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呼，好久没上网了，整一个礼拜也。 昨天妹妹从学记营回来，哈哈哈， 我就，一边听她讲，边吃吃地笑。 傻傻的她，脑袋里只有被学哥学姐骂的话语， 今早我还在睡觉都被她吵醒， 全部人起来，快，还不快点起来! 做么全部人堆在那边，这边也可以刷牙! 你在里面很久，快点给我出来! 受不了，这是不是学记营被骂后自骂自受候遗症。 发神经的，难得我今天没做工，都没好睡。 有想回巢都回不了， 也不知以后有没有缘在外头遇到， 以后的事很难说，离学记生涯越久越远后， 总之以后很难说，大家的友谊都是一种缘，一种机缘， 强求不得，顺其自然，离别也是顺着相遇的自然后说。 明天冬至，今晚有得搓汤圆lu，wakaka，我又长一岁了^^ 提前说声圣诞节快乐! 再考虑要不要放上戴眼镜的样子，很傻样也

哈罗，我回来了。我又回来写一篇日记update一下。 最近只上一下子的网，眼睛很痛，读书读到眼睛痛到，结果跑去检查眼睛，还好啦，左眼闪光五十，右眼闪光一百，近视二十五，配了副眼镜，看书时眼睛就不会累，发出疼痛的讯号。 现在到心痛了，都怪自己没好好保护眼睛，累坏了眼睛，比累坏身子更严重，心灵之窗受损，其损失可是损失惨重啊。 过去几个星期，看了半小时书，眼就开始痛不欲看，只好闭上眼睛小睡一两个小时，才能继续看书，严重拖累了我伟大的读书计划。 除了看书，还是看书，呵呵。在找着工，然后就是待在家，不是呆在家哦，陪陪爸爸妈妈，姐姐妹妹，弟弟，呵呵，大家庭。 还有一件事很有趣，我每早都朗读大学之道，看了天龙八部后，最近又爱上论语里面比较耳熟能详的子曰。。呵呵 .. 祝大家身体健康，天天愉快，水灾早退，天下太平!

That's it. My chapter of life studying in ktt has come to an temporary ending. Because I will come back next March for Indian language course if I pass cut-off point. Hehe, the result may be out at the end of January next yr. My feeling, hmm, happy and joyful, as i always am, hehe, feel just like finishing a long lecture (one n half yr), certainly this is one of the important chapters in my life, there are so many things that i have learned, learned to do, to think, to understand, to give, to listen and to improve myself. I leave ktt, when i think of my housemates, tanggamates,classmates,coursemates, i will think of ktt, if not the people i meet thr, i will not rmb ktt forever, maybe sometimes when i see sunrise and sunset i will relate it to the hill nearby ktt, hmm maybe.. Maybe you will think that study is hard, at the end you will think you realised that is not that hard, if only you pay more effort in it. The word difficult seems to be appeared when you're not.. not ...

    Do you notice some of them looked sleepy and tired? Because they din sleep the whole nite..to celebrate the finishing of a-level exam besides the 2 paper 5..even sunlight cant lift up their spirit..except for XIng Hui, looked very excited though oso slept only 2 hours..Me? I slept 6 hours but also very tired d..hehe Have a nice day!

原来无形的压力真的很不好受，不过还有四张就考完了。 只要尽力，读不完就不要勉强， 最近雨季，最重要还是照顾身体。 还有一个礼拜多，加油啦。

今天，一翻开星洲副刊，顿时被标题吸引了，标题是十七岁平凡少年的作家梦。他从十岁就立志成为小说家，每天挑夜灯撰写小说，用了七年完成了十万字的幻想小说，名为 。为什么记者去采访住在吉打蛮偏僻地方的他呢，那是因为这位年轻创作者，方顺吉，寄了那本小说，散文集等文章到副刊，而他的年纪轻轻也引起了大家的好奇心。呵呵。。我不是在嘲笑，我是由衷地觉得他很执着，执着地起来也让人佩服，除了关于他的专访，记者也访问了三位人士，陈志鸿，程道伟和大众书局经理周强生，他们都劝他上大学，看多一点书，多读书少发表。。因为他说他不要上大学，要走自己的路，实现自己的梦想，出人头地。而且他的书架上只有一排刘墉的书，和一排哈利坡特全集。 他的 部落格 。 我觉得他很勇敢，我最佩服这些人了，因为我不是这样的人，发作家梦是常有的事，毕竟在幻想世界里自由的空间可多了，但能那样坚持梦想的人不多，付诸于行，是需要很强的信念。但是人生不是梦想，梦想是人生的一部分，所以不要因为梦想而忽略其他事情。 至于我给自己的劝告：学习是一场心智马拉松。很喜欢这句话，那也是在今天的副刊看到的。这也是为什么我喜欢跑步。 要考试了，戏不能看，只能看报纸了，这篇就算是小小的阅报报告。

