Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Guy facts
When a guy calls u he wants to be with you.
When a guy is quiet,He's listening to you...
When a guy is not arguing, He realizes he's wrong.
When a guy says, "I'm fine," after a few minutes, he means it.
When a guy stares at you,he thinks you're the most beautiful thingintheworld.
When you're laying your head on a guy's chesthe has the world.
When a guy calls you everyday he is in love.
When a (good) guy say he loves you he means it.
When a guy says he can't live without you he's with you till your done.
When a guy says, "I miss you," he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else.

Girl facts
When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind.
When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine.
When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful.
When a girl lays on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a girl calls you everyday, she is seeking for your attention.
When a girl wants to see you everyday,she wants to be pampered.
When a girl says, "I'll love you forever," she means it.
When a girl says that she can't live withoutyou,she has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that.
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got that off friendster bulletin. rather nice huh, ok, some parts. rather stupid that they want you to post on and on again.

and so i passed my electlit commontest by only half mark. im lucky yea? many failed. nvm, at least i tried. lucky theres SS to help, if not i'll do badly. for once, i think SS is impt. zz. i dun freaking understand macbeth. thou shall not continue. i only knw thou zzzz.

bonding camp's coming. time flies. and monday is a bad day, i can predict. i have chemSPA, physics and chinese test. this friday chem test. wish me luck. work hard myself.

Monday, February 27, 2006

its the haircut frenzy! many around me did it. weird looking pple tdy, maybe a haircut before a test brings goodluck? (hahah, guess where i got it from.)

screwed up bio test and bio spa. blessed be.

http://kevan.org/johari?name=yqian another reminder =D heh.

Sunday, February 26, 2006

i needa blog in chinese @ msn space. wwx suggested writing a zhou ji in eng then translating it into chinese for it. Let me try it here.

zhou ji

time flies, its going to be the 3rd month of the school term, also meaning that the school holiday and the bonding camp is coming.

however, i still dont see a sense of belonging to my new class, as in, theres no bonded feeling yet. although i know that i have to look forward and not cling on to the past like before, i still miss my previous class and im still hoping for activities that would actually bring 3G together. the bonding camp itself would be a good example. its suppose to bring the students together as everyone are from different classes in sectwo, but will it work? i hope so. looking at the status of other classes, everyone has already so-called blended in with one another and the situation of sticking together with the friends of sectwo arent seen that much as before but from my point of view in my class, i can still see that everyone's still in their own cliques. just take me for example, im still mixing around with my friends from my previous class. is this actually what i really want? a class with different cliques, with friends that were from the previous year? i want the class to be together, well, thats what i hope to see in the coming months, and even year. the future of the class lies in our own hands and thats what i believe. we must work hard together in order to achieve that!

wait till i translate that then i'll continue on my dearest zhouji writing (and it needs to have a bloody 600 words).

goodmorning world.

Saturday, February 25, 2006

http://kevan.org/johari?name=yqian go do lol. =D

Friday, February 24, 2006

CCA! flash again, oh wow. its hilarious. the instructor thought i quarelled with steph cos no one cared about the com cos i was with clare and steph ran to sherli&eunice so yea. the instructor was with clare then i had to say stuffs to cover for my presence there and aft he taught her, the other guy came and asked why am i still there and "where is your other friend stephanie" - quoted lol. funny lar, then i ended up so damn malu and was laughing like shit. BUT i found out another fact tdy! yiheng bro is in ac2 rofl. its like so damn kuku funny lar. the first time i saw that sec1 guy i was alr thinking he looks like yiheng lol. then i asked yh tdy and he said some stuffs bout his bro in ncc or sth. i suddenly thought of looking at the contact list and tadah, found out that they were bros. ok la, later will be damn malu if i find out they are not related or sth. jol looked into the class and she immediately pointed out the sec1 guy; and steph was like "he is just the mini version of yh" hahah. kuku funny lar this.

