Merry Christmas and Happy New Year fellow bloggers!
I'll be away until after the first of the year, so have a safe a happy holiday season. The only thing better than these holidays is knowing that the Victoria's Secret semi-annual sale begins in January!!
Thursday, December 22, 2005
Monday, December 12, 2005
Some Thoughts
Some random thoughts of current events:
1. The new job. So far, so good! Everyone here is very nice and friendly. It is a smaller department and we're all focused technology transfer. The building in which I work is shared between three other companies. There are some cute women, but not as many as the previous job where there were just tons of them. At the last job, the sales and marketing departments were in the same building, and there were a lot of co-ops. Nothing like new eye candy every three months!
2. Christmas memories. I was out driving Thursday night listening to a radio show that I had taped back in 1984, "The Police at Christmas" as broadcast on WMMS 100.7 in Cleveland, Ohio. I've always been a big fan of The Police and I hadn't listened to the tape in a few years. It's a little worn, but still a great listen! I used to listen to it every year around Christmas, and it brought back a lot of memories from high school. Its not the same station now as it was back then. Cleveland Rocks!!
3. Sex. Haven't had any in a couple of weeks. "Aunt Flow" is visiting our household this past week. I really need it. She doesn't like me to have my own solo time, and I feel guilty if I'm always asking her for a good foot job. But I mean, she's gives great foot! They usually start out when we're watching TV in our PJ's. I start out taking her slipper off and giving her feet a nice long massage with her legs on my lap. I'll then move up to work on her calves and thighs. By this time her feet have found their way into my boxers and she's rubbing me between the sole of one foot and the top of the other. Then off come the panties and boxers. I'll lay on the couch in front of her and so she can have better access. It feels good when she uses her toes to rub just under my balls. Sometimes I think I could lay like that for hours on end it feels sooo incredible! If she's a bit too aggressive, then she gets some 'lotion' on her feet. Otherwise, I'll start working on her, then its off to the bedroom!! And that's one thing I wish she would do - be more aggressive. I've told her so, but its not really her personality. This would be hot - she takes the initiative to get things going and leads the way.
1. The new job. So far, so good! Everyone here is very nice and friendly. It is a smaller department and we're all focused technology transfer. The building in which I work is shared between three other companies. There are some cute women, but not as many as the previous job where there were just tons of them. At the last job, the sales and marketing departments were in the same building, and there were a lot of co-ops. Nothing like new eye candy every three months!
2. Christmas memories. I was out driving Thursday night listening to a radio show that I had taped back in 1984, "The Police at Christmas" as broadcast on WMMS 100.7 in Cleveland, Ohio. I've always been a big fan of The Police and I hadn't listened to the tape in a few years. It's a little worn, but still a great listen! I used to listen to it every year around Christmas, and it brought back a lot of memories from high school. Its not the same station now as it was back then. Cleveland Rocks!!
3. Sex. Haven't had any in a couple of weeks. "Aunt Flow" is visiting our household this past week. I really need it. She doesn't like me to have my own solo time, and I feel guilty if I'm always asking her for a good foot job. But I mean, she's gives great foot! They usually start out when we're watching TV in our PJ's. I start out taking her slipper off and giving her feet a nice long massage with her legs on my lap. I'll then move up to work on her calves and thighs. By this time her feet have found their way into my boxers and she's rubbing me between the sole of one foot and the top of the other. Then off come the panties and boxers. I'll lay on the couch in front of her and so she can have better access. It feels good when she uses her toes to rub just under my balls. Sometimes I think I could lay like that for hours on end it feels sooo incredible! If she's a bit too aggressive, then she gets some 'lotion' on her feet. Otherwise, I'll start working on her, then its off to the bedroom!! And that's one thing I wish she would do - be more aggressive. I've told her so, but its not really her personality. This would be hot - she takes the initiative to get things going and leads the way.
Friday, December 09, 2005
Nigella!
Woke up this morning and fetched the paper from 3" of snow, brought it in, looked quickly at each of the sections, and I almost had to get naked. How did I ever forget about Nigella when I put my list together?! Its been a super long time since I've seen her on the tele. I'm going to keep this forever!
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
Fill in the blanks....
I stole this from Roxi who stole it from others....
directions-
1. copy
2. paste to comment box.
3. fill in blanks.
4. leave nice word at the end.
01] I _____ Sheen.
02] Sheen is _____.
03] If I were alone in a room with Sheen, I would _____.
04] I think Sheen should _____.
05] Sheen needs _____.
06] I want to _____ Sheen.
07] Someday Sheen will ___.
08] Sheen reminds me of _____.
09] Without Sheen _____.
10] My memories of Sheen are _____.
11] Sheen can be _____.
12] The worst thing about Sheen is _____.
13] The best thing about Sheen is _____.
14] I am _____ with Sheen.
15] One thing I would like to know about Sheen is _____.
16] Sheen should go and _____.
17] Sheen _____ me.
directions-
1. copy
2. paste to comment box.
3. fill in blanks.
4. leave nice word at the end.
01] I _____ Sheen.
02] Sheen is _____.
03] If I were alone in a room with Sheen, I would _____.
04] I think Sheen should _____.
05] Sheen needs _____.
06] I want to _____ Sheen.
07] Someday Sheen will ___.
08] Sheen reminds me of _____.
09] Without Sheen _____.
10] My memories of Sheen are _____.
11] Sheen can be _____.
12] The worst thing about Sheen is _____.
13] The best thing about Sheen is _____.
14] I am _____ with Sheen.
15] One thing I would like to know about Sheen is _____.
16] Sheen should go and _____.
17] Sheen _____ me.
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
A New Post!
Finally, what you've all been waiting for - a new post! Ta da! Ok, so it may not be all that its hyped up to be, but here's what has been going on lately:
1. A new job! In September I sent my resume in for a position at another operating company in the big conglomerate where I work. I had an interview in October, and they offered me the position just as the big shutdown started. I accepted and start there on Monday!! Its a promotion and a pay raise! It will involve some travel, so stay tuned for stories.
2. Ran in the Philadelphia Marathon on 11/20. My first day off after 11 straight 12-hour days of work. The marathon has a team relay event where 4 people each run legs of 10, 4, 6, and 6.2 miles. I ran the 6.2 mile leg for our team. My first time participating in a marathon, and I'm very happy with my performance as well as our team's. Hmm, now do I want to actually run the entire length someday? Not sure. It was a lot of fun hanging out with all the other people who were in the relay before our turn. I'd have to devote a lot of time for training that I'm not sure I want to commit. I've run more this year than any in the past 20 years of running, so who knows?
3. Thanksgiving. Had a great time not having to travel anywhere as all of my family came to my house for turkey day. All had fun and plenty to eat.
4. Haven't had any time to do any crossdressing other than undergarments. I'm starting to feel the need to get back to doing more. The holiday season is a great time to go shopping as there are lots of sales and its easier for a guy to buy women's clothes as well.
1. A new job! In September I sent my resume in for a position at another operating company in the big conglomerate where I work. I had an interview in October, and they offered me the position just as the big shutdown started. I accepted and start there on Monday!! Its a promotion and a pay raise! It will involve some travel, so stay tuned for stories.
2. Ran in the Philadelphia Marathon on 11/20. My first day off after 11 straight 12-hour days of work. The marathon has a team relay event where 4 people each run legs of 10, 4, 6, and 6.2 miles. I ran the 6.2 mile leg for our team. My first time participating in a marathon, and I'm very happy with my performance as well as our team's. Hmm, now do I want to actually run the entire length someday? Not sure. It was a lot of fun hanging out with all the other people who were in the relay before our turn. I'd have to devote a lot of time for training that I'm not sure I want to commit. I've run more this year than any in the past 20 years of running, so who knows?
3. Thanksgiving. Had a great time not having to travel anywhere as all of my family came to my house for turkey day. All had fun and plenty to eat.
4. Haven't had any time to do any crossdressing other than undergarments. I'm starting to feel the need to get back to doing more. The holiday season is a great time to go shopping as there are lots of sales and its easier for a guy to buy women's clothes as well.
Saturday, November 12, 2005
This Week's Post
Hi everyone! Just back for today for a quick post. I probably won't be back until next week. Things have been very busy at work -I'm working 12-hr shifts supervising the manufacturing area during the shutdown.
I've listed some of the blogs I read over to the right. If you'd rather me not post yours, just drop me a note. If there's one you think I should read, let me know.
And I'm still looking for a replacement for my Doc Marten's. Any suggestions?
Here's more info about me using a form from other blogs with some modifications:
10 to 1
10 locations I've never had sex (and want to):
In a secluded area like a forest
At the beach
On a boat
On a hotel balcony
A semi-public area like a parking garage
Dr's office
In a room with another couple that's having sex
In a dressing room at a clothing store
In a dungeon
In a limmo
9 Favorite Movies
Star Wars Episode IV
Akira
Sixteen Candles
Ghost in the Shell
The Adventures of Buckaroo Bonzai
Blade Runner
A Beautiful Life
Forbidden Planet
I wish there were a Star Trek movie I could add to the list, but there isn't.
8 favorite snacks
Dark chocolate
Pretzels
Oyster crackers
Red licorice
Cheesecake
Chocolate ice cream
Yogurt
Chicken wings
7 people I want to meet in Heaven (or on the other side)
My grandfather on my Dad's side
My grandmother on my Dad's side
My grandfather on my Mom's side
My grandmother on my Mom's side
My Dad's older brother that died when he was a child
Frank Herbert
Philip K Dick
6 things I want to do before I die
Go to one or more of the rocket centers, JFK or Houston
Own a car that I can drive in! Oh, how I miss my beloved red Plymouth Laser RS Turbo, may she rest in pieces.
Travel to Europe for a really long time, specifically back to Italy.
Be really good at brewing beer
Run a marathon
Complete the "10 Places I Haven't Had Sex" list
5 songs that would be in my soundtrack if my life were a movie
"Hold My Life" by The Replacements
"I'll Be You" by The Replacements
"Eminence Front" by The Who
"Once In A Lifetime" by The Talking Heads
"Answering Machine" by The Replacements
4 things that attract me to a girl
Legs
Hair
Smile
Eyes
3 things that turn me off
Bad breath
Disrespect
Drugs
2 favorite books
The Lord of the Rings
Dune
# 1 thing to do on a Saturday night
Going to a brewpub or a beer bar for some good beer (in addition to having great sex)
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Hot or Cold: Hot
1 Thing You Want To Do Before You Die
Cross drestotallyly - wig, make-up, the whole nine yards for an extended period like a month
I've listed some of the blogs I read over to the right. If you'd rather me not post yours, just drop me a note. If there's one you think I should read, let me know.
