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300508, Mugging at Coffee Bean
Was good until the place grew to be noisier & noisier!. LOL.
Alright wasn't exactly mugging. Revised for Math with Clr & Gersh. Reached home very late, bathed, slept. Pictures (of nice things like the barney I doodled hah) when Gersh sends.
That explains why I dozed off during the paper today. T_T
Sigh, yet again! This was what happened for C.Ts & I did real badly, lotsa mistakes, couldn't think properly.
I'm gna be banded into the last class... Sigh.

310508, PS, Bugis!
Had lunch with the guys at P.S, instead of Sentosa which Cvn suggested.
Walked around, there were quite a bit of nice stuff to get, and the GSS, woah! :D
After which DY, Julius & Henry decided to have ice cream @ Swensens, so the rest of us headed down to Bugis.
While Woody, Gersh & I were in the maze of Bugis street, there was a downpour! Walked around a little more, then ran to the nearby bus to get shelter & go home.
Home, trying to figure out what is Viwawa. (:


I want my wawa (avatar) to look like this...

But not enough Gold or whatever you call it. ):

I should be studying for Physics... soon. Tonight. I have a whole day tomorrow too. Argh I'm procrastinating again... Sigh.



All the looks that feel so different
I'm tired
I hate myself

Lalala

Dying of boredom in college. School com's here for me to blog, YAY! :D Hope the librarian doesn't scold me though. Haha.
Currently feeling zonked, blood's been pumped out of every tissue cell of my brain into somewhere else, say, my fingers so I am actively typing. Ok I am talking gibberish. Bleh. Better sign out before someone sees my big blog name on the screen at this blank space I am typing in. WHEEE. Wish my best of luck for Math tomorrow. Doubt I'll pass anyway. & yea all the bst to Clr at TTSH Starbucks. Muahaha.

When all you've got to keep is strong

I am real bored (that explains the post)!
Back from college after taking Econs paper, I think I can pass Econs, say E? Oh please?
I have 2.5 days to get 1.5 years worth of Math into my head.

Anyway went back to college to study for Econs with Clr & Gersh yesterday. General conclusion: We felt like we've accomplished little. Maybe study groups don't work so well after all? But it was fun maybe yea & I love Pizza Hut! (:


Gotta go do Math, my posts are getting boring. *Dozes off.

Gone (till after exams)

Chem- Gone case...
I didn't study hard enough.
So disappointed in myself.
History shan't repeat for Math & Econs & Physics.
Off to study!

This shall be the last post until after June 2, if I have nothing especially 'urgent' to talk about that is.


Update: Craps can't study. 4 hours of reading of Math lecture notes & zonked. Shucks! No time, no time! ): I can't believe I'm reading Newsweek, like, after GP exams, now.
Motivation dwindling...

Dithers.

Missed out on each other now

Tis not the time to get upset/confused about things.

Update: Sorry the widget was on autoplay yesterday, I forgot to edit the code. Fixed!

Ok I shall give you all ofoverthoughts.blogspot readers 25 minutes to listen to some of my favorite songs. After this go & study ok?

Got me out here in the water so deep.

& I tend to come to realizations too late
to you & you, thanks for all the help & for being there
I'm sorry
for all the things I've said,
for all the things I've thought you were
for all the things I've done
There seems to be no turning back
And now it seems even futile to apologize

I think both of you do read this space, perhaps.

Can't be the only one

Meow-meowWee-Hoo

Sexy pose.

Well I was studying with` last Sunday when we saw this cat. It was named Wee-Hoo yesterday because it follows whoever who makes this whistling sound.

Some over-dued pictures, but I shall post it up anyway.

This is the picture on the cat food packet (similar resemblance to WH).

It will look perfectly normal...
Until when you take it with FLASH,

Apparently, another cat appears & WH-resemblant disappears! (Red circle)

Freaky!
Well.. actually not haha.


Emo WH...


Taking a break from eating Salmon & Tuna cat food (in paper box which got cut off).

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Today, 160508
Again there was a confusion at the school gate as to where to go for lunch, I have no idea how, the group of us ended up going separate ways.

After another long discussion we decided to take any bus that comes along & stop 5 stops later. In the end we dropped the '5-stops' idea and went to Thompson Plaza instead. The place was big, I've only been there twice, been in there once.

In the end... we (Woody, Cvn, Gersh, Clr, me) had KFC! I love Cheesy meltz. Hahaha we could have had it at Kovan, but its ok, we had a great chat there! (: [Anyway I have sent the email already, as promised! Shan't post any pics on this space due to viewers' discretion, but those interested (its about GM chickens) do tell me, lol]

I miss my camera, now I have no pixels to show! Phone camera pictures are grainy. Sigh. When I have the time... I will go to Sim Lim to get it repaired.

