Kimchi!

Hey! yesterday i went Times Square with Zet yen, PT, Bibu and Celine. our unofficial New Year's Eve celebration. LOL... we went to Hangkuk Ramyun. its a Korean Restaurant, and i think im in love with the real Korean Kimchi.. LOL... the owner of the shop is really pure Korean, and the food is made by her i think. first i thought its not nice wan, but then after i tried. it taste good. LOL.

then we went to Kindori for Japanese Ice cream... LOL coz if PT dun get to eat, then she will be like a zombie. so after that we went to Neway.. LOL... ok la... i did enjoyed myself... then im glad that Zet Yen had fun too. well that's all for yesterday, today, going to meet up with the Loos to go to the Tangs.. LOL...

basically, i have nothing to blog about anymore. pictures i lazy to post. LOL

Ways of Dieting

LOL... i now start to continue my diet after Christmas. then Chinese New Year. LOL.. at least slim down that little bit instead of getting fatter and fatter.

So how i diet today was, i ate:-
2 mini mandarin oranges
1 bowl of soup
Rice as small as my palm
Vege & meat.

LOL... i feel this can be very effective for me... after the oranges and the bowl of soup. i really cannot eat anymore. but my mom say no rice cannot. LOL..

there are friends who tell me how to diet also. non of them works for me. i only remember 2 ways.

1. chew 50 times each spoonful (X)
i chewed 10 times and i gave up! why? coz after 5 times like that, it will start to feel guey inside ur mouth and it feels disgusting. but she said, eating SSSSLLLLOOOOOWWWW can make u slim down.

2. Green Apple diet (X)
forgot about what wan la.. but never tried that before... coz i dun really like green apple... i eat la, but if consistantly eating i cannot handle dy... LOL..

yeap! thats all for today! update another time. BYE!

Hey Kids!

LOL... i feel like watching Barney~~ speaking of which, im now trying something new which is "Sister's Day Out" LOL.. so i'll be going out with my sis for movies or lunch or anything la... mostly will be movies la. and another Question to post to all of u, this is very important for me and i really really need to know... so pls pls pls answer me in the cbox ok?

Q: do i look less happier? after the ----- --?

LOL... well, during the last sunday which u can see im a lil bit emo. not because of him la ok... its because im sick, i was having slight fever, gastric, serious flu and sore throat. so i am emo... LOL im not feeling very well. and yes, im still sick. hahah!

well, then i went to Melawati for the last round of Beautiful (finally! no more chewing gum sticking! YESSSS!!) well, i really dunno how it went, but when i was singing the Ooo~~~ Oo~ part. i had to 'kuk' ma. then once i 'kuk' i feel dizzy.. LOL.... hahahha... due to my fever... and hard to breath... my nose was stuck! it's useless!

then at night when i reached home, my fever got slightly better then one cough... shit... LOL... so now instead of a fever i got cough. i wish i had fever though it makes me more worst than cough. but i like fever. dun need to go college. LOL. well, now assignments finish... am proud of myself. LOL! oh forgot to tell u, my sister's day out, we watched New Moon and Alvin and the Chipmunks 2! yeah! New Moon is ok... i think im in love with Jacob the werewolf form of him. LOL so CUTEEEEE~~~ looks like a hugable fuzzy bear. LOL then the chipmunks Theodore! he was as cute as ever! LOL... Eagle! AHHH~~ LOL...

ok... im lazy to update wan. but since i think my faithful readers leechoo and PT are waiting then i dun wanna keep then waiting la... HAHAHAHAHHAHA! maybe YT also?

Jordan!

ahahahaha! just came back from my first group committee meeting. well, quite a lot of new ppl as leaders so im also quite nervous whether am i able to work with them... well, my group's name is JORDAN as all of you know... orange colour... hmm... im not very fond of orange colour though... LOL... im very tired now.. LOL. but later going to watch new moon with sis...

so sorry PT im not able to watch with u because of transport problem... but i want to watch with u.... *honest* but i'll promise for the korean restaurant i will go with u... ok?

well, im excited about the new group! new start! and beautiful Christmas! its a good sketch, be sure not to miss it, thats all i can tell u guys, if u miss it, its ur loss. and i heard in the temerloh church 4 souls were saved after te sketch! Praise The Lord! yay! though, all of us involved in the sketch got our bulus peeled off by the bubble gums. but it is worth it... my hand also got one patch of bulu hilang... then i had to cut off one chunk of my hair, coz terkena bubble gum... but it's worth it! mm!

kks... i have to go now.. i will update more if i have time... i have many updates, so little time, and lazy attitude.. LOL...

In Memory of Chang Hitam aka Hitam Boy....

LOL... ok ok... i dun want it to be to gloomy ma... anyways, he died of old age... so it is consider a good death... so im going to upload all his pictures to this blog...

me and uue~~~

tired of bathing...

bathing




my pingpong ball

slowly become tennis ball

his big and beautiful eyes

so naughty

my lazy furball...
look how fat he is....
trying to sleep...

so long my furry little friend... rest in peace... 16.12.09

Rest in Peace My Boy~~

Hitam died this morning.... i cried.. then have to stop my tears... he is now burried outside my garden, with the flowers... i will make a simple memorial for him in my blog. but not now, coz im in my mom's office.. as soon as i get back i will.

