do you want to know how much i evolve in 2 weeks?
this is 2 days old
and how it grows in 2 weeks.
p/s: just completed sending MOM for a meeting i chaired last noon. its 2 am in the morning. how loser can you be?
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3 Sep
torture, kick, slap, spit
title refers. what can be worse than enduring it defenseless. it’ll be heller when you receive those for mistakes you didn’t do.
hehs. thats life man.
anyway, my office room mate said, there is no quality life in our day here in yard. couldn’t agree more. you start to disregard your love one, you ditch your family and don’t even have time for you own self. it sucks. yeah i know sucks sometimes good, but this is sucks sucks!
i learn a lot here. i learn how to judge bosses, how to bodek my colleagues, how to makan dalam contractor and how to scream in front of my image in the mirror. pathetic kan. wish i could curse and scream 2 inches from their faces but it wont do. things wont work that way. patient and determination is everything here. hadoih! hate this life. when it’ll end?
20 May
my lonely lullaby
i slept alone, countless number of times nowadays. i often leave the tv switched on until morning. but last night, i slept with ease and peace, one i got after soooo long searching for it. thanks to the lovely song by elaine paige ans susan boyle on media corp 5 just before i close my eyes.
i slept well, dreamed something good, woke up fresh and ready to rock at work.
but the first thing i did in the office today is writing this. how?
3 Aug
telling the world about my life..its an update
friends, from all over inches of the universe, i am appologizing for not being able to write anything here since i-dont-know when. now i know why enol’s blog, azman’s, fareez’s and few other rantings was not being updated after they get into working life. it is hard to explain, but once you get into this cari-duit-sendiri life, then you’ll know. your social life was slowly being sacrified, your rights is being abused and your time is shortening. you can never decide things for your own during 8-5 every monday till 5 days later. sometimes, your job and task will chase after you during weekends too. there is no more waking up whenever you want. diciplinary action was against you all time incase you are late or curi tulang. either you hate it, or just accept it, it is a reality thing in working life. so please dear adik-adik in school and unies, enjoy your time to the fullest. i do miss those times when i can wake up late and escape lectures, but now, all of those heavenly things i enjoyed doing was over. and yesterday i told asto, before he started his first day working, “enjoy your night bro. after this, there are no more tido smpai siang sampai ko pencen”.
pee-ass: write more later. nk rush balik bangi pulak. convo in 2 weeks. cant wait to see all those hounds. been miss them soo bad.
9 Apr
sob..sob!!
i am bored to death waiting for a vendor that will come to fabricate my things. he’s been late 1 hour than schedule. fuck him off, as long as im the one who has the power to select which tender to give to whom, i swear he will not get it. stupid old arrogant chinesse businessman. then he called after an hour to say he cant attend. oohh that a total junk of shit. pfffftt.
-tense-
luckily i found this on some blog. relieve a bit. sob sob!!
8 Apr
kerja kosong!!! kerja kosong!!!
berikut butiran kerja kosong yg ditawarkan:
Jawatan: Pembantu Penyelidik ( contract basis)
Tempat: Jabatan Kej. Mekanik & Bahan, UKM
Requirement: CGPA2.75, fresh graduate are welcome
Gaji: RM 1600++ , ada elaun2 lain dan KWSP
Waktu Kerja: Ikut suka asalkan cukup 8 jam sehari
Skop kerja: Senang amat, keje pejabat, jumpa2 vendor, outstation sana-sini, wat drawing sket2.
Siapa berminat, sila contact aku or tinggalkan email dalam comment box. Boleh juga sambung master kalau berminat. Kerja smbil buat master. Contact aku ya!!
16 Mar
doctor tak jadi
cerita ni kinda basi, tapi tak kesah. still want to post something about em. sebab i think i am cool to have it. engineer in an opration room. hohoh. sape cakap engineer takleh scrub in operation and take part. not actually taking part but contribute something to the operation. ya lah, project aku berkaitan ngn medical-engineering design. and sedikit sebanyak menghepikan diri aku sebab cita-cita asal aku nk jadi doktor orang, tapi last2 jadi doktor mesin. takpelah. pengalaman rabu lepas sangat berharga buat aku.
stepping into the OT with full sterilized dress, trailing behind the orthopedic specialist (dr hamdan) was an experience for me. the patient was prepared earlier by the operation asistant, hypnotized by the anesthesiologist using drugs, and covered with green medical clothes. the specialist immediately start the operation after he went in. i stood next to him to observe the procedure. honestly, i am expecting pool of bloods, chunks of bones flying here and there, but it turn up to be clean and organized. i am prepared to see the worst, but seriously, during the operation, the feeling of pity and guilty cutting and slicing the patients legs is not there. i just feel like they are cutting a leg of a cow. sebabnya, all of the patient body was covered, and its just the knee was exposed out. so xde la rase sgt tu kaki orang. and the team remove the tempurung lutut, hammering nails, cut the tulang lutut joins, and drill new implants to the patient. mula2 memang scary, tapi lama2 seronok plak. and the 2 and a half hour operation just finished like that.
before the cutting begin. the drill the alignment probe on the femur and tibia. rase cm drill kayu je…
tempurung lutut was removed to the side, and the femur is ready to be cut.
the team of angkasawan didalam dewan bedah. aneh betul attire mereka. nasib baik aku tak kene pakai cenggitu.
haa this is the thing la. the knee implant. the engineering team will desin the instrument for the implant, to improve the current one with an easier procedure for the surgeon to conduct the operation
cool kan kerja aku? huahaha..seronok weh. pengalaman. entah bila la dapat masuk lagi OT cmni. nak tggu sam, asyuk, bogus, arba, joe or gersang bawak masuk OT, entah bile lah..haha
p/s: kepada wanita2 mengandung dan orang mudah mabuk, sila jangan tengok image2 ini. walopon aku taj jadi nak jadi doktor, ade gak peluang masuk OT. syukurlah
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