As written in my previous post, I've officially graduated from Ngee Ann Polytechnic Year 2010.. The very few pictures i took on that day is still in my camera and i'm pretty lazy to upload it even thou its like 5-6 photos only... Didnt take much pictures that day coz we were kinda like in a rush to go off.. Exited the convention hall even before the ceremony ended.. Snap a few pictures and off we go to pizza hut to have our dinner.. It feels great to settle down and have a meal with your buddies, chit chat/talk crap/joke around... Future meetups is definitely not gonna be that often as we each enter the army.. Aft the grad ceremony, my work life continues the next day.. Worked on vesak day because some people cannot make it/sick on that day... It sucks to work with someone who does things v slowly when there are plenty of customers around in the shop.. :/ shall not comment much.. 5 more days to my sis wedding, plenty of arguments among the family thru out the whole planning process for the wedding.. And it's the same old topic again..."MONEY" To be more precise, it's only my parents and my brother who's always arguing over the topic MONEY... DAMN!!!!
Oh, had supper at chomp chomp again on Thursday night with the same few people.. Kinda like got addicted to the food there.. Been visiting that place quite often recently..
Not been a fruitful week for me as i rotted at home other than going to work.. AND STARHUB really sucks.. Cant they put spare cable tv remote at every major starhub shop.. My trip down to vivo took me 45 min and the changing process didnt even exceed 45 seconds.. zzzz
Alright, i wan to wish an idiot good luck for her o'level Chinese tml even thou she's not gonna read this. I know she's pretty nervous about it so all the best to her!!!!
On a separate note, WORLD CUP 2010 is coming real soon.. Like in less than 2 weeks time.. My pick for this year's winner: SPAIN.. 2nd choice would be holland / argentina.. None of the teams have shown that they got what it takes to be world champions in recent matches.. So on paper, Spain, Argentina and England look like they got an edge over the other teams due to their impressive squad.. Especially Argentina who included 6 forwards in their 23-man squad.. As for Spain, after breaking their trophy drought during the recent Euro08, will want to carry that momentum to this year's world cup.. England look more and more impressive after each games as they improved at a steady pace under Fabio Capello's guidance.. They have to overcome their quarter-final/penalty curse if they want to prove to be worthy contenders for the world cup...
That Girl
Date - Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Timing - 3:14 AM
This is a song i chance upon while surfing youtube.. Thought that its quite nice and the melody is easy to rmb.. So i`m gonna share it with my frends who read my blog..
The ones we love tend to stay in our hearts and minds long after the relationship ends. While some move on quickly, others dwell and heal at a slower pace. Whatever the case, the thoughts, emotions and memories we experience during this time are heartwrenchingly powerful and real.
Hope you guys like it and the above paragraph is the caption for this song and its written by the singer himself(i guess)
Living in this practical and cruel society have made everyone skeptical about everyone ard them.. Everyone of us is equipped with a mask just like a soldier holding a gun, its v impt to us especially in the environment we are in.. It keeps us save whether is it physically or mentally.. Its put on so often that we have already forgotten who we really are in the first place.. When you were young, you laugh at whatever you think its funny but now you have to think twice before doing anything.. This mask is smth like a tool to aid you to master the art of deception.. But when you master this skill, you might have already lost the real you in the process.. You no longer know whether you`re happy or not and so do everyone ard you.. Well i guess thats just what the real world is about..
It`s been a year since i started blogging.. EILLY TAN helped me to start this blog and one year later which is now, she helped me change blogskin.. THANKS ALOT LAH DA JIE!!!! Alright so my only entertainment now is supper with friends or playing LAN.. V boring hoh? But no choice, aint got the time to do other stuffs.. Ohh and i just spent 200+ bucks in town in like 1 hr+... SIAN TO THE MAX.. Brought a zara shirt, a pair of Pedro shoes and a pants. Well money earned are meant to be spent anwy.. OH WELL~ alright, gonna rest now.. Going to eat at the market with frends before heading back sch for graduation ceremony at 3pm ltr in the day...
Why is it that i`m starting to type like you.. DAMN :/
Are there even readers? I WONDER
Date - Friday, May 21, 2010
Timing - 4:32 PM
Life pretty much revolves ard the same few things nowadays : Eat, Sleep, Work, Mahjong... Boring huh my life! I guess so too.. BUT, WHAT TO DO?!?!!
Work is all about sliced beef, sliced beef and beef balls, hanoi chicken, summerfresh, morning glory with beef/chicken, pork chop rice etc etc...