...to be continued...

couldnt come out with a good title. so here u go....

let me say something, though now im having gastic pain and its very painful. but i still have to throw this out of my chest. for those who are also in the beautiful musical practice you can critic me or whatever u want, i dun care, but i really really need to throw this out of my chest.

im very angry. today supposingly got practice. then i afternoon till now, i got gastric, came home about 4 something, thinking maybe i'll go take a nap. then maybe i will feel better later so i can go for practice la. but when i woke up, the pain still wouldnt go away. so i really very difficult to walk on my feet dy, then i sms-ed the 3 person in charged, apologize for the short notice, and i really cannot come.

the one of them called me. then ask u gastric then why ur sister not coming? then my mom she is a very protective woman. of coz 2 girls going for practice coming home about 12 something, she also not very shong dy. what more 1 daughter? k la, then i heard my sis talking on the phone with one of them while im looking for my gastric medicine and wanted to fill my water bottle. then what i've heard really pisses me off. coz, i fell that non of them would think of our safety. so many cases happening dy, dont they understand a mother's worry?

the another one of them smsed me and he said, "today is the final practice. its not so good. anyways...." again this pissed me off. i know its the final practice. u think i want this gastric?! i ate breakfast and lunch! u think i know what's the cause of this gastric?! u think i dun wanna practice?! im already very very stressed when i have to do ALL the group assignments on my own, with no one helping me. except one person. im already like not enough sleep for the pass 2 weeks, and i still come for practice. and i know after half the time practicing i reallt too tired, cannot really focus, and for that i apologized. and now you guys say as if im not serious about this sketch. im really very very angry and dissapointed lor. we call ourselves brother and sister in Christ. i'd rather dun go on. if not it will sound ugly.

anyways, afternoon when im still having my gastric i was in my friend's house waiting for my mom to fetch me.

Me: sei lo... got gastric. tonight still got practice.
Friend: Dun go la, stay home and rest. if not get worst how?
Me: but today last practice dy ma. so i think i have to go lor.
Friend: you 2 weeks not enough sleep, until can dozed off in class and u still wanna go practice?
Me: like i said lor. last practice ma. not so good lor.
Friend: why? they forced you to go?
Me: no la, maybe, expect me to be there lor. coz last practice
Friend: SO WHAT?! LAST PRACTICE IMPORTANT OR YOUR HEALTH IMPORTANT?!
I REALLY FEEL U VERY STUPID LOR, THEY ARE UR FRIENDS, THEN DUN CARE ABOUT YOU?! YOU CALL THIS FRIEND?

im not insulting anyone here la ok, just to let u guys know, this friend of mine, she is VERY straight with words, so some words when she say to you will actually hurt you, but i got used to it la. and forgive her because she doesnt know why we are doing this sketch for. and after i tell her, because she's not a Christian then she doesnt agree with me la. but she didnt insult la.

after the break up, my whole person feels very lonely, like being abandoned. not only by him, but everyone else also. though everything's different but actually, its the same. do you guy get me? i dun think so. smiles on my face are lessser. good tempers are getting shorter. patience is also getting shorter, anger is growing stronger. self control is also getting weaker. im not blaming anyone else. but im feeling very different. since the break up. i wanna rest. aching like hell now. i'll end my post here. goodbye.

My drama team mates ^.^

Top: Jason, Me
Bottom: Boey, Yuki (pink shirt), and Wee Han.

so happy to work with the guys... and also the girls, we did good, kindda miss the days we come out and rehearse... and we did have fun in class! LOL! and a new beginning of a new friendship ^^

I think.....

Hitam is going to leave me soon. he has been so weak the past few days, now that he's getting old and thin. im really scared... he is my favorite hamster... i cant take a picture of him, coz he always move... i dun want him to leave me... i thought their life is 2 years? i only took care of him like 1 year plus plus like that wor... i want to bring him to the vet, but i dun have that kind of money...

another bad news is Mylo's brother Bobo died, why? he was sent to SPCA to put to sleep, Bobo ran away from home and came home with a infected wound. dunno what happen to him la, one of the clown worked in pets wonderland b4, and he knows how to treat animals... then he told me that uncle allan is going to send him to SPCA, coz that wound, is so swollen and cannot be healed, even if it does, he will be limping for the rest of him life...

then the second visit i went there, Bobo is no longer there... can i have a pet that lives forever? though i still have puteh, she is cute, but she is not my Hitam boy...

34/35?!!! are you sure?!

today my drama presentation ended, and the score is the title. only that one point... i didnt expect it would be such a high mark... im happy, but shocked! keep smiling like an idiot... LOL.. thank God la, even when my female team mates treat me so bad, but in the end, we dun care about our faces and just have fun on stage. its worth it la... LOL

im still waiting for pictures to post, coz my camera no battery, such wrong timing... LOL gained a lot of new friendships la through this drama presentation... im very happy i did this assignment with the guys. (only guys).. LOL pictures to come

Adios!

