Running in my head...

And it's all because of Ajan's tag that I've had a chance to post somethin. So grateful Ajan ;-).What would happen to my blog if not for such friends?! Now that the due credits are taken care of, let's move on to the tag. 1. Which song is being played in ur mind rite NOW! Girlfriend- Avril Lavigne ( and it's all because I read Ajan's tag just now. Now this song isn't leaving my head!!!) 2. One song that describes ur life.... (no self made compositions please!) Never thought of it in this way, but now that I have to, I think it'd be Yeh hai meri kahani- Strings. 3. The song u listen to most on ur i-pod/ MP3/ cell/ PC/ etc Recently it's been Doorie -Atif Aslam. 4.A song that describes best the foll stages in ur life: School days- Roobaru-Rang De Basanti Friends- Yahan ke hum Sikander-Jo jeeta wohi sikander Ur mood rite now- Complicated-Avril Lavigne 5. Your all time favorite song, and the reason for it... maybe some memory/ some funny story/etc!!! We...

I was going through a rough patch lately. And so I decided I am gonna start watching movies at home. Alone.Also, was pretty frustrated today. Was feeling very bad. Wanted something to take my mind off. So I went out and got 'Crash'. It's an awesome movie.It deserves all the praise it got. But this post isn't about the movie. It's about something I've been thinkin about for quite a few days. And Crash just brought it up. I am thinkin big and planning to go to the U.S. for my post graduation and further. But lately I've been having worrying thoughts about it. I mean is it a good decision? The thing that I am most scared about is being an outcast. The foreigner. The brown guy. I'll never be me again. I fear I am never gonna be treated normally again. There's gonna be so much prejudice. And even if it isn't there, I am still gonna have to prove myself...to everyone. I am gonna be judged. There are gonna be many taunts. Worst of all open abuses. I am...