Wednesday, June 24, 2009

& if our love was a storybook

we would meet on the very first page.

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I feel like I'm wasting my life away at work.
The only thing productive was hearing a man talk to me about the economy lol.

I had a very weird dream this morning, it felt so real & so heartwrenching.
Maybe it's just one of my deepest fears.

Can somebody create a hologram of me to put at the booth. -_-

Nice picture for you to see: -_-
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Monday, June 22, 2009

Tell me the tales that to me were so dear

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Long long ago, long long ago
When the guys still have hair... :D
PROM!
P.S. & I realise in between Calvin & Woody there's another guy.. haha!


Just randomly browsing my FB photos while uploading Sentosa pics & vids. Estimated time is 3 hours to upload, coupled with the 1 hour I used to figure out how to upload pics & vids to FB. Gonna be stuck at the com for the whole afternoon... & going to the library again at evening! (: Update: In the end, FB uploader crashed halfway & I spent an hour trying to re-upload. An hour later, I figured I can actually upload from Picasa then to FB. ARGH! ):

Wow I love off days! (: Too bad the guys are already in camp, hope they get posted to the vocation they like. Nothing constructive to say, off to play FB~!

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Sure brings back a lot of memories

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Lovely.
(That's my younger Sis next to me!) (:

P.S. My com is taking eons to upload pics on FB. ): Sorry to all... Will upload them on Tues.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Love

Tech Support: Hello … how can I help you?

Customer: Well, after much consideration, I’ve decided to install Love. Can you guide me through the process?

Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed?

Customer: Well, I’m not very technical, but I think I’m ready. What do I do first?

Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart?

Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running?

Tech Support: What programs are running ?

Customer: Let’s see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now.

Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to completely turn off Grudge and Resentment. Those programs prevent Love from being properly installed. Can you turn those off ?

Customer: I don’t know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?

Tech Support: With pleasure. Go to your start menu and invoke Forgiveness. Do this as many times as necessary until Grudge and Resentment have been completely erased.

Customer: Okay, done! Love has started installing itself. Is that normal?


Tech Support: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other Hearts in order to get the upgrades.

Customer: Oops! I have an error message already. It says, “Error - Program not run on external components.” What should I do?

Tech Support: Don’t worry. It means that the Love program is set up to run on Internal Hearts, but has not yet been run on your Heart. In non-technical terms, it simply means you have to Love yourself before you can Love others.

Customer: So, what should I do?


Tech Support: Pull down Self-Acceptance; then click on the following files: Forgive-Self; Realize Your Worth; and Acknowledge your Limitations.

Customer: Okay, done.

Tech Support: Now, copy them to the “My Heart” directory. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching faulty programming. Also, you need to delete Verbose Self-Criticism from all directories and empty your Recycle Bin to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back.

Customer: Got it. Hey! My heart is filling up with new files. Smile is playing on my monitor and Peace and Contentment are copying themselves all over My Heart. Is this normal?


Tech Support: Sometimes. For others it takes awhile, but eventually everything gets it at the proper time. So Love is installed and running. One more thing before we hang up. Love is Freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everyone you meet. They will in turn share it with others and return some cool modules back to you.

Customer: Thank you, God.

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"(The) instinct for love, so firmly implanted in the human heart, is the supreme way by which we learn to desire and love God Himself above all else."
-Quoted from Hinds' Feet on High Places by Hannah Hurnard

Was really inspired by the book(which the quote above was taken from) Fifi gave me 2 weeks ago, & this sentence just blew me away while I was reading it at work *weeee~ flys away from booth & back*

Of course, human love(generally defined as"an intense affection for another person based on familial or personal ties") is different from God's love(generally defined as"unconditional, and it's not based on feelings or emotions."). Don't really know how to put it, but for me, I've learnt that God's love is greater than human's love & I no longer get very emotional just because human love fails(they always does, doesn't it?) because I know of a God that loves me unconditionally & unchangingly.(: (: (:

At the same time, I feel really blessed to have loving friends around me! (: Especially D8(Thanks for coming to keep me company before & after Sentosa outing, & also Yvonne for coming all the way to Vivo to lunch with me!), the guys(great company & study buddies for my JC years!) & not forgetting my best girl friends kelly & WF! (: & some whose names are not mentioned, you are kept deep & dearly in my heart hahaha.