Still a little bit of stress.

well, my assignments are almost done, after tmr i can have a great awards day with my beloved group Shammah. but my work is not yet done la, still some scripts to be perfected and have to memorise the script for my friend also. why? coz she keep forgetting, and i as a director need to know the script better than anyone else. so.. yea... been stressing a lot lately, little little things can already trigger my anger.

i have many things to post, but lazy, im so done with typing... im only updating coz i feel kindda sorry for u guys to wait for my post.. even though i not sure whether are any of you waiting for it la... anyways... updating my own blog often is also a kind of reponsibility.

3 weeks ago, i played L4D 2!!!! awesome!!! more challenging, more smarter zombies! more harder to win and more exciting! it is a lot better than L4D. but if they can still remain the previous character would be good la... too bad... new characters dy... i played with my sis, and one stupid fella came and join in. excuse me, u wanna join in can, but can u keep up? when all of us leaving the fella still standing there dunno doing what and running around, and smoker caught the fella, terpaksa la, go save the fella then come back, then that fella stop half way to shoot zombies. and all of us already in the safe room. then when the fella decided to come in, keep shooting us some more... directly at me.. apa la... my mood all gone dy...

k la... lazy to update dy... LOL...

the day i broke down and cried.

today is the day i finally cannot take it. i break down and cried when my friend (zet yen) called me during message time. saturday that time another irresponsible person came and ask me to do another group assignment again. this subject is drama.

im not boasting la ok, but im the main character. then i also provide costumes. then now i have to do paper work also?! exccuse me! u think i robot ah?! its not like i dunno how to say no. but they run to quick to hear my response. they are like

"you do la ha... i dunno how to do ah... somemore you cut for boey all i also dunno u cut where.."

coz its typing script ma, then there are some who are really long, terpaksa to cut lor... so? u dunno how to get another copy from her ah? then zet yen called, and then asking how are things going, then i cried. so sanfu... then i cannot let her do coz she is different subject than mine..

i dunno why when i heard her ask are you ok a not? then i straight away cry. and cannot stop that kind. i want to stop but cannot stop... so have to cry, but cannot cry out loud. then she said

Friend: let me do for you la.. can a not? you so sanfu...
Me: how to let you do? not same group also...
Friend: then why they treat u so bad wan.. so irresponsible. 'F' them. so how? u sure u can?
Me: cannot also must can la, if not i got no marks wor...
Friend: so u add oil lor.. bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla ok?
Me: mm.. mm... mm... and the 'mm' goes on...

actually im still not ok... im forcing my fingers to type, and forcing my mind to think. why the hell he have to break up with me in this time?! why the hell did they bully me at this time?! why?! me strong?! yea right. you call this strong?

Crazy "Group" assignments.

hahha! im back to my regular post. well, the whole month of November. i've been doing a lot of group assignment myself. coz one of my members is useless. and im tired. recently she really pissed me off. why? coz she is really irreponsible la. they discussed already one person do ONE theory ma.. halo.. one only la... not very much right? then this member she texted me, and said:

"Dear, can you help me do the mms cultivated theory... i wanna go China. thx. bb."

excuse me, i got say i will do for her meh? the english assignment i do, then now this one also want me to do?! then previously the other assignment also i do all leh.. how can you be so irresponsible? then i do for you dy, you take all the credit la? then you already know you got a lot of assignment then dont go ma... since its a last minute thing. tell your society you cannot go la... while you enjoy there and we have to suffer here? whats the meaning of this?!

of coz i got a few good members with me la... good thing.. but 1 irresponsible dy also very hard to do lor, of coz the more ppl the lighter the burden is ma.. ok la.. posted 3 post today. really tired and sleepy. i really wanna continue to complain but i got no more energy to do so.. i need sleep.
nights! muacks!

My first and last picture with Y.O.U

i finally have the courage to post this up. as most of you know, jen ruw and i broke up, we broke up 1 month ago. life without him all the sudden is really difficult, and he broke up with me at a seriously wrong time. assignments and mid terms kept flowing in and all. and so many things happening and one time is really too much for me to handle. and of coz at that time i really need him again to get back on my feet, but sadly. he didnt want to. kindda dissapointed and embarassed. LOL well, my first picture with him was this.

yea, we start 22nd May 2008. and i really hate that hairstyle. LOL... then as you all can see im still very shy.. LOL.. many happy memories came back, and also sad ones.. but everything's in the past. this picture was take when we're about to go youth camp.he was so thin back then.

this is the last pic i took with you, it was on your birthday. AR finale. and you got fatter.. and then the next day which is 1st Nov. we broke up. and my story with you ends there.

hahaha! dont worry guys... im fine.. though, i think i'll fail kau kau this semester. and for those of you who think im strong, you're seriously wrong, no ones ever seen me cry, and i dun show to them that i am sad. but deep down im about to die. normally when i say things like this, he would call me drama queen. LOL.

ok! thats all about him.. i have so many things to post. so im gonna move on to the next one.

Zombie Bite???!!!!

Created by Oatmeal

LOL... so short time? haih.... why cant i become immune to it leh? LOL