 cakap baik...keta aku tu wira aeroback 1.3...blkg 3 beranak tu duduk...first nk gi Gunung Machincang...bleh bayang tak sepanjang 31 km perjalanan tu keta tu mampos tiba2 dekat 10 kali????
tak ada prob dgn keta tu just the car is damn OVERLOAD...di saat anak makcik n masuk keta ja aku dah dengaq spring mcm menangis2..."tolong aku...tolong akuu..."
bayangkan sampai kat traffic light, keta mampos...mak usaha cover la kata keta timing tinggi...aku mmg celupar skit...aku cakap kemarin ok ja...hinss...pastu bayangkan lagi kat simpang 3 tgh2 aku nk kona kanan enjin mampos lagi!! arghhh aku rasa nak kuar keta lompat2 sambil penyepak kereta tu!...
sampai Gunung Machincang, kabel car tkleh naik sbb faktor cuaca...frust+ lega jugak aku...takut nnt naik kabel car putus tgh jalan dgn EXTRA PASSANGGER tu....pastu aku ajak balik pi kuah....aku dgn mak dah ada dalam keta, yg 3 beranak tu tk nampak bayang! adoi anginnya aku...aku suh mak call dan cakap, 5 minit tk mai sila guna public transport...kejam ke aku...MMG PON!! muahahahhahah
pastu baru terkonyong2 mai kat keta...lepas tu mak cakap kita balik kuah sat pi ismail group pastu balik hotel...mak pun dah lemas...aku plak rasa nak campak semua tepi jalan...yg giant tu punya banyak cakap...cakap pandai sampai rasa nk menjawab jugak aku kadang...pandai suh bawak pi Underwater World la...makam mahsuri la...HELLO igt aku driver ke? sedar sikit korang tu MENUMPANG!!
anak makcik N yg giant duk kelas istimewa sbb lambat buleh bila belajaq (LEMBAP)...tp bleh plak dia cakap...budak kelas istimewa cikgu tk buleh pukui...sbb depa istimewa...pls tell me dia ni istimewa mcm mentally challlenged or just a brat??
yg si mak pun, ajar2 la skit anak suh diam...aku mmg tk boleh org bising2 trash talk time aku drive...heee geram aku...ptg tu aku dgn mak kuar diam2 tk ajak derang...bg rosak plan + mood ja...baru mak cita masa harraz tidoq, mak duk blkg dgn 2 org anak mcik N tu, depa punya buas dok lawan kentut la lawan penyekeh la...nasib baik aku tk bau kalau tidak mmg aku stop keta tepi jalan aku hambat kuar...
aku angin makcik N ni tumpang sbb...keta kami sewa tk plan utk tumpangkan org...esp yg tak senonoh!! then dia ni buleh drive...mmg pi mana2 drive sendiri...awat la tk sewa keta utk hampa 1 family pastu konvoi je la...semua jenis nk harap simpati + pertolongan org...aku yg berdua dgn mak pun tk harap sapa2 sewa sendiri kereta...nyampah aku...
sekali tu ja depa tumpang...mungkin paham body language aku dgn mak yg tk selesa dgn keberadaan depa...
Langkawi...part 1
pi jumaat pagi2 kul 7 dr KKTM B.Pulau...naik van kolej yg dipandu abg nazri...on board, me, mak, kak asehara n family, roy & wife dan anak abg nazri sorang...ni geng urusetia sbb tu bertolak naik van + awal...yg lain2 bertolak ptg tu...km sampai lgkw kul 1230 t/hari yg lelain sampai 8 mlm gitu...
harraz sgt ok all the way...bercakap 'tah tah' 'apa apa' 'mma mma' dlm van...sampai fenin jugak aku dibuatnya...naik2 bot terus buat 'projek' harraz ni...adoiiii...dah lau bau dia aku pun leh pitam...dlm boat lak tu...silap2 semua pkat2 muntah plak...aku dgn bantuan mak kalut2 tuka pempes sebelum org jalan...fuhh seb baik setel...tade lg bau...
sewa keta wira...aku jenuh pilih sbb banyak yg teruk haha...pastu aku bising kat brader tu cakap ket buruk jgn la kira mahai2...wira RM60...dia cakap ni time cuti la nk posa la...aku blas balik..."ni saya ni org kedah jugak, bukan org mana tk caya tgk ic..."org negeri sendiri kena katoq ni cemana...abg tu tersenyum2 gelak ja dengaq aku berletiaq...
1st pi mkn kfc...dah kebuluran sgt dah hahah...lepas tu baru check in Grand Cont Kuah...dok rehat2 jap pastu kuar ikut mak beli brang2 hadiah utk dinner sabtu malam ahad...sonok harraz tercangak2 sana sini...ptg tu balik ja mandi dlm tab...adoiii ngan aku basah kuyup...dia punya kayuh dlm tab sampai mcm jadinya tsunami dalam bilik ayaq...
mlm tu gi nyambut geng2 yg naik bas kat jeti...pastu gi mkn then balik zz...
kisah hari sabtu...kisah sakit hati nnt haku sambung...