Back to Earth & studies, I think I'm goner for Mids, but I WILL catch up during hols. Speaking of it is easy...

I don't know if everything will work, I've no choice but to take the risk now, please, please, please let me do well for A levels, I want/need to get into the U badly.


If only I can find the answer
To take it all away





stickgal.blogspot inspired

Deviation

Had to send an email, so it was like a by-the-way thing that I am here blogging! (Alright it sounds like an excuse.. but never mind, since the printer is printing my Econs hahaha).

Oh we went out for lunch today & I met MT! Its been like 2 years since we last met? Wow what a coincidence... We weren't very close in secondary school but I can still remember times when we (MT, LL, RF & I, 3.m.f & the Grass? LOL ) went to the coffeeshop near our school to have this yummy handmade noodles. I wonder if it's still there.

Studied in school library with WF while guys were using com, then went outside to thaw.

Speaking of failure, there are 2 ways in which one can deal with it.
1. To get demoralized, give up & concede defeat
2. To get motivated, work harder & ensure this will not happen again

Its just a matter of perspective, ain't it?
Everyone, work hard okay?

Wow starving. Off!

P.S. Shall go study, blog post (which I've promised, haha) is to be continued...

This ain't a scene, its an arms race

Alright I have ALOT to say, thats why I'm here instead of studying.
1st I have gotta blog about the meow-meow (lol) yesterday but yea it doesn't fit today's theme so I will K.I.V till the next time I blog, or when I have the time/mood to.

Let me illustrate *Waves out white-board marker*:



Oh randomly selected font has uncanny resemblance to my handwriting. Cool?

With reference to Figure 1,
Between time t0 to t1: No Monday blues! Light-hearted mood to school, one of the few rare times
Between time t1 to t2: Somehow lethargy & boredom & stress& influence sets in
Between time t2 to t3: 'Minimum' mood pushed to the max, paradoxical hah
Between time t3 to t4: Getting better phew
Between time t4 to t5: Home, pretty neutral

Ok sorry I was bored.
Hmm anyway I shall give a qualitative analysis.

The following shall refer to some.

I'm disappointed in the way things are happening, although apparently I don't have any right to.
Friends turned enemies, dark silent faces.

Whatever's happened?
To our innocence, our friendship, our lives

I thought they were the people I used to know.
Although in some cases I am not directly involved, I feel uneasy seeing everything happening right in front of me
& yet helpless, useless, I can't do anything to alleviate their pain
And hey, we've got a new definition.

This race
It is no longer about challenging self to do better
It is not to work hard together for our common dream

It is the ability to push others down
It is a mad scramble for the top
It is to win, by ALL means.

& worse still, it is a déjà vu

No I hate this intricate world
I want all of us back

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Had a great chat with Sheena on my way home, was quite glad that she let me study with her (although we ended up talking haha), if not I could have broken down somewhere on the way home, you know, chats really help. (:
Much thanks to Kelly too for listening, I am so thankful that I still have great friends like them around.

Ok I promise that next post will be a happy & not-so-moody one.
I will blog about meow-meow.
-_-.

Oh and recent comments that I 'appear' different- the way I blog & reality. Really. Whatever.

Bye world
Intricate
Jaded
Sigh.

Abstinence

Devoid; Simply because it was too risky,
after all...
Weeeee.

Alright been studying for Econs in between uncontrollable sleeps. How to survive through the upcoming full papers? ):

Yesterday, 090507
There was a long break in between end of our lessons & the Math STAR, so off we went to Hans @ HG mall to have lunch.
They decided to give us this 'special' student meal(guess it was impromptu, 'cause Gersh told them we didn't have enough cash when we left the restaurant initially). Hahaha good business strategy.
Rice with chicken chop with ice lemon tea- $5. Yummy! :D
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Back to school for pretty boring but nevertheless useful Math lecture.
Home finally, (bus wait was half an hour I think. Argh!) decided not to go out, studied, found myself sleeping with head in the books this morning.

Looking at Clr's photo gallery (was looking at Cvn's then linked). Woah I miss those s18 chalet times. After A levels we'll have another one ok! Hahaha.

Alright gotta get back to studying. Cya!

