Days grow longer and nights grow shorter

NAPFA Test


T__________________T.

2.4KM run: 13:49 ...A!
Shuttle-run: 11.1s ...A!
Sit-ups: 36... A!
Inclined pull-up: 14 ...B

First up, SBJ.
Oh gosh that has always been my si3 xue4(which means I always fail this)! & this gonna be my first station of the day & I was the first person to do it. Argh ):
So I went psycho-ing self: "Throw myself awayyyy" then JUMP!
160cm.
Second try, worse: 147cm.
Big fat E ):.
& & Sit&Reach was 33cm another big E! T_T Boohoo.

Most ODACians got GOLD...
I ain't even getting a silver.
NoOOOOOOooOOOOOOOOOOO! *Sob
So depressing.

ODAC dry-run after school. Got very tired at the later part.
...

Study group was postponed, which is kinda a blessing to me now, I think I need more sleep ZZZ.
I am dozing off every minute.
My brain power experiences LDMR.

Oh and yay I have something to add into my soft toy collection... A pink mushroom! Thanks! LOL.

This time, This place, Misused, Mistakes

Fruitful day!
0530 RISE & SHINE!
0700-1230 SCHOOL~
1300-1630 MUG MUG MUG with DJ, Weiwei, Riyanti!
1630-1830 MEETING with fellow ODAC exco
20??-2318 MUG MUG MUG with Cvn, Jack, Clr, Gersh!
MUG MUG MUG ON LOOONGGGGGG BUS TRIP HOME~
0020 HOME
0045-0010 TYPE TYPE TYPE ODAC proposal etc


Pics as soon as I next-come-online, gotta study very hard for C.Ts.
I am so dead
I'm glad to have all of them around. (:

Yay I love my strawberry pouch
Argh I hate don't like hyperactive cats which stare at me and jumps around ):
Alright random.
Craving for Mcdonalds.
Oh that reminds me of Mcdonaldization (read GP globalisation!) & Big Mac PPP (Econs) hahaha :X
Hungry.
Stomach growl*
...

I just realised I have less than 4 hours of sleep. Ciaos world!

P.S Thanks Sheena, Bong & JH (: I will try my best(hopefully) to study! You all JIAYOU TOO alright? Don't give up! & nah he was just telling me some stuff which made me reflect... Come to think of it its over so I shaln't think so much. Loves, people!

When I see your smile, tears roll down my face

At times things are referred to directly at you, you can choose to ignore or heed. But one has got to understand, certain things are beyond our control & all of us are actually in the same boat, being sandwiched in between all & we complain, grumble & hate and nobody spells it out, so who can we blame it on?

& when blogging becomes a tool for communication
& perhaps wrong inferences.

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Almost got electrocuted by computer speakers plug just now. Now my nose keeps twitching. O.O

I wonder if study group is still on... Apparently not? But I think its gonna be tomorrow. (:

I need some interesting things to blog about, if not my posts will turn into a bedtime story.

Back to uploading then homework.

Cbox problems, reply tags soon (:

If you just realise what I just realised

Back from the hiatus.(:

Yesterday, 220208
2.4KM run during P.E.
Ran like it was the only thing I could do, sprinted the last round like troubles could go away along with the wind.
13:49.
6th in position, I expected better.
Collapsed into a limp, empty shell.

Drained & hollowed for the rest of the lessons.
Math lecturer didn't help by throwing tantrums.
Rushed through AQ in library Atheneum. Now how is it spelt... :S

& C.C.A recruitment after school!
86 :D
Thanks Clr for lending me your camera! (:
I want a new camera, something like Clr's. So cool!
'Estacy cheer' was so cool, screamed along though I wasn't very familiar. Heh.
Unglam-ness caught on camera O.O

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Today, 230208
Went back to college to study with WF.
Spitting headaches & noise.
Everything is not helping.
I am so dead.

My thoughts are all in bits and pieces.
Things' been filling my mind.
I can't blog about.

Its of innocent bystanders, fragile trust & hypocrisy.
Friends?

Of course, there are still some which I know are true & I treasure all of you. (:
Especially those who are always there, encouragements & all.

Or am I too quick to judge?


I am dead I am dead I am dead
C.Ts are coming,
Impending DOOMSDAY.

The song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Currently suffering from
1.Cravings for pizza(finally something I feel like eating) & fun.
2.Allergies to homework.
Argh!

Physics is not printing, software not loading for me to upload ODAC pics.
Printer keeps giving me problems.

C.T.s are like so close and I'm not preparing, argh.

HELPPPPPPP.

Its a sickening pretence & an innocent bystander.
& everything I can't spell out

No inference please.

I am a happy girl. (: (:

STOP THE EMO! :D

Cya all in college tomorrow, weeeeeeeeeeeeeee

& lost and thrown away

Went to college for orientation stuffs today. Briefed on games and stuff, basically alright.