And I'm still looking for a replacement for my Doc Marten's. Any suggestions?
Here's more info about me using a form from other blogs with some modifications:
10 to 1
10 locations I've never had sex (and want to):
In a secluded area like a forest
At the beach
On a boat
On a hotel balcony
A semi-public area like a parking garage
Dr's office
In a room with another couple that's having sex
In a dressing room at a clothing store
In a dungeon
In a limmo
9 Favorite Movies
Star Wars Episode IV
Akira
Sixteen Candles
Ghost in the Shell
The Adventures of Buckaroo Bonzai
Blade Runner
A Beautiful Life
Forbidden Planet
I wish there were a Star Trek movie I could add to the list, but there isn't.
8 favorite snacks
Dark chocolate
Pretzels
Oyster crackers
Red licorice
Cheesecake
Chocolate ice cream
Yogurt
Chicken wings
7 people I want to meet in Heaven (or on the other side)
My grandfather on my Dad's side
My grandmother on my Dad's side
My grandfather on my Mom's side
My grandmother on my Mom's side
My Dad's older brother that died when he was a child
Frank Herbert
Philip K Dick
6 things I want to do before I die
Go to one or more of the rocket centers, JFK or Houston
Own a car that I can drive in! Oh, how I miss my beloved red Plymouth Laser RS Turbo, may she rest in pieces.
Travel to Europe for a really long time, specifically back to Italy.
Be really good at brewing beer
Run a marathon
Complete the "10 Places I Haven't Had Sex" list
5 songs that would be in my soundtrack if my life were a movie
"Hold My Life" by The Replacements
"I'll Be You" by The Replacements
"Eminence Front" by The Who
"Once In A Lifetime" by The Talking Heads
"Answering Machine" by The Replacements
4 things that attract me to a girl
Legs
Hair
Smile
Eyes
3 things that turn me off
Bad breath
Disrespect
Drugs
2 favorite books
The Lord of the Rings
Dune
# 1 thing to do on a Saturday night
Going to a brewpub or a beer bar for some good beer (in addition to having great sex)
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10 Favorites
Favorite Season: Fall
Favorite Sport: Running
Favorite Time: 10PM
Favorite Color: Red
Favorite Actor: Cary Grant
Favorite Actress: Myrna Loy
Favorite Ice Cream: Mint Chocolate Chip
Favorite Food: Cheesecake
Favorite Drink: micro brew beer
Favorite Place: a brewery!
9 Currents
Current Feeling: decaffeinated.
Current Underwear Color: White
Current Windows Open: Outlook, IE
Current Drink: Nothing
Current Time: 10:59am
Current Mobile(s) Used: Verizon
Current Show on TV: No TV in here
Current Thought: no thoughtsÂ… just a cheesy grin on my face
Current Clothes: khakies, polo shirt, panties, pantyhose
8 Firsts
First Nickname: Can't remember!
First Kiss: Grade school
First Crush: Maggie
First Best Friend: Rob
First Vehicle I drove: A tractor.
First Job: At my dad's pharmacy
First Movie: The Little Prince
First Pet: None.
First Shave: 7th grade
7 Lasts
Last Drink : Water
Last Kiss: Today
Last Time I Drove: This morning at 6:45AM
Last Time Shaved: This morning at 5:30AM
Last Web Site Visited: StockingsHQ.com
Last Movie Watched: Warriors
Last Pill I Had: vitamin
6 Have You Evers
Have You Ever Broken the Law: Yes, two speeding tickets
Have You Ever Been Drunk: More than a few times.
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: No.
Have You Ever Been in the Middle/Close to Gunfire or Bomb Blast: No.
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: Yes
Have You Ever Broken Anyone's Heart: Yes
5 Things
Things You Can Hear Right Now: computer, heater, someone grinding, me typing, a clock ticking
Things on Your Bed: book, comforter, pillows, clothes, hanger
Things You Ate Today: Bagel, doughnut, water, vitamin, allergy pill
Things You CanÂ’t Live Without: food, sex, running, chocolate, beer!
Things You Do When You Are Bored: Watch TV, read, run, masturbate
4 Places You Have Been Today
home
car
work
a bar (tonight)
3 Things On Your Desk Right Now
printer
old computer
telephone
2 Choices
Hot or Cold: Hot
1 Thing You Want To Do Before You Die
Cross drestotallyly - wig, make-up, the whole nine yards for an extended period like a month
Monday, November 07, 2005
Taking a Break
Howdy readers! Just letting you know that I may not be posting much in the next few weeks, if at all, as my work schedule will be greatly increased until the end of November. Try to stay calm, all is well, the sky is not falling!
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
The Short List
Many bloggers have lists of people with whom they'd like to have sex, so I'll put up my list here. One just never knows, it may just happen.
Jill Whelan from The Love Boat. We're about the same age (she's only a month older than me), and I thought she was cute when she was on the show. I saw her recently on an episode of VH1's Star Dates. Still a babe!
Jill Whelan from The Love Boat. We're about the same age (she's only a month older than me), and I thought she was cute when she was on the show. I saw her recently on an episode of VH1's Star Dates. Still a babe! 
R h u d i B a k t i a r from CNN. I haven't seen her in a while on CNN, so she must have moved on to something else. A '10' in my book, and she's only four months older than me!
G i a d a De L a u r e n t i s from the Food Network. She has that combination of looks, personality, voice, and cooking talent that melts my heart, makes me hungry, and wishes she had those hands around me! I mean, her cooking show is like watching soft porn for foodies!
Bebe Neuwirth. Long legs, long dark hair, captivating personality, and she can act, sing, and dance. Love this photo of her.
More Questions from Blogs
This is another set of questions from Gigi's page:
1. How old are you/male or female? 39, male.
2. How many people have you slept with? 1, and still sleeping with her.
3. Lost virginity at what age? 27.
4. How many blow jobs/oral sex have you given? Oral - many, although she doesn't enjoy receiving as much as I like giving.
5. How many one nightstands? If this means having sex, none.
6. Ever banged your friend's significant other? No.
7. Ever cheated? No.
8. How often do you masturbate? Less than I used to, once a week.
9. What do you masturbate to? Leg Show magazine and internet porn.
10. Most forbidden person you wanted to bang? A secretary at a previous employer.
11. Ever had a gay/lesbian experience? No.
12. Like the taste of pussy? Very much so.
13. Like the taste of cum? Not bad.
14. Use toys? Occasionally.
15. Ever masturbated at work? No.
16. Craziest place you've had sex? We're not to crazy.
17. Like anal? Haven't had anyone give it to me yet.
18. Foot fetish? OMG YES!!
19. Weirdest thing you have masturbated with? Cantelope.
20. Met anyone off Craig's List and had sex the first night? No.
21. How many porn's do you have? Just some clips on the computer, and about 5 yrs worth of Leg Show magazine.
22. Faked an orgasm? No, I'm a guy, it's pretty hard to fake.
23. Favorite position? Each has its own merrits.
24. Ever paid for sex? No.
25. Ever had sex in a club? No.
26. How many is too many? Beers? For me its about a six-pack.
27. Ever had group sex? Not yet.
28. Ever had cyber sex? Yes.
29. Phone sex? Yes, many, many times.
30. Dirtiest Fantasy? Similar to the experience I describe in another post.
31. Ever taped yourself? No.
32. Taken dirty pictures? A few of myself.
33. Ever had sex with someone and didn't know his or her name? No
34. Ever had sex with anyone famous? No.
35. Feel like masturbating now? I am!
36. Fucked a co-worker? No.
37. Used someone? No.
38. When it comes to shallow attraction, what body part does it for you the most? Legs and feet.
39. Ever hate fuck somebody? No.
40. Do you enjoy the dirty talk in bed? Yes.
41. Consider fucking someone who writes you as a result of this poll? If they can read all of this and come back for more, sure!
1. How old are you/male or female? 39, male.
2. How many people have you slept with? 1, and still sleeping with her.
3. Lost virginity at what age? 27.
4. How many blow jobs/oral sex have you given? Oral - many, although she doesn't enjoy receiving as much as I like giving.
5. How many one nightstands? If this means having sex, none.
6. Ever banged your friend's significant other? No.
7. Ever cheated? No.
8. How often do you masturbate? Less than I used to, once a week.
9. What do you masturbate to? Leg Show magazine and internet porn.
10. Most forbidden person you wanted to bang? A secretary at a previous employer.
11. Ever had a gay/lesbian experience? No.
12. Like the taste of pussy? Very much so.
13. Like the taste of cum? Not bad.
14. Use toys? Occasionally.
15. Ever masturbated at work? No.
16. Craziest place you've had sex? We're not to crazy.
17. Like anal? Haven't had anyone give it to me yet.
18. Foot fetish? OMG YES!!
19. Weirdest thing you have masturbated with? Cantelope.
20. Met anyone off Craig's List and had sex the first night? No.
21. How many porn's do you have? Just some clips on the computer, and about 5 yrs worth of Leg Show magazine.
22. Faked an orgasm? No, I'm a guy, it's pretty hard to fake.
23. Favorite position? Each has its own merrits.
24. Ever paid for sex? No.
25. Ever had sex in a club? No.
26. How many is too many? Beers? For me its about a six-pack.
27. Ever had group sex? Not yet.
28. Ever had cyber sex? Yes.
29. Phone sex? Yes, many, many times.
30. Dirtiest Fantasy? Similar to the experience I describe in another post.
31. Ever taped yourself? No.
32. Taken dirty pictures? A few of myself.
33. Ever had sex with someone and didn't know his or her name? No
34. Ever had sex with anyone famous? No.
35. Feel like masturbating now? I am!
36. Fucked a co-worker? No.
37. Used someone? No.
38. When it comes to shallow attraction, what body part does it for you the most? Legs and feet.
39. Ever hate fuck somebody? No.
40. Do you enjoy the dirty talk in bed? Yes.
41. Consider fucking someone who writes you as a result of this poll? If they can read all of this and come back for more, sure!
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Hobbies & Interests
In my profile I list several interests and hobbies. I've written some about my interest and activities with crossdressing, and not much about the others. Here's some brief info about the others. Let me know if you want to read more about them.
Homebrewing
I've been homebrewing beer for about the past 6 years. I started out with a simple kit received as a gift. The beer was drinkable, but no where near as good as other homebrews I'd had. After making a case each of the two styles that came with the kit, I figured that I could make better beer if I learned a bit more about it. I started reading up on it. If you are interested, the "bible" is The Complete Joy of Homebrewing by Charles Papazian. I've found it to be extremely helpful. Magazines such as Brew Your Own and Zymurgy are also great references.