stephanie is a cheapo! clare too (:

nxt week full of tests. shit.
monday - BIO ct, spa
thurs - chem test
unknown day - physics spa

CRAP. mum's leaving for hongkong on sunday. i'll be alone with my laopa and others. i'll miss her lar. >< aft mum comes back on thurs, few days later my dad will be going to holland. OHWOW. everyone's going. so i'll be busy for the couple of weeks with 2A chalet and BONDING camp (or rather the camp's for 2a pple to meet up cos we hav plans to do that =D) shit, im missing the class; i just love recess. i hate camps. T.T

BYE this horrible world.

Thursday, February 23, 2006

I <3 SWENSENS! three cheers for the icecream (:(:(:

but that place make me waste so much money gah, im broke. i wanna work to earn money but not allowed zz.

ytd pe sucks. what pt shit, well, had to climb a damn wall which is taller than me. im roughly 3/4 of that wall. horrible, didnt even try though, too malu alr >< shall try when ccp makes us do it according to the reg no. but i think the rope is fun (: although i didnt manage to do it yea but its nice. heh. im crazy. ignore meeeee.

and i prolly flunked A Maths cos i didnt do half the paper. to hell with it. monday's bio test, that damn subject which i barely managed to pass (heh teacher dun wan minus marks if not i just pass =D) eee i hate bio and physics, i just wan chemistry alone T.T

and i found out facts tdy that i shdnt knw, as in, im affected by it laa. so scary lor. the pple didnt look like they were that kind of person! ZZ emotionally unable to accept the fact. well, the 3 of us were apparently curious at the same time yet i duno la. SCARY.

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

i once again feel like complaining about ong. he sucks lar. he told us to hand in the sec3 bondage camp form (meant to be BONDING NOT BONDAGE), like wth and then he laughed.

the definition of bondage from dictionary.com is such.

bondage:
1. The state of one who is bound as a slave or serf.
2. A state of subjection to a force, power, or influence.
3. The practice of being physically restrained, as with cords or handcuffs, as a means of attaining sexual gratification.
4. Villeinage.

from this (and previous experiences), i can assume that..

Point o1 - sick in the mind.
Evi o1 - alive sec 3G students. living evidence.
Elaboration o1 -
> he talks about "hao3 liao4" magazine. (what do you think it is?)
> BONDAGE camp incident, and to think he still laughs after saying it.
> tells the class about his wife not wearing bra after looking at a distorted picture on the notice board.
> says to chop off the head (also saddist) when he sees students putting their head on the table.

Point o2 - he is tired of his wife.
Evi o2 - alive sec 3G students. living evidence. scene? physics lab during 3G's lesson.
Elaboration o2 -
> he calls his wife an idiot.
> he says they quarrel before going out EACH TIME and is tired of her.
> (sweeping statement: he has a mistress).

Point o3 - he IS NOT a good teacher.
Evi o3 - alive sec3 students who are taught by him [physics]
Elaboration o3 -
> "stupid idiot numbers"
> "idiot line"
> "kpkb"
> "cock eye"
> makes fun of student's grandfather when he passes away.
> caught behaving SNEAKILY around hydroponics area during school hours TALKING on a phone. (seen by students WITH picture to proof while going to the lab.)

RESPONSE:
o1 he should set a good example.
> he has been seen several times SLEEPING during assembly.
> do not use what may be deemed vulgar (although not really lar) for a teacher TEACHING in class.
> stop saddistic and rude comments.
> stop discussing the horrible things happening to him during class, taking away precious time in class although his teaching is BAD.
> stop the indirect speech that acutally refers to dirty, or pornographic materials, in class.

i do hope ong changes. if not i'll need to depend on myself on learning physics. i do hope we get a better teacher though, to think he is the form teacher CUM sel teacher CUM physics teacher of 3G.

ps. ong has a certain dressing pattern each day (shirt colour) GO NOTICE it =D [check if thursday he wears pink]

Monday, February 20, 2006

well, i've observed a rather interesting thing bout guys. their handwritings tend to be either..

