I spent last weekend (and honestly since October 20th) being overwhelmed with emotion...both sorrow & joy. On Sunday, it looked as if Kim's battle would be cut short and the cancer would win the war.
I'm a realist so it's hard not to hear & understand what is being said...and to comprehend what's going on inside Kim's body. I struggle with this truth...it's gut wrenching, sad, unfair, devastating, crapola!!
When I walked into Kim's hospital room on Sunday morning, I was shocked. I had just seen her the Friday before (9 days prior) and she was "fine". By that I mean up in bed, getting around slowly, but surely...in pain, but tolerating it. She was FIGHTING!!
On Sunday, she was NOT the same. She actually looked sick...for the first time (that I've seen) she looked like the doctors were saying she should. There aren't words to describe it.
In a matter of hours, she was awake, eating (turkey & mashed potatoes)...and making faces at us. Some were voluntary...some were not. LOL..hard to explain. Ahh...drugs!!
When I arrived on Monday morning, Kim was being wheeled into a quick procedure...a few hours later, we loaded her into the car with Deron (her hubby) and her (paramedic) Uncle Mitch for a short drive from Banner Estrella to the Cancer Treatment Centers of America. Kim's Mom, Nan, snapped the above photo just before we wheeled Kim out of Banner...hopefully for the very last time!!
The CTCA is such a great place!! When you walk through the door, you'd never think "hospital". Kim looked "better" the instant she was wheeled through the door. She got color back in her face and her spirit seemed uplifted immediately.
I HAD to work on Tuesday, so after I was done for the day I headed back out to see how today went. I was AMAZED when I walked through the door...AMAZED!! Kim was sitting up in bed, smiling, had rosey cheeks and her voice was soooo strong!! Woo Hoo!!
Lying next to her in bed was her sweet little Kyrsten...better known as Kiki. A few minutes later Dylan & Deron (son & hubby) returned from a walk to the cafe (yes, cafe...not cafeteria). It was nice to see them together.

Tomorrow starts the new "plan" for Kim's fight. I'll keep you posted, or check her
blog.