Mahjong is about 1 tai, 2 tai, 3 tai, 4 tai, 5 tai(i not gian of mahjong, but if u can bond with your frends and have fun.. WHY NOT?? )
Life? one word to describe... BORING.. okay this cant show how boring it is so i`m gonna use 2 words to describe it... DAMN BORING!!!!
The best things in life are those that u cant get/possess.. True or false? Why is the human`s mind constructed in such a way that you tend to crave for things that u cant get/possess? Perhaps it would serve as a form of encouragement to spur them on to work towards it...
Does Forever(a word which is defined as eternity by most of us) exist? Theoretically it doesnt... But yet we, the foolish humans believe in it.. We like to hear this word in promises made by pple.. Or maybe it`s just something humans want to possess hence believing in it even if its not true.. Nothings stays forever unless you`re laying dead in the coffin and buried 10 feet below the ground...
This is what Chua Yee Yan has to say about the long intended meet up... Oops!!
★ 依然无缘。对你心跳的感应，还是如此温热亲近。said:
the long-intened meet up was like sooooooo freaking long ago till my hair grow white already. so finally the cyy decided to plan for the longgggggggggggg intended meet up. let's name it the ULTRAUBERAWESOME LONG-INTENDED MEETUP. (SEE, effort hor. name also think hao already)
The above statement means that i dont have to think about what to write about the meetup and just copy paste what she say... HAHAHAHA
Alright, i seriously ran of out things to write alr.. And i`m still wondering even after i finish this post..
不曾消失
Boring Week
Date - Saturday, May 15, 2010
Timing - 3:58 PM
I dont what to type man... Dont feel like blogging alr.. Might be closing down this space soon.... Till then
Trying to stay positive
Date - Monday, May 10, 2010
Timing - 6:57 PM
"Always look on the bright side of life" " The night is always darkest just before the dawn" "Sunshine after the rain"
All this are just examples of phrases used to encourage pple to hold on even when the odds are stacked against you... But is holding on really the better option? A married couple with no communication and even if there is any form of communication, it would be quarreling... Why do they still hold on..? Why dont they choose the simpler option of just signing on the dotted line? I heard from someone that its v difficult for either parties to end a 20/30 year relationship, sometimes whats left is just wanting to have someone to rely on when they`re old... Because kids will grow up and have their own family while the one that really stays with you is your other half.. I dont know why things have turned out this way.. Maybe the seduction of the outside world is getting too much for him or maybe his mental strength is just not strong enough to withstand it... Whenever an argument arise among them, the sentence " This family is gonna be broken/split up" will be mentioned.. But what they didnt realize is the cracks were already formed quite some time ago... It takes far too much more to hold on then to just give up and thats why i`m trying to stay positive about my current situation...
Its the start of another new week.. Time seems to fly when it comes to weekends nowadays.. And the end of weekends signals the start of another new working week.. Its like a routine being repeated week in week out.. Well i guess it wil stay this way all the way till i enlist bah... Quite a number of my frends are enlisting later this mth or in june.. It will be my turn soon i hope.. just wants to get it over and done with asap... Went out to town on sat with kel wanting to shop, but end up only kel got his stuffs.. sat night was spent with the usual pple and we went to jalan besar for dim sum and poker session and xbox session at euson hse till 5am.. Ate mac breakfast and head home to sleep.. Watch football at night and off to bed.. Work have been fun with friendly colleagues and a good boss.. Its more of like mentally tired rather than physically tired after working full shift...
Anyone can give up, it’s the easiest thing in the world to do. But to be able to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart; that’s true strength. (eletheowl)
Life Just Sucks
Date - Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Timing - 12:37 AM
Alright its the start of another week, here`s what i done during my last weekend.. Watched IpMan2 with euson xinyi and eugene, shopping and dinner with family, treated my mum to dinner on friday night and dinner with joel wansheng and kaijie on sunday... Rather fulfilling weekend for me thou... Seems like most of us are only free during the weekends... Met up with fz and co for chill out session at timbre.. not a v fulfilling session coz i`m kinda tired...
There`s this sentence " The only constant in life is change"... yeah there are definitely many changes in my life till now.. But smth just doesnt seems to be getting better instead its getting more worse.. It just sucks, seriously... IT really SUCKS but yet i cant do anything to change it.. What have happen to the right hand man of time, why it doesnt seems to work its magic in my life now :/OH WELL~~~~
Working everyday for this week but only 1 full shift.. Tats pretty siAn coz the pay is seriously not enough.. SIGHHHHhhhh its still the same problem even thou it had been 2 years....
As many times as i blink, i think of you tonight (one of my fav sentence from the song Vanilla Twilight )