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Content Note: Feeling bad

Meh, I am in a bit of a bad mood lately. I currently have a week off from work, but I don't really know what to do with myself, because there is not that much one can do nowadays. I tried crafting a bit, that was fine, but I lack motivation for everything today.

Also I kind of rage quit a Discord Server with some of my friends recently... This is my problem, I rather rage quit or burn down a connection to someone, than trying to fix it, because that is so much harder. It is so hard for me to figure out what I actually need and want, that I rather just quit everything. It would probably be good, to learn to be better at that, but it is hard and I don't have much energy at the moment...

Maybe this can be a place for me to figure things out a bit more. Maybe writing more often can help me with that. (Well, this is probably boring to read, but tbh this is more for me right now anyway :-P )