I just want to write a bit..feeling guity of having abandoned it for weeks..I am at home now..hehe..come back for relax and mooncake festival..before go back to ktt.. I am worried of coz i am..syllabus not yet finished..and workshop next week which is a waste of time OR a good time to train urself sleeping in sit position.. No mood is an excuse..no one will have mood to do things that dont like..and my brain doesn't like to be pushed to understand e/m induction..Kepler law..Coulomb law..Gay-Lussac's law..what else..dont say physics is hard i always tell myself..physics is as lovely as music if u date with it everyday..dating=read its mind, understand its feeling and try to solve the problems that troubled it..and you can choose either u prefer classic one or modern one..jz like u like Jazz or hip-hop..or u like Celion Dion or Lady Gaga..either Beatles or Boys like Girls..so at the end my mind full of songs..melody.. and physics? gone no where.. Ya, distraction!! This is the mai...

No idea how to describe my holiday, although i still have five or six days, but half of my long-longing holiday has gone..huhuhu..anyway when i think that after a month more i will enjoy my life like now..hehe =D no problem big smile! =D

Nobody will guess what cloth I am wearing now..hehe..what is the upcoming festival? Hari Raya! yup yup i am wearing baju kurung now...hiakhiak** that's the response of my friends..they laughed at me!! =( hehe..becoz I seldom or never hehe wear skirt or baju kurung at KTT... And my first time baju kurung event is our class ALU 11 buka puasa party..( Joanna: Joanna Rocks!!Nora: Nora rocks..Lee Chin: no rocks dont want to increase ur burden...they are beside me just now..) haha..we are in library..our next gathering place after class party at LH..hehe.. Actually I want to write a book review yesterday and my computer suddenly shut down when I almost finished type it..of coz I'm lazy to start all over again..It is a novel, a Spain Novel? or shud I say a novel written by Spain author in Spanish..yup..I read chinese translated version, the book title is "Shadow of Wind" The plot is very interesting..about revenge, suspense, romance, many kinds of love..all thestories sta...

After preA2 exam finished…our busy life started, asking around for hard drive..to transfer latest movies and dramas, excitement seems never stop..and laptop is the best of the best friends that able to hold celebration in various ways..comedy, action-pack, horror, romance..mystery..disney.. And of course, another leisure activity, climbing hill seems to be daily routine for me recently, the scenery and the accompany make the perfect moment to indicate a perfect moment, our anxiousness waiting for Ielts result, barrier after barrier, finally there is only one last barrier for us.. I want to take a rest. That’s all i wish to do now, I’m not tired, but the emptiness of my soul make me tired, I was locked in a box, so small compared to the world outside that I have neglected ever since I busy sitting for tests..exams…I want to do the things that I wish to do, things that interest me the most, I want back my martial art novel world. Exam just finished, Holiday about to start, I wish I...

Everyone has dream..dreamSss..so many dream..that we talked about.shared with friends..that one day we want to become a successful scientist..doctor..blablablah..so ambitious and when they all grow up..have their own jobs and work independently..the dreams they want to achieve when they grow up seem to be dreams only..just dream that cannot be related to reality..never have = sign between them..impossible is possible………………….? sometimes when i compared myself with other people, i will envy them..i want what they have..i wish i can be them..who are on the way to achieve their dreams..i wish this and i wish that..i never realised that i am wasting my time to envy, instead of cheer up myself, i let myself dreaming of me becoming like them and after that upset filled my feeling.. Fate..what we cant control we just let it..and control what we are having..anything…only that we dont have the things that we can control then we just pray and make sure that everything will be ok..you will be fine...

I actually have no idea what to blog but I still want to use my time to share some photos..in case got ppl come to my home right..I ll be very busy soon after Merdeka day..after that, I will be free! ^^ taken at uphill..sunset..the final shine before went down to sea=) Clouds or Mirage?..like entering an imaginary world   I want to store it inside my memory..forever      In these two photos, can you see the aeroplane? I know it’s small..hard to see..I want to have a high quality camera.. Lastly, it’s a small plant which Stand bravely though blow by strong wind Hey..there..you are not alone ok..=) That’s the end. Have a nice day!=)