<3.
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I am going to the library later! 2 days off HIP HIP HURRAY~ (Can't take 3 days to go for ODAC outing sigh) & we're going to Sentosa tomorrow(not zone camp, friends outing)! Heck about the $ for one day I need a break & time to spend. (:

Crosswalk post pictures uploaded- Click


Monday, June 15, 2009

Another uninteresting boring post

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Taken with pathetic 1.3megapx laoya phone but nice effect(the moving car at the bottom right hand corner) captured. Slow shutter speed or was it something to do with aperture.
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Another shot, with the traffic flow.

I love photog, if only I have a good camera(even my compact has officially died).
I think I'm gna collect my laoya cert on college day itself, which coincidentally falls on my birthday.
Hope I'll get a pleasant surprise! *^^*

Finally a day to myself today. Wanted to do up the site but my computer can't sense my harddish & then I can't upload any pics = I can't do up the rest of the layout. ): Any ODACians reading this blog have the birthday list for our batch? Please send a copy to me, thanks. (:

Work's getting horrid, me stoning my hours away but worth the cash I'll get on hand when I get my pay. $_$! (Alright money-face but I'm really broke & I don't wish to go around oweing people $)

No replies from uni, my aunt suggested to my Mum that I should retake my 'A' levels(my smart cousin got a place in uni already). What a disgrace I am. ): I don't really need cheering up 'cause I'll get over it, but then again I have no idea what holds for my future.

I've lost all mood to go out by myself, because the guys ain't free.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

my memory plays out to the same old song

work's been rather boring boring boring but thanks to friends who were there to keep me company before & after they went sentosa. (: imagine all those while they were playing i was rotting behing a blue table. hahaha. some tru people are friendly & i talked a little to the children salon's lady & her husband & also the winx club lady. been staring into space & at kids & poring over seventeen magazine & listening to my ipod which most of the time ain't even switched on(because i didnt really want poeple to talk to me), lol.

there's this really cute bunny toy in tru that cost $3 that i really wna buy. hahaha. my thoughts are in bits & pieces...

well, service was good today. (: awesome! my questions answered.
saddened by the high cost of living, sick of fast food yet there is nothing else to eat really. i don't even feel like having lunch & dinner breaks anymore. i spend them walking around in art shops. (:

off to sleep although i cant, lonnnngg day tomorrow. i badly to go back to gift-wrapping because i think it's fun, hahaha.

p.s. i am too lazy to type in proper caps & i still havent uploaded pics for one of the previous post 'the crosswalk'. sigh. procrastination & fatigue catching up...

p.p.s. i have so many things to blog about instead of boring lengthy posts like this, but i've always written down my thoughts somewhere & then lose the paper. ):

p.p.p.s. by the way, why does transformers look so forlorn? their toys are like the main hot thing in tru. to show my point,

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similar to T_T right, hahaha!

alright off, better posts to come.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Lovely.

Setting up of the web layout was easy now that I've figured out how to use the new Blogger. No more wasted time in combing through HTML(I'm not very good at it.. yet haha)! :D Layout's almost done except:

1. The header image which I'm still tryna figure out how to do a collage using Picasa(inspiration from Calvin's collage of pictures taken on out outing last Christmas! (: ).

2. The gallery. My com's really slow & Picasa keeps hanging my browser. -_-

3. The names. I lost the namelist.. Don't wna leave any names out.

Wee~ Finally a day to myself which I spent by sleeping half of it away. :X Didn't know that sitting for 9 hours can be so draining. 

9 hours... Spent fruitfully on planning of the site. (: & Then 2 hours to execute. Wee~

Wee~ I don't know what I am typing~ 

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Crap.(:

Threadless Tees are on SALE! Have seen Yuting wore some cute tees from there so I decided to go check the site out. Hmm I should get some! Perhaps? (:

The whole Vivo City is on SALE! I have the urge to apply for a credit card. (:

Tampines Mall has a PUMA SALE! I am in love with one of the bags. Don;t know if it's still on. (: 

The whole SG is on SALE! (:

I am the broke-st person on planet earth in SG. (:

My workplace with all the happy kids & happy families. (:

Someone join me for lunch & dinner breaks on Sundays, Tuesdays, Thursdays, Fridays. (:

I am going for college day. (:

I hope when I go back to college to collect my cert(my lousy cert) I will meet _________.(: 

Meeting Clement for lunch, going to church later yay. (:

P.S. My pics in the previous post ain't showing! ): Upload them to Blogger itself soon.