Someone special gave me Siti's new album. I was surprised. To that special someone, thanks. I really like it. The album may not be Siti's best album. Maybe just a couple of hit singles. But, this album is meaningful. The album just spell sincerity. I can feel that its really from her heart as what the album title is - Hadiah Daripada Hati (A gift from the heart). Its a special album from her.

I just hate what she wore for her official album launch. Its so... ERK!

Wow. Super huge thighs. She really need some advise for her wardrobe malfunction. She must remember her body shape is not the 2 years ago. Siti, you're getting plump. But you're still beautiful as ever.

This is just a video was taken sometime ago by Alice or Jamie when my class requested me to sing a song for them during breaktime while we having our Bio practical lesson. LOL. Its fun. Erm, apologize for any pitching or falsetto problem. Haha. I was nervous. It appear to be fine in the video. Enjoy!

Erasing your foot steps

Continue walking, forgetting you. My heart is tired from observing your attitude. Your way of thinking makes me doubtful. It is impossible for this to be sustained. Slowly, it felt like dream is aggitating. I try to keep moving away. Slowly, my heart is shackled. I try to continue my live. You are not my everything, not the place where I stop my steps. This is the end, let everything pass. Let the rain wash away your foot steps.

HADY MIRZA WON!

I'm so extremely proud of him. I think he got most votes, because of his stage presence and his appeal. Its not because of his vocals but his outstanding appeal on stage. He just got that aura. I will be looking forward more of his appearance next time. I bet he will be much popular than Taufik because his the 1ST ASIAN IDOL. Good job, Hady!

My term break has just started. I bet it will not be a relaxing 2 weeks for me. I will be working and soon after the break I have 2 presentation to be complete. So yeah, lots of preparation.

Hmm. Looking back at my previous posts, I realised that so many things have happened and my post are getting lesser, more matured, and simple. I used to update at least 5 times a week. But now, its seems that, I'm updating once a week or less. Hmm. My new year resolution is still the same. I won't change it unless I've accomplished it.

I just feel something is not right. I know what is it. I'm just pretending I don't know. No matter what happens, I will have nice people around me. Thanks. Hehe.

More way to go. Hehe.

Pictures taken when we went to Mind Cafe at Prinsep Road.





Pictures taken this week.

Hey. Its been a long time since I last updated my blog. Its been a wonderful for the past few weeks. So many things happened, that made me a better and stronger person. Hehe. I'm now happy with the person I love and my family, friends.

Everything that happened have its own reason. I'm happy, me & mum are in good terms. I feel much loved than before. I believe those incidents that happen have made me & mum closer and understand each other better. I'm happy, I'm surrounded by beautiful and understanding friends. We laugh together, we cry together. Thanks Lindah, Liyana, Amin, Felicia, Dia, Jam, Jan, Van, Ah hui, Alice. Love you guys. I always pray that our friendship will last. Sometimes experience make you think who is your real friend and who is not.

I'm happy, me & sayang have been together through ups and downs. I really fortunate to have sayang in my life. Sayang taught alot of things. I'm now more patient and understand others better. I feel like I'm the only person alive when I'm with sayang. Sayang treat me so nice. Once sayang said to me, "You're the best bf I ever had, I won't ever let you go." Its so sweet. Hehe.

Okay thats it. See you.

Love.

Love.

Its so difficult to explain what is love.
Its something beautiful when you appreciate it.
Its something hurtful when you stop cherishing it.
F have taught me the meaning of love.

Love is all about making sacrifices.
Love is all about having a lil' bit of trust in everywhere.
Love is all about care and concern, showing that you need your partner.
Love is all about sharing apart of you to that special someone.
Love is all about compromising to make the relationship works.
Love has taught me to be strong, patient and sacrifice.

I always think of F every moment.
F has become apart of me.
I would always think,
What F's doing?
Where is F?
Is F safe?
Does F thinks of me?
Is F serious with me?

Like for me,
I know what went wrong in my relationship
But should I stay or leave?
Should I keep going on & be strong?

Apart of me wanna let go.
Apart of me needs F badly.
Talk things out, is what I need.
Time is what F don't have.

I've never felt this stress like this before.
Its a painful thing, to keep everything and not letting F know what I feel.
I want to know what F feels too.

I wish things will be back like we first met.

Hello to all my siao car bo. haha. notfunny at all. How r u all? feel like dying? its a good sign. please call me. i will stop all your suffering. i will send you to taipei. hahaha. Ni na bay.

Wa liao. So damn vulgar. Haiya. KNS. My weekends damn boring. Nothing to do so sian. I feel like going out but too bad. I abit headache. Its all my brain fault. Not functioning at all. Do you think i should change my brain? SHOULD I???

The answer is no lah. who say yes, i will take their brain out. seems like everyone is so scared. haha. just joking.

my hair is growing already. DIAO! of coz its growing lah. haiyo.

i mean its growing longer. DIAO! of coz its growing longer. DIAO! as if the hair grow shorter. wth.

so stupid. see? my brain is not functioning at all. im going to eat breakfast later. so yummy. im eating roti prata. can't wait to chew the prata with the curry sauce. erm, yummy.

ouh ya. some of the roti pratahave banana, chocolate or cheese in it. if guys should try the roti prata at upper thomson road or jalan kayu. i've tried it and bui tahan!!! so yummy until i like my fingers and my whole arm.

i recommend you to try the cheese prata. its so delicious, creamy and lots of cheese. BUT TOO BAD TO THOSE WHO ARE VEGETARIAN. lol. hahaha. so funny. feel like laughing till the stomach jump down. hahahaha.

