It's a 1-way street

to survive a thing is to go thru it boldly without worrying of what the endgame might be. hence the "usaha and tawakal" theory. because Allah is fair in his judgement. Maha adil, in fact. so i guess i survived my viva. i survived a Djojo. i survived an Endri. alhamdulillah skett but the endgame? alah tawakal sudeh! haha but but thankfully, at least i didnt get killed like some of the peeps. haha. free free kene pancung on the dot. true lah, doa itu senjata mukmin. lebih2 lagi doa dari ibubapa. +++ i dont know. when i see sun, or skies, or stars, i see hopes. im not being jiwang kan? view from the window. not bad la kasi can jalan2 kejar sunset salam

wah.. it has been a longg pause. people, meet my idol. she always likes to portray her image as "i'm a cool mom" and that makes her one. happy birthday mama. u know i luv u. oh la, and happy belated birthday jugak la to kakyong. sorry i couldnt wish u on time, due to some keparat internet technical problem. curi dari alak's kakyong is the kind of big sister yang mementingkan adik2 punye pelajaran. haha. during our childhood we played only educational games if kakyong jadi ketua. when u were 8 (or 9) did u know that el salvador's capital city is san salvador? or brasilia is brazil's capital city and not rio de janeiro? or doha is qatar's? well i did. thanks to kakyong main teka2 ibu negara mase cuti sekolah. :) age is only mind over matter. if u dont mind, then it doesnt matter. heheh

since i have nothing more to blog, heres some wishes to people who were born in april. kalender april penuh bulat-bulat tarikh. to a lifetime fren who first introduced me to the "budak kampung" theory when we were 10 (or 11 eh?).. i had to paste a fake mouth because my teeth looked real big like rabbit's and some more got cili terselit. hahaha. selamat hari lahir, anyway. or wat is it in deutsch eh? zum geburstag eh? watever la deutsch lingo is freaky :p rawai cpat balik and change my world view about sushi and all other ewwy japanese foods ok! ++ last saturday we (the selekeh girls who endured the heavy pour in the evening + some extend guys) did a surprised bbq to nisa, who, too, was born in april. april got so much la babies in it. but i still think november babies are awesome. ala actually it was all min's idea. prepared the bbq and all. so min is nisa's bf, and he sanggup2 la susah payah took an emergency flight from kl (takpe la staf air asia dapat byk less...

to my geek partner, happy birthday! at this moment of writing, im using a pc that u have always drooled about. it has pentium quad core processor with 3.5 gb of ram and 600gb hard disk memory. jealous? haha. and the lcd is 23" wide. haha. the gile spoilt Hikmat in Pyjamas di zaman mude. skang dah besa dah soleh dah rajin tolong kat dapur tidak malas dah pakai spek dah ade jerawat dan tidak manja mengada2 lagi! tahniah!! *gamba latest hikmat takde la. kat umah. if only u were older, i wud have asked u to do my Simulink. takyahla susah2 pening kepale. and im sorry i dropped u at the stairs when u were 1 year old. hahaha. penat la time tu. eh but then, thanks to me, since that tragedy u have been genius sampai sekang!! dan rajin2 la tolong kakak2 yang cantik buat kek dan basuh pinggan kat dapo yeh! dan teruskan menjadi anak yg baik dan berjasa pade papa ngan mama ya! eh hikmat bape taun a? 14 ke 15? +++ haha and to a gud fren, syida, who helped me translate my abstract writing into a...

why do people tend to sleep when its raining? my reason is, its sound. the sound of rain is magically a music itself, the one that drifts us away, flying around, defying that 9.80665 m/s2 of gravity and, and finally when its almost zero gravity we are oredy in the neverland. so what to do? i think im gona major in music la someday. haha! yeah someday when the piano would cost rm50 each. and the violin is as affordable as a squash/badminton racket. p.s: i dont like hujan. that band who sang the, "pagi yg gelap, blabla" it sounds so melancholic. p.p.s: but i surely love hujan, the raining hujan! so much!