Um. I'm not quite sure why I haven't blogged in SO long because I actually have a lot of news!
I blame it on the smartphone. With so many other outlets to share pictures/news, I've neglected this little corner of my internet.
If you haven't heard, we have some pretty exciting news... We're pregnant! I'm 15 weeks along and am due May 21, 2014! It feels like it's gone so fast already and I'm loving every minute of it! Our baby is the size of an apple this week! I'm not showing yet, but check every day to see if I've grown and so far, no bump.
So I've been asked by numerous people to tell "the story" so here's some deets you may have been wondering:
We always thought we'd have trouble getting pregnant because of my past ailments. Having cancer and going through radiation terrified me at age 18, because they told me it may cause infertility. It scared me even more once Scott and I decided it was time to start a family, because it was suddenly so real and in my face.
I took lots of pregnancy tests over the 8 months that we tried, each negative, and each bringing a little bit more fear into my heart. It definitely crossed both our minds numerous times, 'what if this isn't for us'. But through the grace of God, it happened!! Not only are we SO completely elated to be pregnant, but I am so completely relieved to know that we can get pregnant! Although 8 months doesn't really seem like a long time to try, and not conceive, in the moment, it felt like centuries.
The night I took the positive pregnancy test, Scott was on his way home from work. We had been home from Costa Rica a little less than 2 weeks. We were in a hurry to go to a baptism at church that night. I took the test and was trying to keep it together and not give it away when Scott got home. It was one of the most surreal moments ever. I was finally pregnant!! I couldn't believe it! Scott came through the front door and I had left the pregnancy test on the sink in the bathroom. He was in a hurry to change clothes and go to the church and was having no side-tracking from me. I asked him to go into the bathroom to which he said no the first time. I told him "go in the bathroom!", trying not to get annoyed because I wanted it to be a good moment. He walked in and said "are you pregnant...?" I said "YES!" so excitedly. He kind of gave me a hug, and then double high-fived me and then we went to the baptism. Not exactly what I was expecting but hey, that's Scott for you. The next morning I woke up to him kissing my belly and talking to our baby, so that made up for the high-fives and awkwardness the night before.
We've been to 2 doctors appointments and the baby is happy and healthy so far! We'll find out the gender December 26 (best present ever!!!) and we can hardly wait to know what it is!! Scott's convinced it's a girl (and he also thinks its twins, so let's just throw that out there).
I've been nauseous in the morning, but nothing awful. I feel like I've had it pretty easy, and am so grateful! I can handle only vomiting 3 times my whole pregnancy so far.
| obligatory pee stick picture |
| cutest text from my mom |
| at our first baby doctor appt! |
Life is good and we are blessed.