Homebrewing is one of those hobbies that has varying levels of involvement, from simple "just add water" kits that make 1 case of beer; to custom-building your own equipment, growing your own hops, etc. that make kegs of beer. I'm still on the low-end of the scale. I buy kits that include pre-measured grain, malt extract, and hops that makes two cases of beer for $35-$40. It takes an afternoon to brew, a week or two of fermentation, and then an afternoon to bottle. In a couple of weeks, its ready to drink. I've brewed mostly porters and Marzens. I brought a bottle of the last batch to the folks at the homebrew store for evaluation, and they said that it was pretty good.
Science Fiction
Homebrewing
I've been homebrewing beer for about the past 6 years. I started out with a simple kit received as a gift. The beer was drinkable, but no where near as good as other homebrews I'd had. After making a case each of the two styles that came with the kit, I figured that I could make better beer if I learned a bit more about it. I started reading up on it. If you are interested, the "bible" is The Complete Joy of Homebrewing by Charles Papazian. I've found it to be extremely helpful. Magazines such as Brew Your Own and Zymurgy are also great references.
Homebrewing is one of those hobbies that has varying levels of involvement, from simple "just add water" kits that make 1 case of beer; to custom-building your own equipment, growing your own hops, etc. that make kegs of beer. I'm still on the low-end of the scale. I buy kits that include pre-measured grain, malt extract, and hops that makes two cases of beer for $35-$40. It takes an afternoon to brew, a week or two of fermentation, and then an afternoon to bottle. In a couple of weeks, its ready to drink. I've brewed mostly porters and Marzens. I brought a bottle of the last batch to the folks at the homebrew store for evaluation, and they said that it was pretty good.
Science Fiction
"Damn it, Jim! I'm a doctor, not a bricklayer!" I'm a total SF geek. I started watching Star Trek in the early '70's and still watch it when I get the chance. One of these days I'll get it on DVD. The Next Generation, Enterprise, and Deep Space Nine were watchable and sometimes interesting, but it will always be the original series for me! And, yes, I did have a uniform shirt when I was a kid that I used to wear just about anywhere. I also love watching the Star Wars movies. Some say that its either Star Trek or Star Wars, not me. Its a big universe!
When I was younger I collected Star Trek trading cards, and even when I was older. I stopped a few years ago as it seemed that the trading card companies were simply putting out new sets of the same material. The 'rares' became more rare and costly. I have a lot of Star Trek books from the '70s as well. At the time it just seemed like a way to spend my small allowance. I'm glad I did! Many of them are 1st editions and no longer in print.
I've read a lot of science fiction. Favorite authors include Frank Herbert and Isaac Asimov. Lately I've been reading compilations to try to find some new authors to read. Suggestions are welcome!
Enough for today. More about my other hobbies later.
Monday, October 24, 2005
True and False
"Borrowed" this from Gigi
Copy this entire list into your blog
BOLD everything about you that is true.
Leave plain anything that is false about you.
Put an asterisk (*) at the end of false statements you would LIKE to be true.
I have had sex while wearing a blindfold.
*I have blindfolded someone else during sex.
*I have had sex while watching porn.
*I have had sex while surfing porn on the Internet.
I sleep better after sex.
There are some nights I cannot sleep without sex or masturbating.
The bed is NOT my most favorite place to have sex.
I am turned on knowing someone is watching me masturbate.
*I have masturbated for someone over a web cam.
*I have had sex over a web cam.
I will have sex with someone I just met if they turn me on.
I have been tied up during sex.
*I have had sex with someone who was tied up.
I have dripped wax onto a lover's body.
*I have had a lover drip wax onto my body.
I have a foot fetish.
I have a leather fetish.
I have a tickle fetish.
I like being choked during sex.
I have had sex in a burning building.
I have erotic art on display somewhere in my residence.
I enjoy nudie magazines.
*Erotic toys are a regular part of my budget.
I think PLAYBOY is tame, maybe even boring.
I have clicked on porn links in my email.
I know the difference between girl/girl and lesbian sex in porn.
I have watched more than one gay/lesbian porn video.
Much of what I know about sex comes from porn.
Interracial sex turns me on.
*I think we should do more to understand the cultures of sex.
*I would participate in sex research given the opportunity.
My current lover does not sufficiently meet my sexual needs.
I currently have a "crush" on someone of the same sex.
I have had sex at my place of employment.
I am often disappointed in my sexual relationships.
Some people might describe me as a nymphomaniac.
I am difficult to live with if I'm not having sex on a regular basis.
I sleep better with someone snuggled up next to me.
*I have had sex under water.
*I have had sex in the snow.
I am in a polyamorous relationship.
I have to have music playing while having sex.
I have had more than ten orgasms in one night.
I have flashed strangers.
I have given sex as a gift.
I have set-up a three-way for my lover.
*I stopped during this list to have sex.*
Copy this entire list into your blog
BOLD everything about you that is true.
Leave plain anything that is false about you.
Put an asterisk (*) at the end of false statements you would LIKE to be true.
I have had sex while wearing a blindfold.
*I have blindfolded someone else during sex.
*I have had sex while watching porn.
*I have had sex while surfing porn on the Internet.
I sleep better after sex.
There are some nights I cannot sleep without sex or masturbating.
The bed is NOT my most favorite place to have sex.
I am turned on knowing someone is watching me masturbate.
*I have masturbated for someone over a web cam.
*I have had sex over a web cam.
I will have sex with someone I just met if they turn me on.
I have been tied up during sex.
*I have had sex with someone who was tied up.
I have dripped wax onto a lover's body.
*I have had a lover drip wax onto my body.
I have a foot fetish.
I have a leather fetish.
I have a tickle fetish.
I like being choked during sex.
I have had sex in a burning building.
I have erotic art on display somewhere in my residence.
I enjoy nudie magazines.
*Erotic toys are a regular part of my budget.
I think PLAYBOY is tame, maybe even boring.
I have clicked on porn links in my email.
I know the difference between girl/girl and lesbian sex in porn.
I have watched more than one gay/lesbian porn video.
Much of what I know about sex comes from porn.
Interracial sex turns me on.
*I think we should do more to understand the cultures of sex.
*I would participate in sex research given the opportunity.
My current lover does not sufficiently meet my sexual needs.
I currently have a "crush" on someone of the same sex.
I have had sex at my place of employment.
I am often disappointed in my sexual relationships.
Some people might describe me as a nymphomaniac.
I am difficult to live with if I'm not having sex on a regular basis.
I sleep better with someone snuggled up next to me.
*I have had sex under water.
*I have had sex in the snow.
I am in a polyamorous relationship.
I have to have music playing while having sex.
I have had more than ten orgasms in one night.
I have flashed strangers.
I have given sex as a gift.
I have set-up a three-way for my lover.
*I stopped during this list to have sex.*
Friday, October 14, 2005
More Info About Me
At one of the EZBoards where I'm a member, they ask a lot of 'getting to know you' questions, so I thought I'd post the Q&A's here for your info as well.
Q. What is it about women's clothing that turns you on?
A. There are many things, in no particular order:
1) I have a fetish for hosiery and heels, as well as women's legs and feet.
2) Style - women's clothes are much more stylish than men's, more colors, fabrics, etc. They are more fitted and stretchy.
3) The feel of wearing them, the tactile sensations. Hosiery, stockings and pantyhose, are very sensual garments. The feel of wearing a bra and/or garter belt is also a turn on, as well as heels.
4) I'm not a drag queen, and I don't wear dress, wigs, and make-up. I do wear women's pants, blouses, shoes, and lingerie. When I do wear these clothes in public, one may not always immediately recognize them as women's clothes, and the exciting part is that I am.
5) I wear the clothes not because I am trying to "become" a woman or "pass" as one. It has more to do with how I feel when wearing them. It is hard to explain easily. Sort of like wearing the clothes gives me the feeling of how it would feel to be a woman who's wearing the clothes. Her wearing them turns me on, so me wearing them is also turning me on.
Q. Besides water what drink would you pick if it was the only thing you could have for the rest of your life?
A. BEER!!!
Q. What song do you choose if you wanted to be in a better mood?
A. Almost any song by They Might Be Giants. Or even "She Sells Sanctuary" by The Cult.
Q. If you could go back in time, what year would you go back to? Why?
A. Probably the late 1700's to experience the history of the states.
Q. If you could name a city, what name would you name it?
A. Sheenville
Q. What is the wildest thing you've done in your life? What's the kinkiest thing you've ever experienced?
A. A few years ago I went to a place called The Royal Castle, a place where they have Mistresses to have an experience with. I had always wanted to have the experience of being dominated as I have a very submissive personality. I made an appointment and dressed in some of my favorite girl clothes - black Victoria's Secret pantyhose, bra, and panties, a black waist nipper (like a corset, but not as long), black jeans, a white blouse, and a pair of 4" heels. When I arrived, the secretary berated me and told me to go into the other room as sit down. I did so and waited for what seemed like 15 minutes before someone came in. The room had the typical BSDM stuff - lots of chains, ropes, paddles, tables and chairs that had restraints on them, etc.
The first Mistress came in and explained the rules of the house to me and told me a bit about herself. She said another would come in ad do the same, and then I could pick with whom I wanted to have the session. She had on a red and white striped corset, stockings, and mini skirt. Very attractive but young and petite. The second one then came in. She was at least as tall as me, long black hair, and she was wearing a long knit dress that had a slit all the way up both sides. I picked her. I explained what I was interested in. She had me undress, and as I was taking of the blouse and jeans, she noticed my lingerie. She had me spin around so she could check me out and seemed to be pleased. Then she blindfolded me and lead me to a high table. She had me get on it and tied my hands up above my head. She got on in front of me and put one leg on my shoulder. She was wearing hosiery and she told me to kiss her leg. She put her other foot on my crotch, digging the heel of her shoe into my balls. Then she put the other leg on my other shoulder and had me kiss that leg, squeezing my head between her legs. Then she lead me over to a kneeler (like they have in church) and had me kneel on it with my arms over the front. She tied them down and proceeded to spank me and humiliate me. She used he hands first, then a paddle. I had to beg her to stop as part of the scene. Each time I'd ask her to stop, she hit me harder. When she thought I had enough she stood in front of me and lifted a foot into my face, having me lick and kiss it. She occasionally reached over to paddle me. Then she stood over me with my head between her legs, squeezing them together and telling me to beg for forgiveness. Then she turned around and put her ass in my face, telling me to kiss and lick it. By this time I was sooo horny and ready to cum, I asked if I could do so. She got very angry. More paddles for my ass. She wanted to see me cum without touching myself. I couldn't as my hands were still tied. She got behind me, spread my legs, and used the paddle to softly spank my cock and balls. I had to beg for her to not spank me harder. She berated me and said she would stop when I came. It took a lot of effort, but I eventually did cum. I was exhausted from the effort and the begging. She untied my hands and watched me clean up. I asked if I could use the bathroom, and she lead me, still in my lingerie, out into the lobby past the secretary and the other Mistresses to the bathroom. They were all whistling and making comments about me. I came out and then got dressed. When I left the place, the secretary left with me and we chatted a bit in the elevator. Now she was a pleasant person just wanting to leave work and get to the bars.
