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Monday, December 08, 2008,
2:41 PM
lazy lazy.
Selamat Aidiladha; to all the Muslims in the world, selamat aidiladha yeah. enjoy this heavenly wayyy breezy day. ultimately, i feel like cuddling up in my bed, but too bad i wasnt home the past few days. and yesterday night was the worst night one could spend outside. it was practically raining the whole night, i was shivering with cold and my teeth kept on chattering. lucky, i had someone to spend those nights with. teehee! okayy i'll elaborate on that later. anyways, since i wasnt home, did not get to go to fellow grandparents' places. but really, i'm not exactly psyched. the past few days; was awesome! of course it is right. i have to say so because honestly, thats what i feel. okayy, not all the time, but he always managed to make me feel like i'm the luckiest person on earth. what with problems after problems, unexpected arseholes ruining our lives respectively, i sure couldnt say we lead a very peaceful life individually. but together, we rock! nevertheless, knowing him as i do, its not really surprising he wants to stay with me, despite what had happened. i wanted to tell him so much more, but at that point of time, no words can describe even a tiny percent of what i'm feeling. dinner and dance; its coming in a few days time. and i still havent get what i wanted to wear. shit larh! i guess i've to really start hunting around for clothes right now. i truly hate the theme with all my heart. i think it spoils the whole thing. but wth. its for the fun right? so c'mon Zati, you sure can get something by the 10th. THE 10th?! yeahh right... zoukout; i dont think i'll be able to come to celebrate Masuri's birthday with him. basically, i got no extra bucks to spare. hmm. i'm really sorry. anyways, i'm not about to spoil my first clubbing experience, without anyone to guide me. i mean, wth am i supposed to do there? since i dont dance nor drink. defeats the purpose right? just gimme a plain boring chalet anytime. boring, maybe. but its damn hell comfortable and i sure know how to un-boring any event that comes my way. =] the next few days; i have other plans, one of it includes darling ku Nuriah. hehe! been so long since i last see her, and i wanna have a long talk, because thats what i need right now. to let it all out, and to hear some matured advice in return. so, i'm expecting myself to be busy for the next few days. at last. Labels: at last. |
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