friends

friends... didnt realize i had soo many of them till i saw my frienster's list. anywayz.... i also watched quite alot of F.R.I.E.N.D.S series today, jz to delete them n give some space for my c drive. it was full also today. such shocking news, never seen this b4. well... i'm sitting beside a pile of cleo magazines, expired lib books n my law textbook, trying to heap up some info on domestic violence. man this is tuff, but i gets interesting every sec. since my date was postponed , i've decided to lock myself in my room n finish up both my eng n law's latest draft. i never knew outlines were such tuff things to come up with. theres a word count for it, imagine that. have to write more than 300words for an outline... i'm looking forward to this weekend. i've plenty of movies lined up for me to enjoy. star wars 4, 5, 6, 1, 2, ella enchanted, phantom of the opera, count of monte cristo, and big fish. muahahaha, oh yeah. well, have to continue studying now, nitez.
"better 2 b wise by the misfortunes of others than by ur own"-aesop

worthless weekend

the week end was spent sparingly. it was as if i had to go back to show my face to everyone, and then bring my ass back to my own world over here. i told my dad today that i wanna stay here for 2 weeks, though he din sound too happy but i kinda feel that i'm more free n myself over here. all i have to worry bout is to eat rite, sleep rite, n study rite. as i was saying, my weekend sucked coz i had stomach pains once in a while. so i was like some sick dude, walking around like a prawn n trying to suppress the pain by sleeping most of the time. other than sleeping, i've been flipping thru newspapers of the past few months, n female magazines of past few years, looking for articles on domestic violence. pretty amusing facts, but quite tiring also la. oh ya, i have a confession to make.... i watched hitch without u, jer. heehee, 3za n justine wanted to watch so i jz watch la. nice show, u should watch it. u once said u nid to go for classes to learn on how to treat ur gal, this is a pretty good class, haha. i'm willing to watch it with u again. okie, have to get things done now, smile for me baby. till tmr, ciouz--

so near yet so far

there r alot of things that i feel r very ironical. they seem to b so close physically but the presence of it is very far. for example: i tot horny wud b a great company since he's studying here in nilai, but then he seems to b further n not so close to me. it's like he has so many things that he wants to tell me but he jz wont. i feel closer to jia wei even though she's at the other side of the world. and the activities lined up here for me->planet shakers is coming to nilai, FGA is having an event on the same day, CHC is also having another that weekend... n all these i cant go... it's always times when i'm so free till i rott at home starring at the ceiling fan, wondering if it would one day fall on me or not, and days when i'm so jam-packed with projects n homeworks that those cool events start coming up. well... anyhow i'm still enjoying life. its always getting more n more exciting. anywayz, i had fun at cf today. was backing up for kim beng for worship. most of the worship crew were sick, hahaha, such timing. but then it went fine. i did one solo part with my nose block! yeah... it was cg day so we were splitted up into our own cgs, n we had to design a poster for our group. then i realized, i was the only girl in the team, n the design we made was so... un-girl-y, haha. the others groups were filled with colors n drawings. ours was jz a black door with a question mark on it. behind the door we quoted a verse from the bible. thats it. hahha, but i think it's very genuine, very original... well, i jz hope more girls will b put into my cg... it'll b nicer. till i write again, ciouz..

pain in the a*s

seriously... i literally went thru my day with a pain in the ass. hahah... its coz i went for dance prac yesterday n we had to do this kick step n "sort-of-aerobic"step that made my butt mucsles pull. walked like some retarded feller, nola, not that bad. other than a pain on my behind, i took in most of my oxygen thru my mouth instead of my nose. especially when i was in the class room, a.k.a. human freezer. i couldnt feel my nose then. during econs class, i was asking lotsa questions as usual n whenever i got my answer, i'll go "ohhhh.." then the gross sound of sucking in of mucus. then the whole class laughed. though i had a bad nite last nite, but i got over it n i had adequete amount of sleeping time haha. oh ya, benjamin khor one of the leng chais from cf called me today. was suprised. wonder where he got my num. he wanted to borrow my law book coz he's doing a survey on something. he called again jz now, n i passed the book to him as he was in front of my block. he asked me to teman him watch wrestling, oh puleez, wrestling, haha. i said no thx, n he said he's buying burger, asked if i want food, i said no again. he's so funny la. his looks dun suit his character, well maybe abit la. came back to my room to prepare for maths quiz tmr. it's been a long time since we had quizes, hope i wont b too side tracked tmr... after that, tot i needed some rest so i played chor dai dee online. i remember i used to b addicted to that game when i 1st got my com in form1. hahaha, btw, i won the game! muahaha. played 3 games only la, then we all went back to work. btw, i spent some time with lovena today. though we used to b in the same class last sem, i din quite get to know her. but then i found out she's a very sweet , rich n real kinda girl, not those fake plastics for show. well, these r the remaining ppl in my class so i'll have to get close n appreciate more of them b4 my course ends.
hopefully the pain will b gone by tmr, hahha. -peace out-

helping hand-- too much?