Q. When you were a teenager, would you say you were more into sex or more into music?
A. Music, unless you count masturbation as sex, then it was masturbation.
Q. Who is your favorite author?
A. Frank Herbert
Q. Your favorite movie?
A. Star Wars
Q. Favorite sexual position?
A. Only one?! On the bottom - as Kramer says "Let her do all the work."
Q. What's something you find yourself saying a lot?
A. "Rats!"
Q. What was your last thought?
A. Sex
Q. When is your bedtime?
A. Usually 10PM
Q. When was the last time you laughed? What was it that you laughed at?
A. Today at a meeting, just trying to be polite by laughing at a joke that wasn't really funny.
Q. What color is your bedroom carpet?
A. Hardwood floors.
Q. How many fingers am I holding up?
A. Umm, three, and I can't read between the lines!
Q. What did you purchase last time you went to the grocery store?
A. Bottled water, 5 gallons for brewing beer.
Q. What scents stimulate your sexual urges?
A. Vanilla!!!
Q. Describe your hobby and what inspires you to do it?
A. Homebrewing. I like to make stuff (baking is another hobby), I like to drink beer, and I like to see if I can make something good.
Q. You're going to apply for a job as a female impersonator, which female celebrity do you go as?
A. Lilith from Cheers.
Q. Which band or solo performer is your fave and why?
A. The Talking Heads, very original music & lyrics, and it gets me going.
Q. What question would you like to be asked? AND what is your answer to that question?
A. Can we give you suggestions to make your blog better? Yes, please do!
Q. Of all the 7 deadly sins: Gluttony, Sloth, Envy, Greed, Pride, Wrath and Lust -- which are you most guilty of?
A. Lust, I'm a total horn dog and an orgasm is the ultimate high.
Q. What was the last thing you put into your mouth?
A. A mint after eating lunch.
Q. What are your 7 favorite sexual positions??
A. 7?!?!? I'm not sure I've gotten to seven different ones. My SO doesn't like to experiment, so its usually me on top or her on top.
Q. If you could have a lifetime supply of something...what would it be?
A. Really good microbrewy beer, preferably a porter.
Q. What is it about women's clothing that turns you on?
A. There are many things, in no particular order:
1) I have a fetish for hosiery and heels, as well as women's legs and feet.
2) Style - women's clothes are much more stylish than men's, more colors, fabrics, etc. They are more fitted and stretchy.
3) The feel of wearing them, the tactile sensations. Hosiery, stockings and pantyhose, are very sensual garments. The feel of wearing a bra and/or garter belt is also a turn on, as well as heels.
4) I'm not a drag queen, and I don't wear dress, wigs, and make-up. I do wear women's pants, blouses, shoes, and lingerie. When I do wear these clothes in public, one may not always immediately recognize them as women's clothes, and the exciting part is that I am.
5) I wear the clothes not because I am trying to "become" a woman or "pass" as one. It has more to do with how I feel when wearing them. It is hard to explain easily. Sort of like wearing the clothes gives me the feeling of how it would feel to be a woman who's wearing the clothes. Her wearing them turns me on, so me wearing them is also turning me on.
Q. Besides water what drink would you pick if it was the only thing you could have for the rest of your life?
A. BEER!!!
Q. What song do you choose if you wanted to be in a better mood?
A. Almost any song by They Might Be Giants. Or even "She Sells Sanctuary" by The Cult.
Q. If you could go back in time, what year would you go back to? Why?
A. Probably the late 1700's to experience the history of the states.
Q. If you could name a city, what name would you name it?
A. Sheenville
Q. What is the wildest thing you've done in your life? What's the kinkiest thing you've ever experienced?
A. A few years ago I went to a place called The Royal Castle, a place where they have Mistresses to have an experience with. I had always wanted to have the experience of being dominated as I have a very submissive personality. I made an appointment and dressed in some of my favorite girl clothes - black Victoria's Secret pantyhose, bra, and panties, a black waist nipper (like a corset, but not as long), black jeans, a white blouse, and a pair of 4" heels. When I arrived, the secretary berated me and told me to go into the other room as sit down. I did so and waited for what seemed like 15 minutes before someone came in. The room had the typical BSDM stuff - lots of chains, ropes, paddles, tables and chairs that had restraints on them, etc.
The first Mistress came in and explained the rules of the house to me and told me a bit about herself. She said another would come in ad do the same, and then I could pick with whom I wanted to have the session. She had on a red and white striped corset, stockings, and mini skirt. Very attractive but young and petite. The second one then came in. She was at least as tall as me, long black hair, and she was wearing a long knit dress that had a slit all the way up both sides. I picked her. I explained what I was interested in. She had me undress, and as I was taking of the blouse and jeans, she noticed my lingerie. She had me spin around so she could check me out and seemed to be pleased. Then she blindfolded me and lead me to a high table. She had me get on it and tied my hands up above my head. She got on in front of me and put one leg on my shoulder. She was wearing hosiery and she told me to kiss her leg. She put her other foot on my crotch, digging the heel of her shoe into my balls. Then she put the other leg on my other shoulder and had me kiss that leg, squeezing my head between her legs. Then she lead me over to a kneeler (like they have in church) and had me kneel on it with my arms over the front. She tied them down and proceeded to spank me and humiliate me. She used he hands first, then a paddle. I had to beg her to stop as part of the scene. Each time I'd ask her to stop, she hit me harder. When she thought I had enough she stood in front of me and lifted a foot into my face, having me lick and kiss it. She occasionally reached over to paddle me. Then she stood over me with my head between her legs, squeezing them together and telling me to beg for forgiveness. Then she turned around and put her ass in my face, telling me to kiss and lick it. By this time I was sooo horny and ready to cum, I asked if I could do so. She got very angry. More paddles for my ass. She wanted to see me cum without touching myself. I couldn't as my hands were still tied. She got behind me, spread my legs, and used the paddle to softly spank my cock and balls. I had to beg for her to not spank me harder. She berated me and said she would stop when I came. It took a lot of effort, but I eventually did cum. I was exhausted from the effort and the begging. She untied my hands and watched me clean up. I asked if I could use the bathroom, and she lead me, still in my lingerie, out into the lobby past the secretary and the other Mistresses to the bathroom. They were all whistling and making comments about me. I came out and then got dressed. When I left the place, the secretary left with me and we chatted a bit in the elevator. Now she was a pleasant person just wanting to leave work and get to the bars.
Q. When you were a teenager, would you say you were more into sex or more into music?
A. Music, unless you count masturbation as sex, then it was masturbation.
Q. Who is your favorite author?
A. Frank Herbert
Q. Your favorite movie?
A. Star Wars
Q. Favorite sexual position?
A. Only one?! On the bottom - as Kramer says "Let her do all the work."
Q. What's something you find yourself saying a lot?
A. "Rats!"
Q. What was your last thought?
A. Sex
Q. When is your bedtime?
A. Usually 10PM
Q. When was the last time you laughed? What was it that you laughed at?
A. Today at a meeting, just trying to be polite by laughing at a joke that wasn't really funny.
Q. What color is your bedroom carpet?
A. Hardwood floors.
Q. How many fingers am I holding up?
A. Umm, three, and I can't read between the lines!
Q. What did you purchase last time you went to the grocery store?
A. Bottled water, 5 gallons for brewing beer.
Q. What scents stimulate your sexual urges?
A. Vanilla!!!
Q. Describe your hobby and what inspires you to do it?
A. Homebrewing. I like to make stuff (baking is another hobby), I like to drink beer, and I like to see if I can make something good.
Q. You're going to apply for a job as a female impersonator, which female celebrity do you go as?
A. Lilith from Cheers.
Q. Which band or solo performer is your fave and why?
A. The Talking Heads, very original music & lyrics, and it gets me going.
Q. What question would you like to be asked? AND what is your answer to that question?
A. Can we give you suggestions to make your blog better? Yes, please do!
Q. Of all the 7 deadly sins: Gluttony, Sloth, Envy, Greed, Pride, Wrath and Lust -- which are you most guilty of?
A. Lust, I'm a total horn dog and an orgasm is the ultimate high.
Q. What was the last thing you put into your mouth?
A. A mint after eating lunch.
Q. What are your 7 favorite sexual positions??
A. 7?!?!? I'm not sure I've gotten to seven different ones. My SO doesn't like to experiment, so its usually me on top or her on top.
Q. If you could have a lifetime supply of something...what would it be?
A. Really good microbrewy beer, preferably a porter.
Friday, October 07, 2005
More on Copenhagen, Denmark
Now that I've been back for a week, it almost seems like a lifetime ago that I was there. Not that my body realizes it. Jet lag sucks. I couldn't sleep when I was there, and now I'm finding that I'm falling asleep on the couch at 8PM instead of 10PM. Anyway, I really did have a great time there, and wish I had more time.
Highlights of the trip included going to the Carlsberg Brewery. One of the best brewery tours I've ever taken. Instead of touring the modern factory, they take you through the old factory in a multi-media experience. The tasting bar was great, but limited to two samples. Now I will have to find some Carlsberg around here to see if it tastes the same. Maybe the only better brewery tour was at the Yuengling brewery. I also ate & drank at a brewpub called BrewPub in the city. Great beer!
I did do the Hop-On-Hop-Off bus tour. A tourist thing to do, and the best way to see the city easily and get a history lesson. The Rosenborg Castle was also a winner. I almost missed out on Tivoli. At first I didn't think it would be interesting to see as it is an amusement park. However, after dinner on Sunday we went there as it was the last day it was open until Christmas. I'm glad I did go. Lots of people and a neat place to see. A band called Kashmir had a concert. Great music, similar to Coldplay. The disk is on its way from Amazon.com.
I didn't go to the Royal Copenhagen Porcelain Factory, but went to the store instead and bought a few Christmas gifts. In the same area is the Erotic Museum (as pictured below). Didn't go in as I think I've seen more erotica than could fit in any museum. One place I wish I would have had time to go to was the Viking museum.
The weather was great - warmer than usual. And of course the women were tall, blond, and all beautiful. I think part of this is due to the fact that a lot of people ride bikes to get around. The infrastructure is set up to make this possible, so much better than the states.
