It's hard to pretend you love someone when you don't, but it's even harder to pretend you don't love one when you really do.

Never deny what you feel. Because Spongebob once said, "How will you know if 
someone loves you if you don't tell them you love them too?"

School started on Monday. Have been sleeping early and waking early of course. Well, was late for the 1st day of school. Reached school around 830, waited at bus-stop for class people. Headed for class at 915. Was late but teacher let us sign in (: Homed right after school for Monday and Weds.

Tuesday was S&W. Chose Gym instead of Badminton. Afterwards, went Bukit Timah to eat with Bby Luanting Pangwee Rollo. Fish Baked Rice & Cheese Fries! (: Then walked to KAP's bus stop with Bby. Homed and went Jogging alone! :D

Thursday after school, went bus stop with Bby Elroy Chengsiang. Waited for Jialing there. Thankyou Bby for pei-ing me wait for her. :B Then Queensway with Jialing for Curry Chicken Rice! Hehhh! :D

Friday met Bby go class together. After school, bused to Bugis. Ate and ordered Koi! Bought tickets for Child's Eye. Show's not really scary, was laughing more than being freaked out. :X Anyw the whole cinema also like laughing lor. Walked around Bugis then to Marina. Just Acia for dinner. Dumb things happened and I was the joke of the day as always! -.- Trained home with Bby! Heehee. Then just nice when I reached Tiong's bus stop I saw B & J. Homed and met Baby and Baby-in-law to ABC Market. Ate Bbq Chicken Wings! (:

You're the reason why the stars are shining brightly, The reason why my heart's beating.

Sometimes, Liking a person doesn't necessarily mean that you must have them by your side. Sometimes if letting the other person go is the only way for him to find his own happiness, It's also a form of love.

Happygirl today. Because I met bby! Hehehe! Met him at Clementi station then trained to Boonlay. Ate then watched Paranormal Activity 2. Not really scary. But the sound effects was (Y). The baby in the show is super cute! Super cute hahaha! :) Me saw many clothes there at Jurong Point! Hahahaha. Erm. Then went Jurong Safra with him to do his things. Woah. Though didn't talk or what just stand there, Paisey ttm please. :S I cld feel my face burning. After that went home :) School tmrw. Means I'd be seeing bby on a daily basis of 5days per week. Hahaha. Luckily he said he won't get sick of me :D Haha. Happygirlhappygirl! :)

Tomorrow marks the start of O'levels. People taking O's like Joey Xiaoting Rica Yuexuan Weekeat Calvin Michelle Mandy Jiaxi Huiying Adeline Cindy Nelly Peiyu Ruiqing Chiaming Terence Junlin Xiujing Junda Yolanda Ischelle Jazreel Daniel Yanxing Teckyeow Zan Gary Andrew Zenhung Kelvinyeo Leslietan

Jianwen Dominic Guoliang Pangwee Christabel Jiayou! :) Hahahaha. All the best and get enough rest and drink lots of water. Don't fall sick at this period of time. Give in your best. Don't give up. Jiayou! :) 

Meeting usuals at Queensway bus stop tomorrow. Then meeting 1T07 people at NP's bus stop before going in to class. Woohoo. Gonna go in class as a group tmrw! Hehehehe. I miss my classmates! but I think I miss BQSH more. Hahahaha. Opps. 

I can't wait for O's to end because then Joey and Xiaoting won't be so busy studying. We can go out! But then I'd be the one who'll be busy. Ahhhh. :( But nvrm I'd make time off and we gonna go buffet for whole day yeah! Hehe. Shopping and buffet kay! Hehehehe! And balling, jogging. I miss balling somehow. Hahaha. Alright. All the best for your O's! :) Love you girls. 

When a heart is true, there's no need for words. Because even in silence, love can be heard.

Sunday: Met Janice Jianwen Dominic Guoliang for Pasar Malam @ Tiong. Janice and I walked first cos they were studying for English. Bought sausage, ramly burger, cheese tofu & popcorn! :) Hehehehe. Homed at 10pm. :D Heehee.

Monday: Met Luanting and Ymf at Bugis to shop. Bought koi @ Iluma too. Chocolate Milktea! (Y). Bought clothes. Halfway, Natasha and Ain popped out with my belated birthday gift. Omg. Shocked. Haha. Continued walking around. Natasha and Ain went off. Luanting and I headed to Fareast, Ymf headed for school. Homed at 9plus. 

Stayed home these few days. Haven't been meeting bby for one week already :( Hope to see that idiot soon, I miss you. Guess you're still working right now. Do drink lots of water because of the stupid weather for Idk why it's so hazy right now. Don't want you to fall sick alright. I love you <3 :)

Because of you, I felt like I'm the luckiest girl on Earth.

Everytime when I'm with you, Time just flew so fast.

A day with you seemed like an hour,

An hour with you seemed like a minute,

A minute with seemed like a second.

If only time could slow down, or stop for a moment, wouldn't it be great?

