It's Sunday morning, 8:26 to be exact. Both my boys are still asleep and that's a-ok with me! I love Sunday's that are quiet with no meetings and just being able to enjoy my little family.
All too soon that will change. I will still be able to enjoy them, I will just have a newborn in less than 3 weeks or 19 days to be exact, and the hustle and bustle that will come with him.
We are ready for our little guy to arrive. The nursery is ready, arrangements for Noah are in place, my Church calling is going to to covered and the dog...well he's on his own! Just kidding, but definitely mixed emotions are being felt by all of us.
I'm nervous and anxious, but very much excited. I'm worried I won't be able to handle two kids! Noah is at an age that he can tell me exactly what he wants and is pretty much independent so I know he will be able to and want to (hopefully) help. He is excited to have a baby brother, but I don't think he quite realizes how his little world is going to be rocked. He has been the center of our attention for 4+ years and I pray he will adapt and adjust and I'll have the patience and ability to help make the transition easier for him. Any advice is greatly appreciated in this department!! Clair has been a trooper. I don't remember being so grouchy and irritable while pregnant with Noah, but he has taken it in stride and has known when to walk away and let me do my thing and when to call me out on it and bring me back down. My latest nesting craze has gotten out of control and he just keeps going and doing from sun up to sun down. Luckily, i'm slowing down and I know he is relieved and grateful for that also!
My heart is full. I am so blessed. It seems like just a few months ago we were meeting with Dr. Petersen, working up a plan on how to conceive a child and now the time is here already. I can't wait to meet this choice little boy and be his Mother. What an honor it is! I am going to miss feeling his kicks and rolls and watching my belly expand and be lop-sided as he moves, but holding him in my arms will be worth every heart-ache and sacrifice it took to get him here.
Words don't do justice in expressing my feelings. I'm blessed and eternally grateful to my Father in Heaven for the abundant mercy he shows to me each day.
The nursery is about done with the exception of a few decorations to hang.
We had a fun 4th of July and Noah loved his shark face painting!
Not sure why this pic is sideways, but here are my two cute boys waiting for fireworks to start!
Aren't they handsome!
And the Baby Bump in all it's glory at 8 months pregnant. I don't know how some people look so good taking their own side profile pics. Luckily, this is the last for me!