My Life Journey. ♥

♥ : Came in with a happy heart, leaving with a heavy heart.

Hello dearest, YOU. (:

Nope, I'm still not gonna change how I greet my readers here on blogspot lol. It's just auto, I will automatically type "hello dearest, YOU. (:" whenever I wanna start a blog post. Hahaha.

By the way, I just realized it's been a year since my last blog post! Lol.

Haven't touched (nor enter) my blog for a long long time because now I have moved to Twitter, Instagram and Dayre. It's so happening there on those sites that I forgotten that I have a blog lol.

It's almost 6.30pm and I am currently in the office. Was updating my internship portfolio, have nothing much to do and I suddenly had the urge to blog. So here I am! :D

Actually, I wanted to just come here to take a look at my old self, because I'm in a dilemma. Don't know whether I wanna cut my bangs anot fml. Hence I decided to come see my old pictures with bangs on my blog and also to re-read my old post to see how much I've grown. Ahems.

So yeah, coming back here to my blog, first thing I noticed - my blog header. Wtf what on earth was I even thinking last time. So sibeh ugly de picture also can post up here? Lolol. Damn buay paiseh.

As I was clicking away, I accidentally came across something. Something that made my heart sank. Something that made my mood change 180 degrees.

My boyfriend often told me, since the day he knew me as a friend almost 3 years ago, he noticed that I had 3 really best friends, and he realized that she is the one who is the most similar to me. Similar in terms of the way we think, the things we like, the way we dress, the way we comment/type/talk etc. He says we are similar, TOO similar in fact. He says its probably because we grew up together. We influence each other, that's why we are so similar to one another.

I totally agree with his thinking. I think we are very similar too. We love almost everything the same. She was the one who I could tell every SINGLE thing to, no doubt. Whenever I had any issues or anything happy, she would be the first person I would share my joy and sorrow with. We would talk on the phone all day long (as if seeing each other in school for 7 hours is not enough). She was the one who understood my feelings. She would gossip with me about the person I hate just to make me feel better. She would cheer me up whenever I had a fight with my ex-bf. She was always there, 24/7. She would always stand by me no matter what. I felt really blessed having her in my life. She is awesome.

I feel sorry. Sorry for all the trouble I've caused. Sorry I made both of us end up in this stage. But I guess, time has almost healed everything now. We are both okay, but no longer bffs. It's a pity, it's a waste, that how close friends we both used to be, it no longer is the same. She now has her own circle of friends, and so do I. We both no longer see each other, and seldom chat with each other. But, eventhough I know we will no longer be that bff we used to be, I am seriously very thankful that we are not strangers, but friends now. Well, at least we are friends..

If I had a time machine, I would definitely turn back time and not repeat the same mistakes again. I would love to have her back in my life, but that is not possible. Things have changed and I know it. Anyhow, thank you, J, for colouring half of my 22 years of life with beautiful colours. You were my greatest influence for the past 9 years of friendship. I loved you all that I could. Sorry for putting you through such a hard time, I totally have no idea how to face you anymore. Hope that you can forgive me for what I've done and move on with your life, because I know that even without me, life will still be kind to such an awesome person like you. Good luck in your coffee journey, I know that you will succeed in this because you're a very creative person that I envy, alot.

Our memories will forever be buried deep down in my heart. You may think I forget almost everything, but that's not the case. I remember all the silly things we've done together. How is it possible to forget!

I am sad that I hurt you so much but I hope, I hope, one day, you will find a great BFF to replace the hole I left in your heart, because I'm not worth it. Thank you for all the memories, J. ♥

♥ : I iz random, as usual.

Hello dearest, YOU. (:

#throwback? Hahaha

I miss my blog so much. Really.

I miss bringing my camera everywhere I go to snap pictures for my blog.

I miss reminiscing on past events to write a blog post.

I miss writing whatever I feel in here.

I miss spending the entire day changing the layout of my blog.

I miss creating a new post like almost 3 times every week.

I miss, I miss, I just miss everything about my blog.

Not wanting to sound very emotional here ok hahaha. I just miss blogging very much, but I suddenly feel so demotivated to blog. How ironic. But why ah? Is blogging no longer the trend anymore? 90% of my girlfriends used to have a blog account each and used to update every single week, some even update every single day without miss lol. But I guess with Twitter, Facebook and Instagram, Blogspot has died already? :( sad caseeee.