Highlights of the trip included going to the Carlsberg Brewery. One of the best brewery tours I've ever taken. Instead of touring the modern factory, they take you through the old factory in a multi-media experience. The tasting bar was great, but limited to two samples. Now I will have to find some Carlsberg around here to see if it tastes the same. Maybe the only better brewery tour was at the Yuengling brewery. I also ate & drank at a brewpub called BrewPub in the city. Great beer!
I did do the Hop-On-Hop-Off bus tour. A tourist thing to do, and the best way to see the city easily and get a history lesson. The Rosenborg Castle was also a winner. I almost missed out on Tivoli. At first I didn't think it would be interesting to see as it is an amusement park. However, after dinner on Sunday we went there as it was the last day it was open until Christmas. I'm glad I did go. Lots of people and a neat place to see. A band called Kashmir had a concert. Great music, similar to Coldplay. The disk is on its way from Amazon.com.
I didn't go to the Royal Copenhagen Porcelain Factory, but went to the store instead and bought a few Christmas gifts. In the same area is the Erotic Museum (as pictured below). Didn't go in as I think I've seen more erotica than could fit in any museum. One place I wish I would have had time to go to was the Viking museum.
The weather was great - warmer than usual. And of course the women were tall, blond, and all beautiful. I think part of this is due to the fact that a lot of people ride bikes to get around. The infrastructure is set up to make this possible, so much better than the states.
Monday, September 26, 2005
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
In Need of Shoes
Male shoes this time. I wanted to get a pair of brown Doc Marten's. They are now made in China. I have two other pairs back when they were made in England, one black and one brown steel-toes for work. I love wearing them - very comfortable. Now that they're made in China, is the quality the same? Are they still as cool as they once were? Am I fretting over nothing? I looked at the websites of other British shoes, TUK and Tredair. They are similar in looks, but not quite the style for which I'm looking. Why does everything have to be outsourced to China?
Any suggestions?
Any suggestions?
Friday, September 16, 2005
Any other Mac users?
Are there any Mac users out there? I have an 800 MHz eMac with a SuperDrive currently running 10.2.4. I'm planning on upgrading to 10.4 soon. Just wondering what method of upgrading you used and how it went. I know I need to back everything up before the upgrade. The one concern I have is making sure all the files I need get moved over: e-mail, Safari bookmarks, iPhoto photos, iTunes music, and other 3rd party program preferences (I just can't loose my High Score in Pinball!). Any advice is appreciated!
And if anyone wants to send me an iPod Nano, I'd be thrilled!
And if anyone wants to send me an iPod Nano, I'd be thrilled!
Thursday, September 15, 2005
Going to Denmark Next Week
Has anyone been to Copenhagen? I'm going there for a week late next week for business. I'll have a couple days to go sightseeing and I'm looking for some things to do. A few things that could be on the list:
1. Take the bus tour of the city. This is the typical tourist thing to do, and I see it as the best way to see everything easily.
2. Go to the Carlsberg brewery. I'm a beer enthusiast. Free tour, two free samples. There's at least on brewpub that I found on the net, Nørrebro Bryghus.
3. Maybe take the tour of one of the royal castles, Rosenborg Slot (Rosenborg Castle) or the Amalienborg Slot (Amalienborg Castle). Castles are cool places.
4. Not sure about the Tivoli Gardens. Its an amusement park and botanical garden.
5. Maybe a tour of the Royal Copenhagen Porcelain Factory.
Any suggestions on souvenirs? If I go to the porcelain factory I could probably find some good stuff to ship home, but they have stores here in the states. Legos are from Denmark, maybe there will be something unique there that's not available here. Postcards are a given (give me your address and I'll try to send you one). I haven't found much else that isindigenouss.
1. Take the bus tour of the city. This is the typical tourist thing to do, and I see it as the best way to see everything easily.
2. Go to the Carlsberg brewery. I'm a beer enthusiast. Free tour, two free samples. There's at least on brewpub that I found on the net, Nørrebro Bryghus.
3. Maybe take the tour of one of the royal castles, Rosenborg Slot (Rosenborg Castle) or the Amalienborg Slot (Amalienborg Castle). Castles are cool places.
4. Not sure about the Tivoli Gardens. Its an amusement park and botanical garden.
5. Maybe a tour of the Royal Copenhagen Porcelain Factory.
Any suggestions on souvenirs? If I go to the porcelain factory I could probably find some good stuff to ship home, but they have stores here in the states. Legos are from Denmark, maybe there will be something unique there that's not available here. Postcards are a given (give me your address and I'll try to send you one). I haven't found much else that isindigenouss.
Sunday, September 11, 2005
Thursday, September 08, 2005
Childhood Memories
I was visiting my parents house over the Labor Day weekend and I thought I'd share some memories of my childhood. They don't have anything to do with crossdressing, at least at a conscious level.
My bedroom at my parent's house (is it still mine? I haven't lived there since college) is on the second floor. A few miles away is a highway. Its too far away to hear traffic noise during the day. I can hear it at night. It is not so loud as to keep me awake. The crickets drown it out if there are a lot of them. It is sort of as a white noise with definite truck engine sounds. Every time I'm home I open my window at night to listen. It brings back the feeling of childhood in an abstract way. You're thinking "Highway traffic sounds bring back childhood memories? I can't stand traffic noise!" Well, its one of those contextual things. Taken out of context, it probably doesn't make any sense. If you were in my room, laying in bed, drapes open, moonlight shining in, it does.
And that is another childhood memory - looking at the moon. I was (and still am) an astronomy geek. We had a reflector telescope and my dad's binoculars to look at the night sky. My bedroom window is a great place to look at the moon. The window sill is high enough that I could prop my elbows on it to steady the binoculars, as well as the telescope on its tripod. We did a lot of observing. (I know you are thinking that we also looked at the neighboors, but there were no houses behind our.) The details we were able to see on the moon were incredible! One of these days I'll have to get a new telescope and find a place nearby to use it.
My bedroom at my parent's house (is it still mine? I haven't lived there since college) is on the second floor. A few miles away is a highway. Its too far away to hear traffic noise during the day. I can hear it at night. It is not so loud as to keep me awake. The crickets drown it out if there are a lot of them. It is sort of as a white noise with definite truck engine sounds. Every time I'm home I open my window at night to listen. It brings back the feeling of childhood in an abstract way. You're thinking "Highway traffic sounds bring back childhood memories? I can't stand traffic noise!" Well, its one of those contextual things. Taken out of context, it probably doesn't make any sense. If you were in my room, laying in bed, drapes open, moonlight shining in, it does.
And that is another childhood memory - looking at the moon. I was (and still am) an astronomy geek. We had a reflector telescope and my dad's binoculars to look at the night sky. My bedroom window is a great place to look at the moon. The window sill is high enough that I could prop my elbows on it to steady the binoculars, as well as the telescope on its tripod. We did a lot of observing. (I know you are thinking that we also looked at the neighboors, but there were no houses behind our.) The details we were able to see on the moon were incredible! One of these days I'll have to get a new telescope and find a place nearby to use it.
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
End of August Update
It has been a while since I've posted anything, and a lot has been going on. So here's the scoop:
Week of August 15th: Spent the week traveling back down south for work. Alone this time so I brought some of the girl-clothes, but no girl-shoes. Planned to go shoe shopping to keep busy. It was a good trip. Work went well. One night I was dressed in khakis and t-shirt & blouse, lingerie underneath, and went to one of the city's malls. Tried on clothes at American Eagle and Express. Got lots of attention from the salesgirls at AE, at least enough for me to know that they all knew that I was trying on women's clothes. When I went to the dressing room the second time, the girl looked at the size (10) and said that they sell a lot of jeans in that size. New jeans styles at Express, so I had to check them out. They are nice looking, but I'm not too keen on the quality. Almost tried on a pair of shoes at Aldo, but the style was not in my size.
The next evening I went shoe shopping at some other stores, and found a great pair at the Shoe Rack - black pumps with pink stitching (I'll post the picture later). The girl at the store asked if I wanted another pair for half-off, and I told her that I couldn't find a style that I liked in 11's. I put them on in the car once I left the store, stopped at a walk-up ATM for cash, and took a walk around the strip mall nearby. On my way back to the hotel, I forgot that one should avoid walking on grass in heels. Argh! Cleaned them up in the hotel room, and really enjoyed having new shoes to wear the rest of the week.
Week of August 22nd: My schedule took me to Toronto, Canada for a few days. Didn't bring any girl-clothes as I didn't want to raise any flags coming through Customs. I had not been to Canada since I was 10, so it was pretty much all new to me. Very nice - nice people, nice scenery, and I had a chance to sample the local beer. I hope I can get back there to try more!
Week of August 15th: Spent the week traveling back down south for work. Alone this time so I brought some of the girl-clothes, but no girl-shoes. Planned to go shoe shopping to keep busy. It was a good trip. Work went well. One night I was dressed in khakis and t-shirt & blouse, lingerie underneath, and went to one of the city's malls. Tried on clothes at American Eagle and Express. Got lots of attention from the salesgirls at AE, at least enough for me to know that they all knew that I was trying on women's clothes. When I went to the dressing room the second time, the girl looked at the size (10) and said that they sell a lot of jeans in that size. New jeans styles at Express, so I had to check them out. They are nice looking, but I'm not too keen on the quality. Almost tried on a pair of shoes at Aldo, but the style was not in my size.
The next evening I went shoe shopping at some other stores, and found a great pair at the Shoe Rack - black pumps with pink stitching (I'll post the picture later). The girl at the store asked if I wanted another pair for half-off, and I told her that I couldn't find a style that I liked in 11's. I put them on in the car once I left the store, stopped at a walk-up ATM for cash, and took a walk around the strip mall nearby. On my way back to the hotel, I forgot that one should avoid walking on grass in heels. Argh! Cleaned them up in the hotel room, and really enjoyed having new shoes to wear the rest of the week.
Week of August 22nd: My schedule took me to Toronto, Canada for a few days. Didn't bring any girl-clothes as I didn't want to raise any flags coming through Customs. I had not been to Canada since I was 10, so it was pretty much all new to me. Very nice - nice people, nice scenery, and I had a chance to sample the local beer. I hope I can get back there to try more!
Thursday, August 18, 2005
Thursday, August 11, 2005
Today's Update
It haas been a while since my last post, so if anyone is reading my blog, here's what's been going on.
Two weeks ago I was on another business trip. As expected, I did not get to crossdress as much as I would have liked as a co-worker was staying at the same hotel. My activities were limited to my floor of the hotel and wearing panties under my male clothes. During my stay at the hotel, there was a cheerleading or dance camp for teen girls. I think most of them stayed on my floor. A few times I wore hose with shorts in the hall to get ice, but I don't think any of them noticed as they were too busy with themselves. I also had a pretty bad cold, so I slept a lot.