After that, met up with the rest to go for lunch. Avoiding the stupid(oops its mine) camera during the bus journey down to J8 -_-. K la I took 1 picture, so good right. I hate seldom like my face in pictures(or not).

Lost appetite at the sight of food, so had a drink.(Gosh don't tell me I'm becoming aneroxic O.O)

Was forcing myself to cheer up a little 'cause I didn't want to dampen the mood. But failed to. Oh well. Sorry people ):.

Anyway.. thanks Clr for the... eel? What was that. Haha. I ate it 2 hours later.

2s15 pictures are put up already, ODAC pictures might take some while due to the software not willing to load for me to upload to the gallery. Argh.

I should have brought stuffs to revise and stayed in school after the orientation thing. I can't study now.






I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could

Stop, admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind


Tattoo (by Jordin Sparks) rocks my socks and shoes.

Ohyea explorer Youtube a bit.




Cheers.

Now the days they all turn black

For God so loVed the world,
    that he gAve
       his onLy
       BegottEn
           soN
          thaT whosoever
   believeth In Him
      should Not perish,
    but have Everlasting life.
                      John 3:16

&I am sorry
to all the people whom I've hurt, due to my actions or my unintentional blabbers or somewhat sarcastic comments(most of the time the 'jokingly' tone can't be sensed).

&& HAPPY HAPPY VALENTINES DAY♥, 140208.
Thanks to all, you know who you are, & I really appreciate everything, loves!(: ♥

NTU talk today, Business is real tough to get in... We wanted to switch LT to listen to the NIE talk but it was flooded I guess.

Followed by P's dialogue session.

I am so dead afraid I CMI. Both classes there... supposedly the best classes for our combination. Our class, supposedly the best(I heard). I am so lagging behind, fear, fear, fear. Riy suggested a study group, I hope it works and I certainly hope I won't drag all of them back.

Come to think of it I have a lot of regrets. Still remember what DL told me during an ODAC session a few weeks ago. Yea I start to believe that applies to me too.

I should have thought further, chosen better, everything was ruined by my wrong choices.

I don't want any regrets again,
but I am starting to doubt my own abilities.

& that, apparently, like what the P says, is gonna be an obstacle.
I need time to believe.

But

Mids are hardly far, & I haven't started revision.
ODAC stuffs been keeping me busy this while.
Oh man, oh man, oh man.

P.S. To all(whom I've taken pics with with my camera): Pics will be uploaded soon, sorry for the delay. :/

P.P.S. I ♥ the song What If by SP to bits man! Clickety-click below! :D

ALL THE VERY VERY BEST TO 2S15 & all for MATH VECTORS TEST 2mr!

What if?

For the first time in my college life, I've passed my Chemistry! :S
Well certainly not something to be very proud of though.
Apparently it is an easy test, after they went through all the solutions.

G.P was GOOD for the very first time, hahaha. 'Cause we're now doing on metaphors and it reminds me of my favorite Literature lessons way, way back. But this time, metaphors seem more difficult. Why can't they change AQ to character analysis? Haha.

The rose died in my locker already. ): Riyanti's gna help me make it into dry flower!
I can't locate my camera, I took a picture of it(before it withered that is).

Went on a shopping trip after school, to no surprise I couldn't get the stuffs I wanted. Its always like that. There is demand but no supply. How sad! I bid up prices also no use.

I see some so stressed, sad, I can't help, I just managed to get back mine.

Argh I am tired and my brain can't function properly and my thoughts are disorganised, all over the place. Off to do work, interesting picture posts soon, when I find my camera.

*Award-winning sentence
blah blah increase in something AD/AS blah blah
increase in NY, o/p, nt
economic growth!

*Award winning smile (:


SP ROCKS. Heh.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say

Heyheyhey I'm NOT EMO (:
This song is nice!

My Chemical Romance- Disenchanted
Well I was there on the day
They sold the cause for the queen
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen
I hate the ending myself
But it started with an alright scene

It was the roar of the crowd
That gave me heartache to sing
It was a lie when they smiled
And said, "you won't feel a thing"
And as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting

If I'm so wrong
How can you listen all night long?
Now will it matter after I'm gone?
Because you never learned a goshdarn thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
Well if you think that I'm wrong
This never meant nothing to you

I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I can watch all my heroes
Sell a car on tv
Bring out the old guillotine
We'll show 'em what we all mean.

If I'm so wrong
How can you listen all night long?
Now will it matter long after I'm gone?
Because you never learned a goshdarn thing

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to you

So go away, just go, run away.
But where did you run to? And where did you hide?
Go find another way, price you pay

where oh, where oh, where oh
where oh, where oh, where oh
It's just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to you, come on

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
Well if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to you

At all, at all, at all, at all

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Sing-along, yay. Off to do hw! & to munch&munch&munch!
Almost fainted due to terrible sneezing fit(more than 6 hours ):) yesterday. Phew, lucky that it's GONE already!
Hahaha yay school tomorrow!
Maybe I shall look forward to it.

Provided...