1) too cursive that u cant read
2) too messy that u cant read
3) too small that u cant read

most of the time their handwritings are bad laaaa. no offence btw (or call me a sexist, i dont care.) females on the hand tend to have nicer and more legible handwritings hurh. er, just opposite of guys. hahah, im bad =x

electlit test tdy. a poem bout the bad relationship between the parents i think, well thats how i see it la. and according to jol chm said the poem was about the parents not doing "that", or rather sex. bullshit -_- but geog seems hard with the BIG map and small words. im amazed.

Saturday, February 18, 2006

i love to sleep =D yay, i slept for a long 12hrs aft so long! gees, i just love sleeping la(: and sry steph and company.. er, like jol and shawn. didnt mean to pangseh u all and make you all wait for me for the conference thing yea. at first when shawn called i was sleeping at like 9.15? sry lar to tired alr T.T so dad came home at 9.30pm and tadahhh, no conference =x and i found out jol and shawn missed called me. SRY! didnt hear the phone ring at all =x i smsed steph at 10 and she said what they were waiting for me?? so sry k. i'll do the conference stuff nxt time again =D

elect lit test on monday and what a maths test too (on dunno which day la)? wish me luck, both my lousy subs. gah.

and hahah, i found out juniors are cute. lol. well, theres a sec1 dude who seems to hate me so much rofl. scene: com lab, after the flash teachers are gone and i was at maple forum.

me- "eh you knw who am i not?"
junior- "no, and i cant be bothered." -_-

theres another one when he starts asking bout maple (and to my dismay he talks crap) and when i started talking bout vivi i told him his lvl and he said sth like i dun care. and he closed all my windows leaving webmessenger #$%^&*()_ holycrap man. ap junior -_-" but nvm, when im sec 4 i'll torture him. make him do all the stuffs lalala. im evil, but i like it =D juniors are just so cute. rofl.

and jol wants to learn how to shoot bottlecaps, if any kind soul wishes to teach her, teach me pls (: i can use her as a practice lalala XD

piano later. wish me luck, i havent been touching it.

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

total defence day lol. fire drill, rather stupid. im not saying the meaning of fire drill is stupid but they acty made us stand in the sun for such a long time. imagine if theres a real fire, will us students walk like wow, like snail? if there was one i think everyone would prolly chiong out of the school la. zzz. how stupid.

uh, basically tdy was slack lar. as in even pe lesson included. xz didnt come, it seems weird w/o xz man T.T <333

and i hate assemblys now. just a waste of time.

HAPPYBDAY EK. (:

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

are typical females so interested in gossiping? lol. twoA is the gossip headquarters - we are PIs. xD so lets see who we saw. zy "a couple" samir faiz raidah jonas tabitha and friends again. okay lar, im good, my eyes to be exact, i can spot pple XD heh. freak, im turning into a super gossiper.

uh, jol said i'm still rather attached to tnps, thats why i can spot pple from there all the time. im not denying it, but sometimes, it is just because they are in my view, as in i can see them. if she was there and at my spot at that point of time, i believe she can see it right? yar so jol, if u were in my shoes, you would be able to see them too SO attached to tnps isnt a quite "correct" thing hor =D

im spending my time at the malls lately and eating food outside, IM BROKE. donate money to me pls, anyone?

well, Happy Valentine's Day to all dudes(:

HAPPY BDAY DAOhsen. heh. (:

physics, utter disappointment. =X

Monday, February 13, 2006

tmr's VDAY! i make it sound like its some big day, but hey, it is. >< im broke, thanks to the presents i bought. okay, it may not seem a lot to others, but it is to poor pple like me. im broke, donate money to me pls?