Stayed home on weds. Watched Forensic Heroes Part 1 from start. Thursday watched again. Met baby go Pasar Malam @ Tiongbahru to buy food and Ntuc to buy my chocolates! :) Bought alot alot of food! :D Ate them till my stomach super bloated. Continued watching my Forensic Heroes. Finished the whole of Forensic Heroes in 2days'! First time I chiong show chiong till likethat. :X Friday I'm supposed to meet Cheryl and Janice earlier in the day but I woke up only at 5plus. Lazed till round 6pm then shower then meet Dominic Guoliang Dhurkesh to go Jianwen's house @ Clementi for BBQ. Reached then played cards with Geraldine Janel Muisiew Felicia! Janice came, Muisiew Felicia Janel left for Sarah's. Angel Foongsze Huiling came! Played cards with them then Geraldine went off with Aaron. The rest of us, left at 1130pm. Took 196 to Janice's house then cabbed home. 

Happy Birthday, Dearest Babyboy ♥

Happy Birthday, My Dearest, Idiotic Boy. <3

Basically, 12 October was Blinken Quek's birthday. Erm, shall start from the part where the clock struck 12. Wished that sucker on Facebook, Phone, Twitter 12am sharp, sharp ok you idiot :P Then asked him to read the blogpost specially blogged for him. Went to sleep around 3am, but was only able to fall into deep slumber at around 6 :( Woke up at 11plus, prepared. Cabbed down to his place with the box of dangerous cupcakes at around 2pm. Reached his block downstairs at 2.20pm and I was somewhat nervous cos I don't see any replies from him. Till 2.35pm then he come down! Yay, plan succeeded. He was somewhat surprised yay! :D Called him from behind then passed him the box plus his present and card then he went back up to put his things hahaha! After that we trained to Cineleisure and bought tickets for Dinner for Schmucks. Super funny and retarded show. Cute also! Hahaha. Kept laughing throughout the movie. After that it was time for dinner so we went Crystal Jade at Taka. Ate then trained back to Clementi. On the way there, his mom called him and told him that his friends(Rollo Luanting Pangwee) are at his house and tadaaa, plan really failed :( But before that plan also quite failed already I think because of me haha! :X Then when we reached he said he want to play them instead, so asked me to act with him say he got lost along the way -.- My acting sucks so it kinda failed too. Cut the cake in his house then after that played and chilled at his place till around 11.40pm then we left. Woah managed to catch the last bus haha, thanks to Luanting for being observant. :)

Pictures for the day:

And the last photo for the day, Bby looked super cute in the photo. Look like small kid sia. Idk why but I think it's because of the good photographer. HAHAHAHA. Not because he's cute but it's because of the photographer. Hehehe. And it's also my favourite picture of the day hahaha! :D

Didn't manage to take any pictures with that sucker but it's alright, there's still plenty of chances. Right? :P

I still can't believe that you're mine,

Have been with baby and baby-in-law these two days. Hahahahaha. Erm, went kentridge there to eat duck rice yesterday before heading to bencoolen then headed to queenstown library then back to purmei. Then bball court awhile jiu go eat at 112 kopitiam. Ate alot hahaha. And I remember that word alrdy, it's "kou tou chan"! Today went vivo walk around and look for idiotbby's birthday present. And idiotbby, today pageone open worzxc. :P Ate at harbourfront, ate you-mian heh, didn't eat fastfood :) Then tiong popular to buy some stuffs before heading to labrador then to keppel bay and I saw fireworks there woahhhh. 

As for 7th October, Happy First Monthsary Dearest Bbybby! :) Hahahahahah. Hope you like the things I got you lalala. Sucker :) Met bby rollo juaen for pizzahut then Luanting came we went Kbox :) Janice came then Rollo and Juaen left we went for Mr.Prata then homed :) Hehhh. I love my bbybby <3

Janiceyee not in Singapore now eh, Takecare of yourself. See you soon k! :) Meet you soon! Don't miss me when you're away though I know you won't be able to read this but still yah, don't miss me too much. Wahaha. Love you! :) 

Baby and Baby-in-law drink more water k! Hahahahaha! Both also fall sick tsk lousy body unlike me :)

Bbybby you drink more water too you're falling sick already! Don't eat too much heaty food and drink water horrrrr. Meluvyou (: See you soon like in 2 days' time. :(

Cause without you, It'll never be the same.

Happy First Monthsary, Love. <3

Thanks for tolerating my nonsense, Thanks for always giving in.

Thanks for being an awesome boyfriend.

Thanks for giving me the care and concern I need.

Thanks for assuring me with your love.

Thanks for everything lah, like, srsly.

And most importantly, Thanks for being you.

I love you, more than you can ever imagine :D

How great would it be, if every moment could last like this forever.

The amount of times you cross my mind, is actually almost all the time.