BLOG, Y U NO REVIVE?!

*Blaming blogspot instead of my own laziness to update lol tsk*

♥ : Life.

Hello dearest, YOU. (:

I'm back! First blog post of 2014 yaaay! *pops champagne* *claps* hahaha. No la actually I'm back because I am bored. Bored of doing nothing everyday at home. -.-

Oh btw, before I start this post,

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2014 ! ♥ ♥ ♥

I hope, I really really hope that this year will be a better year.

I hope 2014 will be filled w happiness, wealthiness and healthiness. The only thing I hope for for everyone.

For myself, I hope unwanted rumours will stop spreading.

I hope things will settle down. *fingers-crossed*

I hope everyone will be reunited so that we can all sit down & probably have a cup of coffee together? Teeheehee :D
I hope, I hope my hopes come true. If that even makes sense. Hahaha.

Didn't think that I'll be back here so soon (well, at least 4 months is not too long ago to me). To be honest, there were times where I actually forgotten that I have a blog. No, I'm serious, not kidding lol. However, recently, I've been reminded to come back to blog again. As lazy as I always am, my reply would always be "don't want lah, later lah".

Tonight, sitting here right in front of my lappie doing nothing, my blog suddenly appeared in my mind out of no where. I decided to drop by to read previous posts that I've written (no I'm not obsessed w myself, but it's just fun to reminisce memories okay!) heh. Since I'm already here dropping by, I decided to come say HI to whoever is/will be reading this blog post. HAHA. So, hiiiiiiii there! ♥ :3

Tomorrow is ze day. FIRST JAPANESE CLASS. Hahaha sounds exciting and fun! :D hopefully it will turn out to be fun and won't be too stressful lah. I don't wanna hate going for Japanese classes lol.

GAAAH, haven't been blogging properly for a long time, my bull crap skills suck so badly now. :( guess I'll have to stop here then? Haha. Will come drop by again whenever I feel like writing a blog post (my public diary) or perhaps whenever I feel like sharing my happiness? Heh. :D

Sorry for wasting 5 mins of your life reading this blog post but thanks for sacrificing anyway. HAHA. Toodles! ♥

♥ : Stay Positive.

Hello dearest, YOU. (:

I am a very lazy blogger. Umhmm!

But there are just times where I feel like sitting down and start crapping bout what happened in my daily life.

That's basically the reason why I'm still on blogspot. :D hahaha.

At very rare times like this, sitting in front of my desktop, having nothing to worry and stress about, I tend to go on YouTube and start listening to slow music. And this is my source of motivation to blog. Hahah. I start going through pictures from years ago, refreshing those sweet memories. ♥ However, as we all know, pictures and memories can be kept forever, but not the people in them. People come and go in life. Appreciate what we have now because we won't know what will happen tomorrow.

BLURGH. I totally have no idea what's the point of this post.

So Imma end here before my crap goes out of control lolol.

Ending with a very random picture of my brother & I.

CIAOZ! :)

♥ : Some things are better left unknown.

Hello dearest, YOU. (:

Simply because I don't feel like posting a colourful picture.

Life is filled with dramas.

So many things happening recently.

Too many conflicts, too many misunderstandings, just.. Too many.

This is only university life. I can't imagine myself going out to the real world in probably.. 2 years time?

I'm pretty sure it'll be much worse.

More two-faced people, more backstabbing, more gossips.

I'm afraid I'm not ready yet.

♥ : Life.

Hello dearest, YOU. (:

OH HI. I haven't been blogging again lately. Well well, I've been quite busy recently. Busying doing nothing lolol. Nah, just kidding. Here's a short update on myself. :)

Uni is reopening soon, and I mean REALLY SOON. Before school reopens, I've got to get my PTPTN application done and also collect my book voucher. I can't wait to get my RM250 book voucher from the government as I already have stuff on mind that I wanna purchase. Most of my friends have already gotten their vouchers and are already happily spending 'em wtf.

In addition, I'm also working almost every weekend. I've missed all the dinner with friends and also the ONCE-A-YEAR-CNY-GATHERING wtf. Upset ttm. What to do, no money then got to work lah. Always promise myself to stop working cause I've already got not much time left to have fun but I'm still accepting jobs whenever supervisor calls me up. The heck.

