The need for some "me" time...

... but what I really mean is the need for some crossdressing time.  I wish I had a weekend, or better yet a whole week, to indulge.  It would be fun to spend that time in Las Vegas.  I think that would be the place where no one would blink an eye at the site of a crossdresser.  I could freely spend time shopping for panties, bras, maybe a girdle, stockings, and all sort of women's clothes (shoes, tops, shorts, pants, swimwear).  And I could wear them in places other than my hotel room, and not just in an androgynous kind of way or in the dark of night.  (I could bring my women's running clothes and run outside during the day!)  I'm sure there's a crossdressing service there that could give me a decent make-over - I've always wondered what I would look like if I wore make-up and a wig done correctly.  I imagine I'd look something like this.  It would be fun to get all dressed up and hang out with other CD/TG/TS's (I used to go to a support group, but I was never in full CD mode).  

Of course, something like this might be fun too!  Which leads me to think about the fun i could have if i had a Mistress to serve all the while.  i mean, She could have me try on clothes at the stores to Her satisfaction (or dissatisfaction).  i would only have female clothes in the room, and i would always be dressed as a female.

While we're in the hotel room, i would play the part of a cuckold as i'm only worthy of serving Her.  i would only get to watch Her with Her other lovers, and, maybe if i were lucky She would allow me to clean Her afterwards.  If i dissatisfied Her, She would have me clean them as well.  Later, She would tease me, edge me over and over, maybe use a strap-on on me, and all sorts of plugs.

Daydreaming ....

I found this picture the other day on Pintrest: white short-shorts, hosiery, and heels.  I just love this outfit!  I've worn something similar many times.  Wearing this combination just feels so sensual, and so very exposing.  There's nothing to hide the heels, the hosiery, or the see-throughness of white shorts.

One thing I've learned over the years about myself is that my interest and yearning to crossdress rises and falls with stress levels (but has never gone away, and likewise posting to my blog).  The last flurry of posts and dressing occurred during a high period of stress, and so now that I'm in another extended period of high stress, my wanting to crossdress is coming back with the faucet full open.

Unfortunately, I don't have any business trips to go on in the foreseeable future to allow me the time to go shopping and dress up, so I have to do it vicariously through the internet.  Spending any free moment on Pintrest or Tumblr has been a way to do so.  Let me know if you have a Pintrest account and I'll add you to my secret board.  Anyway, a few pictures from there have really caught my eye.

This one first.  I love her outfit - girdle with suspenders, satin bra, stockings, white pumps.  She's quite the passable and pretty CD.  If I could pull of that look, I would certainly do so - and I'd love to try!!

This one is a bit naughtier!  If you only look at her face, you're missing it!  The fun of wearing short-shorts and having an "Ooops!" moment (either unintentional or intentional, ok, so it's intentional for me!) is a big turn-on for me.

This one - very much an inspiration - wow!

I'd love get dressed up and then be at Her feet.

 I recently came across this picture on Google+, so I'm just re-posting my entry from there.  And here's a blog just for toe cleavage!! http://toecleavage2.blogspot.com

Wow!  Beautiful heels and feet! I have a fetish for women's feet and shoes, and let me tell you, this picture really does the trick! The shoes are beautiful. The heel is high, and the cut is low enough that is shows some toe cleavage (!!!!!) and Her arch. I can imagine myself sitting on the floor in front of Her, looking at Her feet just as in the picture. I'd want to see more of Her toes, more of Her arch. Her skin is beautiful, and I can only imagine the beauty of Her feet and their scent once Her shoes are removed. I'd be squirming as my arousal continues to heighten. Would She allow me to remove Her shoes? Would She allow me to kiss Her toes and soles? Would She allow me to sniff Her shoes? Would She be so kind as to allow me to lay my face under Her feet and enjoy them? Would She notice my arousal and offer a foot to provide some stimulation and release? Would She allow me to then lick Her feet clean? I'm a pool of submission.