Spring cleaning~

I've decided to do some spring cleaning today(even though its the 3rd day of CNY already & I'm supposed to do this before CNY)!

Which left me in a terrible sneezing fit, but nonetheless new discoveries from my Childhood-Toybox(yea its still there hahaha)! Surprisingly I could still remember all the soft toys' names. ><


My Miffy! I have no idea why its green.


Somehow I named this Bubu. :X Look at its suspicious face(its ear is made this way, one lifted). There is nothing in my cupboard, really.


Hey Kelly! This is Polis! :P

Helped Mum with cooking dinner, & she said its been long since I last helped. Yea everyone's been busy, Sis with work and me with school work. ):

No visiting (yet?).
Argh I am supposed to go do my homework now...
IT IS WEEK 6 ALREADY GOSH!


I missed Death Note the last time, maybe I wanna watch this!

OFF! HAPPY CNY!

P.S. I've finished the tub of butter cookies already, hahaha.

Procrastination, running circles in my head

I'm blogging to distract myself from devouring the whole tub of butter chocolate-chip cookies ^^.

CNY hols been boring, Noisy T.V.+people talking away are distracting me from studying & homework.

Anyway I watched CJ7 with Dad, Mum and Sis(s) yesterday! :D



How cute!

But when it died it turned into a soft toy. I went: LOL?! Which was just as cute. Haha. If anywhere sells that I'm gonna buy. (:

Gosh just overheard neighbour's conversation with parents about how well her grandchildren are doing in school. I am such a disappointment ):


Gotta go buck up on vectors, I must get 'A' for lecture test! (which again seems impossible 'cause I deleted away all my vectors for EOY 'cause it wasn't tested.)

(One of my)Wish for the (chinese)new year: More $50 Ang Baos please. :D hahaha.

Chinchilla, chilla, chilla.

LOL! This is funny.
Credits to Deviantart.com. Pic is a little pixelled 'cause I stretched it though.

College CNY Concert
Wow all were good, but some performers (Dance, Dikir Barat and the yellow-people?) rocks! wow wow wow I can never be in Performing Arts.
But well Sports CCA is good too, it trains me to be TOUGH!
We are not a Club okay. Tsk.
Hahaha. :D

Ling Kwang Home
It was fun, my first time 'performing' (Other than those way back in Primary school...).
I belong to the group of N.E. Reps! (:
Together with the guys, Kelly & 2 of her friends, and a secondary schoolmate and her friends! Well it was fun, although we were all kinda lost as to what to do.

After everything ended, went to a coffeeshop nearby for lunch.Had a choking sugar cane juice :/.

Alighted at the bus stop outside college with Leslie and DY. Walked a loooonngg home, think, thank, thught, thought.

(Chinese) New Year Resolution: I shall not be affected by what they say and continue with my life. (:

Sorry for being angry/sad/emo people. I will do my best not to be so.
Thanks Kelly for always being there, loves!

P.S. ODACians please check out the revamped ODAC web! Room for improvements, comments please! (: Thanks!

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered

It is unfair to judge
Of what we think of others, just by the way we hear, we observe, we presume.

Everything happens for a reason.
Please don't do this to me.
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P.E. was GOOD today!
Yay 12 rounds (almost) continously. Half-walked the last 6 rounds and had a nice chat with Riyanti! Fought my Cold Bug away. But left me with a headache and the back of my right brain, even till now. ):

Lessons were just as depressing as always. I understand what's going on but my memory span never seem to last long.

I suspect Crossroads Cafe was on fire during Math lecture. Hahaha. Peter set it up maybe? (Uhm inside joke hahaha)

Speaking of the Cafe...
I rate Crossroads' Chicken Mayo wrap a 4.5/10. (:
1. It was kinda cold
2. The cheese dripped out of the paper and dirtied my uniform! ):
3. Service was a little slow :X

But GoodNews' ICE CHOCOLATE still ROCKS :D. Die die must try!
Have yet to try the Pizza there. Yumyumyum.

Still miss FirstLove's potato wedges & burgers & Ribena & lime juice & I didn't get a chance to taste the baked rice! ):

Chocolate iceblended-ed home, walking is good for the legs hahaha :D.

Going to LingKwang Home tomorrow, hope I don't mess up the performance, photos photos maybe, off to do Physics tutorial, wish my headache disappears, BYE WORLD! :D

That Truth is a Stranger

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me

I'm never good enough,
'Cause that's what everyone say.

I sense the unhappiness, the hate, the tension, but nobody is speaking.
Let's all break the ice and stop the pretences.
And true enough, apparently the responsibility lies in me again.


Thank God I still have good friends who were there(and always are),
I am real grateful. ♥ (:

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I need a quiet place to study.
I have no where to go
I need a Sunday-Studying-Friend
& a laptop.

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done

& in this race, we run, rest, sprint, fall, bleed, heal, cut, pick ourselves up, trip again, walk, blistered, bleed, so tired, so tired, I wanna give up.

__________________ramblings.


I'm sick of this life