Things are getting funny when the time is not suitable for it—during a farewell for friends and seniors flying to Poland and India respectively.. Funny things #1 I met a famous person!! Guess who?? Anwar Ibrahim at airport just 3 hours ago! I was arnd 1 meter close to him. As soon as Xing Hui saw him too,  she gripped my arm suddenly and firmly and we walked away quickly..(dont know why swt=.=) Through half way I stopped and told Xing Hui I wanted to take photograph with him but then I changed my mind becoz I was so excited at that time and probably I wouldn’t be able to ask him properly..so we continued walk to Mc. D to meet Hong Huat..etc and few minutes later, I took up my courage to ask him so we went back to the place but they are gone..I stood at the place where he stood just now..regretting that I should’ve asked him on the spot..Hehe..anyway I’m glad too I didn’t interrupt him, maybe he was discussing very important things related to our country..(dont play play)..heh...

Sometimes, whatever u did, no matter it’s wrong ethically or has indirectly or directly caused someone dead, your act will be revealed no matter how you try to destroy the evidence, you will not be unpunished, there is always justice and consience to fight with these evil people. Life is what? What is life? Are you not guilty of causing someone died as just a life, not hundreds not thousands? Can a normal person who has killed another person and slept and woke up the next day telling reporters that he also eager to know the cause of death? No matter what, no matter how much money you have taken from us, dont take our lives! We are not going to tolerate with this! A person has the right to have different social groups, different perspective about country, people has the very right to lead their lives and no one can destroy it. When a tragedy has happened, we sense that something is not right, we need to ask 5W1H, we need plausible reasons for it, we need whistle-blowers to direct us, we...

The scenery uphill is so beautiful..this is rare phenomenon..very seldom can see such a beautiful sunset..Lee Chin said: this means there’s still hope..for us..I hope so, I really really hope so. Can you see the aeroplanes in the photos, hmm…there are 5 of them, I really want to get 7 of them..I want Band 6.5. Bye and have a nice day ya! =)

Haha..my dearest sister, dare you spam in my chat box ha! Anyway, miss you all very much really..But wait patiently..I will be back soon! Hehe..and hor your English sucks la! So, do you want to know what I have been done recently..hehe..I got a few photos to illustrate my life at KTT...Open your eyes and see carefully since you’re so free to frequent my blog! Hehe^^ Blood donation..good way to help people just by enduring a little pain for a needle puncture.. My recent use of my only cooking equipment, rice cooker – cook hard-boiled egg, besides hard-boiled egg, still hard boiled egg^^ haha, I need protein! And see what have become bcoz of my cooking skill..haha..spider web formed! Yucks! I know..haha..cooking is fun^^ of course I didn’t eat the thing outside of the egg.. Oh yeah, beside egg, I also cooked ABC soup.. I have started back my favourite leisure activity, that is jogging..It helps me to cool down my over-stretching nerve cells inside my brain..and get off the tension int...

I try to write a small paragraph here, this week I am very weak, feel dizzy and headache sometimes and stress from my brain and arteries, Why arteries because I just participated in blood donation which was held the second times in KTT on Monday. So far I have been working out my diet to gain many many more Iron and Protein. Coz im scared I will faint down, if not this week, maybe next week the day when AS result will be out. Don’t ask me my result, DON’T!! I wont tell you=P

I am so worried about my upcoming IELTS exam now, im so worried i will not get the minimum grade set by jpa, that is at least 6.5. And the worriness get greater after I have done two listening tests just now. First one i get 29 correct out of 40..while the second test..truly unbelievable, i get 24 out of 40. As I do it with my computer, I play the test more than one time, which is not allowed. Last few days, I read a newspaper article about a girl with brain disease inborn, when i was reading her tough life she have been, i was inspired and tears was starting to flow out from my eyes, and I had to stop reading for a while just to reset my feeling, as that time I was in library. And I totally inspired by a very meaningful sentence that also inspire her, it is: Do not pray to god for easy life, pray to be a strong person. I tell myself, studying now which is so stress and forced, I hate it, but although it's tough, I shouldn't complain, I should be more determined, I should be in...

Finally ktt has improved its wifi system, now called ktt hotspot, and im using the free trial now..the line is good, stable and the speed is good also, same as the wireless at home=) So this is the first ever post written in my apartment. Ktt hotspot ROCKZ!! Today, 6th of July, is the registration day for jpa scholar for medicine and dentistry. Everyone of us feel very excited and welcoming our juniors, hehe, and we are so busy looking around for any good-looking guys, so far we have compared and get a almost all-agreed-conclusion, this batch guy juniors are more handsome than my batch, good news right, haha, for one of my hsmate who was a pts student so same age with juniors, but me, no thanks, i prefer elder than younger=D but not indian guy no matter how handsome he is..XD And i hav a junior from my school, guess who? His name is Loon Han, but he will be pursuing dentistry at India. Hav junior is good, so i hav the responsibility to take care of him, of course i am a good senior, al...

