Until We Bleed by Lykke Li

I'm naked

I'm numb

I'm stupid

I'm staying

And if Cupid's got a gun, then he's shootin'

Lights black

Heads bang

You're my drug

We live it

You're drunk

You need it

Real love

I'll give it

So we're bound to linger on

We drink the fatal drop

Then love until we bleed

Then fall apart in parts

You wasted your times

On my heart

You've burned

And if bridges gotta fall, then you'll fall, too

Doors slam

Lights black

You're gone

Come back

Stay gone

Stay clean

I need you

To need me

So we're bound to linger on

We drink the fatal drop

Then love until we bleed

Then fall apart in parts

Now we're bound to linger on

We drink the fatal drop

Then love until we bleed

Then fall apart in parts

I'm home sick, and I don't mean I miss home.

Need to get out of here and do something.

FML

Ok this is making me nuts,angry and and IDK things just ainte rite w/out you~

Till I have these bitches I shall not rest in peace!

I will have you on my feet one day, you'll see.

hhmph!

Aite,a bit the over here. But yeah on my feet :)

Baby,your so hot *melts*

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Well the dogs were barking at a new moon

Whistling a new tune

Hoping it would come soon

And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day til the feeling went away

And the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping and

The rain forgot how to bring salvation

The dogs were barking at the new moon

Whistling a new tune

Hoping it would come soon so that they could die.

All Good Things (come to an end)

Selamat Berpuasa To All My Sayang's

That time of the year is back! and I must admit that every time ramadhan hits there is this wabbly feeling in my self fill with joy and emooh-ness both at the same time. When I was younger puasa just means that its almost time for Raya, and kehhcinggg $$$. But now, it means more then just food and the Raya shopping, it's hard to explain, but there is this feeling of lost and found happening around me. Pelik kan? I dont know if what I'm saying make any sense, but the truth is, Raya makes me sad now. I miss my Grandpapa so much. Damn, time past by real quick, it's been almost two years now that his gone. I know you are in a better place, your the best man I have ever known. Will always love you. Till we meet again, life will never be the same without you, but Ill make make sure that Ill make you proud. Life must go onnnn, and I hope that I'm doing it right. Till Raya comes, Ill be waiting to go home to atok's house patiently. Pineng will be waiting for me to eat my heart out. geee :)

Mummy, Adik and Yash I LOVE you guys so muchy-much!

Happy Fasting Yawww!

JANGAN PONTENG TAW :D

Eminem Love The Way You Lie lyrics

Just gonna stand there

And watch me burn

But that's alright

Because I like

The way it hurts

Just gonna stand there

And hear me cry

But that's alright

Because I love

The way you lie

I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is

I can only tell you what it feels like

And right now there's a steel knife

In my windpipe

I can't breathe

But I still fight

While I can fight

As long as the wrong feels right

It's like I'm in flight

High of a love

Drunk from the hate

It's like I'm huffing paint

And I love it the more that I suffer

I sufficate

And right before im about to drown

She resuscitates me

She fucking hates me

And I love it

Wait

Where you going

I'm leaving you

No you ain't

Come back

We're running right back

Here we go again

It's so insane

Cause when it's going good

It's going great

I'm Superman

With the wind in his bag

She's Lois Lane

But when it's bad

It's awful

I feel so ashamed

I snap

Who's that dude

I don't even know his name

I laid hands on her

I'll never stoop so low again

I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there

And watch me burn

But that's alright

Because I like

The way it hurts

Just gonna stand there

And hear me cry

But that's alright

Because I love

The way you lie

I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much

You can barely breathe

When you're with them

You meet

And neither one of you

Even know what hit 'em

Got that warm fuzzy feeling

Yeah them chills

Used to get 'em

Now you're getting fucking sick

Of looking at 'em

You swore you've never hit 'em

Never do nothing to hurt 'em

Now you're in each other's face

Spewing venom

And these words

When you spit 'em

You push

Pull each other's hair

Scratch, claw, bit 'em

Throw 'em down

Pin 'em

So lost in the moments

When you're in 'em

It's the rage that took over

It controls you both

So they say it's best

To go your separate ways

Guess that they don't know ya

Cause today

That was yesterday

Yesterday is over

It's a different day

Sound like broken records

Playin' over

But you promised her

Next time you'll show restraint

You don't get another chance

Life is no Nintendo game

But you lied again

Now you get to watch her leave

Out the window

Guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there

And watch me burn

But that's alright

Because I like

The way it hurts

Just gonna stand there

And hear me cry

But that's alright

Because I love

The way you lie

I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things

Did things

That we didn't mean

And we fall back

Into the same patterns

Same routine

But your temper's just as bad

As mine is

You're the same as me

But when it comes to love

You're just as blinded

Baby please come back

It wasn't you

Baby it was me

Maybe our relationship

Isn't as crazy as it seems

Maybe that's what happens

When a tornado meets a volcano

All I know is

I love you too much

To walk away though

Come inside

Pick up your bags off the sidewalk

Don't you hear sincerity

In my voice when I talk

Told you this is my fault

Look me in the eyeball

Next time I'm pissed

I'll aim my fist

At the dry wall

Next time

There will be no next time

I apologize

Even though I know it's lies

I'm tired of the games

I just want her back

I know I'm a liar

If she ever tries to fucking leave again

I'mma tie her to the bed

And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there

And watch me burn

But that's alright

Because I like

The way it hurts

Just gonna stand there

And hear me cry

But that's alright

Because I love

The way you lie

I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

Feel so e-mooh now. Damn. Please make it rite. Because I just cant leave you yet.

-MAKE THIS PAIN STOP-

Today was awesome in it's own way. Woke up super early, didn't know what to do. FB-ing ainte that fun anymore la. And the games, its either you'll get hookd to it, or like it will get you saying 'wtf?' Rite now, it's BlackJack Madness. Dayumm, I can never win la, it's like they main tipu or what uh? Yeah, I know the house always wins. bluek! So yeah besides that, it's just a normal day at my mama's house. Afternoon kuih hunting, today was apam balik & asam laksa 'it sucks' cant wait to balik Kg. and eat the famous Laksa Pokok Janguih. Yes, if your from Peneng, Balik Pulau in particular, you would understand the feeling :) After that it just went from baby's to babi's. Like LITERALLY.

Say hello to the lil'missy nex door <3

She is such a fatty bum-bum.

Me loiky!

If you are wondering, no we didn't go to the zoo or anything, this was taken at KDE. Chinese people say that these pigs will bring luck to you and your family. It's like if you wanna go take num, just come and pat and feed the piggy, pray bit-bit. Then you might just score BIG!

One lil'

Two lil'

Many-many lil' piggy :)

We are so going back to this place with some bread and nuts in hand for some of your awsome-powsome lucky-ness piggys!!

IDK if ths is wrong, but I feel calm when I look at the pigs, it's as if they are more sivalised then human's.Even when they dont talk back and just oink all the way. But I know a bunch of people who act worst then these cute lil,piggys. Wierd uh? Trust me it's not wierd, and one day you'll meet them to and you would be 'I didnt know such person existed?' LOLs. Owh, yeash.. lastly. I'm so glad your still here with me <3 . xxx