Last week I was on vacation at the New Jersey shore. Anyone who's never been to the NJ shore might think that NJ is nothing but malls, houses, factoris, and highways. The shoreline is very nice, and I'd encourage you to check it out.
Next week is another business trip back to the same place. I'm going solo this time, so I'll have more freedom for CD-ing. Two things I want to do are 1) Go to one of the malls to go shopping for some girl-clothes, and 2) Dress up and go downtown and walk around. I like being outside when CD-ing.
Two weeks ago I was on another business trip. As expected, I did not get to crossdress as much as I would have liked as a co-worker was staying at the same hotel. My activities were limited to my floor of the hotel and wearing panties under my male clothes. During my stay at the hotel, there was a cheerleading or dance camp for teen girls. I think most of them stayed on my floor. A few times I wore hose with shorts in the hall to get ice, but I don't think any of them noticed as they were too busy with themselves. I also had a pretty bad cold, so I slept a lot.
Last week I was on vacation at the New Jersey shore. Anyone who's never been to the NJ shore might think that NJ is nothing but malls, houses, factoris, and highways. The shoreline is very nice, and I'd encourage you to check it out.
Next week is another business trip back to the same place. I'm going solo this time, so I'll have more freedom for CD-ing. Two things I want to do are 1) Go to one of the malls to go shopping for some girl-clothes, and 2) Dress up and go downtown and walk around. I like being outside when CD-ing.
Monday, July 25, 2005
Superpowers
I borrowed this question from Doing It My Way:
I would like to have two powers: The ability to instantly change into a woman, and the power of invisibility. I would change into a woman whenever I wanted to go shopping. I know you are thinking "But Sheen, you like to be seen buying women's clothes." Yes, I do, and it would be fun to go into the store in male mode, change into a woman in the dressing room, then leave as one, or vice versa. I would also be able to dress in all of my favorite clothes anywhere I went. Invisibility speaks for itself in all of the perverted things you are thinking - watching women while they are naked.
Hmm, the question also asks if for good or evil. For good. Don't want to give people like me a bad reputation. The answer is very juvenile. I think most people who would be granted such powers would tend to have fun with them at first, like Spiderman did. After the novelty wears off and I figure out what they should be used for, then I would be more responsible.
If one day you were to awake and find that you have superpowers, what kind do you have and do you use them for good or evil?
I would like to have two powers: The ability to instantly change into a woman, and the power of invisibility. I would change into a woman whenever I wanted to go shopping. I know you are thinking "But Sheen, you like to be seen buying women's clothes." Yes, I do, and it would be fun to go into the store in male mode, change into a woman in the dressing room, then leave as one, or vice versa. I would also be able to dress in all of my favorite clothes anywhere I went. Invisibility speaks for itself in all of the perverted things you are thinking - watching women while they are naked.
Hmm, the question also asks if for good or evil. For good. Don't want to give people like me a bad reputation. The answer is very juvenile. I think most people who would be granted such powers would tend to have fun with them at first, like Spiderman did. After the novelty wears off and I figure out what they should be used for, then I would be more responsible.
Friday, July 22, 2005
Shopping
I love going shopping! I suppose I'm one of the few males that does, although that's typical for a CD. In a previous post I mentioned the brands and stores where I like to shop for women's clothes. It is fun for many reasons:
1) Preparing for the occasion. Before going clothes shopping, I make sure I'm dressed properly. Pantyhose or stockings & garter belt, and panties as that's what I'll be wearing under the clothes later, so I need to make sure everything fits well while shopping. I also need to make sure the clothes either shows or covers up whatever it is that I want to show or cover up. Slip on shoes are good for changing quickly.
2) Looking for and finding new styles as the seasons change. What's the new trend? Whatever it is, it is usually not for me. Capris? No. Camisoles as outerwear? No. Ugg boots? You've got to be kidding! Ponchos? No. Pointy-toe shoes? That's more like it. My style is more classical than trendy.
3) Trying on clothes. If a saleswoman asks if I need help finding something or a particular size, I usually tell them what I'm looking for. They've been very helpful and have told me what's on sale or what other items that I should consider. (If it is a guy asking, I tell them no to so they will leave me alone.) The excitement begins when I ask if I can try something on. Some saleswomen aren't phased by the question and lead me right to the dressing rooms. Others will pause a second as if they are trying to be sure of what they heard. Either response is exciting. She now knows that the clothes are for me, as do any of the other customers in the store if they've watched me browse.
A few times they've put me in the dressing room that is visible to the store. My guess is that they are checking up on me by being able to look at the bottom of the door. If they are, then they'll get a good look at my hosiery. If they ask how things fit, I tell them. In the friendlier stores a few times I've even opened the door to ask them what they think. What a rush!
The only store that I haven't tried to use the dressing rooms is Victoria's Secret. I've spoken to other CDs that have while dressed in either female or male clothes. Every time I've been there I just didn't get the right vibe from the salesgirls. I've asked for specific sizes or styles without a problem. For a while I had one of their Hosiery Club cards. I wish they sold their jeans and tops at the stores. I'd love to have a pair of thier jeans! Mail order just isn't the same as the brick-and-mortar experience.
4) Once I've found and bought the clothes, its time to head home to put them on!
1) Preparing for the occasion. Before going clothes shopping, I make sure I'm dressed properly. Pantyhose or stockings & garter belt, and panties as that's what I'll be wearing under the clothes later, so I need to make sure everything fits well while shopping. I also need to make sure the clothes either shows or covers up whatever it is that I want to show or cover up. Slip on shoes are good for changing quickly.
2) Looking for and finding new styles as the seasons change. What's the new trend? Whatever it is, it is usually not for me. Capris? No. Camisoles as outerwear? No. Ugg boots? You've got to be kidding! Ponchos? No. Pointy-toe shoes? That's more like it. My style is more classical than trendy.
3) Trying on clothes. If a saleswoman asks if I need help finding something or a particular size, I usually tell them what I'm looking for. They've been very helpful and have told me what's on sale or what other items that I should consider. (If it is a guy asking, I tell them no to so they will leave me alone.) The excitement begins when I ask if I can try something on. Some saleswomen aren't phased by the question and lead me right to the dressing rooms. Others will pause a second as if they are trying to be sure of what they heard. Either response is exciting. She now knows that the clothes are for me, as do any of the other customers in the store if they've watched me browse.
A few times they've put me in the dressing room that is visible to the store. My guess is that they are checking up on me by being able to look at the bottom of the door. If they are, then they'll get a good look at my hosiery. If they ask how things fit, I tell them. In the friendlier stores a few times I've even opened the door to ask them what they think. What a rush!
The only store that I haven't tried to use the dressing rooms is Victoria's Secret. I've spoken to other CDs that have while dressed in either female or male clothes. Every time I've been there I just didn't get the right vibe from the salesgirls. I've asked for specific sizes or styles without a problem. For a while I had one of their Hosiery Club cards. I wish they sold their jeans and tops at the stores. I'd love to have a pair of thier jeans! Mail order just isn't the same as the brick-and-mortar experience.
4) Once I've found and bought the clothes, its time to head home to put them on!
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
Another trip next week...
...and another great opportunity for crossdressing. Or so I thought. A co-worker is going on this trip with me. We're staying in the same hotel and sharing the rental car. I'll have to watch that we're not on the same floor and I'll have to keep limit my outside activity to "under dressing" (wearing women's clothes under my male clothes). During the last trip I found some places that I could go dressed in some of my girl-clothes, so that will have to wait for another trip. Oh well...
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
Confession
Someone once asked me why I like to crossdress, what's the motivation? I've thought a lot about this and there are many answers (in no particular order):
1. Women's clothes are so much more stylish than men's. There is more variety in the styles and fabrics. Just look in any catalog or clothing store. The men's section is about 1/3 as large. For example, women's pants have more style: they hug your curves; they have front, side, or back zippers; the legs are straight, flared, or wide; jeans pockets have designs on them; some are low-waisted; they can be stripped, other prints, embroidered; lengths can be long, at the ankle, or capri; and the same style could be made in silk, cotton, wool. Men's pants are baggy, usually just plain or pleated fronts, and there's not much more variety.
2. When I see a good looking woman wearing great clothes, or even just the clothes, I think to myself "Wow! She's very good looking" and "I'd like to wear those clothes!" I get excited. Today at lunch I saw this very pretty woman wearing a pair of red capris and black pumps with ~3" heels. They very much accentuated her assets (and leg-ets). I was equally aroused looking at her in a sexual way and envious of the outfit, wanting to wear it. I could use a pair of heels like those.
3. Crossdressing is a way of internalizing (for lack of a better word) what I love about women. Somehow by wearing women's clothes, I feel closer to women in general, but not in the same way as wearing a specific woman's clothes to feel closer to her. Is it the same as when people dress up as a Star Trek character and go to a Star Trek convention? No, not really. I'm not pretending to be a woman, nor do I wish to be/portray a woman.
4. I've a fetish for women's legs and feet, and the hosiery and heels that they wear with them. I read Leg Show magazine all the time as it is specific to what I like to see. The fetish is what I believe started my on the road of crossdressing. In my early 20's I had (and still have) an enormous attraction to those things. At that time I was not dating anyone who was into wearing heels and hose, so all I could do was look. And where I worked there was enough eye candy to keep me in a constantly horny state. There were a few incidents that planted the thought in me to buy a pair of pantyhose. Soon enough I did. I first used them for masturbation. I wondered what it was like to wear them, so I put them on. It was like being struck by lightning! The feelings were overwhelming. Even the experience of buying them was a thrill in itself.
I started buying all types of pantyhose as I was interested in what other brands and styles felt like. I bought them from K-Mart, Wall Mart, Target, Victoria's Secret, Macy's, Banana Republic, Bloomingdales, and brands such as Hanes, Hue, Berkshire, and Leggs. For a while I was on a quest to find the best hosiery. One thing I've learned is that you are better of paying a higher price for better hosiery as they fit and feel so much better than the cheaper brands. Wearing cheap hosiery is a chore. Wearing the better hosiery is sensual and enjoyable.
When I first started buying pantyhose, I was nervous. I'd go to a store that was deserted and buy them as quickly as possible. But I found it to be an exciting experience. I slowly started to make sure there were other women around while I looked at the selections, I'd look for a female cashier or sales clerk. Buying soon became as exciting as wearing. It is fun to go to a store, look through the women's clothes, find a few things to try on, and then ask a saleswoman to do so. I have yet to be told no or have anyone make an overt fuss about it. The younger women tend to go back to the register, tell the other girls, and then giggle. A professional sales person realizes that treating a customer with respect leads to sales and higher commissions.
