L.A.M.B!

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Its been real long since I've updated.

I think I've said the same thing everytime I post haha!

Need to come up with a new start phrase already. This is seriously getting old.

Either that, or I should update regularly.

I know its of the latter Alicia.

Heh.

Last wednesday was PSA volleyball.

And YES! I played for team TRACOM.

I was playing as subset.

I have no idea why, people put me there HAHA!

Its not my usual kind of position that I usually play, but oh well, I still managed to pull it off somehow.

But still, I made lots and lots of mistake.

Like, failed service, lousy first ball.

ARRRR.

In the end, 5th position.

Lost to 'J' division and PCG.

But I must admit, they are pretty strong.

I hope I can play in this kind of competition more.

I realised, indoor is still better HAHA!

Ok. Need to go off.

Shall update AGAIN!

Soon I hope.

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

4/26/2011 06:34:00 AM

Monday, April 18, 2011

Welcome my juniors!

Welcome to HTA!

Where your life will be changed forever!

HAHAHA!

Although juniors are in, it still doesn't mean that we're free from the evil clutches!!

But still, it means that our POP is getting nearer and nearer!

I can totally SMELL IT!

Goshh the anticipation is killing me already!

BUT!

The biggest thing thats killing me now is my anxiousness.

I want to go over to Melbourne to visit Alicia so badly!!!

SOON!!! SOOOOOOOOOOOON!!!

Miss you alot babe! :)

Love you :)

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

4/18/2011 09:37:00 PM

Saturday, April 09, 2011

Juniors are coming in real soon.
I can totally smell my POP already.
Can't wait yet I still feel a little sad.
You got to admit, life's pretty good now.
Don't know what to expect after I passed out.

And maybe its time for me to admit that I can't do 2 things at once.
Maybe that is the reason why I shouldn't take up a staff assistant post.
What am I going to do now?
I'm trying hard to juggle but I seem to be too off balance.
I need to come up with something, fast and pronto!
Everything is not going my way and I know I'm going to screw up my PSA compy.
No member, no training, no formation.
And out of the 4 of us, I think one or two don't really know the full basics.
Gosh I wanted to play in a competition badly, but not unprepared!

Of all the days, next week will be a week of SBTs.
Shit.
That's all I can say for now.
I just hope things start to go better, and in my favour.
My heads BIIIIGG.

I think tomorrow I'm going to binge myself with a little more food.
I'll be needing that!
And I realised that I've kind of lost my drive to push myself.
That might explain a lot.

Still, I'm glad that through all these troubles, I can look forward to talk to Alicia, even if its just looking at her through the webcam.
I got to say, she's what I'm most looking forward to see.
But I'm sorry, I guess I'm still quite a disappointment eh?
I should stop trying to do 2 things at the same time already.

I'm off to bed. Good night world.

(PS. I FINALLY HAVE MEGAMIND! What's left is RIO AND RANGOOO!)

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

4/09/2011 10:27:00 PM

Thursday, April 07, 2011

I've been rumbling and stumbling in my thoughts for quite some time now.

Ever since I've decided the post which I expressed interest in.

I've talked to the department twice already, and I'm not sure if I'm up to task.

That is one thing, another is to commit myself to such a busy post.

I hope it will not affect my most dear and beloved R/S.

I think I've let bwur down.

I don't think I am able to go over Australia to visit her after I passed out already.

Oh please, let me know if I've made the right choice.

Everything has not been finalized yet.

But I hope I made the right decision.

Something just seems off to be.

I hope its just me. Just me.

Or maybe I'm just tired.

Maybe something IS really off.

Gosh let that not be the case please.

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

4/07/2011 07:55:00 PM