Owh, such a few days i dint blog d
sorry for the abandon, my bloggie
hope u understand me k?
Alrite, i'm obligate to do this while uploading
my trip photo in last semester break
to stop my stay-home-mumbling
full of inner thought is hovering in the air
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**BLUR**
As the saying goes, human are nt flawless
we are too fearing to gt mistake and
smtimes gt bad feeling tht due to many
we jx blindly miss those joyous moment but nt to think
positively or trying to solve it at the 1st...FML
There's all of negative thought in my mind nw
i noe i shudnt like this, cz i'd overcm those stupid matter b4
and i shud able to resist all these kind of obstacles
but wat thus me vexed, sad, and depressed??
hw to say or make it as a reason? i hv really blank in mind
Everythings seems nt so easy to goes smoothly
1ST POINT
Re-back to school, cls time is nt so nicely and
compel the seperation v my bff, too bad rite?
hw precious the moment is b4 the time tht i cn only study my major subj
2ND POINT
Is really nt satisfy with my self performance in all the sector
studies, friendship, spiritual, and oso self-confidence
kept blaming myself for wat? wasting time to do so
regret to it and blam again with reason of regret
i jx cnt stop to make complaint (FML)
3RD POINT
Still quite care to sm1's action or reaction
although it is said to be her own problem tht kept trying to harm me anyhw
star sign article shows tht, formerly me and her are doomed to be enemy
this is classic--for pisces, scorpio is too insidious.
she is such a shit, asshole, and freak creature of god !!!
4TH POINT
Sigh for mmu again here
there's really quite alot of realistic students in this uni
or is it mmu guide them to it?? hope not so eh...
they'r really super giasu, cnt lose in any of the game
5TH POINT
[{(Heartaching)}] !!distressed for my man nw!!
he's working as a premium counter in certain insurance'company nw,
work according office hour but nt 2 rest after it n work at wings cafe (chief) untill midnite
due to sm of his family issues, he has no money to study as full time anymore
he's nw approaching to save more money so tht cn pay for his part time bachelor
course in the sooner. and me and him are facing such fuckin pressure of life,
hw m i goin to tell my parent and granparent as well?? but this is
indeedly nt his fault, hw gd if i'm a rich person so tht we would nt so big deal v it
6TH POINT
I slp earlier nw, mostly nt exceed 1am
in respect of the 1st-must-do to maintain my healthy lifestyle
but i jx cnt even stay really concious in doin things
and always ask myself after done in bad, ???wat the hell i'm doin???
Gosh ~!!
My inner-said : god, cn u help?
do as last time to me pls? help me overcm all these pls~
Love to listen this when i'm depressed
sharing here~
here is the lyrics which is the most meaningful to me.
***Whispering The Hope***
Soft as the voice of an angel,
Breathing a lesson unheard,
Hope with a gentle persuasion
Whispers her comforting word:
Wait till the darkness is over,
Wait till the tempest is done,
Hope for the sunshine tomorrow,
After the shower is gone.
Whispering hope, oh, how welcome thy voice,
Making my heart in its sorrow rejoice.
If, in the dusk of the twilight,
Dim be the region afar,
Will not the deepening darkness
Brighten the glimmering star?
Then when the night is upon us,
Why should the heart sink away?
When the dark midnight is over,
Watch for the breaking of day.
Hope, as an anchor so steadfast,
Rends the dark veil for the soul,
Whither the Master has entered,
Robbing the grave of its goal;
Come then, oh, come, glad fruition,
Come to my sad weary heart;
Come, O Thou blest hope of glory,
Never, oh, never depart.
BYE!!
