Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours

esther
cedar
handbell
4I
loves Him

-6:09:00 PM

I think this is quite cool(but a bit cheeesy,haha!)

Do you have a map?
No, why?
Because I got lost looking into your eyes

Do you like raisins?
No
How about a date?
haha

Do you believe in love at first sight?
No
Do you need me to walk past you agn?


i like this scene from gong(:
let it buffer and start watching from 3:33min
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2wpJhPKAxXs&mode=related&search=


gosh, i'm so busy, and so stressed and so everything.i have like over 20 things to do and i dont know where to start with.wth
i have to plan camp for handbells,do proposals,go back to sch to take hb shirts for seniors,stockcheck our costumes,call pple to confirm they're coming,lias(aiyah i dont know how to spell!) here and there.think of ways to make handbells sound interesting to parents(when it alr is),blahblah. i've a lunch appt with kai, and support yihui at his competition,i forgot what sport): and i'm meeting vivan tmr, going to the whatever hospital at outram to check up on my backbone on sat,some scolliocis,then go shop for dad's birthday-cum-father'sday present.(i hope my sister can come,i dont think i've so much money)and meeting nicole,cheryl, vivian and ziling to shop next week.and i dont know how i'm going to squeeze the appt with kai in,darn. next next week will be like hell because i definitely need to meet up with comm on monday to shop for groceries.tues,wed is chalet.thursday i'll be dead beat but i think i'm meeting zhiyun(eh,you thurs can?ahha busy pok!), and friday there's handbells. i've only sat to pack for church camp from 17-22dec,then rest for one week and do some tys then sch reopens.

SHIT,i'm starting to hate hols,and my mum just called to remind me i've to continue doing the stupid amaths assessment.
ARGHH I ENVY SEC 4S.

i try to keep sundays free because its the Sabbath, and family time
i dont think i'll be blogging in a long while, until maybe after chalet or church camp,ahha but i know you all will be nice and continue to tag my tagboard right?wahahaha(:

okay, i really shdnt be here,so i'll stop here for now.
miss me!:D

random but,yay i love movie marathoning!(:




-1:04:00 PM

hey! i'm pretty busy this 2 weeks so havent been updating.

went for er, high-tea(actually its just dim-sum:p) at thomson plaza with my piano teacher on sat.wah wayne and shawn grow alot. shawn looks tanner, taller, and skinnier now.hoho it was funny because i used to tease him about his BABY FATS.ahha
wayne is darn cute.he just got his psle results,258 la!and he wants to go to acsi. then i'm like 'ya ya you go and be gentleman then can stop bullying me':p

then we shopped around for a while and headed home.


GUESS WHAT.
i'm still stuck at that stage of my hw.haha havent touched my hw for so long.only did a few qtns for compre?wah pro.

i just found the cathay pacific poker cards.whoohoo!
i love bridge.do you know 2 pple also can play bridge?quite fun!


booo!i'm super bored.going to watch step up later:D
okok, i'm slow because it came out ages ago


ok, so handbell costumes are finally settled
and oh lucky me went out with ms chng to do some shopping for handbell stuff at cktangs
and i realised that ms chng is quite motherly.HAHAHAHH

she's quite nice actually.
(:

(ok this blog is not in chronological order, but make to do with it.=p)

i'll rewind back to last thurs.me and pris went to meet tunnyuan at ps for pizza hut(:
and blur priscilla told me the coupon has not expired and in the end, it EXPIRED and we didnt get our free upgrades and HUT'S PLATTER worth $10.90 laa.): ):

baked rice was nice,and tunnyuan ate all her cheesy cheese baked rice.WAHH
then we headed to vivocity to do some handbell clothes shopping.
walked around and actually did some real and serious shopping.NO DIGRESSING.:D(okay, maybe a little,haha)
found a dress with nice overflowing brown material, and a spaghetti dress inside.(it sounds too casual or unsuitable here -frowns) then we went to try and got quite happy over what we found, until the salesperson told us stock for the sizes we want was not enough.
-PIANGG
expected la,and ms chng wanted me to mms her the dress photo.

and then she called me and went like, 'esther, is that you wearing the dress?' ' yes' 'i think the dress not good la, how come you so skinny then you look fat in the photo?'

