I was looking back at the old posts from another blog of mine, and have realised that I tend to forget things easily, those important and unimportant ones.
I always try to remind myself how important friendships are, and yet I do avoid them most of the time (not the ones back home in Malaysia la, the extended family and Yupi and Uncle Teoh =D).
Is it because I am too comfortable with them and hence take others easily? But I don't really share anything with the extended family (in terms of my feelings la), am not really open towards them. I usually will tell some of them parts by parts, not the whole story, will screen out some information >_< Don't ask me why I do so, it's just the way I am.
Yupi as usual, will tell her my stuffs, but most of it are more into the gossips, not something serious or whatsoever. I love talking to her, it's just that sometimes it's really hard for me to open to her too. In addition to the things she has to go through, I will that mine are much least important or serious compared to her, maybe that's why I'm not totally open towards her.
I feel most comfortable with Uncle Teoh >_< Though I've just know him less than a year, got real close to him less than a month from the day we met, I found him to be a good listener or maybe because he tends to forget things easily (that's what he claimed himself to be, but I found that it is not totally true). I feel that I can tell him anything, anytime and anywhere. Well, maybe not anywhere >_< Maybe I've been keeping in touch with him through MSN, FB's message and also on phone calls until sometimes I think he's the one that I've been constantly keeping in touch with and the most (yessss even more than my parents). Oh well, of coz besides Jit Hu though, been chatting with him on MSN almost the entire time when I'm here as in almost everyday. Haha Jit Hu even give me an electronic story book titled 'The Little Prince' and he wants me to finish that electronic book so that we can discuss about it in future. Rather than talking nonsense all the time, Jit Hu wants to talk something useful >_< which is good for me. He's been correcting my grammar and all sort of things from the moment I know him. So I shall thank him =)
Besides all mentioned above, I guess I'm not all that comfortable to be with them in terms of my inner feelings la. Not to forget Jean and Leng, sorry to say this, but maybe I sort of felt intimidate with you guys, that's why don't really tell you guys bout everything although I did try my best to tell you guys as much as possible. I still LOVE you both >_< haha.
Anyway, finals are real soon, less than a month time yet I still have an assignment to do and a presentation to wrap it up all my external assignments. Hopefully will do much better in this last semester of mine *prays real hard*. Been trying my best to boost my grades up, and so far, it did pay off a little, not going to say anything further as it is still early to make any statements.
Oh well, till then, it will be a while for my next post or maybe not. Will be going out later to celebrate a friend's 21st. So if there's anything interesting, will update you guys =D