currently on hiatus. i'm thinking of just deleting the blog. ngalih ku blogging anie.

adeh.

aku baru check blog aku. cos i've been really busy... with stuffs.

and i just read my goddamn cbox. tag for what kan? LOL! i'm sorry. im so outdated. aku banar2 inda paham. good luck untuk exams kah apa? HAHA!

i will update soon. with things. tmrw's my last exam. so i gotta start revising cos i think i messed up the others. so much krap, in so little time. i just hope someone understands :(

mwahs!

p.s. go here. good nonsense happy readings! lol.

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HIIIIII! i'm sorry that i haven't updated in ages. it's just that i've been busy lately and i hardly go online for a long period. but you want reading material pls go to:

www.engineeringkampung.blogspot.com

in the mean time, i kinda need to study for my exams; not that i am hahaha. and finish off my assignments.

life's a bitch ahaha!

take care.

xx

not usually...

hi! my name is feefy. i'm not usually one to complain much about little things. well, i do, but i make sure it doesn't faze me much. i'm usually too lazy to say anything or i don't want to take it seriously as i have a bad temper. but okay, basically, there's a point to all of this. i have a story (eseh!) and it starts like this...

i went to a slightly posh, new, fancy cafe a few hours ago thinking i wanted to chill and everything after a long day of uni.. so yeah, basically had a few friends coming along with me. we arrived at the cafe about half past 10 pm and for me, that's already late to go and hang out; as my friends all know, lil miss feefy is cinderella. hahaha. so anyhoos, the place was packed which is quite surprising as it is a weekday but then it occurred to me that org baru terima, ergo, got money to spend lohhhh~ hahah. whilst i'm still dead skint :( boohoo! but forget that... so yeah. basically, arrived, saw a lot of people, hesitated for few minutes but i went in anyways cos the waitress was like somewhat giving me a look and urging me to just go in... she did this by pointing to a empty table in this certain way. i thought it was rude but whatever. she got us a table in a very cramped corner. but never mind that, i was hungry, i really needed decent coffee cos i was dead sleepy and that was the only table left. basically, the boss was there as well, behind the bar counter, and he was staring at me. not in a perverted sense of course, but gave me this look of slight revulsion. well, in a way i don't blame him. i was wearing my skinnies and t-shirt with flipflops. and girls in the cafe were wearing dresses and shit. hahaha. but i hardly dress up, and i will not bother, just for a latte. it took them er, half an hour to layan us, and yes, it was a busy night but instead of saying to us, "wait please miss, we'll get to you soon", they said, "ah tunggu ah. kajap!"... so i was like, er okay. haha. nais.

anyways, throughout the 45 mins i stayed there; which is not a very long time for me: in the case of hanging out that is) the service just got shittier and shittier. absolute shite! it wasn't my first time there but it was my first time that i've come across that kind of rudeness and disrespectfulness happening in a freaking so-called poshy place like that. i've had my fair share of shitty service but this was the most disappointing. i expected more. anie, the boss kept looking at me while i was eating. like, not in a pondering way, where he looked like he was asking himself if i liked the food, but in a certain way that projects, "is this girl going to finish her food or what? why is she even here?" okay, i understand that prolly they were tired and etc, per se everyone was in a crappy mood but :) still, we did not deserve to be treated that way. i could make it out that they looked at me differently by the intonation of their voices when they talked to me and how they conveyed their body language to me; it was just so obvious that they were looking down on me. the waitresses were nice to my friends though. oh, did i mention that my friends who came along were guys? yeah well anyways, another factor that can contribute to the bitchyness is i guess it's prolly because i don't have a hanging sexual appendage. yes, i'm not a guy. oh yes, i sound like i'm a sexist here, moreover against my own kind but seriously... hahaha. i've seen one of them in action, the waitress i mean, so yeah, she layans the good looking guy ones with extra t.l.c. look, they can be all coy, friendly and flirty with the male customers for all i care, but just pay more attention la to the female species. your own damn sex. cows.

and the boss.. is a bitch. faking anal. i was told tadi that he halau-ed people out pasal he wanted to tutup the cafe. that's nais. i know it's his cafe and he can do fuck all he wants but why couldn't he just tell them instead of giving signs to the workers so to kick the customers out? yes, you're rich and etc. but mister, if it wasn't for your customers, no matter how mihir they are, your cafe wouldn't have any business at all you asshole. :D just because i don't look fucking rich (i am not pulang. i know that), it doesn't mean that i can't afford to drink and eat in your cafe. :)

i suggest that you and your workers go get lessons on etiquette and service, with all the money you have from ripping off your customers with your so-called fake servitude bullshit. oh, get some on human legal rights as well. it'll help.