Realised I haven't been updating for few days already. Quite lazy, and also partly because of being busy and going out. Hahaha. Shall update the days where I got go out only. (:

Saturday: Met Janice Luanting Jasmine Juaen Rollo Apple Wanni and Apple's boyfriend(I forget his name) to collect pay for PC Connect. Though not much but also moneymoney! Heehee. After that we were rather indecisive to come up with a place to go to. Because we're all meeting different people, Janice meeting someone else, Wanni meeting someone else, Luanting going back chalet, Jasmine meeting sister. Left with Rollo Juaen and me, then they went home in the end and I met bby (: Met him at Ion, reached there first while waiting for him! Woah I walked the whole Ion before you came k! See how slow you were! :P He shopped for his stuffs then we ate and continued walking. Decided to go Bugis to find Janice. Then ite they go eat, we're not feeling hungry so we walked around Iluma and Bugis as well. Full of walkings, exercise. Hahaha. Ate KFC then went home! :) Heehee. 

Sunday: Met Jasmine at Gwc to get something (: Then went to eat! I ate my chawanmushi! :D Joash came! Then bought some stuffs too before heading down to Valley Point for Icecream Gallery! Thankyou Joash for the Icecream treat! :) Waited for Janice to come, then ya ate icecream! Heehee! Not bad lah their icecream! I likey as well! :) Afterthat, walked to around Tiong area with Joash Jasmine and Janice! Janice continued walking home, Jasmine and I walked to Membina's bus-stop with Joash. Joash went home, we waited for bus and go home. Wanted to walk home but didn't, see I'm so guai! :P 

Tuesday: Woke up super early today, at 7.30am! So long never wake up so early already. Obviously was tired to the maximum. But after a shower it was alright, ate breakfast. Then trained to JE meet bby first before continuing training to CCK to meet Junwei. Took bus to Mandai, Rollo came up our bus halfway, coincidence haha. Met Pangwee there and off we go to the zooo! :) Was pretty excited when we reached because it has been so long we've last been there. Saw many animals, when we reached I saw fishes at the flamingo pond there, their mouth was at the surface, opening and closing, so cute lah can! HAHAHA. Saw whitetiger also, otters, rabbits(!), ducks(!!), squirrels(!), cheetahs, lions, leopard, orangutans, kangaroos(!) and manymany more lah! :) oh yah, penguins too! :D and the sealion! :D but didn't see polar bear and panda :( Because polar bear there renovation, and panda haven't come if i'm not wrong :( Ate Kfc AGAIN! HEHEHEE :D:D:D:D left zoo around 6pm, went Lot 1 to eat. Suggested Ajisen again, hahaha! After that Rollo wanted to go Kbox -.- Crazy lion, bby and I said we go there rest then pw and rollo sing. But too bad and luckily, the rooms all booked hehehe, so we went home! HAHAHAHA. Homed at 9pm :) Pictures under read more! :)

More pictures at facebook, hehhhh. See the ducks! You can actually see ducks @ zoo! LOL. I was surprised and super shocked that I saw the ducks! LOL :P And the rabbits super cute! :D The squirrel too!! :D Hehehehehe. Lastly group picture of the survivors of singapore zoo :P 

Photo credits all from Junwei's dslr :)

And I fall in love with you, all over again.

(Fight, Fight, Fight, Fight, Fight for this Love)

It's October now. A new month, A new start. Hehhhhh. It has been an awesome start so far. Got my results back today, was rather surprised that my FSP still remained a B, but however, my COS dropped from B to C -.- My FSP dropped too though, from B+ to B. Tsk, but nvrm, it's okay. I expected worse results. So GPA isn't good as well, it's less than 3. But nvrm lah, can get 2.5 and above I happy already, and I really am happy and contented. Well, timetable for next Sem out too. IS in the morning, and so far I still can't find anyone whom I'm close to, to be in the same IS class as me. Hopefully someone is in the same class as me so I won't emo during IS, for another semester again. And on Fridays, we're ending early, as early as 12pm. But on Mondays, our classes end as late as 6pm. But I guess the study hours for next sem is shorter, shorter by quite alot. Fanghow and Connie's still our lecturer, Victor's no longer our module lecturer, but he's still our mentor I suppose. Anyw, met Baby and Rica today at Orchard. Walked around aimlessly at Paragon to see something, then Taka to eat our Kfc! :D Ate cheese + chicken, woah, heavenly! :) I want Mac's and Ljs's too! *Hints. After that walked around Orchard, bought my perfume then stayed at Ion walk around. Walk the  bookstore, then got this middleaged man, who followed us wherever we go. Wth, Shityou. Then left around 7plus, reached purmei around 8. Played swing with baby at hillock, till around 9. Walked to court sit down, ate at kopitiam @ 10pm. And now I'm hungry, because the Curry Chicken Rice I ate wasn't filling at all.


Oh yah, and I've two wishes for October. 
My first wish: Iwtywnlmbijnysb. 
My second wish: I wish that people around me will smile wider, and be happier. (:


Last but not least, Bby, thanks for your assurance, for whatever you've said in that msg before you sleep that night. Heh, but you're still very ass. Lalalalalalala. Haha! Smack me lor :P Loveyouzxsz. :D