Hey. Last week watched, Ferryman at Eng Wah Cinemas, Suntec City. Sorry to say the service is bad and the movie sucks to the core. The movie starts on time without giving time for us to settle down. The air-con is so bad. Only the sound system is good.

Its not worth it at all. Ferryman is the most stupid suspense movie I ever watched. I know the story line when the movie started. It has no suspense to the storyline.

Just now when to eat Ayam Penyet. Hehe. So damn syiok. BUI TAHAN ARRRR! Die die must try. Who never try will die first. Hahaha. Lame shit.

Haiyah, I don't kno what to write. I don't even bother about my English. WTH. So what. Who cares. My blog, my problem lah. KNN CCB!

Who don't like my blog, can buy ticket to Taipei then when u reached there hor, go find Taipei 101. then u take lift lah. haiyoh. then take to level 101. open window. WAIT! wear red shirt, red pants,red umbrella, red shoe and red underwear then u open window. then u call me 1st, i wish u good luck. then u jump. hahaha.

So boring lah. Damn sian. KNN. Dont knw what to do. Haiyah. feel like sleeping. u all nt boring meh read my blog. so damn boring. like shit like that. haiya. who care. u boring or not, thats ur own business. u think u care? huh? huh?

NO LAH!

wa liao ehk. CMI! thats all. who want to read more? go taipei 1st then i write more. hahaah. bye.

Here are pictures taken last week.

Yesterday was my birthday. I got so many wishes from my friends. Hehe. The 1st was from my beloved Sayang. Hehe. Thanks, dear. My 18th birthday is the most memorable birthday I ever had so far. I got a lot of surprises. My clique, Jamie, Claudia, Jannie, Vanessa, Felicia & Alice bought a small cake. I was so schocked till tounge-tied. You guys are great. Thank you so much.

But on the previous day, I got Strawberry Cheesecake from my Mum and Mango Cake from my Aunt. All are my favourites. So yummy.

I'm so happy that I got great people around me. Hehe.

After school, met my Sayang. Sayang bought me a small teddy bear thats holding on to a balloon, written Happy Birthday. So sweet. Hehe. I like it so much. Then, bought for me doughnuts that I've been craving for so long. Haha. We ate all the doughnuts by ourselves. I love the M&Ms glaze and Chocolate Banana. Hehe.

Here's a video Jannie took.

This year's Hari Raya is per normal like the previous years. I wore turqoise blue for the 1st day. Hehe. I will post pictures of Hari Raya soon. School has been quite okay for me. ICA is coming up. I got 2 to be done before the 2 weeks break.

I've no mood to update actually but yeah I'm just updating for the sake of updating.

I always like to take things for granted. When its gone, then I will appreciate and notice the value. I'm also stubborn. I like to do things on my own way. I don't care about how others feel. I just think about myself. I'm trying to be the best. I wanna be perfect. Maybe almost perfect.

I've lost someone special. I thought it would be forever but no. It last for a moment. The happiness that I got only last for a moment.

Enough of emo-ing. Lol.

Last Thurs, I went for Jalan Raya with the girls. It was fun. Syahidah is the most happening one on that day. Haha. So funny of her.

Tomorrow, my mother is organising an open house for everyone. So yeah, my friends coming tomorrow. I will go Jalan Raya with my Sec sch friends. I miss them so much. Hehe.

That's all for now.

Hey. Hehe. I'm sorry for not updating for more than a month. Sorry. The month of September is a month of joy for me. Many things happened. Now, its October and school will start soon. I've learnt alot for the month of September.

I've learnt that no matter what you do, HONESTY is a must. It hurts to know the truth but its reality, baby. I rather get hurt than being fooled. I can accept the truth.

I also learnt that I must always think positive. Things would be much better if you think positive. Hehe.

My attachment was a fun one. I was very nervous at first but things go on well after few days. Time flies so fast. I've finished my attachment and will be back in school next week. I can't wait to start a new semester.

I've made few friends during attachment and found my old friends. Hehe. The staff there is great. They are hardworking and willing to guide us sincerely. I'm so happy to be given a chance to work there.

Hari Raya is coming. This few days have been very busy for me. I sleep late nights. Haha. I'm helping my Mum to bake. We really make lots of cookies. I think around 12 types. I made chocolate cookies for my aunt and M&Ms cookies for my mum. Super-duper delicious.

I'm not really excited for this year's Hari Raya. So many things happen during the fasting month. I become more sensible. Everything that happened have a reason.

I'll post pics of my cookies soon. Hehe.

MY 100th POST!

Yesterday went out to Woodlands Library. Hehe. Then had dinner at Banquet. Went home after that. Hehe. I'm so happy.

Cam-whoring at Library

Dinner at BANQUET

Sleep-over at my house. Hehe.

Hey! I went to Marina Bay on Monday. Hehehe. It was fun. 4 of us. Cool. Then went to Boat Quay and Marina Square. We chill and chat. Hehe. It was a fun day.

Here are some of the pics taken on Monday.

Hey! Yesterday, I went out with my sec sch clique. Enjoy the time with them. Hehe. We had lunch at Banquet, Causeway Point. Then hang out at Macdonalds', Civic Centre. Hehe. We ate ice-cream ad talked crap as usual. Hehe. Lindah suggested to go Sembawang Park. I don;t know wh she thought of going there. Took bus there and it was not really windy. We stroll along the seaside. Took pictures and sat while catching up with old jokes and memories.

Its been quite long since I last hang out with them. FUN! We are planning to meet again in the fasting month. Hehe. Gonna be fun! I love them to bits. Ouh ya, I miss Harini. She's the girl sitting beside me in sec sch. Hehe. She's fun and talkative. Maybe can meet her someday. Hehe.