Okay! Got to go and change right now. Going to jog omfgwtfbbqpizzaonmacaroni. Sounds so unbelievable that a person who hates exercise is gonna go exercise lolol.

2 MORE WEEKS TO BANGKOK!

See you soon my beloved readers. :) toodles!

♥ : The Lost World Of Tambun.

Hello dearest, YOU. (:

I'm quite sure that most of you (if anyone is still reading my blog, lol) have been to Sunway Lagoon. Well, at least once? I have been there a couple of times with my friends. It is actually a waste of money for me to enter Lagoon because I don't have the guts to go for most of the rides. :x especially pirate ship & roller coaster! I just hate rides that are just too chi gek lol.

TODAY, Imma blog about...

LOST WORLD OF TAMBUN

Mum is a groupon freak. She always checks groupon for great deals. Recently, she bought this 2D1N stay @ Lost World Hotel + lost world of tambun entrance tickets for our family and another family. Mum drove all the way to Ipoh. It was her first time and she didn't get lost at all *claps claps*! We left home at 9am in the morning, reached approximately at 11.30am, and then we went straight to the theme park! :D

As you can see from the pictures that I've taken, the Lost World is surrounded by mountains. It has such beautiful views and its very GREEN when you look all around you. I ♥ ♥ ♥ it so much!

One selca before I start my journey in the theme park. :p

Oh, hi there. Stop hiding cause I saw you!

They have lots of games and activities in the theme park. However, you've got to pay extra in order to get tokens to play these games. We were there on a Friday afternoon, so the theme park was quite empty. Don't need to queue at all! (Tip No.1 - go on weekdays). Me likey.

The only ride that I love most in the theme park is this..

Its like a swing, just that it is higher and much faster. I LOVE IT! ♥ Mainly because it is not too scary lolol. Even children are allowed to play so yeah. Hahaha.

SPOT ME? Bahaha. Enjoy my ride!

Train to bring us for a tour around Lost World :)

Roller Coaster coming soon! :o

In a cave. It was extra cool and I felt super cozy in it. ^__^

My pretty momaaa! ♥

NO, IT IS NOT A PONY. It is called a SMALL HORSE. I am not kidding.

Small horse take #2

Swaaaaaans!

They very lanci one. When you wanna take photo of them they swim away. Hmph! :@

After walking around the theme park, we finally ended up at the Petting Zoo! :D zomg, this is the purpose of my trip here to Lost World. I wanna pet all those animals!! *Pet pet pet*

Hey birdie! ^__^

Their fur was so soft and they are so tame they won't hurt you! OMG cute ttm!! ♥

My brother even held a pea-cock wtf. They are so big and heavy and they do peck! No joke. :x Unfortunately, pictures are in my brother's camera so I can't upload 'em.

Trying out an affect from my camera. :D

Then then then, let me introduce you to the cutest animal in the petting zoo!

JENG JENG JENG

RACCOONS!

They are so fluffy!

And extremely lazy! Can someone pls tell me why are they so cute?! ♥.♥

Hot spring!

Water park. Extremely fun!!

PEEK-A-BOO-!

At 3pm & 4pm, they had a tiger feeding show. We missed the 3pm one, but we managed to catch the 4pm show! ^__^

Hungry tigers :x

Us, waiting for the show to start! p/s: We were first to arrive so you see no one else sitting on the bench lol.

Scary, creepy, evil looking CAT. It would just stare into your eyes.

Another selca picture of myself. Paiseh ahhh. Hahaha!

Ice-cream after a long walk under the hot sun! BEST (Y)

The theme park closes at 6pm, so we went back to the hotel to shower then headed out to town for dinner. Mum ordered Char Kuey Teow, Ipoh Chicken Rice, Mee Siam, Chicken Wings, Curry Mee, Wan Ton & Satay wtf. Over ordered, we couldn't finish eating all the food. :/

Next morning, we went to the theme park again because..

Astro was having their Gangnam Flash Mob! Wanted to join but they insist we have to buy an entrace ticket to the theme park in order to join. :( so, we just 成热闹 and took more photos before leaving lolol.