reread my last post. and realised it was merely a valiant attempt to stay afloat and keep happie. dont know where i'd be right now if not for those moments.
for testing my patience, once, twice, countless times.
for showing me how much tolerance i'm capable of.
u're selfish, u know?
u're so self absorbed, u dont see the world around u.
u're so blind, but i must be even more blind cos i still listen when u call.
u're so childish, u go so overboard sometimes i feel like slapping some sense into you.
if, one day, u didnt have anyone else to turn to, please, dont turn to me. i cant handle a one way friendship. i cant be the one who keeps giving, when u just take, and take everything away but dont give anything in return.
instead.
turn to those who condone your actions; i wont, cos i cant deal with such frivolous behaviour.
look for those who smile, laugh and pose with you in your parties; i cant cos its so fake.
call those who tell u the things u wanna hear; i cant, cos i'll tell u the truth u refuse to see.
go out with those who dont mind u splurging on them time and time again; i wont, i dont need it, neither do i believe in mindlessly throwing away money.
i hope u learn. no matter which way, i hope to god, some day u'll really learn and finally wake up.
1. the place u pee into is called the bowl. the place tat fills up with water is the cistern. do not ask how i know this. mich, promote me pls. asap.
2. u noe from lido u can look out of the window and see ppl crossing rds? well ppl who cross the rd btwn taka and wheelock look like ndp performers. they walk briskly, with a real purpose, often in very neat rows, and matching footsteps. ppl crossing btwn lido and wheelock saunter.
3. geminis are hardly sympathetic creatures. but most definitely very crappy in nature. only canuf was kind enuff to ask if i twisted my foot. bah to the rest. WHY am i surrounded with them!
4. being backup singer isnt as bad as i tot it'd be. unless, the person u're backing up goes into laughing fits. then, it really isnt very funny anymore.
i tink its true, u need negativity to experience positivity, and vice versa. kinda like matter and antimatter i suppose. just like how both are supposed to cancel each othr out, its funny how alike they are too. cos negative feelings linger on, just like how only matter comprises all of our observable universe. i guess thats why they say things like time passes so fast when you're having a good time. like the antimatter, happy moments will always be hard to capture, and impossible to harness.