i jz found out something bout myself today. i realized that when it comes to helping others, i sometimes go too far n forget bout myself. this morning when i was coming out from my room on my way to the photostating shop(i came out a little earlier so that i can do all the xeroxing then go to class) i saw Jill, a SAM science student . i jz know her but not close. she was locked out of her room n she was having a towel around her neck with tshirt n shorts on, obviously out from shower. the gaurd asked her to go to AO to get the xtra key, but she din want to coz she was not fully dressed(dun ask me y tshirt n shorts means not fully dress..) so i offered her help to get her key for her. so i had to forgo my xeroxing time, go AO, come back to her, n go straight to class. well, God was being kind, and apparently the xerox shop was packed when i planned to go do it, n there were less customers when i went after my class. later that day, during law project class, i sort of gave nicole my back up plan as her main topic coz she wasnt prepared with one when we had to submit our topic to the lecturer. i jz gave it away... well, its ok since the lecturer said i showed good progress in my current topic. i was like the only one who did the research... haiz, problem with being in a small class--no competition. so to end... i'm glad that i get to help others. well, have to go help liz look for articles on her topic now...-peace out-

patch

today in english class, we got to watch patch adams(was supposed to watch bend it like beckham, but they misplaced the cds. though i watched i a few years ago, this show seemed like a new movie to me. its amazing how a weak character who initially wanted to end his life, to change n touch so many lives just with a little inspration from psycho patients. i took a peep at my classmates while watching the part were careen died, haha, n the girls were trying to hold back tears...but some failed to, nyehee.... it was sad. the turning point of patch's life. one very meaningful show i watched... on the contrary, i watched a super lame show b4 dinner today- scary movie 3. no comments on that... the funniest horror movie i watched. well, other than movies, i also read a book today-- anne franks. bout this girl who was writting this diary throughout her days during world war 2. reminds me of schindler's list. k, have to sleep now- it was an order => nite

money saving scheme

i jz found out a way to save up some money with watever allowance i have in a week. my dad gives me 70 bucks per week to spend, either in college or back at home. so i'll count from mondays onwards:
monday--$3 lunch, $4 dinner
tuesday--$3 lunch, $4 dinner
wednesday--$3 lunch, $0.8puri $1.60milk
thursday-- skip lunch, $2snacks, $4dinner
friday--$3lunch, dinner at grandma's hse
saturday-- nil
sunday-- lunch at 212 $4
all sums up to$32.40 only!!! so if i averagely use more or less $35 jz for food perweek, i get to save half of my allowance, that is $35.
$35 multiply by4, it'll be$140 permonth! woohoo, in one semester, i get to save up $420!


once i go shopping.... =$0.00

my life

i'm a girl who cannot sit still and relax, unless i've really worked myself out n deserve a rest. other than that, i cannot do one thing and 4get bout other things in my life. i've been told since young that watever i do, i've gotta do it with every effort i can until i finish it or else dun even think about doing it. another thing is, i enjoy multy-tasking, haha. it's always a challenge seeing myself go through 'tough times' but never seemed tuff after u've done it. there's a pleasure somewhere in me being bz, very presured positively, looking at results, failing n learning from them. the last time i fell sick was because i was leaning on one area in my life n forgetting bout the others i guess, hahaha, wat an excuse, but then come to think of it, i seldom fall sick when i'm bz doing exciting things. too bz to fall sick.guess its jz a matter of getting used to it. i'm also very grateful to have ppl caring for me n getting worried when i get all worn out. i'm learning how to prioritize myself n when my loved ones say no to my activities, it'll be hard for me to let go also... well, thats life. thats my life.

double bath day

din bathe the 2nd time coz it was too hot or something, but b'coz i sweat alot during dance practice, heehee. well, i went for cf meeting at 6, was really inspiring witnessing young people going all out to do something great in college, reaching out to those who needs God's touch, doing it all for the glory of God. this year, they're doing it with the indonesian cf team n nilai college cf will help out alot also. so it'll be a major project for ICF. n since this will b the only ICF ralley i'll be involved with in my whole life, i'll take part in the dance performance, n the worship team. it may take up some precious time from my study n personal time, but it'll be worth it, i know it. it's gonna be on the 30th of june, that is 5 days after the cheras churches youth concert. woah that time i'll b so busy! n i love it! cant wait till then. i kinda miss my bz life, working myself out for some time, sounds really exciting. after the meeting i had dinner then went for the dance practice. it was fun jumping n sweating there. so i came back n had my 2nd bath. now i'm pretty tired d. gonna sleep, like, now... till tmr, nitez

of all days, i had to choose today to eat at melati, n of all days i had to wait for more than half an hour for the food to arrive, of all days, it had to rain heavily when we're about to leave, of all days.... the only thing that was normal during, was me laughing till i tear n trying my best to swallow my food b4 it goes in the wrong hole. went melati with liz, horny, hin loong, alwyn, johnathan, ashley, kim beng, n terry. man,, terry can b so good at acting. as soon as the heavy down pour turned into a slight drizzle, we rushed back to get the heck out of that place. that was y i had to bathe late tonite, so i decided to try out the hot bath in the 1st cubicle. initially it was ok, then it went from hot to hotter to hottest to boiling! wah! i was sweating after my bath! but at least i wont catch a cold here. i'd catch some weird sickness where u'd sweat every single sec. well, so much for today. #peace out#