and so went TM the whole aftnn and gees! i saw A LOT of pple i knew lar. so practically the mall was filled with ah pple, damai pple, dunman pple and others. students here and there. must be getting those VDAY pressies hurh. guorong leon julian jasper x2 mx tabitha shadi jimson yongcheng zoe chengnee sandra alphonse and etc, those im not sure of their names. well, its considered a lot of pple to me, as in like you meet them all in about 2hrs? and its out of sch, and some are different sch de. okay, im amazed. and seems that i've been seeing shadi quite a few times lately. and hahah, he's friendly, and at least he isnt with ________ yeah. i'll prolly get a nightmare if i see them together again. diao-ded lar.

physics may be a goner, i think i made a lot of mistakes, but hey, at least i studied. studying and rushing through things just for a grade. how pathetic. life is just like that. all for just a grade which determines how the teachers and adults look at you, and how you'll be treated around. hurh, what a materialistic world. its the process that counts hurh. wtv.

THANK YOU steph and jol for the macs FOOD. steph you're a joker =D tdy is such a nice day filled with my laughter heh. =D i want pressies tmr =x heh. bye world.

Saturday, February 11, 2006

im disappearing is this small teenyweeny world. excuses are just pure lies to shield one from the outside world - reality. reality is cruel, undeniably. its full of heartbreaking messages that makes u cry not only inside, but also on the outside. first, you thought u knew something, the next minute, you find out that was just plain thinking, in actual fact, you know nothing. NOTHING, not anything. gotta learn everything from scratch, start all over again, a so-called new beginning? the world's changing, so am i. sometimes, you just gotta admit, ignorance is bliss. there will be nothing to hurt you and also harm you.

independence.

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well i suddenly thought of school. my class, well, everyone's still in their own cliques. i wonder if we'll all be bonded after bondingcamp yea. its coming soon, on the 9th and 10th march. less than a month. we can't even settle on one single decision for the classtee for such a long time, and the colours and so on, but well, i think they have settled on one decision already. class politics, what a complicated thing. seems that the teachers we got arent the best choices out of all, compared to other triple science classes, and i wonder how come i ended up in threeG. would things be the same if i had not chosen to walk that path? well, i guessed it wouldnt. but i cant make time go back, but would i choose to make time go back based on the current situation, well, thats apparently reffering to my friends there. friends are superficial, are they? how would you know if one is your friend and the other isnt? based on how you communicate? how would you know if they betray you one day? is there apparently a definite answer? how i wish to know the answer. friends are influential. how i wish things werent like that. life is complicated. looks are deceiving, i believe in that. the world is ending.



new year's day (:



today's (:

-- my beloved(:

ongengkiat is a freaking #$%^&*() who is evil and makes fun of pple's grandfather. shit lar, that $%^&*( im hating him. teach physics also teach so fast. is he in a rush? ok, maybe im the one who doesnt understand but yea, i HATE HIM. gah. vulgar arse. #$%^&*()_

wanted to blog last night when i had loads of inspiration to type here but tadah, i fell asleep. ahaha, im a pig lar =x nvm, sleeping is nice i LOVE to sleep (: heh.

and i met pam ytd!!! pam i MISSED you, same to DEBBY LING you guys rock (: hahah, pam literally wanted to walk up to ahs at first but yea, we met at the condo there. the choir pple pangseh-ed her. well, she said they wouldnt even care about her so yea, makes no different if she walked with them. pammyyyyyyyyyyyy (:

so we're learning HOW to create flash games using macromedia flash. im so into the font georgia lar. zz. steph and i went crazy in the com lab ytd discussing bout walking shit HEH. gaoxiao. the guys were blog visiting for dunno what reason lar. and they laughed like shit, making me feel irritated =x gees, im easily irritated as i can see. but well, i saw one of them visit clarice's blog hahah, apparently i can only see that from my view lar. =x im going crazy lalala.