Crashing down on in

I feel so happy today- I've got a Gold for NAPFA! :D
I couldn't believe it.
Thanks a lot for help & encouragement from WL, Lynn, Sam, JL & of course our PE teacher! They've been a GREAT help! Hehe especially WL who pushed me down while doing S&R (my worsT component). My rib cages feel broken now though... Our PE teacher told me that I have a low threshold of pain. If I could have pushed myself more... I could have made it in the first round. But its okay, I feel real glad for this achievement & also getting to know such great people! :D

Sigh although some (jokingly) said I cheated. ):


Hah.

Hmm. Wow I believe in perseverance now. From fail... train, train & train until today! Its like our A levels... All of us gotta hold on, hang on & push on till we succeed. Yea today's been a great motivation for me in terms of studies as well. Although I doubt I have enough time to catch up for Mids... I will do my very best & clear everything during the holidays. Hopefully can do well for As. ADD OIL EVERYONE! :D

Tomorrow's gonna be a great day too!
(For the first time I feel real optimistic this year!)

I still can't understand why things turn out this way,
I wish life wasn't so complicated.

Take time to realise

The day before, 020508, Shop-a-shopping!
Went shopping with Wei2 & Riyanti! It’s been long since I’ve last shopped for something (Most of the time I just buy the things that I want while strolling around).
Our objective was to get clothes for College day the next day, the theme being “smart casual”.
Took a bus which passed by my previous work place, a blue building hahaha. The bus driver lady told me that bus 80 doesn’t go straight to Paya Lebar MRT, so I had to walk. She added that there was this man in pink with the same destination as me. So when I alighted from the bus I simply followed him around the area. I felt like a stalker, LOL :D.
So off to an ‘ulu’ mall (Guess it yourself!). We walked around so much that our legs hurt. Yea we aren’t used to shopping- better suited for brain exercises!

Well since there wasn’t any dinner prepared at home, Mum said I could go meet my Sis after her work to have a meal together. Therefore I went to HG library to read, since I had nothing to do during the waiting time. Picked up a book called “The Iraq War” (sounds relevant to GP?), found a seat and started reading.

To my left there was this lady typing furiously into her laptop, while on my left there was another lady in her 50s reading this Chinese recipe book. 1 hour later, she (the lady reading that is) dozed off & started snoring!

Got rather distracted, words started to run through my mind senselessly without processing any content. Well that book was quite boring after all, just factual accounts of things that I have not apparently caught up with a few years ago (which I deeply regret now).

Gave up on reading, went to walk around the mall. Bought stuffs, I shop better alone hahaha. Finally Sis called to tell me that her work ended, so we went to Long John’s (tar tar sauce!) to eat.

Home, can’t do any work, went to sleep.

I’m so wasting my time, argh!
Time to push away distractions and focus, concentrate, study for good.

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Yesterday, 030508, College day cum musical @ RP
College day was... motivating. (I wished I could be like one of them...)
Musical was GREAT!


Canteen, in front of the nice water droplet thing.
Is it hatred, hypocrisy or over-sensitivity?

Woah nice emo eh (I was talking to DJ while the others were playing... on a rock hehe)


Clr (:
& the Standard Twist pose. ^^V


WF & Kelly! :D


Clr, Gersh, me (the TALLEST)!

I look weird oh well.

Thanks Woody for these pics! (:


While we were walking around to find Henry, Julius & Clr, we saw Ms Au! :D


Oh Ms Au was the policewoman in the musical... Haha.
SALUTE!


Sneaked to the back stage & found them! (:

& Thanks Clr for Spongebob stickers! Haha.

Went out for supper with the guys. A nice lady (I think she's one of the back stage crew, whom Julius got to know) fetched us to Little India. There wasn't any prata at the coffee-shop we were at (others were closed), so we headed down to Serangoon. They started running as we were afraid that we would miss the last train. Blisters! );

& So we reached Prata House after a long walking distance! Food, however, wasn't as nice (as we thought it would be). Clr came to join us, then we talked, talked & talked (I was half awake already...).

Shared a cab with Clr & Gersh as Henry, Julius & DY were going the opposite direction. Cvn lived quite near he could walk home, lucky he.

Reached home, bathed, read Econs till 0300, slept till 0900 :D.
Alright back to studies, now that I'm feeling (: (: -er.

Off! I hope school will be great tomorrow!

P.S. I JUST REMEMBERED that there is a DIFFICULT math test tomorrow! AHHHHHHHHH!

Study videos

Physics
Double split experiment with a lil bit of Quantum

Economics
Is monopoly bad?

Math
Probability


Ok some Math tricks...


de Moivre's theorem


Absolute boredom, keep falling asleep while studying.
I can't focus.
I need Adderal :D