Prison break finally come to an end, unexpected ending expected death unexpected child, and unexpected fast, i mean the time, ya im bragging about the time..haha..time being wasted like now, online-ing, exclude blogging...=D Time flies, accelerating like electrons, uniform acceleration yet i still say the acceleration increasing increasingly..jz like physics, out of topic for a moment, i hated physics, but i start to like physics a bit now, actually cant say like, should be show a little interest, anyway my most revered scientist are all physician..like Galileo, Copernicus..owh brilliant..and lee chin also can? haha...hey finally i mention lee chin, i should put her photo here since she is the special one today..but so many photos dunx choose which one..hehe.. (happy 19th BD ya!=) Back to present, Happy Father's Day to all beloved fathers..papas..Wo Ai Ni, but i dont dare to say it out loud in front of my father, very embarassing wor..And today i will go back to my expected col...

Feeling empty is a common thing to me, everytime after exam or after involved in some big event, that's the feeling, tired, exhausted but blur..dont know what to do next and then start to worrying..for what? nothing..worrying for nothing, doing nothing...empty-minded. Books save me. but not a-level books,pls! not past year not longman ok.. It's novels instead. The story, it bring u to another world with setting, background, and plot. A world so interesting and exhilarating that make you forget the time...time passes and u r enjoying alone but actually u r not alone! I like reading, I like Angels and Demons! love it!

It's 2 o'clock now. No better than being on holiday after a long month of sitting 11 papers. Yuppie!! exam is over. "It's not finally over yet my dear 1 n half yrs stdnt!", said by mdm Azian right after we finished our last paper. "U still have to rush A2 syllabus. And you r senior already ok, do behave as senior, so than junior can LOOK UP on you ya.. " Lots of movies n drama i got to watch bcoz my computer is almost full memory..hanged sometimes gonna delete movies file once i finished one.. and finally Huh..relieved..relax at home is the best remedy after stressful exam life!

lol..anyway, thanks for all da wishes, presents and time for making me a happy birthday girl for the past week although exam still going..lol again..hehe really to my very surprise, my hsmates and classmates bought me jinyong new edition of 天龙八部, thx!! It worth more than 100 bucks, thx thx and thx again.. It has five books in total, and all of them(11ppl), wrote messages from the first book to the fifth book, i hav to combine the msg of all five books to know the whole msg they want to say to me..really creative...One of the messages by my classmate Nora is kinda creative, it related to twilight, in the first book, she wrote: Alice said: I saw an illusion!"...the second book she write: jacob standing in kitchen of Cullen house, holding a piece of paper..the third book she wrote: Jacob: how could they do this to me?..the fouth book she wrote: on the paper:sorry we have to leave to celebrate Sheih Nee's birthday! bye...... love Bella" the fifth book she wrote sth private la...

Xing Hui first time cooked for people and it's me that she cooked for...haha... Xing Hui said she want to cook for me on my BD de. But dont know why, that night i dont have any idea what to eat for dinner. Xing Hui said she can cook misua sup since she still got some herbal sup which is cooked a day ard...so she make Mee Sua Herbal Sup for me..waaahh!!^^ Here is the video i record when xing hui prepare the delicious mee sua sup. hmm, it served best when hot..ehmm, yummy for tummy!! Thanks Xing Hui! haha...this is the rehearsal for my upcoming Birthday ya! haha^^ Hope to taste again on my BD day ya=P PS: Haha, Xing Hui is sobbing in her blog post . hahaha..,you know why she got so big reaction, coz i record the video without her notice...hehe=D

4th May, that's three day later, Wei Lin will become older and oldest in our apartment! Actually we (xing hui, lilian & me) dont have any idea when and how to celebrate her birthday. But we planned to go to Giant last Friday to buy her present. During shopping at Giant, suddenly, me & xing hui talking talking and suddenly talk about want to buy her a BD cake mah and when, coz her birthday is still a week away. But I suddenly realised I will not be around that day, and we also cant find other time to buy ticket to Giant. So xing hui asked:"why dont we buy the cake today? and I continued her sentence, "and celebrate tonight?. So we both agreed in mind and half running half walking to King's. On the way, we met Wei Lin and Lilian. We ard discussed that we will lied to them saying we want to buy some bread, but when Wei Lin asked me: whre are you going?, on the spot I said:"we go to King's to buy cake!" what a foolish answer. So we change our ...