Monday, May 25, 2009

moving. 

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Sunday, May 24, 2009

reread my last post.
and realised it was merely a valiant attempt to stay afloat and keep happie.
dont know where i'd be right now if not for those moments.

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Friday, May 22, 2009

happie!

darkchoc
squash
rushingOutWork 
lunchWithHerb&KFC
freeSashimiDinner
wince-ingWithMymy
relativelyGoodSkinDays 
bora&Manila
myKabukiBrush
FRIDAYS
lastFri@Work
BBQ!
myNewMoisturiser
missing
quizResults
laughter&alotOfGiggles
SoyDream&junkfood

^^

and mun, this is for you. it sounds like a total celebration. the celebration of life.

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Wednesday, May 20, 2009

i tink i must have owed him alot in my past life.
for him to put me thru so much shit.
for making me a sucker. suckee. watever.
for putting me thru so much pain and whining.
for testing my patience, once, twice, countless times.
for showing me how much tolerance i'm capable of.

u're selfish, u know?
u're so self absorbed, u dont see the world around u.
u're so blind, but i must be even more blind cos i still listen when u call. 
u're so childish, u go so overboard sometimes i feel like slapping some sense into you. 

if, one day, u didnt have anyone else to turn to, please, dont turn to me. i cant handle a one way friendship. i cant be the one who keeps giving, when u just take, and take everything away but dont give anything in return. 

instead.
turn to those who condone your actions; i wont, cos i cant deal with such frivolous behaviour.
look for those who smile, laugh and pose with you in your parties; i cant cos its so fake.
call those who tell u the things u wanna hear; i cant, cos i'll tell u the truth u refuse to see.
go out with those who dont mind u splurging on them time and time again; i wont, i dont need it, neither do i believe in mindlessly throwing away money.

i hope u learn. no matter which way, i hope to god, some day u'll really learn and finally wake up.

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Tuesday, May 19, 2009

no more sashimi or ramen, but lechon, sisig, empanada, dampa, creme brulee cheesecake AND mike's FABULOUS adobo.

i was denied one heaven, and granted another.

2 birds, 1 stone and i'm totally happie.

cant wait to see everyone again!

i'm gonna come back very brown and even more round.

(and i CANNOT believe japan didnt do any contact tracing at all. didnt they learn!)

for some strange reason, i'm feeling incredibly sleepy. its barely 9! urgh i guess if i must, i must.
sigh.

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Sunday, May 17, 2009

life, lessons.

1. the place u pee into is called the bowl. the place tat fills up with water is the cistern. do not ask how i know this. mich, promote me pls. asap.

2. u noe from lido u can look out of the window and see ppl crossing rds? well ppl who cross the rd btwn taka and wheelock look like ndp performers. they walk briskly, with a real purpose, often in very neat rows, and matching footsteps. ppl crossing btwn lido and wheelock saunter.

3. geminis are hardly sympathetic creatures. but most definitely very crappy in nature. only canuf was kind enuff to ask if i twisted my foot. bah to the rest. WHY am i surrounded with them!

4. being backup singer isnt as bad as i tot it'd be. unless, the person u're backing up goes into laughing fits. then, it really isnt very funny anymore.

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i tink its true, u need negativity to experience positivity, and vice versa.
kinda like matter and antimatter i suppose.
just like how both are supposed to cancel each othr out, its funny how alike they are too. cos negative feelings linger on, just like how only matter comprises all of our observable universe. i guess thats why they say things like time passes so fast when you're having a good time. like the antimatter, happy moments will always be hard to capture, and impossible to harness.

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