Two posts in one day! This one has to do with new interests, or developing current interests. Some of the blogs I follow are about sissys, others about female-led relationships, and some about spanking. I have a growing interest in all three combined. I like some of the aspects of the sissy lifestyle. Per Wikipedia, "In the BDSM practice of forced feminization, the male bottom undergoing cross-dressing may be called a sissy as a form of erotic humiliation, which may elicit guilt or sexual arousal, or possibly both, depending on the individual." I do consider myself a sub, at least in mind if not in practice. I'd love to be forced feminized and humiliated. I like some of the clothes associated with sissys - pinks, ruffles, girly things that teens might wear. I don't like the 'baby' or 'brat' aspects. (Just to clear up any confusion, my main interest and activity is still age-appropriate crossdressing.)

Female-led relationships. Again, I like the male submissive / Female dominant aspects. i like the idea of serving Her. And not just doing the traditional female household activities. The trick, i think, is in the attitude. She leads because She wants to, not because i want her to. i submit because i want to, and She enjoys it.

Spanking is another aspect of Female dominance. Spanking is such a cathartic activity for both parties. The spanker unleashes physical and mental dominance over the spankee. The spankee in turn endures and enjoys the physical and mental domination.

I can imagine a relationship like Maine subs or Ms. Marie's or Her's or Deirdre's.

Post-Trip Post

Over the last weekend I had a road trip to another state to visit family. Not wanting it to be a boring drive across the states I packed a few things to keep me entertained. First, I loaded my iPod with an audio book. I hadn't listened to audio books before, so I picked an old favorite (Dune) that I had read many times. Second, I picked out a nice outfit - women's khakis, a white blouse, white bra, black stockings & garter belt, pink panties, and a pair of black pumps with a square toe and heel. And third, I brought along a DVD and the latest issue of Leg Show. To avoid giving the neighbor's a show, I waited until I got to the first rest stop on the highway to change clothes.

Over the years one thing that crossdressing has shown me is that some folks are completely oblivious to their surroundings. The rest stop I stopped at is a large building that has restrooms, a snack shop, a Starbucks, and a few fast-food restaurants with a large dining area in the middle. There were few people there at that time. After I changed in the men's room at the rest stop I walked around the dining area to see which restaurants had women servers as women are more likely to notice a man wearing women's clothes. Indeed, as I walked past men & women going in and out of the building not one of them noticed. I went up to the Starbucks counter and I think one of the women there might have noticed, but if she did, she didn't really show it. I got my coffee, sat at a table near one of the entrances, and crossed one leg over another to show off the heels. Again, after waiting a while I don't think anyone noticed. As I left the building I made sure to walk in front of a car with two women in it. I pulled back my shoulders to push out the bra under the blouse, and again, I don't think they noticed.

Back in my car and on the road I thought I'd have some fun. I first unbuttoned my blouse to expose the bra. Many cars passed by, or I passed them, and no one really had taken a glance over or at least appeared to notice. Later I pulled the blouse down off my shoulders to down around my waist to really expose the bra, but again, no one really noticed. I did stop at a couple of adult bookstores along the way. Very grubby. I don't think I'll stop at them again. Not much selection in terms of magazines, DVDs, or toys. Most of the buildings' spaces were devoted to video booths in the back. And there were a few men loitering around for the sort of activity that I would not care for. The second store did have a booth with a live dancer for private shows. I figured this might be interesting so I entered the booth, closed the door, and put my 'tip' in the box. The curtain behind the glass opened to reveal a nice looking blonde in her mid-20's. She said for me to make myself comfortable, so I took off my blouse and pants. She loved the lingerie! I did a little spin for her to show off and she complemented me on my outfit. This, of course, made me hard, so I sat on the bench and pulled my cock out of my panties. She did a 15 minute show for me that ended on a happy note.

Near my relatives house I stopped to change back into my guy clothes. Not much to say about the visit other than I did have some me-time at night with the DVD and magazine. They only had dial-up access to the Internet, so I spent no time surfing. All-in-all it was a good trip.

Look for a new post(s) this weekend. I'm going on a road trip to visit relatives in another state and may have some time for some adventures!