Then I wondered about other lingerie - panties, bras, camisoles, shapewear - and started buying and wearing those too. It also became a quest for quality. Who makes the best fitting panties? What fabrics feel the best? What styles are the most comfortable? I binged and purged my stash of clothes. It took some time, but I finally have settled down to just buying a few things every now and then, and I know what I like.
The outerwear - pants, shoes, blouses - came later. I was in therapy for a while. My therapist suggested that I attend a local crossdressers support group. I thought to myself "I can't go to a CD meeting in men's clothes" and dresses, wigs, and make-up are just not me. I decided that a pair or plain women's pants, shoes, and a blouse would be feminine enough for going to the meetings, but not too much. Again, after I bought the first outfit (from H&M) I was determined to find the right style for me. I went to Ross, The Gap, Banana Republic, Express, The Limited, American Eagle, Abercrombie, Old Navy, Aldo, Nine West, Famous Footware, Parade of Shoes, Payless, Target, and Macy's. I bought many things, wore them for a while, and later rather than sooner, honed in on the brands that fit me the best and felt the best.
1. Women's clothes are so much more stylish than men's. There is more variety in the styles and fabrics. Just look in any catalog or clothing store. The men's section is about 1/3 as large. For example, women's pants have more style: they hug your curves; they have front, side, or back zippers; the legs are straight, flared, or wide; jeans pockets have designs on them; some are low-waisted; they can be stripped, other prints, embroidered; lengths can be long, at the ankle, or capri; and the same style could be made in silk, cotton, wool. Men's pants are baggy, usually just plain or pleated fronts, and there's not much more variety.
2. When I see a good looking woman wearing great clothes, or even just the clothes, I think to myself "Wow! She's very good looking" and "I'd like to wear those clothes!" I get excited. Today at lunch I saw this very pretty woman wearing a pair of red capris and black pumps with ~3" heels. They very much accentuated her assets (and leg-ets). I was equally aroused looking at her in a sexual way and envious of the outfit, wanting to wear it. I could use a pair of heels like those.
3. Crossdressing is a way of internalizing (for lack of a better word) what I love about women. Somehow by wearing women's clothes, I feel closer to women in general, but not in the same way as wearing a specific woman's clothes to feel closer to her. Is it the same as when people dress up as a Star Trek character and go to a Star Trek convention? No, not really. I'm not pretending to be a woman, nor do I wish to be/portray a woman.
4. I've a fetish for women's legs and feet, and the hosiery and heels that they wear with them. I read Leg Show magazine all the time as it is specific to what I like to see. The fetish is what I believe started my on the road of crossdressing. In my early 20's I had (and still have) an enormous attraction to those things. At that time I was not dating anyone who was into wearing heels and hose, so all I could do was look. And where I worked there was enough eye candy to keep me in a constantly horny state. There were a few incidents that planted the thought in me to buy a pair of pantyhose. Soon enough I did. I first used them for masturbation. I wondered what it was like to wear them, so I put them on. It was like being struck by lightning! The feelings were overwhelming. Even the experience of buying them was a thrill in itself.
I started buying all types of pantyhose as I was interested in what other brands and styles felt like. I bought them from K-Mart, Wall Mart, Target, Victoria's Secret, Macy's, Banana Republic, Bloomingdales, and brands such as Hanes, Hue, Berkshire, and Leggs. For a while I was on a quest to find the best hosiery. One thing I've learned is that you are better of paying a higher price for better hosiery as they fit and feel so much better than the cheaper brands. Wearing cheap hosiery is a chore. Wearing the better hosiery is sensual and enjoyable.
When I first started buying pantyhose, I was nervous. I'd go to a store that was deserted and buy them as quickly as possible. But I found it to be an exciting experience. I slowly started to make sure there were other women around while I looked at the selections, I'd look for a female cashier or sales clerk. Buying soon became as exciting as wearing. It is fun to go to a store, look through the women's clothes, find a few things to try on, and then ask a saleswoman to do so. I have yet to be told no or have anyone make an overt fuss about it. The younger women tend to go back to the register, tell the other girls, and then giggle. A professional sales person realizes that treating a customer with respect leads to sales and higher commissions.
Then I wondered about other lingerie - panties, bras, camisoles, shapewear - and started buying and wearing those too. It also became a quest for quality. Who makes the best fitting panties? What fabrics feel the best? What styles are the most comfortable? I binged and purged my stash of clothes. It took some time, but I finally have settled down to just buying a few things every now and then, and I know what I like.
The outerwear - pants, shoes, blouses - came later. I was in therapy for a while. My therapist suggested that I attend a local crossdressers support group. I thought to myself "I can't go to a CD meeting in men's clothes" and dresses, wigs, and make-up are just not me. I decided that a pair or plain women's pants, shoes, and a blouse would be feminine enough for going to the meetings, but not too much. Again, after I bought the first outfit (from H&M) I was determined to find the right style for me. I went to Ross, The Gap, Banana Republic, Express, The Limited, American Eagle, Abercrombie, Old Navy, Aldo, Nine West, Famous Footware, Parade of Shoes, Payless, Target, and Macy's. I bought many things, wore them for a while, and later rather than sooner, honed in on the brands that fit me the best and felt the best.
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
Last Week's Trip
Things went pretty well last week. I did bring the clothes I mentioned and had a fun time wearing everything throughout the trip. One evening I wore the white short shorts, a pair of maroon string bikini panties, the blue t-shirt, and one of the bras and went shoe shopping. Unfortunately, the store only carried sizes up to 11 (I wear a 12). I think my outfit may have been noticed, but nothing too overt.
Later, I changed into the khaki pants and heels and went to Starbucks for some coffee. I sat outside while there were others out there also. I don't think anyone noticed what I was wearing even though I tried to make the heels visible. I was there for about 30 minutes and returned to the hotel. As I walked in the front door, I saw a 20-something girl and two guys sitting on a couch. She immediately took notice, open mouth and wide eyes. I stopped for a second to scratch my leg, pulling the pant leg up, to really expose them. I turned down the hall to the elevator and I could hear her say to the guys "That guy's wearing heels!" I stopped, turned, and saw one of the guys get up to look, and then he went back. Such a thrill! I went back to my room and vegged for a bit.
About 11PM, I went back down to the lobby to hang out. Just as I exited the elevator, two 30-ish couples were walking in from the outside. The first woman immediately noticed my outfit and started laughing out loud (yes!). As I walked by, I saw that she was openly looking and pointing at me, and she was very much laughing out loud. I think she was lingering outside of the elevator just to watch me and laugh some more. This was a very exciting experience!!
The rest of my trip was uneventful even though I ventured out several more times.
Later, I changed into the khaki pants and heels and went to Starbucks for some coffee. I sat outside while there were others out there also. I don't think anyone noticed what I was wearing even though I tried to make the heels visible. I was there for about 30 minutes and returned to the hotel. As I walked in the front door, I saw a 20-something girl and two guys sitting on a couch. She immediately took notice, open mouth and wide eyes. I stopped for a second to scratch my leg, pulling the pant leg up, to really expose them. I turned down the hall to the elevator and I could hear her say to the guys "That guy's wearing heels!" I stopped, turned, and saw one of the guys get up to look, and then he went back. Such a thrill! I went back to my room and vegged for a bit.
About 11PM, I went back down to the lobby to hang out. Just as I exited the elevator, two 30-ish couples were walking in from the outside. The first woman immediately noticed my outfit and started laughing out loud (yes!). As I walked by, I saw that she was openly looking and pointing at me, and she was very much laughing out loud. I think she was lingering outside of the elevator just to watch me and laugh some more. This was a very exciting experience!!
The rest of my trip was uneventful even though I ventured out several more times.
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
6/21/05
The trip that I was supposed to be on this week will now take place next week. I'll have some new opportunities to really get dressed up in a strange town and not have to worry about running into anyone I know. Just making a mental list of the clothes I'll take with me is getting me excited! The new VS bra, the white short shorts from The Limited, probably the khaki pants, the white blouse, and either the pink or aqua t-shirt. Oh, and lots of panties, a pair of pantyhose, and the garter belt and stockings. I'd like to go shopping before then to get a new pair of heels. If not, I'll then try to buy some while I'm there. Yes, that would be the way to go - I could get all dressed up and go shoe shopping!!
Does anyone read this? Please leave a comment!! Thank you!
Does anyone read this? Please leave a comment!! Thank you!
Friday, June 17, 2005
More Thoughts
Its finally cooled off, but no hosiery today - just didn't have time to put any on this morning. I am wearing a pair of white cotton bikini-style panties today so that will have to do for now. I was in Atlantic City for a day trip yesterday. This would be a great place to spend a few days in women's clothes. There are so many people from all over the world dressed in so many ways that I could dress in any degree of women's clothes and not raise an eyebrow. There are a lot of new clothing outlet stores in which I could spend lots of time (and money). I could even wear the bottoms of a bikini swim suit to the beach ("That guy must be from Canada or Europe to wear a Speedo" they would think).
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Just Tuesday
Not much has been going on lately. It has been so hot that wearing any type of hosiery outside is not my idea of fun. I do want to buy some new heels. I might be taking another business trip next week. I'm looking forward to it if it happens. I bought a new bra and would like to get dressed up and go out for some fun!
Thursday, June 09, 2005
Clothes
More about my clothing style. As I mentioned, I don't dress in wigs, or wear make-up or dresses. My style is more androgynous - I prefer to wear women's pants and blouses on the outside, lingerie underneath (hosiery of all kinds, panties, bras, camisoles), and women's shoes.
My favorite brands are:
Hosiery: Victoria's Secret, Hue, Haines.
Panites, Bras and other lingerie: Victoria's Secret, Barley There
Shoes: Nine West, Aldo, Shoe Parade (closed). I've a pair of loafers with a 2" block heel, a pair of point-toe heels with a 2-1/2" heel, a pair of yoga shoes, a pair of pumps with a 1-1/2" heel, and a pair of mules with a 2" heel.
Blouses and Pants: The Limited, Express, Banana Republic, New York & Co.
Colors:
Pants, I have black, khaki, and white, and a pair of jeans.
Blouses: I have solid white, white with black stripes, red, orange & yellow striped, and a blue patterned. T-shirts: white, blue, pink, and green.
Hosiery: Tan, black (favorite), pink, and white; and a white garter belt
Bras and camisoles: white, black, lime green
Panties: white, red, blue, pink, black, lime green, and some patterned
Shoes: all of them are black, except the yoga shoes (purple)
Styles:
Pants: Women's pants fit me better than men's, especially in the butt. The khakis, white, and one pair of black pants are low waisted (low rise), fitted thighs and flared legs. Another pair of black pants are are low waited and straight legs, and a third pair of black pants are very, very low waisted (perfect for showing off panties). I need a better pair of jeans. The pair I have are cute, but just not right. They are from The Limited and have whiskering on the front, a tab closure, low waist, and slightly flared legs. The back pockets are just slit pockets. I'd rather have patch pockets with a design that would clearly indicate that they are women's jeans - not like Levi's (same design for men & women) or Gap (no design). I've tried American Eagle and Abercrombie, but the thighs are too tight. Express are just about right, but they are all straight legged.
Blouses: I go for shirts that are not too feminine (e.g., lacey). I like 3/4 sleeves, covered buttons, French cuffs, and fitted (not loose or baggy).
hosiery: I have pantyhose: sheer-to-waist, control top, and low waisted styles. I also have stockings and thigh-hi's. I had one pair of silk stockings, but wore them out.
Bras: They are just plain, not lacey. Most are soft-cup, and I do have a couple with underwires and pads.
Panties: All kinds - bikini, string bikini, boy-leg, hipsters, thongs.
My favorite brands are:
Hosiery: Victoria's Secret, Hue, Haines.
Panites, Bras and other lingerie: Victoria's Secret, Barley There
Shoes: Nine West, Aldo, Shoe Parade (closed). I've a pair of loafers with a 2" block heel, a pair of point-toe heels with a 2-1/2" heel, a pair of yoga shoes, a pair of pumps with a 1-1/2" heel, and a pair of mules with a 2" heel.
Blouses and Pants: The Limited, Express, Banana Republic, New York & Co.
Colors:
Pants, I have black, khaki, and white, and a pair of jeans.
Blouses: I have solid white, white with black stripes, red, orange & yellow striped, and a blue patterned. T-shirts: white, blue, pink, and green.
Hosiery: Tan, black (favorite), pink, and white; and a white garter belt
Bras and camisoles: white, black, lime green
Panties: white, red, blue, pink, black, lime green, and some patterned
Shoes: all of them are black, except the yoga shoes (purple)
Styles:
Pants: Women's pants fit me better than men's, especially in the butt. The khakis, white, and one pair of black pants are low waisted (low rise), fitted thighs and flared legs. Another pair of black pants are are low waited and straight legs, and a third pair of black pants are very, very low waisted (perfect for showing off panties). I need a better pair of jeans. The pair I have are cute, but just not right. They are from The Limited and have whiskering on the front, a tab closure, low waist, and slightly flared legs. The back pockets are just slit pockets. I'd rather have patch pockets with a design that would clearly indicate that they are women's jeans - not like Levi's (same design for men & women) or Gap (no design). I've tried American Eagle and Abercrombie, but the thighs are too tight. Express are just about right, but they are all straight legged.
Blouses: I go for shirts that are not too feminine (e.g., lacey). I like 3/4 sleeves, covered buttons, French cuffs, and fitted (not loose or baggy).
hosiery: I have pantyhose: sheer-to-waist, control top, and low waisted styles. I also have stockings and thigh-hi's. I had one pair of silk stockings, but wore them out.
Bras: They are just plain, not lacey. Most are soft-cup, and I do have a couple with underwires and pads.
Panties: All kinds - bikini, string bikini, boy-leg, hipsters, thongs.
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
Other Places
Hotel room balconies are another place to crossdress and safely be "caught." At the same hotel as the post about wearing the mules, I changed out of my male clothes when I returned to my room and into a pair of tan thigh-hi's, and a lime-green boy-leg panty and matching bra. I put the heels back on and went out on the balcony, but not all the way out to the railing so I could not be seen. I could hear that the women were out on their balcony speaking a foreign language and smoking. I decided to pull up a chair and prop my legs up on the railing. They could see my legs and feet, but not my body as there was a partial wall. A few moments went by and they all stopped talking, then there were whispers. They obviously saw me (or at least my legs and heels)! Again my heart was beating fast. I sat for a while until they resumed talking. I was getting so excited knowing that they could see me and that they had to know that they were looking at the same person that they saw in the hall.
About an hour later I heard the people in the room on the other side of me return. I could hear a female voice and the sound of their balcony door open. It was dark now and I thought about what I could do that was more bold than just sit on the chair. I opened my sliding-glass door, turned on the lamp near it, and walked directly to the railing. My heart was beating very fast as I did not know who was on that balcony. A female for sure, but who else, if anyone? I just stood there looking outward, not towards her, feeling the nice warm breeze off of the ocean, and listening. I heard a giggle and pretended not to notice. Many minutes went by and I finally built up the nerve to look. It was a girl in her 20's and she was making out with a guy. Every so often I'd look back over. At one point she and I made eye contact, giving me a rush of excitement. A while later both of them were looking at me. I heard a knock at their door and they both went in. I sat on the chair to see what would happen next. I could here more female voices, also in a foreign language. They were talking like they were having a party. I started to feel let down as they were having fun. All of a sudden I heard their patio door open and everyone was quiet. I looked up and saw, one by one, each of the newcomers looking over the railing at me! The rush of excitement returned!!
About an hour later I heard the people in the room on the other side of me return. I could hear a female voice and the sound of their balcony door open. It was dark now and I thought about what I could do that was more bold than just sit on the chair. I opened my sliding-glass door, turned on the lamp near it, and walked directly to the railing. My heart was beating very fast as I did not know who was on that balcony. A female for sure, but who else, if anyone? I just stood there looking outward, not towards her, feeling the nice warm breeze off of the ocean, and listening. I heard a giggle and pretended not to notice. Many minutes went by and I finally built up the nerve to look. It was a girl in her 20's and she was making out with a guy. Every so often I'd look back over. At one point she and I made eye contact, giving me a rush of excitement. A while later both of them were looking at me. I heard a knock at their door and they both went in. I sat on the chair to see what would happen next. I could here more female voices, also in a foreign language. They were talking like they were having a party. I started to feel let down as they were having fun. All of a sudden I heard their patio door open and everyone was quiet. I looked up and saw, one by one, each of the newcomers looking over the railing at me! The rush of excitement returned!!
Monday, June 06, 2005
More About Me
Continuing the "not your typical CD" theme...
One of the things that gives me a lot of pleasure is crossdressing in public and getting "caught" by someone, preferably women. I have a submissive personality and enjoy the humiliation that goes along with getting caught. Getting caught means being dressed to some degree in women's clothes. It does not mean flashing or anything illegal, especially when minors are present.
Where do I go to do this? I travel a lot for business which affords me ample opportunities to dress and get caught at hotels. Going to the ice machine is an easy and low-risk way to do this. One time I was wearing a pair of mules with my male clothes and walked down the hall when there was a group of 4 women (40's or 50's) walking towards me. They didn't notice the shoes until I was about 10' away. They all stopped talking a looked at me and the shoes as they made the tell-tale "slap-slap" sound as I walked. The woman closest to me smiled almost in laughter as I walked by them. I said "Good evening, ladies" and kept walking. When I reached the end of the hall I glanced back to see all four women still looking as they were at the room next to mine. It was such a thrill to be caught! My heart was beating rapidly and I felt giddy!
During a recent trip I was able to do this a few more times. The first time at that hotel I wore a pair of white short-shorts, tan stockings, white garterbelt, a buttondwon shirt and bra underneath. The shorts were short enough that the garter straps and stocking tops were very much below them, very visible. I only buttoned two of the shirts buttons to make covering or uncovering very easy. The room I was in was at the very end of the hall around a corner. I heard some female voices in the hallway and decided to go for ice. When I rounded the corner, I saw two ladies, probably in their early 40's, blonde, and very well dressed, walking my way. As I got closer, the first lady turned to her door to unlock it, and the second kept walking my way. Bingo! Her eyes were fixed on my legs! When we were about 5' apart, I tugged at my shirt to open it up to show the bra. She was still looking at my legs as I passed, and turned to look when I neared the ice maker. I got the ice and I adjusted my shirt to stay open, then headed back. I must have piqued her interest as she was still at her door and looking at me. I walked by her and said something like "Have a great day" and smiled. She let out a fumbled "Uh, yeah" with wide eyes. I felt soooo devilish and aroused when I returned to my room!
One of the things that gives me a lot of pleasure is crossdressing in public and getting "caught" by someone, preferably women. I have a submissive personality and enjoy the humiliation that goes along with getting caught. Getting caught means being dressed to some degree in women's clothes. It does not mean flashing or anything illegal, especially when minors are present.
Where do I go to do this? I travel a lot for business which affords me ample opportunities to dress and get caught at hotels. Going to the ice machine is an easy and low-risk way to do this. One time I was wearing a pair of mules with my male clothes and walked down the hall when there was a group of 4 women (40's or 50's) walking towards me. They didn't notice the shoes until I was about 10' away. They all stopped talking a looked at me and the shoes as they made the tell-tale "slap-slap" sound as I walked. The woman closest to me smiled almost in laughter as I walked by them. I said "Good evening, ladies" and kept walking. When I reached the end of the hall I glanced back to see all four women still looking as they were at the room next to mine. It was such a thrill to be caught! My heart was beating rapidly and I felt giddy!
During a recent trip I was able to do this a few more times. The first time at that hotel I wore a pair of white short-shorts, tan stockings, white garterbelt, a buttondwon shirt and bra underneath. The shorts were short enough that the garter straps and stocking tops were very much below them, very visible. I only buttoned two of the shirts buttons to make covering or uncovering very easy. The room I was in was at the very end of the hall around a corner. I heard some female voices in the hallway and decided to go for ice. When I rounded the corner, I saw two ladies, probably in their early 40's, blonde, and very well dressed, walking my way. As I got closer, the first lady turned to her door to unlock it, and the second kept walking my way. Bingo! Her eyes were fixed on my legs! When we were about 5' apart, I tugged at my shirt to open it up to show the bra. She was still looking at my legs as I passed, and turned to look when I neared the ice maker. I got the ice and I adjusted my shirt to stay open, then headed back. I must have piqued her interest as she was still at her door and looking at me. I walked by her and said something like "Have a great day" and smiled. She let out a fumbled "Uh, yeah" with wide eyes. I felt soooo devilish and aroused when I returned to my room!
Friday, June 03, 2005
Who Am I?
I'm Sheen and I'm your not so typical crossdresser. I'm not gay. I'm a male in my late 30's and in a committed relationship with a woman. I don't dress in wigs, or wear make-up or dresses. My style is more androgynous - I prefer to wear women's pants and blouses on the outside, lingerie underneath (hosiery of all kinds, panites, bras, camisoles), and women's shoes. I crossdress to some degree all of the time. Sometimes it is just panties under my male clothes, other times pantyhose and a camisole. Less often do I wear all female attire.