to anyone who is somewhat connected to the cafe and etc etc and is terasa, i apologise. the cafe's fine. i just don't like the person who owns it. oh and a few of the waitresses. :)

it may sound that i'm making a big deal out of this but seriously, you'll be peeved if you were in my position.

that cafe is defo blacklisted in my terms now. no matter how good it is. fancy schmancy. baaah. syg duit ku eh. hahaha. kata2 ku tarus.

anyways, i'm off to sleep.


p.s. if there are grammatical errors in this post, i can't be arsed fucked to usai anything. too sleepy ahaha. and aku masih marah. yatah aku meyumpah berabis. lol. not that i don't curse on a daily basis oral-wise but it's just that usually i wouldn't type it down. hahah.

aku malas.

i shouldn't blogging whatsoever. i need to go take a nap, and do my work later. but nooooooo. instead, im blogging. why. oh why!?

i am upset. i am not sure why. wait, i know why but i can't say anything about it. as per usual. haha.

i am getting bored. seriously. i have 2 months and a half left til attachment. and oh boy~! can't wait for that. not.

gila. i've got so much random shit in my head that i need to sort it out... bit by bit.

should i run away? that is the question!

somebody just asked why i have two msns. lol. she asked if one was for boyfies. faking hell. yeah right. one's already a headache. holding onto a bunch would be a pain in the ass.

god i hate men. i've always hated men. yeah, trust issues. thank you exboyfies. no. it isn't trust issues. it's just the fact that they have a hanging sexual appendage just pisses me off. and they use that to think with. WHY?

and i love my cousin. :P not.

xx says: (6:00:50 PM)
aku broken.
xx says: (6:00:52 PM)
eh
Wafiy ♥s her says: (6:00:52 PM)
bah u aga me what time?

xx says: (6:00:53 PM)
broken eh
xx says: (6:00:54 PM)
BROKE
Wafiy ♥s her says: (6:01:05 PM)
broken hahaha student els saja~
xx says: (6:02:28 PM)
hahaha
xx says: (6:02:29 PM)
sial.
xx says: (6:02:30 PM)
salah wah.

bari hawa. HAHAHAHA.

peace xx

lalalala~

god. i haven't posted here in ages. instead i've been rajin posting here instead. haha!

so. i have TONS of work to do AND I MEAN tons! ive been procrastinating since god knows when. i need freaking motivation to get my ass on the go. some sort of incentive. okay, feefy you will fail this semester if you don't do shit is an incentive but it's not that strong enough... well, for me anyways. i think, feefy you have a year left, please don't mess this up is stronger.

oh, btw. i have a goddamn flu. i've been sick since thursday! it's horrible. i've been staying on me bed ever since. i haven't been like this since ages. i never thought i could ever be sick like this again. HAHA. okay, not really logical but never you mind.

maybe it's the weather. it's panas during daytime then it's raining at night.

oh why oh why oh why me!

okay. i think i'm gonna hit the sack now. so pathetic. going to sleep early on a saturday night. jeez. hahaha.

fooled.

first of all, i would like to wish to every bruneian, a happy 24th national day! hope you guys had a very good long weekend :D

so.... went out with the boissssss last night. yes i was the only girl. but that's no surprise. one of them is a japanese foreign exchange student, and i know for sure, that there are more than a few girls who has a crush on him. no offence, he's cute but i don't know. hahahahaha. anyhoos, we had a great time actually, even though we didn't do much. but i think i had more than enough =/ continue laaaaater mehhh! wuuhhuu! and i gotta wake up before 9 tmrw :( not to worry, after that it's semester break but then we have a few hours of make-up (no, bukannya cosmetics) classes to go toooooooooo. horrible i tell you! siggggghssss but what to do~

so, i have an ambuyat date later with a friend then prolly watching them ME 22 bois play futsal in JKR. so you better win bois hahaa.

to my dearest polly: i'm sorry. aku inda tau apa ku ckp di mlm ah AHHAHAHAHAHAA. =x did you check my car though? HAHAHA!!!!! opppsy.