I’ve caught myself second-guessing some of my vocal enthusiasm over the last half-year regarding fitness and health. I’m sure more than eighty percent of my Facebook posts are related to one or the other. And I’m sure it’s annoying more than eighty percent of my Facebook “friends.” Most probably just ignore me, maybe they hide my posts. Some tease me jokingly to my face or on my wall, and others, who thought they knew me (or knew the “old” me) are wondering what the hell kinda cult have I got myself into and when will I ever snap out of it?
The thing is, I blab about it because it’s exciting. It has helped me grow as a whole person in so many ways over the last year, mainly in developing confidence and enthusiasm for life. God has given a thousand blessings, and I’ll be damned if I miss out on them. I now have the energy, confidence, and desire to get after life. It comes from doing realistically insignificant things like learning to climb a rope, lifting more weight than I ever have, and even consistently failing at double-unders. I’ve learned it’s okay to try new things, and then fail. And fail over and over again. Because if you keep trying different new things, as well as recognizing weaknesses and working on them, you will succeed at something. It’s inevitable, and it’s awesome.
It makes me more brave at parenting, at hobbies – I’ve taken on cooking! Not a skill I had, but I’m trying, learning, succeeding and failing. I’m better able to handle decisions and stress at work. And I’m not sweating the small stuff so much, because I know how to handle some big things, like heavy squats. When you can successfully will yourself up from the bottom of a heavy front squat that makes you want to hunch over, drop the bar, and fall on the floor, the small stuff gets much easier to shrug away.
So I’m learning all this, and I want to share it, spread the love, in hopes that others can find it. Whether it be finding fitness and strength in CrossFit or other physical activity, or learning how to fuel their bodies with wholesome foods that provide energy and not poison, or just get inspired to stop merely surviving, settling, complaining, making excuses, and to make a new positive change of whatever kind in their lives, that is why I won’t shut up. If I kept it to myself, it would be selfish. If my experiences can positively affect even one person’s life (which I know it already has!), then it’s worth it. And I don’t care how looney tunes or Polly Anna anyone thinks I am. Haters’ gonna hate, but you won’t see me hatin’.