dear my fan club,
i know some of you are screwing up your life since you cant read anymore from this stupid blog. wait for for me, a bit more. i’ll be back soon.
nirzan
20 Feb
dear my fan club,
i know some of you are screwing up your life since you cant read anymore from this stupid blog. wait for for me, a bit more. i’ll be back soon.
nirzan
4 Dec
a lot of people recently asking, why do i stop blogging?
simple answer, some part of my life had been teared off so i don’t have any motivation to write anymore. i am becoming bolder day and day. less feeling cheezy mezzy dada make me stronger.
until i can pick up pieces of myself and puzzle it back, i’ll take some rest from this loveable diary of mine.
nazrinzaini
8 Oct
i have a friend. he is an engineer. he is a germans. he talks in Deutsch, obviously! he learn english when he was in high school so his english was so-so.
he said, even germans can’t survive without speaking english.
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hurm. can we survive if we learn science and math in malay?
13 Jan
oh! i just return from singapore for a 3 days holiday. yeah it was really fun and aspiring to see how far that small island developed more than us. honestly,we are far-far left behind. the infrastructure, public transport, and the mentality of the people itself.
being in singapore for few days gave me an opportunity for me to see malaysia from a different view. people outside malaysia have their own interpretation of malaysia. they condemn our PM, and write about how ignorance malaysian people who burn down churches because of the God’s name usage. its all being well narrated in the newspapers, and from singapore’s “The New Straight Times” on 11 Jan, i knew that our beloved land in wilayah pembangunan iskandar in johor was sold to singaporean for forever.
its the fact actually. the headlines says, more than 40% of houses in wilayah pembangunan iskandar belong to singaporeans. they proudly say they can afford to buy such houses, and make it their weekends homes. the houses was sold on freehold agreement, which means there is no way we can get back that piece of land. i was all disappointed when reading those articles. our people put their money from the tax impose on us to build good roads and schools, but the one who get the benefits is the foreigners who have more money than us.
where is the promise to develop and bring up johor people before? whatever happening today seems to benefits outsiders, whilst our own local people being left behind in their status quo.
i still remember my history teacher once told me the history of johor. sultan johor sold his land to Englishman in return to their support to win the civil war between him and his brother. he did that because of his benefits. and now it seems the history repeat itself. because of some people own benefit, our land tergadai lagi.
29 May
thank you Dear God, I got my pc yesterday, and my login id today, and now i can browse from office. like always, nothing much to do except reading notes and material related, thus i have a lot of time surfing on the net. and i found:
yeah. there you go. every year, my family pay more than rm 5000 for insurance coverage including cars, properties, health and works. 10% of rebate if you renew you insurance online or directly to the insurance company without using agents services will mkae a alot of different. if rm5k, i can save up to rm500. i will tell my mum that i will renew all her insurance and only ask rm200, yet she can still jimat rm300. she will surely like it. haha. eh oi ah all friends, do learn about it k. we can save money and time, just a little effort with the computer is needed. take note yah.
p/s: aku makin obsess tentang cara menjimatkan duit dan berbelanja secara bijak. baru tahu susah payah cari duit sendiri. sayang pulak nk belanja sesuka hati. hehe~
10 Mar
Assalamualaikum w.b.t
Dear all reader,
I am sorry for being completely hibernating from this blog for few weeks. Life been extremetely hectic and I am taking nearly a month to settle down with life and all. Life was interesting (as i describe it) with busyness at home, frequent visit to KL for interviews and other errands, but somehow I dont find any mood to write or telling the world about my whereabouts and howabouts. Now I am settling down a bit. Slowly, bit by bit, counting steps into a new virtue of life. And last Thursday, I am entitled as a working man. Hoho.
I am in bangi FYI. Doing RA (read: Pembantu Penyelidikan) for some projects here. Contract basis, but I am free to resign if say I get the offer for placement from Pet. For now, I will only focussing on the design and development of jig instrument for knee replacement operation. And tomorrow, I am going to witness a life knee operation in HUKM. Sounds interesting aite? But deep in my heart, I pray I will not collapse in the OT. Huhu. Working here is quite good too, new friends, new environment, new life, new beginning.
I am going home in few minutes. As always, first day of the week syndrome. Will write more later. Keep on updating guys.
p/s: bole la nk melayan internet hari2..since dh dpt desktop pc sendiri, with superb wireless connection.
5 Jan
jelajah eropah aku kali ini penuh dengan seribu pengalaman berharga. dengan mendebik dada, aku berani laungkan tiada siapa di tanah malaysia mampu menandingi pengalaman berharga yang aku peroleh. tengok saja tajuk post ni, tentu kamu dapat sedikit klu tentang apa yang aku bakal tulis bukan. oh sebelum itu, untuk kamu-kamu yang kurang ambil tahu tentang isu semasa dan keadaan dunia, sila maklum bahawa pergolakan di palestin semakin parah sekarang. hey mesti kamu ambil tahu hal-hal begitu. sibuk diwar-warkan dalam berita dan akhbar di malaysia bahawa semakin ramai rakyat palestin dibunuh. bagi aku, bagaimana besar pun isu dan sengketa, nyawa bukan lah mainan. segala masalah boleh diselesaikan. pasti ada caranya. kenapalah mereka tidak berfikir begitu.