what the heck? is that a compliment?
ok so i started laughing.
HAHAHHAHHHH

so i asked whether she would like to come down to tangs at vivocity to help us choose also.and she said ok, i'll meet you there around 6.15pm.

went walking around, 6.20 came and she still hasnt arrived.

conversation:
ms chng: esther i reached alr,which section are you at?
esther: clothes section, 1st level
ms chng: but clothes section is at 2nd level..and i followed your directions, i still cant see you!
esther: okok, er i meet you at the escalator when u come out from the mrt?
ms chng: mrt?ok see you

10 mins later, i still dont see her
conversation:
ms chng: i'm at mrt escalator alr
esther: me too, i cant see you
ms chng: orchard raining, quite wet, only got one exit to cktangs what
esther: HUH, but i'm at HARBOURFRONT!
ms chng: HUH, i'm at orchard!

wth.time check, 6.30pm

arghh, so i went down all the way to orchard myself,because pris and ty had to go home
in the end we found what we wanted

abit waste time ah.i almost fainted when she said orchard
rahhs


ok, i'll go attempt some emaths assessment qtns then go out!
yayy, ziling rocks:D
she's the only kind soul that havent watched yet,ahha(:

channing is frigging hot:D


-11:24:00 PM

darn, I just created a slideshow and I realised I didnt add my captions so i've got to do the whole thing all over agn
waste my time):


'they so good, next yr sure can get gold with honors.you all can just wait and get a silver'

FCK.
we'll show you
and you were supposed to support me.sisters support each other, see?


Reply tags:

sophia: haha, my foot la.why u scream when u saw me on sat!HAH too happy right, wahaha

weihan: thanks!(:u mad girl!i'm glad ur SPECS are FINALLY REPAIRED.haha!

nish: HAH, thankyou(: eh i not bimbo purr-lease.go create blog la(; its HOT PURPLE.because pink is hot.HAHAHAHA, no i'm kidding

sarahj: AUNTIE ah. :D :D :D

Nicole: woohhoo, bimbo tagged my blog.whats up with this bimbo business anw. STOP IT.AHHA. no lor, i dont ou her anymore, ESTHER GOT A LIFE, SEE:D.right. and sorry didnt mean to offend you, i think you misunderstood my intentions

jiahui: WRONG, I GOT LOGIC LORR..haha, i'm better at it now!yay come back often!(:

passerby: hello, nope i'm not done with my languages.who are you?(:


-3:39:00 PM

hello!

school today.woke up at 8 agn just to attend one miserable 1hr of lesson
amaths was okay, except syikin didnt come, so sarahj sat beside me.
oh sitting beside her was nth much man,apart from the fact that she took my handbell keys from my bag,and started doing R21 stuff with it.
HAHHAHAHAHA

after amaths went to do some stock check at as2, oh,the stock-checking person was very long-winded.rahhs and i had to take out all the boxes by myself and open them one by one.choir offered to help, but nvm,thanks anw(:

then walked out to pp.haha, nishanthi lent us her umbrella and its like HOT PURPLE.AHHA!, ok la, not exactly, its just pinkish purple:D sarahj was being so IRRITATING and all, because she doesnt know how to open umbrella, and when i hold umbrella for her,she's like 'esther!hold higher!i NOT SO SHORT!'

&^%%^@#$@$#$!%^$

WHAT THE CRAP LAAA

then smth very funny happened, i was talking abt some stupid thing then we heard loud noises from our right(i was standing on the right u know) and she started YELLING.and as she yelled/shouted, she backed away until she almost hit the middle of the road!that scared me, and i started yelling too.because whatever she yelled until like that should be scary right, so we both were yelling like some crazy shit and then i decided to look towards my right, and saw a SMALL DOG RUNNING IN ITS HSE(IE, BEHIND THE GATES) TOWARDS OUR DIRECTION

WAHLAO.

@#%@^$%%^#@%&#@$%

i thought what happen can!ARGHHH, luckily there was no one around.or we'll just throw our face away.HAH
and i said i would type this so: sarahj attracts dogs

HAHA
because more than the usual no. of dogs along pp were active today whattt...

so after i came home from sch today i went to slp and woke up before expected time because of EXTREME ABDOMINAL PAINS.
yadayada, its just my period la. i hate my period.

actually i should thank God, because i discovered a remedy to cure cramps today(:

1.SHIT ALL YOUR SHIT OUT(no vulgar meanings there..)
2.essentially, PRAY because prayer works everytime(:

and after i went back to my bed to slp, my cramps were gone completely:D


I LOVE THIS HOLS:D
okok, i know sec 3s are supposed to hate their nov/dec hols because its catching up time, but i'm really pleased with myself,hehheh
i'm left with a very boring english compre,summary, HMT, last 2 pages of physics

HOHO
then i shall try not to slack durin dec and concentrate on my diploma and practice very hard
then i shall also catch up with linear law, log, functions(basically amaths) ,study all the chapters for chem and study lit

sounds easy right?LIKE REAL

i'm wondering whether i should go for the church camp from 17-22 dec, and jan has alr taken the form for me, oh well i'll see how


because one day we all change, one day we all move on, one day we all forget.and because of that, i'm afraid. facing the world without you


-11:20:00 AM

i'm going to fall sick soon
i just know it

my saliva feels all warm and fuzzy
EEEW \:

pray for me!


-12:01:00 AM

OH DEAR, BIRTHDAY'S ALMOST OVER
BETTER HURRY BLOG

I enjoyed my b'day very much this yr!
thanks to those who wished me happy birthday and all the presents:D
thanks MUM,DAD for getting me a new phone:D dont know whether your will be reading this,haha
thanks 3I for the SUPER DUPER LOUD BIRTHDAY SONG in theatrette!:D:Dpriscilla told me i looked like a tomato then:/
thanks SEC 3 HANDBELLERS for playing the happy birthday song,and our dear sweet weihan aka MAD mathematician-cum-scientist-cum-music talent composed the birthday song complete with chords and melody and all,on both handbell and piano score know!that was super sweet(:

HOHOS, I HAD A PLEASANT SURPRISE TODAY:D :D :D :D!
it was really nice, thankyou! wah, my joke more funny can
haha jiayou too for o's!


ooh,and i realised my dog(stuffedtoy) is ONE-YR-OLD.haha, because my parents gave it to me last year.i can imagine it being very sad, because this year HE NO ANG-BAO!
HAHAHAHHAHAHHA
my parents refused to give him even if i asked for it.
chinese new yr my father gave him 2 bucks can, put in red packet somemore(now u know how mad can my family be!)
2 bucks is 2000dollars into doggymoney know!can buy car, eh no MERSCENDEZ pls.
HAHHAHAHAHA

okok,i'm being stupid i know


on the way home from dinner,my mum accidentally folded the pink envelope!DARN!i almost murdered her.ARGHHHH, but its straighter now alr.(:
sorry nicole la,i got promised meh?

there's extra lessons agn tmr.darn
cant slp in agn):


I LOVE MY FAMILY, AND FRIENDS:D
and whoever that loves me too!:D


-10:33:00 AM

went to nicole's hse ystd to do chem
we managed to finish cedar prelim paper(eh sec4 paper!) and mcq of tkgs(sec4 paper also pls!)
wah,i think we squeezed brain juices until no more brain cells left
haha but skipping those we havent learnt yet was so shuang:D

oh dear, i realised our class has a bimbo
NICOLE NG IS DARN BIMBOTIC
SHE GONE-CASE CAN

gosh, ahha shall not reveal what she did(:

doritos was nice, and i realised we nvr eat the rollercoasters!
haha, so there was pretty much textbook checking and when she felt frustrated she just starts screaming and singing

oh, it was traumatising

and i'm so reserved, i just sat there and continue doing my work then she suddenly lie down on, you know what, TEXTBOOKS
because she claims that putting ur head on a textbook while slping is good, because it can help you to absorb info more quickly, even when slping
HAHAHAHA
so stupid'

(esther pretends to be excited)'yeah yeah! then u can flip to salts chpt and put ur head on it!because salts got more to memorise, so might as well store it in ur brain first right!'
HAHA!

wah lao, laughed until i almost fainted can
so lame

when breaktime went up to her 'family area' and she suddenly started digging out her photos from baby to last year's to let me see.
ooooh, nicole was so cute!
and i think i know why she hates taking photos now, because she took too much when she was young until she has big-time phobia
:D

around 6(or 5?)pm, we went swimming at the deep pool
whoa, it was so relaxing to swim after so long
burn calories, haha
towards the end we tried to swim the breadth of the pool in one breath and i totally couldnt, stopped somewhere in the middle, so lousy! ahha and nicole prolly did it, choir what.....
then we swam a bit more and went back to bathe

haha, then nicole's mum fetched me back,thanks auntie!:D

tah-dah,what a nice post

i guess i'm feeling real disappointed, so much for higher discipline standards.
Renew my strength Lord,to keep me going and facing challenges each day


-3:37:00 PM

I think i wasted my time the whole day
there's no one to accompany me and i ended up playing with my stuffed-dog
self amusement!

argh i went to give priscilla the hb keys just now and when i reached her house bus-stop i realised i didnt bring the freaking key!darn!waste my time, was practically cursing myself, so stupid right. right, so i'm meeting her later agn to pass her

there's day camp tmr at sentosa, we have to wear trackpants argh so hot laa.but i think it will be fun, bonding time!(: better go dig out my form later, i dont know the time


first day of extra lessons ystd.i think we had only half hr of chem pls(not that i'm complaining), mr chia and the tech guy took so long to set up the visualiser. And i think our class made the most noise:/ haha and looking at the layering around the copper gives me goosebumps.
so...so EEEEE.and the theatrette was so cold somemore


Physics was well, interesting
AHHA, logic gates! when mr goh asked us to figure out designs of diff. gates using only NAND gates, me and nicole were like what the hell? how to do!
in the end, we tried and was wrong all the way except the last qtn we both got it right, which happens to be the most difficult question.HAHAHAHHA:D

So ironic la


AND AND,I GOT NEW PHONE
HAHAHAHA
Shall not tell u the model, later u get jealous.wahahahah

I know zhiyun, nicole, sarahj and jesiska all very jealous of my phone because they refused to take photo with me.i sad lor......
haha and stupid sarahj said she refused to sit same table as me since i was so retarded.
(EH, U BETTER DONT PUT WHATEVER RUBBISH IN YOUR POST AH,IF NOT U DREAMING U WILL DREAM OF ME COMING AFTER YOU WITH ER, FRIES.HAHA)in the end that woman sat beside me, but diff.table - points to the crack -
haha!so lame:/


yay fridayfriday!FINALLY CAN SWIM:D

-yawns-
(:


-10:01:00 PM

went studying with lichu at bishan library ystd
anaged to finish both chungcheng papers and one page of amaths hol hw

HAHA, studying with lichu was funny
lets see, i was late and reached there around 11plus and found lichu in super color-coordinated clothes including shoes doing her maths.ahha, then i sat down and started doing then lunchtime we went to have lunch at kfc
lichu was so irritating, she said i eat very slowly so i gobbled down my zinger and prayed that I wont get indigestion.HAHA then we went walking and made a pact with her to do manicure tgt for prom and buy the ebase wallet when its on discount.
wah so fun right'_'

then we went back library and she decided to make me 'high' by playing the perhaps love song fron gong.HELLO, who was the one highing pls, i had to use my fist as a mike for her so that she can sing mutely.

sarang een gah yo


then after we did finish our stuff we went to borrow books
lame her took out a comic and started flipping thru
HAHA, and we both decided that a character looked like SHIN GOON'S GRANDMA.
HAHAHAHHA

with her cap and all and her vast ht diff compared to a male character, whom we also decided that it would be SHIN GOON.

so stupid right!

this video abt gong is quite funny, ahha wonder how they managed to put it tgt
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F90gzvT7K9w&mode=related&search=


handbells today, was fun(: i got high from playing polka and boogie:D

after handbells as usual the 7 of us piled into the backseats of weihan's car and were squashed up like tunas in a can, and her mum still cancan!just squeeze, very fast reach one.haha!so nice ah!

in mrt, junling and priscilla decided i looked like a korean, HAHAHAHAHAHAH! lichu would be so jealous! they were saying if i was my skin was of a lighter shade then i will confirm look like korean.HOHO

so funny hor!(: (:

i want to finish amaths by today!till then..(:

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