Monday, April 16, 2007
its just totally
hurts.mayb everything is just not mean to be.changes are happening everyday?asking me to smile?although i know it came with gd intentionsit doesnt help at allsmiles has left my world,it went along with youthe only way for smiles to return is to grab hold off you.but you slipped;slipped out of my hands;slipped out of my life;sliipped out of my lovei suddenly hates the name j** q***call me sensitivebut,i can helped ithow i wished i can shout aloud to every girlHE'S MINE.how i wished...
♥ much love!
Sunday, April 15, 2007
i think i just screwed up everything.it really hurts.now i truely understand that external pain cant be compared to internal pain.bcos,internal pain really sucks.its just a beautiful mistake.a mistake i really regret.a mistake that i've learn so much.a mistake that hurts me so much.a mistake that totally broke me apart...to my dearest seeyuen;thanks for everything you did for me.the night at your hse was great.may we be strong tgt (:to my dearest hoiting and nelson;thanks for listening to me and giving me advices.to my dearest pure pigs;thanks for all those encouragement.i truely appreciate it.the memories are still so vivid.RAHS.
♥ much love!
Friday, April 06, 2007
LALALAS.today spent half of my day walking ard at farrer park with nel,seeyuen and jinkai.all thanks to nel who brought us to such wulu place.we walk damn long to look for place to eat and looking for atm.all thanks to nel agn who wanna to withdraw money.me and seeyuen was complaining away.lols.ohya,finally got my own bowling ball.i cant get used to such heavy ball.rahs.time is indeed making fun of me.i got this chance but it blew up.nt anyone's fault.just blame it on suay-ness.im glad i didnt fall today.im really glad...
♥ much love!
Thursday, April 05, 2007
please dont give me hope and dump away it;PLEASE dont lift me up into the heaven and throw me back on earth.i cant afford this FALL.jiaying,please hang on.please let me believe once that im right this time.i hope.now then i really know what is LALALAND.
♥ much love!
JIAYING,WAKE UP.zzz
time hasn't been helping me.
time,where are you?
mayb after a couple of mths,i'll look back and laugh at myself.
laughing at myself for these stupid dilemma i have.LOL
but currently,im still stuck here.
im going nowhere.
im STUPUD,but now,i just want to cont to be dumb.
RAHS.
mayb after these stuggles,i'll move on
bcos i got no choice.
may time help me then.
as i watched the final episope for ch55 8pm show today,i realise something.
miracles will happen if you BELIEVE.
i believe,but...
lol.mayb the real jiaying shall be back after mayb a few days,a few wks or even a few mths.
after time has helped me.
after i laughed foolishly at my past.
seriously,jiaying cant be the jiaying now.
i dont know.
RAHS.
mayb the miracle will appear,mayb not.
LOL.but my beliefs are still there,CURRENTLY.
i cant help myself either.
i just need TIME.
♥ much love!
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
SIAN-ED.im overloaded with homework.im getting so emo nowadays.stupid decisions,stupid thinkings.why are things so complex?why is there is dilemma?why still linger?RAHS. >.<time,plesae do your job.please let me me believe my beliefs.please let me feel im existence.IM TIRED,seriouslybut im still hanging on.
♥ much love!
Monday, April 02, 2007
ALRIGHTS.i revived my blog.LOL
partly bcos i need to create gp blog.
oh well,i might as well use this blog to rant.i need a SHOUTOUT,seriously.im down with the stupid flu.and im excused from pe for a wk.GOOD NEWS,since pe isn't that fun in jc.there's piles of homework waiting for me.RAHS.why cant a day have 100hrs?-.- IM GREEDY.
♥ much love!