oh gambat diatas aku capture di brussels. dihadapan european council bulding. tempat bersidang segala bapak-bapak negara persatuan eropah. dekat juga bangunan itu dengan hotel penginapan aku. masyarakat muslim berpiket dan menyatakan protest mereka terhadap diskriminasi undang-undang di iran. lantang sekali dilaungkan pendirian merekam tanpa rasa takut dan gentar. sepanjang pagi sehingga tiba waktu jumaat mereka berpiket. aku kagum, cuma aku terlalu ingin segera pagi itu untuk mengejar bas. kalau tidak, pasti aku tunggu untuk tahu kesudahannya.
perhimpunan manifestasi sokongan terhadap palestin dan bantahan terhadap kekejaman israel di paris
hari sabtu, 3 januari 09. aku ke paris dengan aiman telo. tujuan, pusing-pusing ambil gambar dan berhajat mahu membeli-belah. tapi tujuan utama, untuk sertai perhimpunan menghantar manifestasi sokongan terhadap palestin dan rakyatnya. perarakan bermula di republique dan berakhir 3.4 km kemudian di saint augustin.

berpuluh ribu rakyat perancis turun memenuhi jalan. dari segala bangsa, agama dan umur. warna rambut dan kulit bukan menjadi ukuran. yang pasti, mereka bersama-sama benci dan menentang kekejaman rejim israel di palestin. human awareness mereka sangat tinggi aku rasa. rasa kemanusiaan dalam diri mereka melangkaui batasan agama dan bangsa. mereka sama-sama simpati terhadap nasib masyarakat palestin.
ini gambar golongan yahudi di paris. dari sepanduk dan laungan mereka aku dapat rasakan mereka juga amat benci apa yang dilakukan rejim yahudi di palestin. tengok lah, sedangkan mereka juga benci kekejaman begitu, tapi kita sebagai umat islam sesaudara tidak pun ambil endah. hey cuba pikirkan balik. golongan yahudi ini patutnya menyokong pihak mereka, tapi sebaliknya. kita pula bagaimana?

bendera palestin yang dikibar dan diarak penuh semangat


lautan manusia memenuhi segenap pelusuk jalan





honestly, aku begitu bersemangat petang itu. adrenalin banyak sekali naik ke kepala. kadang-kadang meremang bulu tengkuk mendengar laungan dan semangat yang ditunjukkan. petang itu sejuk sekali, mungkin kurang lagi dari takat beku suhunya. tapi ia tidak mematahkan semangat orang-orang yang cintakan keamanan dan sayangkan sesama manusia dari bersatu menyatakan pendirian mereka.
sungguh ia pengalaman berharga buat aku. tengok saja gambar-gambar di atas. bukan senang mahu ketemu perhimpunan sebegitu. oh, mungkin di malaysia bisa buat begitu? aku tidak berani ambil risiko. sebab? banyak sangat larangan dan undang-undang nonsense yang konon nya untuk mengekalkan keamanan, tapi sebenarnya mengongkong kebebasan bersuara orang ramai. walaupun apa yang ingin disuarakan itu betul dan semua orang tahu kebenarannya.
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