GOODLUCK TO PAM FOR HER DEAREST MAPLE. (:

and im not maple queen lar. the pple in class call me that? ok, as in some. even someone from 3F said that, excluding guorong heh. freak, my lvl super low lar what holycrap maple queen? gees.

BYE TO PHYSICS, im flunking it.

Thursday, February 09, 2006

shit, tmr's bio test. i cant frigging find my bio textbook and physics one too. i wonder if its under the table? shall check again tmr. i couldnt find it just now lar gah. if i lose them im in deep shit, i need to buy them again, just like the maths workbook last year, and tadah, the next day aft i bought it i found it under jolene's table what holycrap nonsense is that. the textbooks are playing the hideandseek game with me, im impressed.

talked to faus on the phone for 25mins before getting cut off. i took her textbook since she didnt want to bring it home and then she called me asking me about the active transport stuffs. hahah, thanks faus (: i'll prolly flunk the test. i read the notes but nothing got into my brain and the textbook, gah, surface area and shit stuffs, wad are those about anyway. dun really get it. did mdm eio even teach in the first place? i think she didnt. ok maybe i wasnt listening lar, but i really think she didnt. ZZ. i hate tests.

and my mum thinks i go out aft sch and then come back late. yeah, thats what she thinks. i told her i didnt, and i think she didnt really believe me. MUTAL TRUST! whrs it. gah, it'll come one day.

and my sis reads this damn page? well, if YOU do, eff off lar T.T bye girl.

cca tmr. sian sia. physics CT on monday, freak. i need to get my frigging textbook.

RUMOURS. they are lame lar -_- the latest one about me and someone especially. it somehow got twisted yea, hahah. im laughing. its so amusing. funny pple with funny rumours. *points to ys and FRIENDS =x-*

Monday, February 06, 2006

yay two tests down. two more to go. but can someone tell me tmr's eng test is about what de =x i forgot to ask that in class. FLUNK-ing all my tests as i can see. im so dead.

and thnks jol (AND DAD) for the lift home. woot, i miss that kind of feeling (: its been ages since i last got a lift. hahah. thanks. (: and MANY thanks to daryl for helping me to bring my bks up to the new classroom. thanks to all heh.

and ongengkiat is sick if u get what i mean. that old vulgar man. boo.

Sunday, February 05, 2006

im so dead. 4 tests in a week? wow. ss and probability test tmr. what holycrap tests. i hate tests, i hate schools. and i have to MOVE my damn books up to the NEW classroom on the 4th level. eeeeeeee, moving. and wow, i come so late that i dont even have the time to do all those and tadah, the nxt moment it'll be commontest. ohwow, nice arrangement. why do we have to move classrooms just because of the sec4s? isnt that apparently unfair for us people when the sec4s get to use the lower levels just because the principal/teachers want to monitor them. HOLYCRAP! im angry zz.

and im scared to sleep tonight. im afraid that once i slp, i'll forget what i acty learned today. well, i didnt memorise much anyway, but yea, im still afraid. i spent the whole day looking at the social studies notes YET nothing could go in. im a failure in memorising things. fuh, life is a bore when memorising comes in. BOO.

i NEEDA go to sch early tmr. see yq (debby's way =D), wake up early, do your things fast. no one's being good enough to help u bring the books up. goodluck. save urself and ur tests. flunk and die.

Thursday, February 02, 2006

yay im back. i so love my com man, although im using another one. and woots, my other com was saved by my dear cousin! woots, he rocks cos he gave me two new harddisks and one now-spoilt cdrom drive. okay, i assumed its spoilt cos super noisy and weird sounds suddenly came from there and the whole com practically lagged, and this is just like what happened last time. bad experiences with the com =X i didnt get to play the com during the whole cny break thanks to the ohsonice harddisk that decided to leave me alone and just crash. lousy ><

sch sucks as usual. i didnt knw there were so damn many freagging tests next week. as far as i knw theres like four? ohwow, i didnt knw until tdy. lmao. and gossips are in the air. BEWARE (: