Happy Birthday Abg Long!

dah 25 Oktober baru nk update pasal besday harraz...tuntutan kerja yg sebok nk buat macammana...

besday ke-5 abg long jatuh hari Ahad 20 Okt 2013. isnin tu hari pertama peperiksaan ujung thn...mmg tough la sbb pagi petang ada paper. pagi paper utk kelas tadika, petang utk kelas fardhu ain. so decide utk bg goodies bag saja. tk bg kek utk tadika. kek we'oll makan di rumah saja.

utk  besday harraz kali ni aku buat Hokkaido Chiffon cake..first time buat masa raya haji then harraz cakap dia suka sgt kek tu, so aku repeat la buat utk dia. kek ni fluffy sgt dan dalam dia ada filling cream custard...makan satu mmg mcm tk rasa sgt sbb dia ringan...

ampunkanlah rupa yg tk seberapa tu...nama pun rookie kan hihihiih

utk goodies bag, khamis tu aku dah pi kedai yg jual borong utk beli semua yg nk masukkan dalam beg tu...barang2 tu simple je ikut bajet ;). kitorang bubuh kopok perisa jagung angry bird, wafer delio, handmade round lollipop, jelly ka sumi yg bentuk buah2 tu dgn belon 2 bijik....ok la habuan budak2 berseronok...

kemarin baru aku perasan cikgu update pic sambutan besday harraz kat skul...aku pun cedok la skit kan hihiihi...seronokkk tgk dia senyum & happy...rasanya harraz la paling hensem kt skul, mmg ikut genetik ibu wakakka...ok ayat last tu mcm tk perlu hahahha

eh eh auni pun adaaa hiihihih

so far, sgt happy dgn perkembangan harraz kt skul ni...eventho yes ada la flaws skit2, still acceptable la...mana nk cari yg betul2 perfect kan...harap harraz turns out to be as what i've named him...*tears*

sayang abg long ketat2....w'pon ibu slalu marah abg long...*sedih pulak haii*

Volcano Meletop Awal Pagi Ini

gambar hiasan semata-mata

baru ni kejadian banjir lumpur kt cameron kan...hari ni ada gempa bumi kecik berlaku kt opis aku...ni semua gara2 sebijik volcano dah meletus dan memuntahkan lavanya...

aku minggu ni mmg aim jaa sup aku yg tua ni...mmg dr hari isnin aku selalu perli or camdek dia bila saja ada ruang...ahaks...aku ckp general tp kalo dia terasa tu bukan masalah kak ton ok...

minggu ni bengang dgn satu kes brg Venture ni...sekejap nk unit ni urgent, sekejap nk adapter yg silap masuk dalam unit tu...eh sekejap cal kit yg urgent sebenarnya...aku dah nampak muka sekor2 kecik besaq kecik besaq.

dtg la pagi ni...dok kejan2 barang tu suruh ship hr ni jugak...yg buat aku snap ni bukan apa, ayat tu...kadang tu rasa bodoh nak arwah...main suruh n mintak ja...hey, cut off 930 am okay...tgn ada 2, semua benda nk buat satu masa...kang ada aku sumbat kaki dalam mulut hang...

so org tua tu panggil aku, aku malas nk toleh tgk muka dia...aku continue cakap ja sambil aku ngadap pc aku...bila cakap pasai unit tu ja aku mmg mcm petir...

"i see lah what i can do! try my best only!" dgn intonasi marah/bebai.

"i know you might feel..." nk keluaq ayat ni pun berbulu telinga aku tunggu. last2 aku potong cakap dia.

"ok ok i know already what u want to say. i've heard it hundreds of time. so please, save the speech" dia diam, aku pun diam. rasa tk puas ati lg ni, seminit lepas tu aku cakap sambil tidak memalingkan muka kt dia

"it's not like i gain anything by doing extra work for them. i didn't get any of the benefit pun!" pastu terus dua2 diam...ye, sebab aku kontrak worker je. keja sampai menanah tgn n kaki pun, profit sharing apa pun tk dpt. so kalau korang dok cakap shipment/order impact juta2, ada aku kesah???

aku continue buat kerja sambil tekan2 keyboard mcm nk perisi satu2 hurup ni keluaq pastu telan! dok jap anand PM kt fb...bunyikla toingggg tu...cakap suh aku calm down...relax2...dia pun dh kena kacau awai2 pg dgn org tua tu...aku geram ok geram!!

sebab apa?

1. dah tak kompeten la nk kerja. scrolling mouse pun terhegeh2. menaip 2-3 ayat apatah lagi amik masa dok pikiaq ayat. kalau meeting guna projektor lagi stress!! dah tau righty, gatai pi scroll mouse macma hang tu lefty apahallll...ras nk hempap kepala dia dgn projektor tu kadang2...
2. konon datang awal...so dok monitor orang...hak tuihh laa...mai awai sbb nk parking area plant, tkmau pi park kat NAW parking kt cincaria...rasa jatuh stended kot kena naik shuttle bas/van...masuk awal, kalau buat kerja aku boleh terima laa...ini masuk dok kemam2 roti dlu, baca email2 jajan/sampah, forward2 kt orang, eh pastu buleh pulak layan youtube!! pastu kul 930 am pi minum plakk dgn kawan2...eh2 pastu  kul 1045am sedar2 dah tersengguk2 depan monitor...kadang tu aku perati dia dalam keadaan idle sejam kot...
3. bab peringat kerja org ckup kemas, bab kerja dia...hampasssssss...NCR dh issue 3 minggu baru sedaq NCR tu dia yg kena jawab. apekahhhhh!! sbb tu bila dia cuba nk remind pasai kerja aku mmg aku akan potong "it's ok, i know how to manage and do my job. u dont have to remind me".
4. waktu kerja dok guna utk setel issue bank la, issue yg personal. call sana sini...esp CIMB bank. benci lah aku!
5. aku dah on dat issue for a week, dia baru nk amik tau. pastu dok buat kepala tau. dia ni selalu lambat seminggu...paling cepat pun lambat 2 hari kot!!
6. SELALU baca email tak sampai bottom!! lepas tu misinterpret the situation pastu sound like salah kita plak tk bgtau dia...mmg mintak carut la kadang tu...

ah banyak lagi...kalau mentioned semua boleh mereng aku!!

so pagi ni disebabkan aku naik angin, dia tk tertidoq pon ok...produktif sgt...siap tolong pi amik shipping doc kt meja senior manager utk aku...eventho first tu dia beriya2 bawak mai kt aku doc tu, silap!! doc orang lain punya....so terkedek2 naik atas balik pi cari & amik doc yg aku punya...muahahha

so hypothetically, aku kena naik angin selalu kah baru dia akan produktif??? kalau tak, asyik nak membuta ja....

mebi ada yg cakap....aku tk respect dia ka bla bla...sorry, aku respect dia sebab dia TUA semata...respect dia as sup, hanya ada 15%...respect is earned ok!! keep that in  mind... 

Kaki....2 Singgit!!

hr ni aku panas betol dgn 2nd bos aka sup aku...tgn ni menggigil2 rasa nk pelempang...

kisahnya macam ni...kemarin software engineer hantar invitation utk meeting weekly update progress system yg derang build utk unit aku ni (RCC)...asalnya nk meeting kames tp pospon ke jumaat...so aku dgn kzana ni accept la invitation kan sbb mmg dah tiap2 minggu attend meeting ni...

at the same time, every friday 2-3 pm adalah time weekly meeting dgn sup ni...summary the whole week activity bla bla...hilite bla bla...honestly we'oll (aku, kzana & KL) semua rasa meeting ni hanya buang masa semata2...

ok dah send invitation tu, we'oll accept la kan...yg sup aku ni wallahualam dia accept ke tak...dia punya pasal la, aku bukan PA dia kan...tiba kui 2 pm tu aku ngan kzana pun angkat kaki pi meeting tu...yg dia aku tgk dok belek email apa tah. biaq pi la kat hang, pandai2 la kan pi sendiri...sudahnya sampai abes meeting tu dia tk mai. aku ngan kzana dok rasa dia LUPA or MISS OUT or OVERLOOK dah...tkpon satgi tiba2 tanya, "eh what happen to you..." aku dah cakap kt kzana, dia tnya soalan tu sat lagi mmg lajuuu ja aku nk menjawab. akhir2 ni sgt alergik dgn ayat tu...alergik tahap nk siat2 kulit orang.

kitorang masuk je dalam bilik lepas meeting tu, dan2 dia tanya:

"Eh, what happen to you two?"

"What happen to us? What happen to you? You missed or didn't read the meeting invitation with Chen Rong today?" laju jek aku jawab balik.

"With who? Chen Wong?" ya rabbi masa ni mmg dah naik skit darah aku. bayangkan tiap2 minggu meeting dgn engineer tu pun masih dok sebut nama yg salah!!

"G*an T*an Che*n R*ong...don't tell me u don't know her" mula aku nk jd sarcastic

"Owh...ohh...i rejected the invitation becoz i told her we're having weekly meeting at the same time" masa ni aku nampak kepala dia kecik besaq kecik besaq...

"U Rejected?? we don't know you rejected the invitation? did you keep us in the loop when u reject the invitation?"
"Owh, becoz i didn't see who's in the loop in that email" aku dah start pelik benar org tua ni

"That is so weird. How come i can you in the cc loop but u can't see me or Rozana??"

"Owh...becoz that day i was busy doing something. Once the email come in i immediately click reject...so i didn't see who's the loop"...nak ja aku direct cakap...what the fish!!

"Then, if you didn't cc us or at least let us know verbally that you're rejecting the meeting invitation, how are we supposed to know??"

"That's why maybe next time you can cross check with me first..." tk sempat abes aku potong.

"Cross check?? If you're the one who reject, how are we suppose to cross check with you?? You're the one who's responsible to let us know maa"

"Ya la, i mean maybe vice versa..."

lepas last ayat aku tu mmg aku tk pandang dah kt dea...aku hadap pc aku pakai headphone buat kerja...tk kuasa aku nk layan orang tua ni...dalam hati ni mendidih...tangan gigil rasa nk baling barang...

sengah jam pastu aku nk pi toilet...saja nk being sarcastic...aku bangun bgtau kzana...

"Nae nk pi toilet ni...kzana?? shuba?? are you guys going??"...kzana terus jawab tknak..."Saja la tnya, nak CROSS CHECK kot2 ada sapa2 lagi nk pi toilet"...

so boleh paham tak tekanan yg aku alami kerja dgn insan yg sangat tidak produktif & tidak kompeten nieh?? email manjang OVERLOOK, MISSED OUT, ACCIDENTALLY DELETED...aku sampai naik fedup!!  baru ni reka cerita pulak email auto delete!! OMGGGG...sooo lame!!

bila nk email apa2, mintak aku reforward...mmg aku tlg forward...tapi selit ayat "No problem, i like re-forwarding emails that i've already forwarded to you"

kemarin kami pakat2 snap picture dia lena kt cubicle...3 angle ok! dr cubicle aku, kzana & shuba...dia kalau terlena mmg aku siap boleh pi menari2 shuffle belakang dia pon tk sedar...dah berapa kali dah aku buat...last2 dia terkejut sbb dgr kzana tergelak aku dok menari sat shuffle, sat cakpong blkg dia hahhaha

harap2 laaa brenti buang kerja laa...pi balik dok rumah...dah tua sgt utk kerja2 ni...sekian.